What about evil?

     My foray back into the world of channeling, etc has uncovered another play to ensnare truth seekers. Because so many have finally realized the whole "light worker" movement is agents of darkness appearing as angels of light as foretold, they've now started playing a third side: those who are aware of this light vs dark game must now fight them! um, no. We are to be seen and our job is done. Seeing as our "battle" is with "the spirits of the air" rather than with human vessels, we do not need to lead a high profile life to be seen. One true Daughter of the Dance in full bloom is a light that will be seen in the unseen realms for miles around.
     So, what is to happen to all these "agents of darkness" and their vessels when The Daughters of the Dance are brought to their New Earth? The final resting places of they who are not coming are already chosen and they are sealed to them. That's all we need to know. They are children of creation, beloved as any child regardless of crimes and offenses. Their places are prepared for them. As far as The Daughters are concerned, they will no longer exist to them. All will be in it's appropriate place. All is well.

My New World and the role of masculine and feminine reviewed and boldly, clearly admitted to

  The experiences I have seen of the new world I shall be going to:
Children by the age of 5 years old will be fully prepared to leave the nest and discover themselves and the world on their own. The earth it's self will rise up to meet them before they ever fall and hurt themselves. Before hunger even hits, they will stmble upon food, be brought to it or have it brought to them by an animal companion.
     I was wandering in the woods as is my custom when I sensed an arrival. I went to observe. A woman and her little dog stepped out of an otherwise empty apartment building. She looked about as if walking into a dream come true. As she released the last of her fears the apartment building disappeared. "Do I help her get orientated or something?" I wondered. Now I know the answer is no, let her discover it for herself.
    I got the knowing in prophesy form about 8 years ago that people would make their own way to the estate at the center of this new world on their own.
    My son saw me taking notes of all this and asked me to read it-he was very insistent he hear every word, not a brief run-down. My daughter came over to listen. They both began to cry, though each from a different perspective. He cried because he did not want to wait to go there. She cried because I told her "No, there won't be any cars, who would even want something so heavy, metallic and stinky?", she was afraid she would run across a field and be too tired to get back. I told her a horse would show up even before that point to give her a ride home but that she really would never tire anyways. What if she got lost? You would never be lost there, It would be your home. You don't get lost in your own home, do you?
   Soon enough she will have resolved her fears and be itching to go and he'll have his fears surfacing, lol. The crying will begin again.........


Within the Dance it goes like this: desire, dance toward fulfilled desire, dance in desire, new desire, dance toward that fulfilled desire, etc. The feminine aspect is the desire and feeling or experiencing of the fulfilled desire. The masculine flows from the desire, becoming the active, conscious moving aspect of The Dance. Thus, masculine comes from feminine inspiration. The desire of The Dance to observe gave birth to the "critical eye"/God/I Am. So it is that an 'ascended', sovereign woman desires and a piece of her being enters that of a man in fulfillment of her desire.

To have come from God and woman out of man is to do things ass-backwards and thus the reason for the complete failure of anything to come from that to be whole, healthy, and full of joy.
adding: Of course the feminine and masculine are within each of us. I saw it like this: "left and right brain" like two lungs, one indigo blue the other a violet/fuchsia. "her" thoughts transfer into the other "lung" and "his" into hers. Simultaneously, I understood this is the way it is with one's mate. However, it is the female which initiates the connection and he moves on it.

Of Pirates and Goddesses and Kings

     Governments will always preserve a segment of criminal subcultures. When a government wants a job done they know they won't get approval to use an army for, they call upon the criminal element to do their dirty work. Not news. While the criminal element may have a mother country, a government they were born under, they must be wise enough to know any loyalty they think they're displaying by cooperating with under the radar assignments will not be returned. Thus, a pirate demanding loyalty to a governing body is a victim whose life is only worth something until the job is done and possible loose ends must be tied up. If they kill off their above-board representatives, do ya really think you are anything more than cannon fodder? Please.
    There is the Dance, which dances it's way through all things. There is the "I AM", God. There are sons and daughters of God=gods and goddesses. Out of all that came a whole variety of creatures. Many of these use the human beast as vessels to inhabit physical earth. So, this is what I've gotten of my story so far. It will not be the same as anyone else's necessarily. We're a mixed bag of origins, agendas and destinations........
    This human beast was originally the vessel of an entity one would call a sprite while having the presence of The Dance very strong within me. I also became avatar to another entity with a body in a realm that looks like an eleven realm. Watching over her body while she focused her consciousness into mine was what main stream media calls an alien. I sensed dislike from the alien when my human consciousness went back with the one occupying my body as an avatar. When the "I AM" awoke in me (it had followed the sprite in) more became clear. The sprite's purpose was to find the source of dysfunction among the heavenly family and heal it. The elven entity using me as an avatar was sent to learn because her planet was dying. They were hoping to find a way to heal it. I underwent a 'quickening'= the spark of life of an eternal spirit was created in the human body. There was a change of shifts as my divine aspect got 'grounded' here and the human consciousness went to learn. Then there was the switch back. I began to get visions of The Dance and they include having the umbilical cord connecting me to The Dance being cut. I got the sense of sovereignty. Why me? I could sense on more than one occasion divinity would corner me and watch, expecting me to make one of two choices. I would come up with another choice and blow their mind. The Dance was strong in me and rather than subjecting to the "I Am"/Critical eye or "Satan" or "Jesus", I trusted in The Dance. The Dance liked that.
   At one point when hanging with the Shaumbra crowd and having had my "I Am" presence awakened within me, I began to pick up the universal downloads. One of the first was "There is no such thing as addiction". There was resistance to that message from Shaumbra. I began comparing my downloads with all the other channelor's monthly messages. My interpretation was the most clear, so I began to rely solely upon my own inner channel. Around that time I had a reading done with "Tobias" who informed me I(the elven consciousness) had some residual hurt left from Atlantis, they did not want to tell me what, but assured me they would help me release it. I spent a couple days puking. I later got the sense of what it was I had been carrying around for lifetimes from human avatar to human avatar: in my naive innocence and perfect faith and trust, I was betrayed by my beloved, who betrayed a father I adored. I was taken captive and shut up in a cell where I was injected with 1,000 lifetimes worth of fear. That is the fear capacity of a human avatar multiplied by 1,000. Need I say I was climbing the walls and desperately trying to flee my own skin?
   So then Shaumbra decided they wanted to do an initiation......I walked out. To bind myself to those who had done such a horrible thing, knew about it and refused to fess up to me but figured they could undo it and all would be forgotten?! Talk about lack of charector!
    Since the elven aspect left, I feel no attachment to shaumbra but wanted to see what they were up to, hoping to find association at least close to my own level of conscious awareness. They were just working on integrating what I had channeled 8 years ago! I have been increasing in consciousness since then, being refined, proven, underwent the "living death', ascended to the highest of heavens and every level between-formless- there and The Dance. And some of them really think they need to correct me. Back when I was unofficially shaumbra, I was embodied by "The Teacher of Teachers"....the one teaching the entities who were teaching "humans". I could sense back then that when I would light up with a universal download, the 'angels' would gather around, waiting for it to hit my brain and then make off with the thoughts that brought understanding triggered by the download as their new message of enlightenment to offer, just a bit foggied up by the belief systems they were attempting to perpetuate.
   I can still communicate freely and openly with The Dance and we come into oneness regularly but I know exactly what I am and the 'enlightened' would deny my existence. However, I know something from an understanding I channeled back then, 8 years ago: there were god/men on earth at one time, just like me but with a less evolved consciousness. They no longer exist in any way, shape or form. I also know I was vessel or avatar of one of "the Pure People" who was asked by 'angels' to occupy this avatar so that the "I AM" could perceive that which it could not perceive previously. It was asked to be in me because I had the undivided attention of "I AM That I AM". "I AM That I AM" did not believe in The Dance. Now it knows. Now the game is on..........

     Also, this human soul/ while avatar for elven was contracted out "five daughters for five men who hate women". I was to give birth to then lose them to their fathers. By the time number five came I was getting over my Pollyanna, love and light, ways. So, when her father dumped me off like an unwanted dog, knowing I was pregnant, and stole all my worldly possessions, I accepted his forfeit. A few years later I was warned "He" was coming("I AM That I AM"). I bowed down and a white light descended upon my youngest daughter and son with the extended understanding that "they have been blessed to go with you". My Earth is separating from 3D earth and my two youngest are coming with me. I will be the sole portal into that world, guardian of it. It is also separating from the other "new earths". I do have my own host of angels, whom I have begun to meet daily. I am beggining to feel exactly what I have become and it is wondrous.
       Ohh, an dafter years of being visited by various 'matriarchs' expressing a desire to have me paired with their sons, etc.........I got to choose my own mate! He'll be coming as well.

Present Summation

There are those who say desire is bad and a hindrance upon the road to enlightenment. Rather, desire is what inspired the creation to begin with, it is what keeps The Dance flowing. So, desire is a necessary aspect to a complete/whole state of being reflecting The Dance/Source. The desire initiating creation was the desire to see and be seen. Of course it manifested instantaneously and the dance began to flow into/toward the fulfillment of that desire. The answer to that desire was physical. And so the journey/flowing toward/into it is much like a maze puzzle:

The Dance is flowing in every path, dancing in each "dead end", desiring and thus extending each path all the while heading into the other side of the maze from complete formlessness through spirit through spirit/physical and into purely physical where it's desire is fulfilled, embodied and released as the physical version of it's self, experiencing and observing The Dance. So it is that every path senses it's source yet every path is not to the same destination but physical creation is the arena in which all are presently focused because it is the grand fulfillment of the initiating desire of all that is within creation. Everything desires to be within physical because it's source IS the desire fulfilled by physical embodiment.

Integration beginning in earnest. The initiation of me into me, The Dance within me who is she.

The loving caress of a mother, the back of hand drawn in the whisper of a touch across a cheek, as I caress a flowering bush, is felt within me.
The longing of The Dance to be inside me, to be in body that she may thus brush my cheek similarly, for it is just such a touch that I need.
The regretful holding back and withdrawing as man longing to fill his young woman with his love, she longs to be inside me, but knows the soul is not yet ready. "Hurting her would be the end of me", says 'he'. "Thank you for thus sharing yourself with me", from me, rubbing cheek to that hand,caressing me.
The smallest penetration, the whisper of a kiss, a taste so serene and sweet. Something else I need. A longing deep within me.
"Pull it back, little one" she says to me, "rest and release that which comes between you and me, the anxiety, making you unready for me". There will be another day for thee.
So goes the dance of embodiment, of this thing beloved and dear to me, The Dance, Mother and Father of all, of me.
The ghost of three. Distraction.
My soul recognizes this is her beloved, all she has been wanting, all she has been waiting for, all for which she has been longing,what her soul needs. Oneness of body. Oneness of me.
So she, the "he" in me allows the integration, allows the release, allows the rest we need. Observing with fascination as a man of a sleeping lover, a child by her mother,a dear, sweet little form, the results of his generosity, the rest he gives her. He is gracious. He is loving. He is nurturing of me.
I am loved romantically.
I have the warm embrace of a family.
I have it all growing inside me, a pregnant mother, a child within me, the child that is me. A family that is complete in me and in she and in we.
Innocence and purity, curled up and cradled in safety,warm arms and loving embrace, all holding one in another. He will not touch his sister, his lover, for right now she belongs to her mother, these babes at rest and at ease together within me.

A present sense of what is going on

As an aside: I am usually this prolific only in the fall, suggests that time is indeed speeding up.

So far this is the sense I am getting for a big picture according to awareness of knowings I receive on a consistent basis:
  We are indeed each and every one of us The Dance expressing certain desires or at least dancing toward certain desires. Like a childhood puzzle where you try to trace a path through a maze from a character to it's destination (trace a path from a duck to the pond, for example), we are either a dead end or road to freedom/fulfillment of a certain desire (The Dance has reached the pond). Those through whom The Dance can reach it's desired states of being, windows of perception, etc get sovereignty-they become their own entity with free will and individual everlasting life in an enlightened state of being. The vessel becomes it's own entity with it's own spirit, soul and body.  No one will rule in the heavens who has not experienced a physical incarnation. The final destination of each is now sealed. The dead ends  are placed in vessels, limited to only certain places of occupation and vessels (tribes), from which they can only and only they can feed off of. No other vessels will be of use to them nor have any use for them. Any attempts to violate this arrangement will result in a plague upon their tribe, further reducing their range of movement and ability to feed.
   Frankly, I  get the sense that life on earth and in the heavens is a mixed bag. We have unconscious avatars becoming integrated with conscious beings, w e have conscious avatars becoming "I, Robot"s, we have vessels in the dark who will just expire with the promise of "everlasting life" equaling a remembrance of. Basically, an understanding appropriate to smooth the transition into whatever our destined state of being is.

Grandmother Lava

Once upon a time I was seeking the highest consciousness I could come up with. The slower, more dense things are wiser because they have been around longer and because they are caught in time without moving, they can observe and reflect more deeply. That left mountains. But mountains are too intellectual and self-righteous, so what is the more feminine version of them, what is their source? Lava! And so I reached in to sense and convey my distress to "Grandmother Lava". She does not wake often (comparatively speaking), but when she does, things change. She joined with me and gave me to stomp my foot, sending my energy into the earth. An earthquake happened nearby not long after. While this was occurring I got the sense of a few things historically, I was reflecting on this after conveying to another how I was recently given to do another foot stomping. I'm not sure what it was about because I asked it just be given quickly before I over think it and hinder Spirit as I am known to do quite frequently before. And this is what I was given while reflecting upon my conveyance:

When Grandmother Lava wakes, she is usually grumpy about what she perceives is upon the earth (on her body). That's when mass extinctions occur. She decides who will stay and who will go. It was at some point The Critical Eye came into the mind of "man" and realized it was "God". Well, that's when all hell broke loose upon the earth.

Turns out, as well, that after one reaches "Eden," this "God" is the gateway/guardian to/of The Dance..maybe not a gateway or guardian per say but a serious contender to those who are drawn to and by "her".