We feel an emotion.
Our feelings are our perception/interpretation/translation of emotion.
Emotion is energy in motion from Source within. Feeling is the response to that emotion. Reaction is thought attached to response. Response is purely feeling and allowing the movement of energy through the heart system.
This also works in the opposite direction: we have a thought, our heart responds with feelings, those feelings are transmuted into emotion flowing toward source.....we call that praying...your desire being made known to Source. Coming from Source is prayer's first answer.
An etymology of me. Yes, I'm still open to accepting your gifts! paypal.me/bourdeaustacey
Monday, August 10, 2015
The age of individual sovereignty
So, the other day I posted about what will you do when they remove the American flag? That meme has further developed with the following additions:
1) We are going from the age of sovereignty of nations to the age of sovereignty of the individual. Individual nations MUST give up their identity.
1) We are going from the age of sovereignty of nations to the age of sovereignty of the individual. Individual nations MUST give up their identity.
2) What if we are not under the dictatorship of "divide and conquer" but "divide to liberate"? Truly, if everyone around you is your enemy, you MUST become your most devoted ally. Dis-empowerment of the people becomes empowerment of the individual for it is when all is made of individuals being what they were meant to be that the whole is in complete harmony. If foot is trying to swallow your food, you'll be starving to death real quick. From a dualistic experience it could only be expressed as an "enemy approach" because it was different. Now the human brain can grasp that a motive of love CAN be behind this approach.
Bringing the body into permanent healing
I come not to destroy but to help you release...the mantra of every dark angel.....is true, really, for all that is and has been has a place within creation. So, we do not destroy, we simply re-place, as in "take to a different space" so the one we are helping can move to a new space themselves. We form such deep attachments we only let go if forced into conflict with that to which we have become attached. And so the highest love comes in the form of demons, evil, darkness,death and violence.
So I come with understanding this day as to why even within the new age movement of healing methods, there is still suffering. There is no fault in the method. The problem is that the body remembers EVERYTHING. This is the experience that emphasized it for me: I walked out front door with core clear and blissful in it's silence, heart open and clearing, mind distracted with thinking "Alrighty, cleared alot, downloaded alot, now we get to have a play day.....no. OK, so what is next then?" I promptly hear the voice of my upstairs neighbor. There is no conflict about this. In a state of clarity the vibrations of his voice hit my body and my body feels sickened. He is not being negative or aggressive or violent, just talking normally. But my body remembers all the discomfort of all those mornings of waking to him yelling. If one placing pins in a body for healing energy pathways is fretting about something or snapping commands to an assistant, the pathways will be cleared but lose heart and go right back to clogged again.
Also,the healing method it's self becomes associated with that which it heals. So, say, you recommend a healing method to a friend because it healed you of an illness. If you then go into detail about the illness, your friend goes in and comes out not just with their illness cured but takes on the one you have been cured of! This is also why a healing method may not work more than once: every time you go back to it, you bring back the illness with it. Focus only on the state of well-being and project that in a recommendation and you bring in only solution/healing.
Say you fall in love with a yoga teacher or someone to do yoga with and delight in every aspect until conflict arises...the method of yoga is paired with conflict by association to smells, sounds, sensations and so if practiced in and/by those in a state of duality, any healing is only temporary. That is why after the first fight, a blissful relationship is never the same again. The body always remembers the vibration of the voice that hurt it. All these associations can be cleared from the body with repetition of a new experience to associate with any smell, noise, frequency of sound, body movements, etc. But faith and trust that it will from now on ALWAYS be different must be present. A stability must be created. An unfailing consistency of experience with no perceivable threat to it's perpetuation. It needs a new reality. And that is what we begin today.
So I come with understanding this day as to why even within the new age movement of healing methods, there is still suffering. There is no fault in the method. The problem is that the body remembers EVERYTHING. This is the experience that emphasized it for me: I walked out front door with core clear and blissful in it's silence, heart open and clearing, mind distracted with thinking "Alrighty, cleared alot, downloaded alot, now we get to have a play day.....no. OK, so what is next then?" I promptly hear the voice of my upstairs neighbor. There is no conflict about this. In a state of clarity the vibrations of his voice hit my body and my body feels sickened. He is not being negative or aggressive or violent, just talking normally. But my body remembers all the discomfort of all those mornings of waking to him yelling. If one placing pins in a body for healing energy pathways is fretting about something or snapping commands to an assistant, the pathways will be cleared but lose heart and go right back to clogged again.
Also,the healing method it's self becomes associated with that which it heals. So, say, you recommend a healing method to a friend because it healed you of an illness. If you then go into detail about the illness, your friend goes in and comes out not just with their illness cured but takes on the one you have been cured of! This is also why a healing method may not work more than once: every time you go back to it, you bring back the illness with it. Focus only on the state of well-being and project that in a recommendation and you bring in only solution/healing.
Say you fall in love with a yoga teacher or someone to do yoga with and delight in every aspect until conflict arises...the method of yoga is paired with conflict by association to smells, sounds, sensations and so if practiced in and/by those in a state of duality, any healing is only temporary. That is why after the first fight, a blissful relationship is never the same again. The body always remembers the vibration of the voice that hurt it. All these associations can be cleared from the body with repetition of a new experience to associate with any smell, noise, frequency of sound, body movements, etc. But faith and trust that it will from now on ALWAYS be different must be present. A stability must be created. An unfailing consistency of experience with no perceivable threat to it's perpetuation. It needs a new reality. And that is what we begin today.
Sunday, August 9, 2015
Just being the dog-further developed
All excitement, greeting another with wagging tail in pure delight, licking the face "I love you, I love you, I love you.......oh, scratch my belly.....yeah, over there....yes! That is really something, oh, yeah..let's get DOWN!"
All relaxed and satiated and satisfied..."What's that?! I smell something!", The dog is gone.
Marriage between vessels is obsolete Source has married it's "creation", "creation" has married it's Source, both committed to the well-being of BOTH experiences in all it's forms. The commitment to the well being of all is taken for granted. We are all already married to one another. Meetings and dalliances will produce offspring if and when wanted or they will be just for the pleasure of it. Our importance to EVERYONE and EVERYTHING will be obvious. No jealousy, possessiveness, perception of unfaithfulness. We will all be faithful to each other as a whole. That will be understood and known. We won't have to explain it. It is as natural as breathing.
All relaxed and satiated and satisfied..."What's that?! I smell something!", The dog is gone.
Marriage between vessels is obsolete Source has married it's "creation", "creation" has married it's Source, both committed to the well-being of BOTH experiences in all it's forms. The commitment to the well being of all is taken for granted. We are all already married to one another. Meetings and dalliances will produce offspring if and when wanted or they will be just for the pleasure of it. Our importance to EVERYONE and EVERYTHING will be obvious. No jealousy, possessiveness, perception of unfaithfulness. We will all be faithful to each other as a whole. That will be understood and known. We won't have to explain it. It is as natural as breathing.
What the spiritual evolution is all about
The first evolution into a human being was like watching a black and white film, the first moving pictures. It was entertaining, sure, but clearly not reality. You knew the difference. The observer was clearly just observing and the vessel from which it was observing felt like nothing more than a vessel. Then came the evolution into "technicolor". Oh, much better! This looks more real to me! I am seeing things in there I was not able to see previously with the black and white limitations. Now, the human being is watching 3-D special effects in HD with surround sound forgetting their environment and leaving movie theaters shaking it off as if they are waking from a another reality and divinity is going "oh, that is right, I am a human being leaving a movie theater, I am not in the movie".
Now the evolution of the human being is just like the evolution of entertainment technology. Divinity/The Dance in various forms of limitation has entered a world so convincing that even divinity is shouting out in defense as a human "I AM GOD ALSO!". Now THAT's good technology. The Creator of it is totally convinced it IS it's creation while beginning to grasp the thought processes to make it aware, god knows this. That was the effect that was wanted. Now we are needing reminders to be whispered to us once in a while "hey, dude, you are god ALSO" So is everything else around you as well as everything you cannot perceive or see. So, we are in one body experiencing awareness from both perspectives: the human knowing it is god but not all there is to it as well as god knowing it is the more there is to it as well as it's self being human.
So now, as we all jump out of our seats, crying and cursing at the death of Jon Snow, we are god aware that it is experiencing being human watching a movie and for a brief moment in time, lost to all that fact and only aware of the experience of terror or delight.
Pretty darn exciting.
So, now instead of needing some humans to be deep asleep and unaware of their divinity so the experience can be more real and divinity can experience all the emotional excitement of being caught up in it's own movie, technology has advanced to where an unaware human can watch movies that do no injury to any aspect of me. We will be watching movies of 3-D experiences without having to leave our existences in higher levels of conscious awareness because of the creation of the human body.
Now the evolution of the human being is just like the evolution of entertainment technology. Divinity/The Dance in various forms of limitation has entered a world so convincing that even divinity is shouting out in defense as a human "I AM GOD ALSO!". Now THAT's good technology. The Creator of it is totally convinced it IS it's creation while beginning to grasp the thought processes to make it aware, god knows this. That was the effect that was wanted. Now we are needing reminders to be whispered to us once in a while "hey, dude, you are god ALSO" So is everything else around you as well as everything you cannot perceive or see. So, we are in one body experiencing awareness from both perspectives: the human knowing it is god but not all there is to it as well as god knowing it is the more there is to it as well as it's self being human.
So now, as we all jump out of our seats, crying and cursing at the death of Jon Snow, we are god aware that it is experiencing being human watching a movie and for a brief moment in time, lost to all that fact and only aware of the experience of terror or delight.
Pretty darn exciting.
So, now instead of needing some humans to be deep asleep and unaware of their divinity so the experience can be more real and divinity can experience all the emotional excitement of being caught up in it's own movie, technology has advanced to where an unaware human can watch movies that do no injury to any aspect of me. We will be watching movies of 3-D experiences without having to leave our existences in higher levels of conscious awareness because of the creation of the human body.
We get to be the dog!
It strikes me out of the blue, so to speak, that we are often caught up in "factions" of sort. For example, I know I don't need to know physical mechanics of anything, my body only needs my awareness of it and it tells me what it needs. Shoot, the darn thing can even move without me as it rolls over in my sleep to obtain a healthier position. I don't need to be taught mantras, meditation or any techniques. I have the experiences I need when it is appropriate. I don't need to be taught how to become psychic or telepathic or telekinetic. "It just happens". I don't need special foods, supplements, herbs, oils, incense, etc. I see a plant and it's medicine comes sinking right into me, without my conscious doing of anything. BUT I have had a "right wing sovereignty meme". This makes me resistant to scientific analysis or new age sciences. The one thing they all have in common? Structure resistant to other structures. I know I do not need to pray for peace because I already have it. I don't need to pick up a cause......everything is working out perfectly...I tend to be resistant to causes. Every bit of these points of resistance have kept us grounded so that the light we do bring in is transmuted into something more "real", "earthy", and grounded/given practical application and purpose. So all our knowledge is nothing but a smoke screen hiding tie-downs that transmute the spiritual into physical expression in other areas...distracting us from where the REAL change is happening so that we do not question or interfere with it. "Tail wagging the dog scenario". So now we can drop those structures and reveal what the "dog" has been transformed into. We can drop the masks/personas we have been wearing and believing were righteous/enlightened people that meant everything that was important for everyone else to know, lol Sure, these things can be further explored just for the entertainment value, but that which we thought we valued is just fine on it's own and not the real issue at all. So, you think you've been working on ground breaking evidence of something grand and the cure of all the world's evils, when in fact behind the veil, the universe has been unwrapping you......surprise! your inner being is fine! You never really did have "relationship issues", you never really had "religious beliefs"...they were just "something to do" with no real meaning or pertinence to you. Now, we get to just be the dog.
Saturday, August 8, 2015
A story of an inner romance
After their usual fighting and a child's bloodcurdling scream of injury, he leaves for work and one hears a mother's mournful wail as she realizes the extent of the injury "Benji, OH NO!". I cry for the pain each of them is experiencing, the parents were victims whose obsession with victimizing one another leaves their child wound up in anxiety and panic sending him running into self-harming experiences. Again, somehow this experience, my involvement as a witness is somehow a gift. So again I begin unwrapping. "What happens within me when this occurs that I am to be a witness to?". If the inner being and mind are like that of wife and husband, ego to higher self, human to god, what is going on in their relationship? She is crying and in pain, the pain she is naturally and functionally empathizing with. Empathy is true of all humans, this body is simply aware of the oneness/empathic connection we ALL experience. And so now the mind understands his wife is normal, healthy, vibrant and alive within "him". At this point "he" can empathize with "her". He WANTS to do something to alleviate the pain. Anything he does as he searches his store houses for solutions could possibly draw violence to them both. This is where "he" would usually feel frustration and each cry of pain she makes adds pressure until he explodes against her or feels forced into action he does not feel good about. But in me, we are aware of this process so "he" is quiet and open to suggestion, crying with her at each event of pain. She now sees he has only ever wanted to protect and cherish her, to be her strength of charector. Neither feel to be victims because they know an end is coming, a solution, a release from the situation. They hold onto each other while they dig deep for the lesson, the gift that will bring them closer together. So deep, the two of them, lover entwined in grace and peace and understanding and sadness. The love abounds, comforts, heals. They are in this together, in this with the whole of the world instead of against it. A pool of water, calm within the raging waves of the ocean. They do what the community asks of them: they report it. Consistently and patiently, loving one another and holding on tightly in a loving embrace.."I've got ya, baby". This is bravery and courage at it's finest because in every case before this, anything they would have done would have come back to bite them, they would have been the ones left homeless and in this case, the landlord has already made the threat. The difference: this time there is a lease, his threat is invalid and powerless. Circumstances over the past two years have shown a change in the pattern: it IS getting better. We ARE heading into better and better circumstances. There is this one hurdle and they will jump it together. Their bond and commitment are cemented. They are breathing well in their stillness. They realize that in the past, at this point, her stomach would be roiling and cramping and dying, yet it isn't. There is a very quiet immovable strength within. It is faithful and a reflection of their relationship. Last time the "we" had this strong center, they were in naivety. They were shocked at every assault that hit home to them. They were always awake to themselves, they only were not awake to the world around them. Now they are strong and centered again, with a working knowledge of the world around them. NOW they can be of use to themselves and the world. All of which really is dear to them both.
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