Today's story- Nothing Greater

     I found today's story in it's background. We began this physical existence a warrioress spirit coupled to an ancient naive pacifist soul. We have the human aspect representing mother and child of the physical, father of the spirit world, and the core of all being-The Dance. And so the dance began within this thing given the name Stacey.
     The warrioress spirit was so strong she could easily over power the pacifist when we were in the youth of our shared experience....so much so the soul would be blacked out, the warrioress would kick the ass of a man over 6 feet tall and give consciousness back when it was good and done. She was easily offended and easily provoked. Well, soul and body found this incredibly disturbing and developed powers of their own.
     The Dance, Father and Mother 'awoke' at various points within a short period and the whirlwind began. Holy shit and holy crap what a barrel of experiences this life has been! The miracles, devastation, astral travels, legends......all becoming greater and drawing from within themselves everything they had with a child in the middle demanding they all work it out and the Dance giving tips on how to make that happen.
     Today I come to the realization that in fact, there is nothing greater in the heavens than what has become of this human consciousness. And with that fact is indifference. There is enough greatness for everyone. Benevolent, all knowing, all loving, all present, all being...it simply is.
     Last night looking for something to focus on to keep me awake because my children simply were no where near ready for sleep, I went to YouTube and followed to a recommended channeling. There it was said we would recognize communications from our 5th dimensional self because it would be pretty much formless and most like outlined with silver. A moment's curiosity but moved on having become somewhat disenchanted with the spirit realms. I have been working from the core of my being, thinning the veils of heart, mind and spirit to be open channels of the core of my being, central sun, connection to source and Dance within.
     Finally went to sleep and was seeing an energetic mostly blue with crystal white core flame outlined in silver and sensing being informed "you are getting your calypticle" when my phone rang and I was brought into physical focus. The sensation of perfect peace, health and well being came into the physical form and began to feel it's self squeezed....aches began to manifest. Got at least one insight out of the experience: the ache I believe I feel in my body is actually that of my spirit. Physical form is not comfortable to my spirit. It aches within it. It is at peace with that.
   Knowing my spirit as I do, she gets excited at challenges, so when she would come back all excited, my soul and body would go "oh, no, something is coming that will challenge me today". When spirit would come back in the morning all glum, soul and body go "oh, yay! We get an easy day!". Spirit bringing back that information was indifferent, so spirit was not impressed. The closest I can come to a definition online of calypticle is a destructive event. In my case that usually means a destruction of circumstances, a dismantling, a change. What is more destructive to a warrioress spirit than allowing?..... allowing in love, abundance, ease and everything the physical would want in an experience. If it were a traumatic destruction, she'd have been elated at the challenge, the soul would have been appreciating an expansion inunderstanding, knowledge, charector, etc...but no, no elation. Something GOOD is coming! says the human.
    I did spend yesterday embodying graceful, easy, requesting and feeling, a new depth and awareness and knowing in ease, quieting the mind keeping the heart open, everything flowing honestly. I spend alot of time responding to my heart and mind with all the feelings coming through "don't touch it, let it go", we're not attaching thoughts or experiences to any of these negative feelings...keep them flowing, they're just passing through.
   I realized yesterday what I master of the Law of Attraction we have become. I can read people's energies, feel the law of attraction coming through seeking a cooperative component, recognizing I am in no way subject to it...simply aware and having the option of joining it's flow or just observing. No resistance to it, no resistance to not going with the flow. No doubt, no anxiety. It's just making it's rounds.
   Thankfully, I have been blessed with drawing and being given some absolutely fantastic spiritual awake and conscious humans. I logged on to "show me your sexy" and "feeling magnificent" and while I was still feeling the ache of embodying my spirit, I chose to move the sexy and magnificent energy. The environment aided that option with a neighbor who just bought himself the first suit he's warn in like 20 years for today's occasion, played with him being sexy. Other neighbor was out and what's more sexy than a pregnant woman? Nothing! So, played with her and sexy. I love that I can choose the options I might not feel into with all sincerity, ease and grace that exists apart from resistance.
  I wouldn't say I am 100% resistance free about absolutely everything and anything, but I'm pretty darn close as close as can be I'm imagining...know better than to go looking. And because I was on a roll of acceptance, expressing sexy, happy, socially friendly....had a liberating conversation with a neighbor who gave me a bag of shavings for our guinea pigs.
   Another enighbor from one street over showed up mowing the lawn next to mine...she shrugs and says "I just keep going!" lol. That is SOOOOO me! lol Put a mower in my hands and I just keep right on going. She was making her way around the entire neighborhood. Love it!
   Now the sun is setting and I am releasing whatever it is that exists between me and the abundance I'm getting...not attaching thoughts or memories to feelings has my mind completely empty and clueless as to why I'm crying and that is absolutely OK with me. We're not looking for and thus not creating a problem...we already know the solution is letting go and that is already happening but we're not looking for that either so we aren't creating 'something to let go of' when we already did all the clearing needed already, lol......no more thinking, seeking, analyzing, reflecting...just observing and realizing. Peacefully. Thanks for reading!