While reading a channeled message this is what came:
"As I read I got the idea of all the version, parts,pieces of me standing on a threshold looking into realms of potentials we have all summoned to bring us into our highest states of healing.....pathway after pathway of potential like crystal-blue tunnels spread out in an array and simply taking in the view knowing every aspect of me is provided for here and there is no worry over where to go first, what order, what form any of it will take but just breath it in and feel and know: THIS, this is where we are going."
This was the message:
https://franheal.wordpress.com/2015/10/30/message-from-yeshua-you-have-reached-a-very-crucial-time-in-your-development-channeled-by-fran-zepeda
When I first allowed myself to entertain the reality of SwissIndo as a potential, the sense of it's immediate affects on others came to me: Many women looking at the men in their lives, saying good bye, never again, and BTW you can keep the children of ours you programmed to hate me, I'll adopt those who will love me.
Friday, October 30, 2015
One of the biggest keys to sovereignty- the SwissIndo problem
One of the biggest keys to sovereignty was given to me some time ago, but I am reminded of it as I present the potential to my children of moving and having to only take what we can carry. I was prepared for the resistance. We all go through it: I only need this and as we put that in the bag we see something which had sentimental value and then something of practical value and something we created and the load gets bigger and bigger until we realize what we are doing and either give up on the idea of moving or go back to only what we can carry.
Then my daughter came to me asking I write a note for her to tape to her wall: "Please don't break these toys that I love" and I immediately felt the poison. Of course I let her do it and returned later with a concept that she could take into consideration and then choose on her own.
Giving MUST be unconditional. We must trust that we are given to give to those with whom that which we give CAN be entrusted and/or that which we are giving arrives at it's state of destination. To give something to someone and tell them what they need to do with it is an attempt to maintain possession, which is an attempt to control the situation, which in effect is an attempt to control the recipient to whom you have given control over the item given.
If our giving is tainted, it will usually be refused by a sovereign being: which is why SwissIndo's money was not accepted by governments. It's their debt, their people(their perception to which I do not agree on legal, moral,intellectual, emotional nor spiritual basis), their decision. As a matter of fact, giving first opportunity to governments rather than individuals defeats the idea of sovereignty and only empowers governments to continue to perceive themselves as owners/lords/masters of individuals. SwissIndo must trust that the right people will be drawn to receive their intention, which means any who request their inheritance will be those led to it-are a vibrational match to it. So long as the intention is to control/set conditions/do a background check to see if their history proves a matched intention, they will also draw those whose intentions for their inheritance are tainted. "Law of attraction" will even cause the inspiration of a sovereign being who "checks out" to act rebelliously. A truly sovereign being recognizes the "invasion" of "Law of Attraction" and can check to see if it is in alignment with inner being/divine inner being/central core sun of the human being.
One cannot envision a future for humanity, the telepathic nature of setting an intention for another is an infringement that will absolutely be met with resistance. it is invasive. It is setting an agenda. What one CAN do is envision for themselves their own highest state of being in which that creates an environment(world) that is an extension of themselves, a manifestation of that state of being. As one does that, they draw to them anything already in existence that matches that image. That means they draw forth from within others on the planet upon which they already exist with the same vision and that planet begins to manifest it's self to become the imagined manifestation. That only happens because WE are a manifestation of the planet's imaginings, sharing her dream for her own body. One can only picture for one's own self.
If SwissIndo really wants this to work out, the representatives are just going to have to begin presenting the means to the inheritance to the individuals brought to them, unconditionally without suspicion.
Then my daughter came to me asking I write a note for her to tape to her wall: "Please don't break these toys that I love" and I immediately felt the poison. Of course I let her do it and returned later with a concept that she could take into consideration and then choose on her own.
Giving MUST be unconditional. We must trust that we are given to give to those with whom that which we give CAN be entrusted and/or that which we are giving arrives at it's state of destination. To give something to someone and tell them what they need to do with it is an attempt to maintain possession, which is an attempt to control the situation, which in effect is an attempt to control the recipient to whom you have given control over the item given.
If our giving is tainted, it will usually be refused by a sovereign being: which is why SwissIndo's money was not accepted by governments. It's their debt, their people(their perception to which I do not agree on legal, moral,intellectual, emotional nor spiritual basis), their decision. As a matter of fact, giving first opportunity to governments rather than individuals defeats the idea of sovereignty and only empowers governments to continue to perceive themselves as owners/lords/masters of individuals. SwissIndo must trust that the right people will be drawn to receive their intention, which means any who request their inheritance will be those led to it-are a vibrational match to it. So long as the intention is to control/set conditions/do a background check to see if their history proves a matched intention, they will also draw those whose intentions for their inheritance are tainted. "Law of attraction" will even cause the inspiration of a sovereign being who "checks out" to act rebelliously. A truly sovereign being recognizes the "invasion" of "Law of Attraction" and can check to see if it is in alignment with inner being/divine inner being/central core sun of the human being.
One cannot envision a future for humanity, the telepathic nature of setting an intention for another is an infringement that will absolutely be met with resistance. it is invasive. It is setting an agenda. What one CAN do is envision for themselves their own highest state of being in which that creates an environment(world) that is an extension of themselves, a manifestation of that state of being. As one does that, they draw to them anything already in existence that matches that image. That means they draw forth from within others on the planet upon which they already exist with the same vision and that planet begins to manifest it's self to become the imagined manifestation. That only happens because WE are a manifestation of the planet's imaginings, sharing her dream for her own body. One can only picture for one's own self.
If SwissIndo really wants this to work out, the representatives are just going to have to begin presenting the means to the inheritance to the individuals brought to them, unconditionally without suspicion.
Thursday, October 29, 2015
Today's keys
So I woke being presented with the idea of a bible illustration of the one who asked for validation of a promise to be at his threshold and involved rain. I believe it was something about a fleece being wet while the ground was dry and then the fleece being dry while the ground was wet. It is fall, it has been cold and rainy, frost on everything. Today it was as warm and sunny as any summer day. All I can come up with from that is that I'm at a threshold and receiving validation that "god" is with me.
Conversations and reflections upon them have brought out a few things for me. When it comes to sovereignty, as with all other states of being we wish to achieve, first we feel what that means. It may be for just a quick, fleeting moment we cannot even begin to recreate. Then the changes in the body begin. This happens automatically when we have restored our relationship with our body. When we are undergoing this process of burning away old energies we were embodying that involve lack and victim hood, etc, one may feel alot of etheric screaming happening. I get alot of nausea with it. I don't "suck it up", I suck it in: burn me. I consent to a full effect of the process.
This process is my complete focus. I have no desire to create anything according to this system of things and so there is nothing to distract me from this process. I'll write a book but am not attached to it's success or going through the whole publication process, it's too burdensome and nothing I want to be a part of as I have already released that state of being which the book would assist in, so I leave it behind me along with the energies that created it. I will even be aware of the people who are going to "take possession" of the energy I have just left, kinda like an etheric form left as a gift for them to embody. And yes, it has been stolen from those I have bequeathed it to by those who have assumed authority over them, but they can only embody a corruption of it and it makes it's way to it's intent.
Another key to healing I was given to share with my body-and anyone open to it-is that during things like surgery where our discomfort is given the name of a disease and had projected upon the parameters of it's existence (medical professional's beliefs about it)...the body has received those "instructions" and follows them. So, we know we can release those. But specifically, in the case of surgeries, the imprints/instructions go beyond beliefs about a "disease"...the medical professionals have also imprinted our bodies with their projected expectations about the healing process, how scars develop, how hair will or will not grow back......the expected function of organs, etc. Recovering complete health and well-being from all that is to reclaim many, many thought "modules". The first thing we have to do is love those that were projected into them. They define perimeters so they can come to understand and believe in understanding they gain control over it and the belief they can control it gives them a sense of security. So, it can be easy to love the thought for the intent that created it. We can relate to it. The love brings the security originally desired and it is brought into alignment with health and well-being again.
This is different from a sudden increase in vibration that "blows it out" of our experience all together and suddenly. It then still exists in it's lower vibrational manifestation and will try to find it's way home or to it's intended target. Basically, don't tell anyone about your discomforts if they do not think beyond the mundane level. keep your children's sudden outbreaks of rashes to yourself instead of presenting them to someone who is going to define them as chicken pox or something. Evolution is an irritating process and manifestations of that irritation will manifest but they are temporary and in children, usually gone overnight.
So far, that's my mishmash for today!
Oh, except for the addition to the whole sovereign being thing. It is taught that one must ask the angels, etc for help. A sovereign being will not do that, the requirement being an infringement upon one's sovereignty and many who are intuitively sovereign will rebel strongly against it, they'll take outright offense to it or even take it as an attack or assault against them. The solution is for the sovereign to request room be made for the sovereign in the collective experience. To explain why to a non-physically embodied entity is useless. They are not wired to "get it" via a simple exchange of intellectual information. But they do "get" the effects as they witness them and that is the work I have been doing. So now it is understood and "they" know how to handle these requests. There is now room for the sovereign in the collective experience. You're welcome! ;) Yes, the more resistant sovereigns will have to be "coddled in". Thank you for accommodating. Amen!
Conversations and reflections upon them have brought out a few things for me. When it comes to sovereignty, as with all other states of being we wish to achieve, first we feel what that means. It may be for just a quick, fleeting moment we cannot even begin to recreate. Then the changes in the body begin. This happens automatically when we have restored our relationship with our body. When we are undergoing this process of burning away old energies we were embodying that involve lack and victim hood, etc, one may feel alot of etheric screaming happening. I get alot of nausea with it. I don't "suck it up", I suck it in: burn me. I consent to a full effect of the process.
This process is my complete focus. I have no desire to create anything according to this system of things and so there is nothing to distract me from this process. I'll write a book but am not attached to it's success or going through the whole publication process, it's too burdensome and nothing I want to be a part of as I have already released that state of being which the book would assist in, so I leave it behind me along with the energies that created it. I will even be aware of the people who are going to "take possession" of the energy I have just left, kinda like an etheric form left as a gift for them to embody. And yes, it has been stolen from those I have bequeathed it to by those who have assumed authority over them, but they can only embody a corruption of it and it makes it's way to it's intent.
Another key to healing I was given to share with my body-and anyone open to it-is that during things like surgery where our discomfort is given the name of a disease and had projected upon the parameters of it's existence (medical professional's beliefs about it)...the body has received those "instructions" and follows them. So, we know we can release those. But specifically, in the case of surgeries, the imprints/instructions go beyond beliefs about a "disease"...the medical professionals have also imprinted our bodies with their projected expectations about the healing process, how scars develop, how hair will or will not grow back......the expected function of organs, etc. Recovering complete health and well-being from all that is to reclaim many, many thought "modules". The first thing we have to do is love those that were projected into them. They define perimeters so they can come to understand and believe in understanding they gain control over it and the belief they can control it gives them a sense of security. So, it can be easy to love the thought for the intent that created it. We can relate to it. The love brings the security originally desired and it is brought into alignment with health and well-being again.
This is different from a sudden increase in vibration that "blows it out" of our experience all together and suddenly. It then still exists in it's lower vibrational manifestation and will try to find it's way home or to it's intended target. Basically, don't tell anyone about your discomforts if they do not think beyond the mundane level. keep your children's sudden outbreaks of rashes to yourself instead of presenting them to someone who is going to define them as chicken pox or something. Evolution is an irritating process and manifestations of that irritation will manifest but they are temporary and in children, usually gone overnight.
So far, that's my mishmash for today!
Oh, except for the addition to the whole sovereign being thing. It is taught that one must ask the angels, etc for help. A sovereign being will not do that, the requirement being an infringement upon one's sovereignty and many who are intuitively sovereign will rebel strongly against it, they'll take outright offense to it or even take it as an attack or assault against them. The solution is for the sovereign to request room be made for the sovereign in the collective experience. To explain why to a non-physically embodied entity is useless. They are not wired to "get it" via a simple exchange of intellectual information. But they do "get" the effects as they witness them and that is the work I have been doing. So now it is understood and "they" know how to handle these requests. There is now room for the sovereign in the collective experience. You're welcome! ;) Yes, the more resistant sovereigns will have to be "coddled in". Thank you for accommodating. Amen!
Wednesday, October 28, 2015
Inter-racial apologies and reparations, sovereignty and jubilee-power of the rainbow children
Recently a post came across Facebook where the Native Americans said they would deport all illegal immigrants, accept payment from white who wanted to stay and were willing to make apologies on behalf of their ancestors, etc. Immediately popping into my head as a "mixed breed" was "and what shall I apologize for; sorry my great-grandparent fell in love with and married your relative?".
Then today I was listening to talk by Marianne Williamson at Harvard Divinity School: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Gu_som0ZPmU
She speaks of the importance of apologies and reparations being made by subsequent generations if the previous hadn't. Then I remembered how Scott Lapp did a video apologizing to his mother and how it felt like every man who had ever abused me had apologized. It healed me. There IS something to this! https://www.facebook.com/scott.lapp.1?ref=br_rs
Being "mixed breed" or as we like to say of the "Rainbow Tribe", what is our role to play? Do we need to apologize as whites, as Native Americans, as Black, etc? YES. and THAT is our power. So, I sat and had an international apology break down within me all day. My white ancestors obviously had reason to apologize to everybody and then we got down to the nitty gritty as childhood experiences of "reverse racism" popped up. When I was a child and ran to play with a group a children and they all screamed and ran away. I didn't get it,not until I was a teenager, anyways. A guy was hitting on me until I touched and inquired about a necklace hanging around his neck "What does it mean?", I asked. He slapped my hand away and yelled"That ain't for a white person like you!". Then I got it: blacks hate me. I have have black ancestors, too. So, my inner black ancestors apologized to my inner white children today. The same for my Native American ancestors who called my white child dirty, stupid and less than human/"one of THE PEOPLE". For the Natives and African Americans who speak racism in front of their inter-racial children, for the white people who do the same. There is not a single drop of my blood who couldn't find something to apologize to every other drop for. And YES, every single one of those apologies is important. And who knows? if my energy field influences those around me, maybe, just maybe I have started a wave of apologies as each race in me resonates toward the those in the person living next to me. As for reparations to go with those apologies, I can only strive to do well, be well, treat well every aspect of myself. Including the part of myself that believes such could never make a real difference for anybody.
As a quick blurb: recently posts coming across my facebook page have been about just loving everybody because love heals everything. Well, if that was true, every family would have been healed with the birth of their first child. Children love unconditionally. A bit more is needed. It's a good start and appropriate for every approach, but don't expect it to be perceived by the one we are approaching. To those only accustomed to being whole-heartedly agreed with or completely argued with, option three does not exist in their reality or potential reality. You have to guide them to it by first explaining to them what you do NOT mean by what you are saying.
On to this whole Swissindo offer to liberate humanity from debt and poverty. The talking heads say we need leaders who can arrange and organize a system. That kinda puts someone like me who does not want to give authority over to waiting for such people to step forward over the edge. And then it hit me: we don't need people who know how to work a system, we need people who know what sovereignty is and how to conduct themselves as sovereigns. People like me who know the right to life includes the unconditionally right to everything needed to sustain it. Period. Very simple. Let them draw the picture, the lines and let everyone else strive to meet them. As Marianne Williamson said in her talk above linked; watering down so it is more close to what is already in practice is NOT effective. You cannot water down sovereignty. This is what it means! The right to life includes the unconditional right to everything needed to sustain it.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Bd8QB8QyTjA&index=21&list=WL
This year was supposed to be the super-duper mother of all jubilees. That means we should be expecting release from debt and enslavement. We have been programmed to distrust. "If it's too good to be true, it probably is". We have movies like "The Island" drilling the message into our heads that paradise is only a false carrot to lead us to our deaths. The female empowered must become a martyr in "Lucy", the "Divergent"series, etc. Fuck that! I'm a Mocking Jay, I can live through it all! And Jubilee does exist right on universal/heavenly time!
The Keshe foundation is giving away the means to free power:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7oIKgvZYFkI&index=20&list=WL
I woke this morning with a scripture chapter hitting my right brain. That means to me it came from that which is already physically manifested. Isaiah 27. Depending on which bible version you read (I have three and checked in each one), the general message is this: the release of "Israel" without resistance from her captors. No war is needed. Simply have to allow ourselves to believe it HAS already happened. We ARE free.
Then today I was listening to talk by Marianne Williamson at Harvard Divinity School: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Gu_som0ZPmU
She speaks of the importance of apologies and reparations being made by subsequent generations if the previous hadn't. Then I remembered how Scott Lapp did a video apologizing to his mother and how it felt like every man who had ever abused me had apologized. It healed me. There IS something to this! https://www.facebook.com/scott.lapp.1?ref=br_rs
Being "mixed breed" or as we like to say of the "Rainbow Tribe", what is our role to play? Do we need to apologize as whites, as Native Americans, as Black, etc? YES. and THAT is our power. So, I sat and had an international apology break down within me all day. My white ancestors obviously had reason to apologize to everybody and then we got down to the nitty gritty as childhood experiences of "reverse racism" popped up. When I was a child and ran to play with a group a children and they all screamed and ran away. I didn't get it,not until I was a teenager, anyways. A guy was hitting on me until I touched and inquired about a necklace hanging around his neck "What does it mean?", I asked. He slapped my hand away and yelled"That ain't for a white person like you!". Then I got it: blacks hate me. I have have black ancestors, too. So, my inner black ancestors apologized to my inner white children today. The same for my Native American ancestors who called my white child dirty, stupid and less than human/"one of THE PEOPLE". For the Natives and African Americans who speak racism in front of their inter-racial children, for the white people who do the same. There is not a single drop of my blood who couldn't find something to apologize to every other drop for. And YES, every single one of those apologies is important. And who knows? if my energy field influences those around me, maybe, just maybe I have started a wave of apologies as each race in me resonates toward the those in the person living next to me. As for reparations to go with those apologies, I can only strive to do well, be well, treat well every aspect of myself. Including the part of myself that believes such could never make a real difference for anybody.
As a quick blurb: recently posts coming across my facebook page have been about just loving everybody because love heals everything. Well, if that was true, every family would have been healed with the birth of their first child. Children love unconditionally. A bit more is needed. It's a good start and appropriate for every approach, but don't expect it to be perceived by the one we are approaching. To those only accustomed to being whole-heartedly agreed with or completely argued with, option three does not exist in their reality or potential reality. You have to guide them to it by first explaining to them what you do NOT mean by what you are saying.
On to this whole Swissindo offer to liberate humanity from debt and poverty. The talking heads say we need leaders who can arrange and organize a system. That kinda puts someone like me who does not want to give authority over to waiting for such people to step forward over the edge. And then it hit me: we don't need people who know how to work a system, we need people who know what sovereignty is and how to conduct themselves as sovereigns. People like me who know the right to life includes the unconditionally right to everything needed to sustain it. Period. Very simple. Let them draw the picture, the lines and let everyone else strive to meet them. As Marianne Williamson said in her talk above linked; watering down so it is more close to what is already in practice is NOT effective. You cannot water down sovereignty. This is what it means! The right to life includes the unconditional right to everything needed to sustain it.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Bd8QB8QyTjA&index=21&list=WL
This year was supposed to be the super-duper mother of all jubilees. That means we should be expecting release from debt and enslavement. We have been programmed to distrust. "If it's too good to be true, it probably is". We have movies like "The Island" drilling the message into our heads that paradise is only a false carrot to lead us to our deaths. The female empowered must become a martyr in "Lucy", the "Divergent"series, etc. Fuck that! I'm a Mocking Jay, I can live through it all! And Jubilee does exist right on universal/heavenly time!
The Keshe foundation is giving away the means to free power:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7oIKgvZYFkI&index=20&list=WL
I woke this morning with a scripture chapter hitting my right brain. That means to me it came from that which is already physically manifested. Isaiah 27. Depending on which bible version you read (I have three and checked in each one), the general message is this: the release of "Israel" without resistance from her captors. No war is needed. Simply have to allow ourselves to believe it HAS already happened. We ARE free.
Tuesday, October 27, 2015
Human the karmic result of plants?
I do not idealize nature like many others in the "love and light" movement. Adore it, yes. Recognize it as the source of my physical being/Mother, yes. But I also see how much like nature humanity actually is. It began with people protesting the building of dams. Beavers do it. They create marshes where there was just a stream, drowning out plants and neighbors, destroying an ecosystem and creating another. In watching "Earthlings" the narrator idealizes plants. No. There are plenty of "invasive" plant species and yes, plants DO compete for sunlight: is it not why they grow quickly and crooked and spread their branches wide, depriving lower growing plants of light?
So what if history of our planet went something like this: certain plants grew out of their place, threatening others. Plant eaters came as a "karmic" response to those. Predators came as a "karmic" response to plant eaters and humans as "karmic" response to predators.
Research has shown that reproduction decreases when a species does not feel threatened. That means "overpopulation" is a problem of a species not feeling safe. Hunger is also a fear-based response. It is surprising how few vegetables it takes to sustain a human body who chooses to live without "consuming fear". Breathairians are becoming more common as human beings become more "enlightened".
Carnivorous animals can be raised and live on a vegan diet. Who is to say they also cannot become "breathairians"?.
The one thing I DO know: human beings are capable of rising above "karma" and "Law of Attraction". We do it with love, acceptance and allowance. That includes the allowance of the perishing from our experience of that which chooses not to follow. At some point one has to make a "clinical" choice, separating one's self at any apparent cost from that which simply will not follow.
So what if history of our planet went something like this: certain plants grew out of their place, threatening others. Plant eaters came as a "karmic" response to those. Predators came as a "karmic" response to plant eaters and humans as "karmic" response to predators.
Research has shown that reproduction decreases when a species does not feel threatened. That means "overpopulation" is a problem of a species not feeling safe. Hunger is also a fear-based response. It is surprising how few vegetables it takes to sustain a human body who chooses to live without "consuming fear". Breathairians are becoming more common as human beings become more "enlightened".
Carnivorous animals can be raised and live on a vegan diet. Who is to say they also cannot become "breathairians"?.
The one thing I DO know: human beings are capable of rising above "karma" and "Law of Attraction". We do it with love, acceptance and allowance. That includes the allowance of the perishing from our experience of that which chooses not to follow. At some point one has to make a "clinical" choice, separating one's self at any apparent cost from that which simply will not follow.
The divine child's gift
So what does one do when the divine child who has been content playing with her play dough and dolls, crayons and paper, getting everything she wants reaches the cognitive moment of "none of these things I have been pretending to interact with can really interact with me on their own?". I have been making play dough presents for dummies/mannequins who do not need nor want or are even capable of liking or not liking them?
If you create a world for her where everything is capable of receiving and feeling joy at receiving her gifts, she will still be stuck in her last thought that the responses are not real, they're her imagination imagining and she will feel her imagination if deceiving her because it has 'taken over' and won't let her see "the truth"-that they are all just dummies/mannequins that never move.
But if first you put her in a world where nothing agrees with her, nothing that used to work-like her imagination-doesn't work for her where she can feel real pain and real healing..well, then she can believe something outside of her is real, alive and acting of it's own accord THEN you can give her a world that gives her all she is wanting and she will be able to recognize that the something outside of her CAN be as 'real' as she is, play with real appreciation or just enough disagreement to remind her of the reality of her present circumstances.
So, yes, she does have to travel through the world of "the whole world is against me" before she is able to grasp the reality of a world that DOES lover her and is giving her everything she is wanting.
That is what we are doing here in this moment on this day: dumping the hurt, confusion, disbelief of the divine child's discovery her world was mannequins decorated by her imagination. We are realizing the world we are experiencing was created to shock us out of THAT realization, dumping the self-recrimination for an imagination we believe created it, and grasping the understanding that what comes next is a world where we get what we want for real combined with a working imagination and authentically real "other beings" to interact with---other divine children who also underwent this process. Because that is what the divine child wanted. NOW the divine child is ready to receive it.
The collective consciousness became mother and father for the sake of the child and this process, they are the child's creation in that it agreed to be an answer to her desire for guidance, but always remaining it's self:the collective consciousness.
In summation, at this pint of experience, this world was created to awaken the divine child from the belief that it is all an illusion so it can beyond the realization that it was all an illusion until the desire for it not to be "just" an illusion was born while at the same time waking the collective consciousness that makes up this world to the fact that what it believes it is IS just an illusion.
If you create a world for her where everything is capable of receiving and feeling joy at receiving her gifts, she will still be stuck in her last thought that the responses are not real, they're her imagination imagining and she will feel her imagination if deceiving her because it has 'taken over' and won't let her see "the truth"-that they are all just dummies/mannequins that never move.
But if first you put her in a world where nothing agrees with her, nothing that used to work-like her imagination-doesn't work for her where she can feel real pain and real healing..well, then she can believe something outside of her is real, alive and acting of it's own accord THEN you can give her a world that gives her all she is wanting and she will be able to recognize that the something outside of her CAN be as 'real' as she is, play with real appreciation or just enough disagreement to remind her of the reality of her present circumstances.
So, yes, she does have to travel through the world of "the whole world is against me" before she is able to grasp the reality of a world that DOES lover her and is giving her everything she is wanting.
That is what we are doing here in this moment on this day: dumping the hurt, confusion, disbelief of the divine child's discovery her world was mannequins decorated by her imagination. We are realizing the world we are experiencing was created to shock us out of THAT realization, dumping the self-recrimination for an imagination we believe created it, and grasping the understanding that what comes next is a world where we get what we want for real combined with a working imagination and authentically real "other beings" to interact with---other divine children who also underwent this process. Because that is what the divine child wanted. NOW the divine child is ready to receive it.
The collective consciousness became mother and father for the sake of the child and this process, they are the child's creation in that it agreed to be an answer to her desire for guidance, but always remaining it's self:the collective consciousness.
In summation, at this pint of experience, this world was created to awaken the divine child from the belief that it is all an illusion so it can beyond the realization that it was all an illusion until the desire for it not to be "just" an illusion was born while at the same time waking the collective consciousness that makes up this world to the fact that what it believes it is IS just an illusion.
Saturday, October 24, 2015
Over coming death
The urge to kill, the desire to kill, the imagining of someone else's death requires the belief in death it's self. If one believes in death, their own death is inevitable.
Tuesday, October 20, 2015
No limitations: the stories
Driving from Ohio to Montana and back again unlicensed, speeding and child jum[ping around unbuckled......guy who was riding asked how I did not see state troupers every few miles and how did they not see me and when we returned the rental van the guy who wrote down the mileage and gas usage asked how it was possible we used so little gas.
Back and forth across the country several times in camper with no title,license or registration, no money with two small children. Cops would be directly behind us at stop lights and never even look to notice the expired temporary registration Once ran out of gas and went to the police station and knowing we were unregistered, etc he paid for our gas to get us out of town. Flying sign on street corner for first time, wouldn't you know I would get on that corner after several others just when an officer with a particular grudge against beggars shows up and insists on giving me ticket, so I signed it "under duress" and he had no idea what my name was because I had no I.D. As we would pass through state check points, etc out west like California border, etc, the border patrols would just happen to be looking the other way while waving us through. Staying in state and federal parks, etc they'd come to investigate everyone for weed and well, I don't smoke it so not even noticing our illegal vehicle and lack of I.D. they'd leave.
The funniest one was a truck load of us heading to northern New Hampshire to check out a tree truck a couple of the guys wanted to buy. We stopped to see if we were in the right place only to be told we went too far and were in Canada...uh how'd we get across the border?
I was hospitalized and then had to stay in a nursing home for 6 months before and after a 5 hour surgery. With no family to take my two youngest in, they went into foster care. By some miracle they not only ended up in a home where the mother did not immunize her own children, but the state never pushed too hard to immunize mine despite having put them in public schools.
There was always a $100 given by a complete stranger when we needed gas money, food unrequested when hungry, etc.
I spent more than 10 years with no I.D. of any kind far away from family and friends and the universe delivered constantly. It was not always by means agreeable with me, but I got over much of it, letting go judgement about receiving and overcoming "implied" strings, conditions, 'contracts'.
Two more things come to mind: we are not here to introduce 'limitations,' 'boundaries', map out the hows, about creation, we have already exceeded them. We are here to live beyond them.
Number two: many of us have lived life 'outside the system' with hardship, feeling homeless, unwelcome, outsiders, etc. We have been moved back into the system and been rewarded when we 'follow the rules'/become 'good citizens'. That is NOT the intention of that period of our lives: to become 'cooperative components within the system'. The goal was the feeling of 'I am legal', 'I am welcome', 'I belong', 'I am accepted', 'I am loved', 'my needs are always met'...most of all 'I am legitimate'. So now we know that feeling in this body. We can summon that feeling in any given moment, radiate it constantly without thinking of it and THEN hardship comes again, plans of working within the system appear to fail, no matter what rules we follow, we loose our circumstance's security. That means it's time to go out again but this time in this new-to-this-body energy of belonging, legitimacy, watched over, blessed, grace-given being.
Back and forth across the country several times in camper with no title,license or registration, no money with two small children. Cops would be directly behind us at stop lights and never even look to notice the expired temporary registration Once ran out of gas and went to the police station and knowing we were unregistered, etc he paid for our gas to get us out of town. Flying sign on street corner for first time, wouldn't you know I would get on that corner after several others just when an officer with a particular grudge against beggars shows up and insists on giving me ticket, so I signed it "under duress" and he had no idea what my name was because I had no I.D. As we would pass through state check points, etc out west like California border, etc, the border patrols would just happen to be looking the other way while waving us through. Staying in state and federal parks, etc they'd come to investigate everyone for weed and well, I don't smoke it so not even noticing our illegal vehicle and lack of I.D. they'd leave.
The funniest one was a truck load of us heading to northern New Hampshire to check out a tree truck a couple of the guys wanted to buy. We stopped to see if we were in the right place only to be told we went too far and were in Canada...uh how'd we get across the border?
I was hospitalized and then had to stay in a nursing home for 6 months before and after a 5 hour surgery. With no family to take my two youngest in, they went into foster care. By some miracle they not only ended up in a home where the mother did not immunize her own children, but the state never pushed too hard to immunize mine despite having put them in public schools.
There was always a $100 given by a complete stranger when we needed gas money, food unrequested when hungry, etc.
I spent more than 10 years with no I.D. of any kind far away from family and friends and the universe delivered constantly. It was not always by means agreeable with me, but I got over much of it, letting go judgement about receiving and overcoming "implied" strings, conditions, 'contracts'.
Two more things come to mind: we are not here to introduce 'limitations,' 'boundaries', map out the hows, about creation, we have already exceeded them. We are here to live beyond them.
Number two: many of us have lived life 'outside the system' with hardship, feeling homeless, unwelcome, outsiders, etc. We have been moved back into the system and been rewarded when we 'follow the rules'/become 'good citizens'. That is NOT the intention of that period of our lives: to become 'cooperative components within the system'. The goal was the feeling of 'I am legal', 'I am welcome', 'I belong', 'I am accepted', 'I am loved', 'my needs are always met'...most of all 'I am legitimate'. So now we know that feeling in this body. We can summon that feeling in any given moment, radiate it constantly without thinking of it and THEN hardship comes again, plans of working within the system appear to fail, no matter what rules we follow, we loose our circumstance's security. That means it's time to go out again but this time in this new-to-this-body energy of belonging, legitimacy, watched over, blessed, grace-given being.
Monday, October 19, 2015
Energetic rundown on the world politics
I'm only going to do this once because I don't want to mess with any aspect of it except my role, which we'll get to at the end of this.
I've spent alot of time on the topic of domestic violence, the nature of it, etc. and well, that led me straight to the top for it is evident in all aspects of our world. Comes down to this: when one asks for help and you respond with yes, you make yourself a victim. The abusers are victims. The people with sick amounts of power and influence are victims of the masses by taking control of everything and making the people dependent upon them. Secretly, they've all got death wishes.
So, we have super dark people in power coming out in the open, flaunting it, begging for somebody, anybody to do something.
We have a whole generation of indigo's in the prime of youth and passion and vigor and purpose...if one glimpses outside of the love and light circles you will see today's youth all have a street thug mentality. They're warriors and they're ready.
In between there we have the baby boomers, post war generation when the world was still full of the potential for material gain. They are the love and lighters with a higher consciousness but they chose to be subject to their parent's "tough shit you got to work for it" mentality because they had something to gain: the American dream, political office for change, etc.
The difference between the baby boomers and indigo's is that the indigo's have nothing to loose. They have nothing left to save: the planet is bankrupt, there is no wealth to gain, no political power to get into because it is all corrupt as well.
Outburst is inevitable.
Then there are the keepers of the vision for the future,we hold the vision for peace and freedom and sovereignty for all of humanity. We hold that vision for the indigo's who know the bringing in of that vision is their purpose. So, we hold it for them and following generations. We are the healers who will help them when it comes time to release the inner street thug to join us in that greater vision.
Power must bait the indigo, the indigo must be the street thug, the baby boomers must give up, and the dreamers must maintain the dreams and the ability to dream.
I've spent alot of time on the topic of domestic violence, the nature of it, etc. and well, that led me straight to the top for it is evident in all aspects of our world. Comes down to this: when one asks for help and you respond with yes, you make yourself a victim. The abusers are victims. The people with sick amounts of power and influence are victims of the masses by taking control of everything and making the people dependent upon them. Secretly, they've all got death wishes.
So, we have super dark people in power coming out in the open, flaunting it, begging for somebody, anybody to do something.
We have a whole generation of indigo's in the prime of youth and passion and vigor and purpose...if one glimpses outside of the love and light circles you will see today's youth all have a street thug mentality. They're warriors and they're ready.
In between there we have the baby boomers, post war generation when the world was still full of the potential for material gain. They are the love and lighters with a higher consciousness but they chose to be subject to their parent's "tough shit you got to work for it" mentality because they had something to gain: the American dream, political office for change, etc.
The difference between the baby boomers and indigo's is that the indigo's have nothing to loose. They have nothing left to save: the planet is bankrupt, there is no wealth to gain, no political power to get into because it is all corrupt as well.
Outburst is inevitable.
Then there are the keepers of the vision for the future,we hold the vision for peace and freedom and sovereignty for all of humanity. We hold that vision for the indigo's who know the bringing in of that vision is their purpose. So, we hold it for them and following generations. We are the healers who will help them when it comes time to release the inner street thug to join us in that greater vision.
Power must bait the indigo, the indigo must be the street thug, the baby boomers must give up, and the dreamers must maintain the dreams and the ability to dream.
Saturday, October 17, 2015
Fear is nothing but forbidden love
I got to thinking about how when I first woke fully I was met by someone with a dire warning from their own experience "you better slow down or you'll burn yourself out". Out of respect for the existence of that fear in another, I shut myself back down and awakened more slowly, step by step, aspect by aspect. It has become a painfully slow process at some points until I was given to realize we have all the time in the world...we are, after all, immortal..........and now it is all coming rushing in but again, one aspect by one aspect......and it is DELICIOUS. When I first awoke one could have said that I was decadent or brave or anything and I would have just taken their word for it because I would not have known what that meant. One could have asked me if I was decadent and I would have replied with "I don't know". Now I DO know. So, respecting that fear in loving innocence that put me back to sleep was a wondrous gift to me. In slow motion I have been given to observe and analyze every aspect coming in and every aspect "leaving", to commune with each exclusively with undivided attention, thus loving every aspect of every nuance of every energy making up that which is and always has been love.
Even our 'weaknesses', our fears lend strength to our presence in the experiences of others. For if we are fully awakened and floating about higher than all others, we are not on their radar. We are birds flying above clouds over the heads of those looking down at the ground. So our 'dysfunctions' are loving ties to the ground that they trip over and thus notice and then follow the rope up to see it goes through the clouds and wonder what is tethered up there? and their wonder opens the clouds, the end of tether forcing the imagining of an image that entices and inspires and once that happens, we no longer need the tether tying us to their experience and bringing their attention upwards then trying to strike up their imagination. But none of it is intentional, it simply happens, the natural response to fear-based/'forbidden to love' love. And now that is known, I can see that what was given to be 'dire warning' to prevent that which I was doing was an expression of one LOVING what I was doing. And I can LOVE what I was doing all the more.
For whatever reason we have been given to perceive many things as "forbidden to love". We perceive ourselves forbidden to love certain levels of heat, we call it "getting burnt" and so we fear intense sensations. We perceive unbridled, uncontrolled leads only to imbalance and so we forbid it in ourselves, in our experiences, our physical activities and even what we are forbidden to love: that feeling of potential unknown consequences, the love of fear it's self. Sometimes "forbidden" makes something more exciting, not because it will shake up anyone or anything but because we like the feeling of "bang" and so we fear resistance in one area, we fear lack of resistance in another when all any of it really is, is
LOVE.
All we need is the perception of unlimited permission to experience unlimited love of all feelings and sensations of energetic experience.
Even our 'weaknesses', our fears lend strength to our presence in the experiences of others. For if we are fully awakened and floating about higher than all others, we are not on their radar. We are birds flying above clouds over the heads of those looking down at the ground. So our 'dysfunctions' are loving ties to the ground that they trip over and thus notice and then follow the rope up to see it goes through the clouds and wonder what is tethered up there? and their wonder opens the clouds, the end of tether forcing the imagining of an image that entices and inspires and once that happens, we no longer need the tether tying us to their experience and bringing their attention upwards then trying to strike up their imagination. But none of it is intentional, it simply happens, the natural response to fear-based/'forbidden to love' love. And now that is known, I can see that what was given to be 'dire warning' to prevent that which I was doing was an expression of one LOVING what I was doing. And I can LOVE what I was doing all the more.
For whatever reason we have been given to perceive many things as "forbidden to love". We perceive ourselves forbidden to love certain levels of heat, we call it "getting burnt" and so we fear intense sensations. We perceive unbridled, uncontrolled leads only to imbalance and so we forbid it in ourselves, in our experiences, our physical activities and even what we are forbidden to love: that feeling of potential unknown consequences, the love of fear it's self. Sometimes "forbidden" makes something more exciting, not because it will shake up anyone or anything but because we like the feeling of "bang" and so we fear resistance in one area, we fear lack of resistance in another when all any of it really is, is
LOVE.
All we need is the perception of unlimited permission to experience unlimited love of all feelings and sensations of energetic experience.
Energetic flavor of the day:DECADENT
I woke from a dream in which I was interacting delightedly with a man of the most innocent nature. I woke with/bearing the name as/like "Lolita".
I woke feeling like decadence tastes.
It is as if the sweetest most innocent of children just took her first bite of the most decadently rich chocolate treat and is carried off in full-body consuming upliftment.
This energy is short-circuiting my nervous system with it's deliciousness, as my nervous system is reawakened and reconfigured to accommodate it.
And I luxuriate in it, the "taste" and "smell" of decadence.........
Decadent daydreams
I woke feeling like decadence tastes.
It is as if the sweetest most innocent of children just took her first bite of the most decadently rich chocolate treat and is carried off in full-body consuming upliftment.
This energy is short-circuiting my nervous system with it's deliciousness, as my nervous system is reawakened and reconfigured to accommodate it.
And I luxuriate in it, the "taste" and "smell" of decadence.........
Friday, October 16, 2015
Ecstasy, ecStacey
Once we have life, death is a luxury.............
"What do you think" came the question.
"Fine by me" came my answer.
"NO!" screamed the elite, "they MUST repress their emotions and go to work!".
"I did not ask for your opinion" says me.
And then it comes in as I agree "You feel free to repress until your heart ceases to live, more room on Earth for those of us who choose to LIVE".
With ease and graceful whisper, the silence that inspires fear. comes like a breeze and warm breath brushing the skin. The feeling of the satiated vampire drawing in, the ecstasy of the orgasmed woman inviting her lover back in for the pure luxury that exists in it.
Do you see me as my eyes roll back in my head, my mouth yawns open as I draw in the deepest breath, as I arch my back and play with my wet, oozing sex? That is my response to the idea of your death, oh stubbornly repressed stupidly hateful human. I would have sex with your death, I would drink it in with a heart full of pure clear, divine love which you reject. Hear my whispered screams of ecstasy riding the warmth of my breath in your ear: "YES. YES. YES!"
Now begins the haunting. Now begins the plague. Now begins the death.
"What do you think" came the question.
"Fine by me" came my answer.
"NO!" screamed the elite, "they MUST repress their emotions and go to work!".
"I did not ask for your opinion" says me.
And then it comes in as I agree "You feel free to repress until your heart ceases to live, more room on Earth for those of us who choose to LIVE".
With ease and graceful whisper, the silence that inspires fear. comes like a breeze and warm breath brushing the skin. The feeling of the satiated vampire drawing in, the ecstasy of the orgasmed woman inviting her lover back in for the pure luxury that exists in it.
Do you see me as my eyes roll back in my head, my mouth yawns open as I draw in the deepest breath, as I arch my back and play with my wet, oozing sex? That is my response to the idea of your death, oh stubbornly repressed stupidly hateful human. I would have sex with your death, I would drink it in with a heart full of pure clear, divine love which you reject. Hear my whispered screams of ecstasy riding the warmth of my breath in your ear: "YES. YES. YES!"
Now begins the haunting. Now begins the plague. Now begins the death.
Whose hat is that?
In preparation for winter I went through my children's closets to see what could be used this year and what no longer fit. I gathered all the winter hats and mittens in a bag and set them by the door where they'd be easily accessed. My son wandered over a few days later and started going through it, trying on all the hats. He pulled out a hat and asked me "Whose hat is this one?". "Whoever's head is cold", I responded.
In developed countries, even amongst the most "enlightened"....... people can't even imagine a life without money, without everything being a commodity, without permanant sole ownership. The closest they come is believing the answer is a system of barter and trade. So, the veggies become the money and the system begins again, determining a value of number of these veggies compared to those veggies and that hat. They think it will rid us of overlords....ummmm, history teaches us they'll take those veggies as tax payments and if you have no veggies to turn over, they'll take your children.
The "enlightened" souls want crowds of clueless people to preach to, life coaches want people experiencing helplessness to coach. They ALL want money to live lives of luxury. They do not REALLY want to see the present system fail. They'd like to tweak it a bit so it is more comfortable for them, but they still envision and dream dreams of becoming big corporations, being on the covers of magazines, to be the "success" stories.
We can imagine knitted hats as free to whomever needs them because we all have too many anyways. Grandmas are always knitting them, sisters, neighbors, cousins. Hats and mittens for everyone and anyone willing to take them. With those, it is easy to know it belongs to whomever has need of it. But that housing? That land? That wool? Those veggies?
The wool belongs to whomever knits. Whatever is knitted belongs to the one who needs something to wear. The land belongs to the one who can cultivate it. What is cultivated belongs to the one who is hungry. The house belongs to whomever needs a roof over their head. Simple, really. If the world can cough up millions of people in need of life coaching to fulfill your dreams of being a life coach, do you not believe it can muster up a builder for your home? A weaver for the fabric and seamstress for your clothes? Aren't women renowned for "social networking"; knowing who is needing what and what others posses? Aren't there awesome coordinators of information who can see things get to those who need them? Aren't there those with strong backs who love nothing more than a day's hard physical labor who might enjoy moving them? Alot of them will do it for pizza and beer and do we not have those who love nothing more than brewing? We have those who love to travel and we have devout 'homebodies', networkers and stabilizers.
We already have everything we need in abundance, in Earth and in each other. We only need to let go of the perceived need to control and permanently posses.
In developed countries, even amongst the most "enlightened"....... people can't even imagine a life without money, without everything being a commodity, without permanant sole ownership. The closest they come is believing the answer is a system of barter and trade. So, the veggies become the money and the system begins again, determining a value of number of these veggies compared to those veggies and that hat. They think it will rid us of overlords....ummmm, history teaches us they'll take those veggies as tax payments and if you have no veggies to turn over, they'll take your children.
The "enlightened" souls want crowds of clueless people to preach to, life coaches want people experiencing helplessness to coach. They ALL want money to live lives of luxury. They do not REALLY want to see the present system fail. They'd like to tweak it a bit so it is more comfortable for them, but they still envision and dream dreams of becoming big corporations, being on the covers of magazines, to be the "success" stories.
We can imagine knitted hats as free to whomever needs them because we all have too many anyways. Grandmas are always knitting them, sisters, neighbors, cousins. Hats and mittens for everyone and anyone willing to take them. With those, it is easy to know it belongs to whomever has need of it. But that housing? That land? That wool? Those veggies?
The wool belongs to whomever knits. Whatever is knitted belongs to the one who needs something to wear. The land belongs to the one who can cultivate it. What is cultivated belongs to the one who is hungry. The house belongs to whomever needs a roof over their head. Simple, really. If the world can cough up millions of people in need of life coaching to fulfill your dreams of being a life coach, do you not believe it can muster up a builder for your home? A weaver for the fabric and seamstress for your clothes? Aren't women renowned for "social networking"; knowing who is needing what and what others posses? Aren't there awesome coordinators of information who can see things get to those who need them? Aren't there those with strong backs who love nothing more than a day's hard physical labor who might enjoy moving them? Alot of them will do it for pizza and beer and do we not have those who love nothing more than brewing? We have those who love to travel and we have devout 'homebodies', networkers and stabilizers.
We already have everything we need in abundance, in Earth and in each other. We only need to let go of the perceived need to control and permanently posses.
Thursday, October 15, 2015
An Armageddon of my very own! I'm such a lucky lady!
Hey ya hey ya heeeya ho, hey ya hey ya hee ya ho, hey ya, hey ya, hey ya hey ya ho, hey ya hey ya hee ha ho
A week or so ago I got the message I would be getting my 'clypticle'. A couple days before I was being given a key card to hotel room on the top floors and experienced concern about having what it took to use it. I was reassured I did.
I have spent my days imagining greatness for myself, ease, luxury, overabundance flowing money, tropical islands, horses, estate..the best of everything I have been given to imagine. I could feel their energy, being as 'intuitive' as I am, a could connect with those energies and having cleared myself, I could allow myself to experience the feeling of being in circumstances that would allow those things in. As I agree to make grandiose statements chills run up my spine. Daily I experience such 'tickles' from the universe of recognition.
I bring smiles to all around me, loving them so deeply, delighting in every possible thing with depth and sincerity. Allowing all mine and everyone else's feelings. Allowing life to get "messy".
Yesterday came a culmination of incoming 'smells' of previous experiences of complete destitution and the courage I expressed during them.
I had created a nice, tidy cocoon for my transition which included food stamps, cash benefits, something steady.
I have won prizes in three car dealership mailings, of gift cards but suddenly things aren't working out. I had moved to let go of all the assistance I had in getting around, moving about in this cocoon of circumstance. I had been being moved to say no to anything that was less than what I had imagined for myself.
Now, my freezer is empty and my food stamps are not going to be put on my card this month, I just found out this morning. That means no more cash benefits will be coming.
Yesterday I had what would have been considered a string of bad luck, using last of cash for cab to get to grocery store where I could not do the grocery shopping I had planned because a big sign at the front of the store notified us food stamps were late. I had to use the bathroom when I got there and it was closed being cleaned. My son got lost in the store, somehow going from the back of the store in the blink of an eye to being lost in women's clothing.
That $1,000 gift card I won but couldn't find transportation to claim would have been real handy right now! lol Now I've got the third winning flyer and have no ride to claim. All these resources slipping right through my fingers!
But I have been here before energetically, being devastated completely and brought into unbelievably abundant circumstances polluted by an abusive man and I remember wishing I had gotten for myself, by myself. We were paid an entire winter's accommodation in a hotel with spending money, Christmas presents for the children and when it was time to go: a freakin' car! But due to the guy I was with in whose name everything was given because I had no driver's license or ID, we did not benefit from any of it. It was all lost to his poor choices.
So now I have accepted I can make good decisions. I see the value in being choosy about with whom we partner up.
So in the same moment I am screaming within at the devastation, the memory, the pain, the confusion and singing in ecstasy as I realize what it all means:
This not a personal attack of deprivation, this is a shedding of all polluted energetic connections, I am rising from the sea of confusion and abusive control onto the solid ground of immortal, unlimited, abundance. I have made it to shore! I am letting go of the life jacket, man-made support that allowed me to feel the experience of floating, swimming, making it, not having to worry about staying afloat until I could trust the feeling of stability, security that comes from within me.
And so I strip naked, I paint my sacred body and dance a dance of relishing my liberation. Do I know how that abundance shall arrive? No. Am I hung up on the lottery and these car dealership winnings? No. They are all a part of the 'bread and circus' illusion. I dance and I sing triumphantly. No, the joke is not on me for in leaving me "destitute", the only thing they have divested me of is their energy stain.
And before these energies/agents let go, I poisoned them with hope. I stated clearly what it means to be truly free in writing, sending it to all levels involved in 'social services' and distribution of wealth, authority over 'abundance' illusions.
Which means there is no reason to turn around. It won't be landing upon my head as it comes crashing down.
I may be moved quickly and suddenly at the first opportunity. I may be allowed to leave gracefully and leisurely. Either way, I know the Universe has got me. It has already been arranged. I only know I no longer resonate energetically with any part of these circumstances, this placement--whoopsie!And "lord knows" I always leave a wake anyone open to expansion can follow.
Is this easy? No! This is where the warrioress in me comes in. Not to fight anything or protect me
from anything, but to give strength in allowing everything within me to happen that needs be, to "play catch" with the urge to fall into negative thoughts, to be on her toes constantly to catch negative thinking and comfort it, love the aspects that feel insecurity, skepticism, doubt, fear, aggression, etc. To coordinate and direct attention...the battle field makes a warrior dexterous, aware, far-seeing, intuitive. In the state of wholeness where there is nothing to fear, THAT is the role of the warrior.
In the meantime I browse an unsolicited catalog of equine products, western wear, etc knowing it is note from the Universe to let me know it hears and is answering. I continue to envision and dream and imagine and feel where I want to be energetically and more and more it is the only vibration I am emanating.
And while a part of me thinks there couldn't have been a worst time for the inspired choices I've made that led to this......I'm willing to bet on an energetic level, the timing couldn't be more perfect! Dependency is quite often nothing more than an illusion. Practical means are simply presented to trigger our allowance of the feeling of "possible", because 'practical' means are anything but practical ;)
This is my circumstance exhale, clearing the bronchial tubes for a greater inhale.....just breath, watch circumstances come and go like the breath that flows through me, breathing ever and ever greater depths of clear, clean, abundant, unconditional.
At the end of it, I think the only thing that really COULD devastate me more completely IS unconditional love in all it's expression. It's the only thing I refused to allow in and as with everything else, I have a habit of first discovering things for myself before allowing others to bring it to me and unconditional love for self is what I have been practicing. So, I guess I know what is coming. And yes, that scares me.
Every once in a while, we get our very own Armageddon. It is a blessed event.
Not long after all the above I felt an energy in the right side of my brain that "wasn't supposed to be there"...it usually only entered the left side of my brain. And not long after that "it" happened. And 'it' was pleasant, stirring out and flushing up to be loved even more of that which I had experienced as me.
A week or so ago I got the message I would be getting my 'clypticle'. A couple days before I was being given a key card to hotel room on the top floors and experienced concern about having what it took to use it. I was reassured I did.
I have spent my days imagining greatness for myself, ease, luxury, overabundance flowing money, tropical islands, horses, estate..the best of everything I have been given to imagine. I could feel their energy, being as 'intuitive' as I am, a could connect with those energies and having cleared myself, I could allow myself to experience the feeling of being in circumstances that would allow those things in. As I agree to make grandiose statements chills run up my spine. Daily I experience such 'tickles' from the universe of recognition.
I bring smiles to all around me, loving them so deeply, delighting in every possible thing with depth and sincerity. Allowing all mine and everyone else's feelings. Allowing life to get "messy".
Yesterday came a culmination of incoming 'smells' of previous experiences of complete destitution and the courage I expressed during them.
I had created a nice, tidy cocoon for my transition which included food stamps, cash benefits, something steady.
I have won prizes in three car dealership mailings, of gift cards but suddenly things aren't working out. I had moved to let go of all the assistance I had in getting around, moving about in this cocoon of circumstance. I had been being moved to say no to anything that was less than what I had imagined for myself.
Now, my freezer is empty and my food stamps are not going to be put on my card this month, I just found out this morning. That means no more cash benefits will be coming.
Yesterday I had what would have been considered a string of bad luck, using last of cash for cab to get to grocery store where I could not do the grocery shopping I had planned because a big sign at the front of the store notified us food stamps were late. I had to use the bathroom when I got there and it was closed being cleaned. My son got lost in the store, somehow going from the back of the store in the blink of an eye to being lost in women's clothing.
That $1,000 gift card I won but couldn't find transportation to claim would have been real handy right now! lol Now I've got the third winning flyer and have no ride to claim. All these resources slipping right through my fingers!
But I have been here before energetically, being devastated completely and brought into unbelievably abundant circumstances polluted by an abusive man and I remember wishing I had gotten for myself, by myself. We were paid an entire winter's accommodation in a hotel with spending money, Christmas presents for the children and when it was time to go: a freakin' car! But due to the guy I was with in whose name everything was given because I had no driver's license or ID, we did not benefit from any of it. It was all lost to his poor choices.
So now I have accepted I can make good decisions. I see the value in being choosy about with whom we partner up.
So in the same moment I am screaming within at the devastation, the memory, the pain, the confusion and singing in ecstasy as I realize what it all means:
This not a personal attack of deprivation, this is a shedding of all polluted energetic connections, I am rising from the sea of confusion and abusive control onto the solid ground of immortal, unlimited, abundance. I have made it to shore! I am letting go of the life jacket, man-made support that allowed me to feel the experience of floating, swimming, making it, not having to worry about staying afloat until I could trust the feeling of stability, security that comes from within me.
And so I strip naked, I paint my sacred body and dance a dance of relishing my liberation. Do I know how that abundance shall arrive? No. Am I hung up on the lottery and these car dealership winnings? No. They are all a part of the 'bread and circus' illusion. I dance and I sing triumphantly. No, the joke is not on me for in leaving me "destitute", the only thing they have divested me of is their energy stain.
And before these energies/agents let go, I poisoned them with hope. I stated clearly what it means to be truly free in writing, sending it to all levels involved in 'social services' and distribution of wealth, authority over 'abundance' illusions.
Which means there is no reason to turn around. It won't be landing upon my head as it comes crashing down.
I may be moved quickly and suddenly at the first opportunity. I may be allowed to leave gracefully and leisurely. Either way, I know the Universe has got me. It has already been arranged. I only know I no longer resonate energetically with any part of these circumstances, this placement--whoopsie!And "lord knows" I always leave a wake anyone open to expansion can follow.
Is this easy? No! This is where the warrioress in me comes in. Not to fight anything or protect me
from anything, but to give strength in allowing everything within me to happen that needs be, to "play catch" with the urge to fall into negative thoughts, to be on her toes constantly to catch negative thinking and comfort it, love the aspects that feel insecurity, skepticism, doubt, fear, aggression, etc. To coordinate and direct attention...the battle field makes a warrior dexterous, aware, far-seeing, intuitive. In the state of wholeness where there is nothing to fear, THAT is the role of the warrior.
In the meantime I browse an unsolicited catalog of equine products, western wear, etc knowing it is note from the Universe to let me know it hears and is answering. I continue to envision and dream and imagine and feel where I want to be energetically and more and more it is the only vibration I am emanating.
And while a part of me thinks there couldn't have been a worst time for the inspired choices I've made that led to this......I'm willing to bet on an energetic level, the timing couldn't be more perfect! Dependency is quite often nothing more than an illusion. Practical means are simply presented to trigger our allowance of the feeling of "possible", because 'practical' means are anything but practical ;)
This is my circumstance exhale, clearing the bronchial tubes for a greater inhale.....just breath, watch circumstances come and go like the breath that flows through me, breathing ever and ever greater depths of clear, clean, abundant, unconditional.
At the end of it, I think the only thing that really COULD devastate me more completely IS unconditional love in all it's expression. It's the only thing I refused to allow in and as with everything else, I have a habit of first discovering things for myself before allowing others to bring it to me and unconditional love for self is what I have been practicing. So, I guess I know what is coming. And yes, that scares me.
Every once in a while, we get our very own Armageddon. It is a blessed event.
Thursday, October 8, 2015
Going inward again
The "I AM" is merging with the "There's only me". Excruciating despite lack of tension and resistance. I am feeling ambition. This physical experience has never included ambition previously. Interesting. It's just sitting there in existence with no specific target but a general description of luxury, relationship, ease without condition..winning the lottery and romantic involvement, lol. Formless yet explicit. Passion..woooeeee. Do nothing, be everything. To create without cause. To be conscious and aware without pause. Project nothing, express it all. Just floating while firmly grounded. No making sense amidst finely honed senses. Holy shit, I'm amazing! The hardest part was realizing it's easy that I am experiencing, lol. No longer excruciating.
So, if I am not responding with matching excitement it's because I am quiet, allowing the merging. What I shall be responding with when this is finished is yet to be determined I would imagine.
So, if I am not responding with matching excitement it's because I am quiet, allowing the merging. What I shall be responding with when this is finished is yet to be determined I would imagine.
Sunday, October 4, 2015
Soul to soul.......Hongi and Namaste, my human body
We have come to know to take out what we bring in at campsites and nature preserves. We have come to know it is in all our best interests to not leave a footprint when we come and go about the Earth as human beings.
I wonder if we could not do the same as souls 'just having experiences' in human form for the 'campsite' of human flesh. Could we not restore what it is we have used once our adventure has ended?
Hongi and Namaste, my human body
I wonder if we could not do the same as souls 'just having experiences' in human form for the 'campsite' of human flesh. Could we not restore what it is we have used once our adventure has ended?
Hongi and Namaste, my human body
Saturday, October 3, 2015
Today's story- Nothing Greater
I found today's story in it's background. We began this physical existence a warrioress spirit coupled to an ancient naive pacifist soul. We have the human aspect representing mother and child of the physical, father of the spirit world, and the core of all being-The Dance. And so the dance began within this thing given the name Stacey.
The warrioress spirit was so strong she could easily over power the pacifist when we were in the youth of our shared experience....so much so the soul would be blacked out, the warrioress would kick the ass of a man over 6 feet tall and give consciousness back when it was good and done. She was easily offended and easily provoked. Well, soul and body found this incredibly disturbing and developed powers of their own.
The Dance, Father and Mother 'awoke' at various points within a short period and the whirlwind began. Holy shit and holy crap what a barrel of experiences this life has been! The miracles, devastation, astral travels, legends......all becoming greater and drawing from within themselves everything they had with a child in the middle demanding they all work it out and the Dance giving tips on how to make that happen.
Today I come to the realization that in fact, there is nothing greater in the heavens than what has become of this human consciousness. And with that fact is indifference. There is enough greatness for everyone. Benevolent, all knowing, all loving, all present, all being...it simply is.
Last night looking for something to focus on to keep me awake because my children simply were no where near ready for sleep, I went to YouTube and followed to a recommended channeling. There it was said we would recognize communications from our 5th dimensional self because it would be pretty much formless and most like outlined with silver. A moment's curiosity but moved on having become somewhat disenchanted with the spirit realms. I have been working from the core of my being, thinning the veils of heart, mind and spirit to be open channels of the core of my being, central sun, connection to source and Dance within.
Finally went to sleep and was seeing an energetic mostly blue with crystal white core flame outlined in silver and sensing being informed "you are getting your calypticle" when my phone rang and I was brought into physical focus. The sensation of perfect peace, health and well being came into the physical form and began to feel it's self squeezed....aches began to manifest. Got at least one insight out of the experience: the ache I believe I feel in my body is actually that of my spirit. Physical form is not comfortable to my spirit. It aches within it. It is at peace with that.
Knowing my spirit as I do, she gets excited at challenges, so when she would come back all excited, my soul and body would go "oh, no, something is coming that will challenge me today". When spirit would come back in the morning all glum, soul and body go "oh, yay! We get an easy day!". Spirit bringing back that information was indifferent, so spirit was not impressed. The closest I can come to a definition online of calypticle is a destructive event. In my case that usually means a destruction of circumstances, a dismantling, a change. What is more destructive to a warrioress spirit than allowing?..... allowing in love, abundance, ease and everything the physical would want in an experience. If it were a traumatic destruction, she'd have been elated at the challenge, the soul would have been appreciating an expansion inunderstanding, knowledge, charector, etc...but no, no elation. Something GOOD is coming! says the human.
I did spend yesterday embodying graceful, easy, requesting and feeling, a new depth and awareness and knowing in ease, quieting the mind keeping the heart open, everything flowing honestly. I spend alot of time responding to my heart and mind with all the feelings coming through "don't touch it, let it go", we're not attaching thoughts or experiences to any of these negative feelings...keep them flowing, they're just passing through.
I realized yesterday what I master of the Law of Attraction we have become. I can read people's energies, feel the law of attraction coming through seeking a cooperative component, recognizing I am in no way subject to it...simply aware and having the option of joining it's flow or just observing. No resistance to it, no resistance to not going with the flow. No doubt, no anxiety. It's just making it's rounds.
Thankfully, I have been blessed with drawing and being given some absolutely fantastic spiritual awake and conscious humans. I logged on to "show me your sexy" and "feeling magnificent" and while I was still feeling the ache of embodying my spirit, I chose to move the sexy and magnificent energy. The environment aided that option with a neighbor who just bought himself the first suit he's warn in like 20 years for today's occasion, played with him being sexy. Other neighbor was out and what's more sexy than a pregnant woman? Nothing! So, played with her and sexy. I love that I can choose the options I might not feel into with all sincerity, ease and grace that exists apart from resistance.
I wouldn't say I am 100% resistance free about absolutely everything and anything, but I'm pretty darn close as close as can be I'm imagining...know better than to go looking. And because I was on a roll of acceptance, expressing sexy, happy, socially friendly....had a liberating conversation with a neighbor who gave me a bag of shavings for our guinea pigs.
Another enighbor from one street over showed up mowing the lawn next to mine...she shrugs and says "I just keep going!" lol. That is SOOOOO me! lol Put a mower in my hands and I just keep right on going. She was making her way around the entire neighborhood. Love it!
Now the sun is setting and I am releasing whatever it is that exists between me and the abundance I'm getting...not attaching thoughts or memories to feelings has my mind completely empty and clueless as to why I'm crying and that is absolutely OK with me. We're not looking for and thus not creating a problem...we already know the solution is letting go and that is already happening but we're not looking for that either so we aren't creating 'something to let go of' when we already did all the clearing needed already, lol......no more thinking, seeking, analyzing, reflecting...just observing and realizing. Peacefully. Thanks for reading!
The warrioress spirit was so strong she could easily over power the pacifist when we were in the youth of our shared experience....so much so the soul would be blacked out, the warrioress would kick the ass of a man over 6 feet tall and give consciousness back when it was good and done. She was easily offended and easily provoked. Well, soul and body found this incredibly disturbing and developed powers of their own.
The Dance, Father and Mother 'awoke' at various points within a short period and the whirlwind began. Holy shit and holy crap what a barrel of experiences this life has been! The miracles, devastation, astral travels, legends......all becoming greater and drawing from within themselves everything they had with a child in the middle demanding they all work it out and the Dance giving tips on how to make that happen.
Today I come to the realization that in fact, there is nothing greater in the heavens than what has become of this human consciousness. And with that fact is indifference. There is enough greatness for everyone. Benevolent, all knowing, all loving, all present, all being...it simply is.
Last night looking for something to focus on to keep me awake because my children simply were no where near ready for sleep, I went to YouTube and followed to a recommended channeling. There it was said we would recognize communications from our 5th dimensional self because it would be pretty much formless and most like outlined with silver. A moment's curiosity but moved on having become somewhat disenchanted with the spirit realms. I have been working from the core of my being, thinning the veils of heart, mind and spirit to be open channels of the core of my being, central sun, connection to source and Dance within.
Finally went to sleep and was seeing an energetic mostly blue with crystal white core flame outlined in silver and sensing being informed "you are getting your calypticle" when my phone rang and I was brought into physical focus. The sensation of perfect peace, health and well being came into the physical form and began to feel it's self squeezed....aches began to manifest. Got at least one insight out of the experience: the ache I believe I feel in my body is actually that of my spirit. Physical form is not comfortable to my spirit. It aches within it. It is at peace with that.
Knowing my spirit as I do, she gets excited at challenges, so when she would come back all excited, my soul and body would go "oh, no, something is coming that will challenge me today". When spirit would come back in the morning all glum, soul and body go "oh, yay! We get an easy day!". Spirit bringing back that information was indifferent, so spirit was not impressed. The closest I can come to a definition online of calypticle is a destructive event. In my case that usually means a destruction of circumstances, a dismantling, a change. What is more destructive to a warrioress spirit than allowing?..... allowing in love, abundance, ease and everything the physical would want in an experience. If it were a traumatic destruction, she'd have been elated at the challenge, the soul would have been appreciating an expansion inunderstanding, knowledge, charector, etc...but no, no elation. Something GOOD is coming! says the human.
I did spend yesterday embodying graceful, easy, requesting and feeling, a new depth and awareness and knowing in ease, quieting the mind keeping the heart open, everything flowing honestly. I spend alot of time responding to my heart and mind with all the feelings coming through "don't touch it, let it go", we're not attaching thoughts or experiences to any of these negative feelings...keep them flowing, they're just passing through.
I realized yesterday what I master of the Law of Attraction we have become. I can read people's energies, feel the law of attraction coming through seeking a cooperative component, recognizing I am in no way subject to it...simply aware and having the option of joining it's flow or just observing. No resistance to it, no resistance to not going with the flow. No doubt, no anxiety. It's just making it's rounds.
Thankfully, I have been blessed with drawing and being given some absolutely fantastic spiritual awake and conscious humans. I logged on to "show me your sexy" and "feeling magnificent" and while I was still feeling the ache of embodying my spirit, I chose to move the sexy and magnificent energy. The environment aided that option with a neighbor who just bought himself the first suit he's warn in like 20 years for today's occasion, played with him being sexy. Other neighbor was out and what's more sexy than a pregnant woman? Nothing! So, played with her and sexy. I love that I can choose the options I might not feel into with all sincerity, ease and grace that exists apart from resistance.
I wouldn't say I am 100% resistance free about absolutely everything and anything, but I'm pretty darn close as close as can be I'm imagining...know better than to go looking. And because I was on a roll of acceptance, expressing sexy, happy, socially friendly....had a liberating conversation with a neighbor who gave me a bag of shavings for our guinea pigs.
Another enighbor from one street over showed up mowing the lawn next to mine...she shrugs and says "I just keep going!" lol. That is SOOOOO me! lol Put a mower in my hands and I just keep right on going. She was making her way around the entire neighborhood. Love it!
Now the sun is setting and I am releasing whatever it is that exists between me and the abundance I'm getting...not attaching thoughts or memories to feelings has my mind completely empty and clueless as to why I'm crying and that is absolutely OK with me. We're not looking for and thus not creating a problem...we already know the solution is letting go and that is already happening but we're not looking for that either so we aren't creating 'something to let go of' when we already did all the clearing needed already, lol......no more thinking, seeking, analyzing, reflecting...just observing and realizing. Peacefully. Thanks for reading!
Friday, October 2, 2015
Swimming in a sea of angels
We journeyed into remembering so we could return to forgetting with a greater awareness and appreciation of exactly what that means.
Our body is not just "a temple", a place for us to worship and be worshiped, it is a billion and one angels (that is not an exact literal numerical representation nor even a ball park figure). These angels are in various degrees of limitation and remembering for a billion and one (again not exact literal or ball park) reasons: volunteered, requested, 'sucked in by accident', tricked, etc. They, too are worshiped and worship.
So when I am still and quiet I can look at my own skin and know (and for those of us with extra-sensory perceptions/awareness) and, "smell" and hear those angels in a chorus, all 'worshiping' that which I call me. And in the air I breath, all those particles my eyes cannot see come dancing in upon each breath billions of angels, singing, reuniting, rejoicing with those they meet as they brush up against every one existing as a cell upon my lips, in my sinuses, in my lungs, in my blood and back out again to dance in the leaves of trees and join in the air to become water...our entire physical existence is a swimming in a sea of angels. The ringing of ears, the hearing of our names when no other person is present are those angels remembering for a moment, reminding us to remember that they are there, that they are aware in every moment of this dance we are dancing of physical experience.
We are not just an angel we are a cooperative, we are not a mere cooperative, we are a cooperative of cooperatives with unlimited potential if we just let go of the idea that we are alone in a piece of meat we call a body in a world with no conscious recognition of what is happening. That tree you cut down is angels that agreed to be a tree, do they really agree to be a house? Did you ask them? Are you aware permission was given?
Yes, it is all entered into with the light hardheartedness of a child at play and indeed that wants to be felt and at the same time it is entered into with the maturity and groundedness of committment and sacrifice and faithfulness with honor, respect, acknowledgement.
And when we come across one another's perspectives, even at the "highest" levels of consciousness there IS going to be differences in the nuances of our teachings. One might get pissed and feel great chaffing at this idea of swimming in angels: rejoice in it! we have agreed to forget one another's perspective so we could experience this thing physical expression. Or we may dance in the recognition and rejoice in the common beliefs and then wander away and wonder "what did I ever see in that?"...we came close enough to share the experience, remind and remember and went on again with individual experience.
The flesh is here so we can enjoy the 5 senses. It is not dependent upon food to eat, air to breath, etc...nothing can poison a person unless that is the level of forgetfulness we are in. The food is there to taste, for the angels in the juices of the berries can come say hello and experience communion with the cells that have agreed to be taste receptors, to commune with the angels that agreed to be cells of blood in the body. And as each cell/cooperative of angels touches there is invitation and agreements : hey! hello! we are doing this! ...oh yay! switch places with me? I'd like to be a part of that body today and such delightfully 'silly' things we can imagine.
Even I could try to read this next week and think "dang, girl you hit big crazy with this writing" and then a year from then I might remember again. Either way, by running into one another's writings, moments of lucidity, dreams, etc we shall be reminded. Then we will forget at least partially so we can have the most authentic experiences.
So yes, I swim in a seas of angels in an eternal womb of consciousness.
Our body is not just "a temple", a place for us to worship and be worshiped, it is a billion and one angels (that is not an exact literal numerical representation nor even a ball park figure). These angels are in various degrees of limitation and remembering for a billion and one (again not exact literal or ball park) reasons: volunteered, requested, 'sucked in by accident', tricked, etc. They, too are worshiped and worship.
So when I am still and quiet I can look at my own skin and know (and for those of us with extra-sensory perceptions/awareness) and, "smell" and hear those angels in a chorus, all 'worshiping' that which I call me. And in the air I breath, all those particles my eyes cannot see come dancing in upon each breath billions of angels, singing, reuniting, rejoicing with those they meet as they brush up against every one existing as a cell upon my lips, in my sinuses, in my lungs, in my blood and back out again to dance in the leaves of trees and join in the air to become water...our entire physical existence is a swimming in a sea of angels. The ringing of ears, the hearing of our names when no other person is present are those angels remembering for a moment, reminding us to remember that they are there, that they are aware in every moment of this dance we are dancing of physical experience.
We are not just an angel we are a cooperative, we are not a mere cooperative, we are a cooperative of cooperatives with unlimited potential if we just let go of the idea that we are alone in a piece of meat we call a body in a world with no conscious recognition of what is happening. That tree you cut down is angels that agreed to be a tree, do they really agree to be a house? Did you ask them? Are you aware permission was given?
Yes, it is all entered into with the light hardheartedness of a child at play and indeed that wants to be felt and at the same time it is entered into with the maturity and groundedness of committment and sacrifice and faithfulness with honor, respect, acknowledgement.
And when we come across one another's perspectives, even at the "highest" levels of consciousness there IS going to be differences in the nuances of our teachings. One might get pissed and feel great chaffing at this idea of swimming in angels: rejoice in it! we have agreed to forget one another's perspective so we could experience this thing physical expression. Or we may dance in the recognition and rejoice in the common beliefs and then wander away and wonder "what did I ever see in that?"...we came close enough to share the experience, remind and remember and went on again with individual experience.
The flesh is here so we can enjoy the 5 senses. It is not dependent upon food to eat, air to breath, etc...nothing can poison a person unless that is the level of forgetfulness we are in. The food is there to taste, for the angels in the juices of the berries can come say hello and experience communion with the cells that have agreed to be taste receptors, to commune with the angels that agreed to be cells of blood in the body. And as each cell/cooperative of angels touches there is invitation and agreements : hey! hello! we are doing this! ...oh yay! switch places with me? I'd like to be a part of that body today and such delightfully 'silly' things we can imagine.
Even I could try to read this next week and think "dang, girl you hit big crazy with this writing" and then a year from then I might remember again. Either way, by running into one another's writings, moments of lucidity, dreams, etc we shall be reminded. Then we will forget at least partially so we can have the most authentic experiences.
So yes, I swim in a seas of angels in an eternal womb of consciousness.
On the Cusp
Trying to start at the beginning here..prone to jump around. Over "the past few days" I have noticed a certain detachment from the body. I was standing outside gazing at the night sky when I noticed my body was shivering mightily. I did not feel cold at my core and realized it was alot like when I was a child and went swimming...you know how it goes: lips are purple and teeth rattling insisting "but I'm not cold! Why do I have to get out?!" lol
Today I watched a video interview of Natalie Sudman and recognized so many similarities in mannerisms, ways of expressing, experiencing, remembering. I knew exactly how that feels and of course it was delightful to be present in energies where there were no major differences....the flow is easy when it is flowing in the same way-multidimensionally.
My son the past few days has been talking of a dream he had where I was killed and wants to sit on my lap and hold me forever "mommy I don't ever want you to go". I have felt often today a sense of something impending that will bring GREAT change to my experience. It reminded me very much of when I experienced my "quickening" and my daughter cried out "no mommy! don't leave!".
I am dying. I am dying 'to myself' in that: in order for the human form to be maintained with the presence of a higher consciousness residing perpetually, there has to be a separation between the collaborative consciousnesses of the parts of the body (the mind cooperative, heart cooperative, intestinal cooperative, etc) so much so that the expanded consciousness interacting with the world loses awareness that the body has consciousness of it's own. The whole purpose of this exercise of "coming into expanded consciousness in human form" is so that we remember to include the awareness of the physical perspective, it's needs and desires.
So, for me, that means to remember considerations, politeness, acknowledgement of the contribution we make to one another's experiences. There is divine consciousness experiencing extreme limitation, sacrificing it's direct connection to the heavens so that divinity can experience occupying physicality. That hair you hate? It knows you hate it, it reacts and responds to it with it's own personality and divine consciousness. It needs to be cared for and taken into consideration. The heart must forget it is a particle of the divine, limitless and formless so that it can hold it's form....we need to remember to be considerate of it: if someone is going to energetically blast it, we need to take notice and protect it. It has taken on a child-like awareness so it only remembers it's chosen form of being.
These divine aspects, expressions, entities have agreed to do this with us immortally. That's ALOT of trust! That's ALOT of commitment!
One does not walk up to another, begin a communication, announce themselves with a criticism: "Tell your children not to do that"..."Shouldn't you be wearing shoes?"...."Our prime purpose in this life is to help others. And if you can't help them, at least don't hurt them."
HELLO?!
Today I watched a video interview of Natalie Sudman and recognized so many similarities in mannerisms, ways of expressing, experiencing, remembering. I knew exactly how that feels and of course it was delightful to be present in energies where there were no major differences....the flow is easy when it is flowing in the same way-multidimensionally.
My son the past few days has been talking of a dream he had where I was killed and wants to sit on my lap and hold me forever "mommy I don't ever want you to go". I have felt often today a sense of something impending that will bring GREAT change to my experience. It reminded me very much of when I experienced my "quickening" and my daughter cried out "no mommy! don't leave!".
I am dying. I am dying 'to myself' in that: in order for the human form to be maintained with the presence of a higher consciousness residing perpetually, there has to be a separation between the collaborative consciousnesses of the parts of the body (the mind cooperative, heart cooperative, intestinal cooperative, etc) so much so that the expanded consciousness interacting with the world loses awareness that the body has consciousness of it's own. The whole purpose of this exercise of "coming into expanded consciousness in human form" is so that we remember to include the awareness of the physical perspective, it's needs and desires.
So, for me, that means to remember considerations, politeness, acknowledgement of the contribution we make to one another's experiences. There is divine consciousness experiencing extreme limitation, sacrificing it's direct connection to the heavens so that divinity can experience occupying physicality. That hair you hate? It knows you hate it, it reacts and responds to it with it's own personality and divine consciousness. It needs to be cared for and taken into consideration. The heart must forget it is a particle of the divine, limitless and formless so that it can hold it's form....we need to remember to be considerate of it: if someone is going to energetically blast it, we need to take notice and protect it. It has taken on a child-like awareness so it only remembers it's chosen form of being.
These divine aspects, expressions, entities have agreed to do this with us immortally. That's ALOT of trust! That's ALOT of commitment!
One does not walk up to another, begin a communication, announce themselves with a criticism: "Tell your children not to do that"..."Shouldn't you be wearing shoes?"...."Our prime purpose in this life is to help others. And if you can't help them, at least don't hurt them."
HELLO?!
- These other divine expressions, in sacrifice to the experience, relinquish the ability to express as vividly as the consciousness occupying them. We must be that FOR them. Sorry about the print change..WTF? lol ahh O.K. back to normal.. Anyways. In all our "oneness" it serves us to be aware of this and it serves those following us. This detachment also separates us from the memories of "past experiences"; the pain, sorrow, sadness, everything emotional and feeling that went with it. So, we really have no clue exactly how powerful the impact of our presence is to those still going through it. We will not be connecting to them on the emotional level. Our experience of "the past" is an awareness of "energetically exclusive experiences", each and every moment, interaction, shared experience, is an energetically exclusive experience "bubble" that we perceive as having absolutely nothing to do with any other. So, for example, anything that happens during one interaction is perceived as completely irrelevant to another. You may have to remind me of "yesterday" as you experienced it with me because "today" is a clean slate and if you wish our interaction to be based on "yesterday", YOU must bring that with you with all due consideration to the fact I may choose NOT to. You will not be allowed to hold me to that. I choose my experience. I choose who I want to be, what I feel I am to be in any given moment. I am sovereign and I might be cooperative according your perspective or I may not be. And yes, I might need to be led through it as one would a child who is unfamiliar with the complications of organizing travel arrangements, schedules, appointments, etc.....do ya'll still schedule whole weeks ahead? months, years: it's bloody unfathomable from my position! Do not expect me to know the date.....I've been drawn to the energy of a moment, not the bloody planned arrangement and agenda you may have for it! lol Each and every moment is opportunity, experience, expansion and that each can be so unique is....AMAZING! AWESOME! AWE-INSPIRING! FANTASTIC! DELIGHTFUL!
- We WILL still experience our own feelings. The difference is, they will be exclusive to that moment, strangers to any other moment and so not "as deep/heavy/thick/laden with memory of the last time we felt that feeling". Each feeling has a different nuance unique to each experience. For example sadness in one experience might be 'tainted' with excitement. It will carry it's own unique energetic signature or "smell" (as those of us with higher awareness are prone to call it) exclusive that one "bubble" of experience. In another "bubble"/experience that sadness might be 'tainted' with difficulty or hesitation or delight and so forth. The combinations of energetic experience are endless! INCREDIBLE!
- I am who I was yesterday, I just not be the same as you remember me because what I can be is an endless combination of feelings, thoughts, emotions, attitude, and personality. Or I can be a completely blank slate. Let's Play!
- Play with mercy because I notice I'm more prone to the poetic license and energetic flow than I am to sentence structure, etc. a word might feel better than the one more accurately descriptive at times, a rhyme might catch the interest and used for the sake of that alone and I noticed a preference for words of a softer vibration for the ends of sentences....I'll do my best to keep it structured though! I am quite capable......just not always interested.....
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