Who cursed God?

t was odd how I could extend compassionate understanding to my father but not my mother. It was absolutely amazing that once the generational curse of the mother who wanted to be able to curse her child, preventing all my female relatives and myself from even blessing our own children coupled with the removal of captive souls from within my fractured self left no walls against my ability to extend compassionate understanding toward my mother.
They sacrificed their biological and blessing inheritance for perpetuity for a portion of their life to be more physically pleasing.
It astounds me that a god who supposedly purchased our souls at a high price would allow this.
Happy to be free to bless my family. Now, to be able to extend compassionate understanding toward such a god because I can for Satan already(not that I associate intentionally). Is there a general curse that causes us to not bless God? That prevents us from extending compassionate understanding toward such a one or did God curse himself?

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