Self empowerment can only come through the self. To teach women to be self-empowered does not come with addressing fears. You take away their fears and you dis-empower her of that privilege. You address what you believe is "what is" in reference to social injustice and you only validate social injustice. We already exist in an age self-empowerment. It is here, it is now. We need only act like it, form new habits of interaction that are in alignment with that fact. So, to "self-empower a woman", one moved to teach such a thing would be an example of self-empowerment his or her self. They would treat every woman as if she is empowered already. Even if it takes her a while to make a decision because she is struggling with dis-empowerment, make it your privilege to wait on a woman. Be the man in this song! lol
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=izo9w1ElWdc
Sunday, August 16, 2015
Wasn't the ego. it was always the heart-heart centered consciousness
The problem was never the ego. The problem was the heart, where thought, fear and divinity meet and all the resistance begins. Fear hurts the ego and the heart defends. In the heart is where hatred begins. The job in this new energy is not to become heart centered, but to clear the heart so we can be "sun" centered, so it stops blocking the divinity shining from within. So, to be "heart centered" is to center our focus on healing the relationship with our own heart.
"I want"-the force of god of Abraham, Isaac and Jacob-I have the Central Sun!
Now that my lower body is clear, I'm observing the processes of my upper body. I noticed when I hear from someone else or when I think "I want", it feels like an energetic shove from behind. It is written in Hebrew and Christian scripture that it is god who puts ideas into the minds and hearts of man. We know energetic entities called god are real. It is a shove in the upper area, which denotes "higher power". Everything god is reported to put into the hearts and/or minds of men has been to their detriment. He put it in Pharaoh's head to resist letting the Israelites go so he could continue to bring plagues upon them. He put everlasting life into the hearts of men knowing that to be in want is to disbelieve we posses it which is resistance and thus makes embodying everlasting life impossible. It is recorded that it is he who commanded angels to block the way back into Eden and thus access to the mother goddess, the tree of life. In the end, the Isrealites made out like bandits, getting paid to leave Egypt basically and in this end, I have found my way to the Central Sun within my own being and am thus free of the need for a tree of life that had already grown within me. My treasures in heaven are useless to me in comparison to this divine connection to my own central sun. And so I speak to this god who has for so long ruled over mankind. "The New Jerusalem" has already descended from heaven for me, my thoughts came down to earth to focus on the truth within, to awareness of my human temple, the temple of my own god-my ability to think cognitively with clarity and translate what it is receiving. And yes, it is a bitter sweet release of one who has been daddy, provoker, brother, playmate, satan and lover-all things to all men. Stay or go, whatever you wish. I shall not resist. Give or take, I am used to the state. For that game, there is no longer life in me. My central sun, she brings me such delight! She brings me so much peace! She brings me great integrity! She brings me "sweet" and easy and graceful and strong. There is no end to the gifts she brings! So, keep my tree, let it be a consolation for you. Keep my be-jeweled wall, for you, may it be strong and enchanting to look upon. Keep the fruit of my womb that you have kept from me. I have two that fit me perfectly. They are so sweet and endearing and feisty and so quick to catch on! I have connections who may or may not become friends outside of your circle of influence. And if you take it all, in a state of unconscious, I won't know of you or any of these things at all. It won't matter whether they come or go. threatless, then. Powerless threats and I am sad to know you know that. I shall hug and hold you long. I have my Central Sun!
Saturday, August 15, 2015
When you become aware of eternity, passing of a baton to Your costume is ready
The last of the downloads, tail end of an experience I suppose:
When we become aware of eternity we become aware that there is ecstasy and pain in every moment. How intensely we experience is determined by how intensely we focus. We are the intersection.
We spin constantly within the mirrors that endlessly reflect into other mirrors, energy of physical manifestation coming from the right and energy of the non-physical coming from the left in each and every rotation. While spinning some see only darkness and it's reflection. Others see only light reflecting back at them even from darkened mirrors. Some are aware of all the options, the subtle nuances and "whiffs" of differentiation. The faster the spin, the quicker one gets through the pain, the more subtle it is, and the quicker to their desired focus.
Something like that anyways.
Down into the more practical applications: Those who had been anchoring the 5th dimension are now anchoring in the higher dimensions while taking on the higher aspects of the 5th which they will be serving. The anchors for the higher dimension are with us always already, before we even begin to embody the one we are entering. They merely take on a "whiff" of our present reality so that they can reach us as well as demonstrate how to rise up once again. So, we shall feel the higher dimensions we are anchored in, anchoring them in the present while having to focus on the lower a greater number are trying to embody. While the 5th dimensional embodiers are assisting those stuck in 3rd and 4th, those anchored higher will be serving those of the 5th.
So, I once again don the war paint. I shall once again be experience direction through choices and circumstances that do not resonate, being mistaken for one who is resonating with them..being perceived as something "I ain't". There will be pain and sadness in this while also delighting in the growth and manifestation of others' embodiment. I have had my moment in the sun.
Goddess. Your costume is ready.
add on: next day, loosening and releasing of energies in the upper body meaning-I embraced a potential and so it sailed right past me. Resistance would have caused it to remain. Acceptence made it real for but a moment and then released. Yay! I truly am free!
When we become aware of eternity we become aware that there is ecstasy and pain in every moment. How intensely we experience is determined by how intensely we focus. We are the intersection.
We spin constantly within the mirrors that endlessly reflect into other mirrors, energy of physical manifestation coming from the right and energy of the non-physical coming from the left in each and every rotation. While spinning some see only darkness and it's reflection. Others see only light reflecting back at them even from darkened mirrors. Some are aware of all the options, the subtle nuances and "whiffs" of differentiation. The faster the spin, the quicker one gets through the pain, the more subtle it is, and the quicker to their desired focus.
Something like that anyways.
Down into the more practical applications: Those who had been anchoring the 5th dimension are now anchoring in the higher dimensions while taking on the higher aspects of the 5th which they will be serving. The anchors for the higher dimension are with us always already, before we even begin to embody the one we are entering. They merely take on a "whiff" of our present reality so that they can reach us as well as demonstrate how to rise up once again. So, we shall feel the higher dimensions we are anchored in, anchoring them in the present while having to focus on the lower a greater number are trying to embody. While the 5th dimensional embodiers are assisting those stuck in 3rd and 4th, those anchored higher will be serving those of the 5th.
So, I once again don the war paint. I shall once again be experience direction through choices and circumstances that do not resonate, being mistaken for one who is resonating with them..being perceived as something "I ain't". There will be pain and sadness in this while also delighting in the growth and manifestation of others' embodiment. I have had my moment in the sun.
Goddess. Your costume is ready.
add on: next day, loosening and releasing of energies in the upper body meaning-I embraced a potential and so it sailed right past me. Resistance would have caused it to remain. Acceptence made it real for but a moment and then released. Yay! I truly am free!
Friday, August 14, 2015
Existing in the " 'Holy Wow' followed by the 'Peace out' "
And at the moment you realize you are becoming the matrix, you realize everything within the matrix is the matrix and everything outside the matrix is the matrix and there is no end to being aware of the matrix not being aware of the matrix which is at the same time aware it is the matrix and everything in both directions is both "is" and "is not" while it is experiencing awareness of both "is" and "is not" and are found within the knowing we are lost in the endlessness of everything. "Holy shit!" and a dazed-delighted "what the fuck?!" in every single moment from here on out as well as from here on into "haven't got a clue that there is a clue to get". lighter than the deepest "profound!" Nothing but a soft "holy wow". and then a "peace out" followed by another "holy wow" for tomorrow which I have experienced the feeling of already because I imagined what would follow. Holy wow and peace out as it keeps on going and because it is all the same feeling, goes no where else. woohoo! I got it! Lettin' it in!
Ignorance IS bliss!----We are ROCKIN' this costume!
In duality, we are The Dance experiencing being human having an experience of being of divine essence. We are how The Dance is conscious of it's self, conscious of it's steps. With each divinely inspired realization (check that: no realization is anything BUT divinely inspired because it isn't anything but The Dance at any point) within human experience The Dance realizes/becomes conscious of: "I just expanded!".
Kinda-sorta like this: in order to forget one's self (stresses, responsibilities, worries, etc) people put on a costume (or gear of some sort) and enter a game (or sport) and during that time are fully engaged in being free of limitations (being unaware of our consciousness is a limitation and all limitlessness comes with limitation-two aspects of divine being: the masculine and feminine of The Dance). While in costume we may realize: I really could be a pirate! or I really could be a hero! or I really could be nurturing! I really do have solutions! I really am strong! And we bring that back to the 'real world'.
Outside of duality it all exists as one and expands, aware of it's limitless and endless expansion in formlessness as well as form at every micro moment just before it happens. And, well, that is bliss, too ;)
Kinda-sorta like this: in order to forget one's self (stresses, responsibilities, worries, etc) people put on a costume (or gear of some sort) and enter a game (or sport) and during that time are fully engaged in being free of limitations (being unaware of our consciousness is a limitation and all limitlessness comes with limitation-two aspects of divine being: the masculine and feminine of The Dance). While in costume we may realize: I really could be a pirate! or I really could be a hero! or I really could be nurturing! I really do have solutions! I really am strong! And we bring that back to the 'real world'.
Outside of duality it all exists as one and expands, aware of it's limitless and endless expansion in formlessness as well as form at every micro moment just before it happens. And, well, that is bliss, too ;)
I liked the idea of putting this somewhere:
And then I allowed myself to become lost to both myself and others as well as found by both because I became conscious and aware that there are no others...so I could once again lose myself to the experience of being an other than......while still being conscious and aware that in all things, I am myself.
I like this, too:
To believe there are others to break away from is duality. To believe hearts can be pure or impure is duality. There is no chaff, for the chaff of the human experience is the wealth of the divine experience and even THAT is dualistic for nothing is anything but the divine experiencing experience. To believe in charlatans is to be a charlatan and to even see that is dualistic. lol Rock the costume, man! Enjoy the journey of judgement of enlightened versus unenlightened! Isn't it awesome?! Peace out! or in- as you are choosing to perceive it
Retraining the brain
Turns out "glitchy"days are not persecution, oppression or trials. As we develop, they become "we are showing you how bomb-proof you really are". I hear something fall in a cabinet. The door slowly begins to open. Uh, oh....stacked the cans too high and the upstairs neighbor's child just jumped on the floor really hard. It seemed to be in slow motion I watched. Hands were filled by a hot pan and two plates so it was drop everything and dash or watch it unfold. Cans dropped, glass flew off the counter into sink, no other harm was done. Had too many glasses anyways. Landing and breaking in the sink was perfect, didn't have to worry about children or myself stepping broken pieces. Not a single flinch. Reminded me of the time when I was standing knee deep on the shores of a lake. I sensed a surealness of the moment and looked down to see one of my daughters face down in the water right at my knees. I reached down with one hand and lifted her onto her feet. Time resumed and everyone acted as if absolutely nothing had happened. No fear or worry was felt by me. Twilight zone for certain. The only scary thought might be "OMG, there must be something wrong with me to NOT feel anything about it!" Nope, it's normal. Everything is ALWAYS in order.
The process continues to prepare me for full-on embodiment. Recognition of a terrible "MINE!" complex. "I don't want YOUR shit, I want MY shit!". It is a perfect energetic match to "What's mine is mine and what's yours is mine in romantic and other intimate relationships. Uh, oh, we bad. I would also imagine up a product and get depressed because I wouldn't have the means to manufacture it. A year later it is on the shelves at a local store. "Hey! That's my idea!". Or I would be dedicatedly working on my "vibration" and perspective, expecting and feeling myself drawing really good things ot me only to see them side-tracked to neighbors and friends or significant others. "That's not fair!" or "Thief!". Little miss: everything comes out of the group pool of creation (vortex) and everything imagined goes back into it. What we create (is created as a result of our perspective) or what is given to us to imagine is ultimately the creation of Source. Everything receiving the means to bring about the manifestation of something stored in the vortex is an aspect of Source and so everything the manufacturer manufactures belongs to anyone able to receive it. Cool, I'll get first dibs on what is coming out of the vortex if I am quick about this embodiment, lol. Guess what? You're already the last in line. Aw, damn. lol But really, I am truly excited to be able to share good things. Gets old only being able to share the divine blessings of duality. Which if we were still dualistic, we might perceive as shit, *snicker*.
We can take into account that "Ultimate Goodness" does not care if a body thinks experiencing deprivation is exciting or if deprivation is a beneficial lesson, It only cares that we are appreciating the experience. So if deprivation creates the understanding that excites us to receive, "Ultimate Goodness" is going to deprive you with much as you can take. If you're not excited about understandings obtained by deprivation, you get the world on a silver platter. Everyone gets what they want at the highest levels. So, when we look around, ultimately everyone is happy about what they are doing until they aren't and then everything changes for them.
I have noticed, due to my body's level of exhaustion, it must have carried alot of resistance into this embodiment process (exhaustion is good, it means the letting go of resistance. If it was still full of resistance it would be hyped up on adrenaline and still fighting it). I cannot really blame it. When I first awakened to the fullness of my then present highest potential it went "POP! Perfection" to: "cat fight!" Oh, yes, the feminines not too happy to see one another. "I have to clean up her mess?!" "This is the bitch who got me into this mess?!". Not pretty. Downright petty. Pretty damn glorious. So back into dimness we went to learn to get along with one another as well as with respect to the brain and divine masculine. Men, couple's smack down. Body got the brunt of it with the deprivation, abuse, neglect, confusion about what was happening. The past ten years have been.....shall we say "intense"? A good laugh about it now. Some pretty impressive lessons. Plenty of demonstrations of bomb-proof. Now we are proving we can even be bomb-proof in a relaxed state, not just when we're so overwhelmed we don't want to muster the energy to resist or judge anything. "I'm over it" is the mantra of one who is thrown down. "It's all good", is the mantra of the one getting a sense of the well-being we live in. "mmmmmm, it IS good" is the response of the embodied, I would imagine. The Ultimate Goodness is a trickster, BTW. It sees all, lets you see a lower perspective then winks and says "they already know that", knowing you believe it is saying the human component knows when it means the highest aspect already knows. sheesh. "Just playing". Ultimate Goodness loves to play as long as it is a way one wants to be played with (that is if the one is the higher aspect of self....human component may not think it is so funny). c-crazy in a funky way.....like groovy.
As a side note: touch screen technology is kinda like preparation for telekinesis. Hand waving is not necessary, but we do so enjoy the flair of it. And games like Mine Craft are alot like doing what a god does. Our younger generation is definitely being prepped or at least being given an experience of limitlessness within limitation. The Trickster isn't saying at the moment. Which doesn't mean I am being tricked, the human mind is simply being trained to let go and get used to receiving before the request is even made. The Divine knows what we are wanting long before we do. It knows our charector and it's traits. It created it! It desired it and experienced the feeling of it before it ever became form. So passionate!
So, like, I'm gonna move onto other things now....unless the Divine has other plans.....
Which it usually does. Realize I have to renew my appreciation for "organic" smells. "Organic" reminds me of an unpleasant experience....which I could now develop an appreciation for (more realization in light of previous, they just keep building upon one another)...so that the smell of clean hay even had me repulsed. So, the fur babies (guinea pigs) are contributing to my re-training in preparation of embodiment. Feast of Trumpets 1015 should be a real hum-dinger!
picture for "cat fight" reminds me of a vision I had just before the "POP!"..a woman riding a black panther sporting whip declared "Now, I'M going to teach you!" I guess she did! lol Though I'm sure I taught her a thing or two as well....she didn't scare me, it was one of those lay back and say "O.K." moments when I had stopped being afraid of "dream things".
The process continues to prepare me for full-on embodiment. Recognition of a terrible "MINE!" complex. "I don't want YOUR shit, I want MY shit!". It is a perfect energetic match to "What's mine is mine and what's yours is mine in romantic and other intimate relationships. Uh, oh, we bad. I would also imagine up a product and get depressed because I wouldn't have the means to manufacture it. A year later it is on the shelves at a local store. "Hey! That's my idea!". Or I would be dedicatedly working on my "vibration" and perspective, expecting and feeling myself drawing really good things ot me only to see them side-tracked to neighbors and friends or significant others. "That's not fair!" or "Thief!". Little miss: everything comes out of the group pool of creation (vortex) and everything imagined goes back into it. What we create (is created as a result of our perspective) or what is given to us to imagine is ultimately the creation of Source. Everything receiving the means to bring about the manifestation of something stored in the vortex is an aspect of Source and so everything the manufacturer manufactures belongs to anyone able to receive it. Cool, I'll get first dibs on what is coming out of the vortex if I am quick about this embodiment, lol. Guess what? You're already the last in line. Aw, damn. lol But really, I am truly excited to be able to share good things. Gets old only being able to share the divine blessings of duality. Which if we were still dualistic, we might perceive as shit, *snicker*.
We can take into account that "Ultimate Goodness" does not care if a body thinks experiencing deprivation is exciting or if deprivation is a beneficial lesson, It only cares that we are appreciating the experience. So if deprivation creates the understanding that excites us to receive, "Ultimate Goodness" is going to deprive you with much as you can take. If you're not excited about understandings obtained by deprivation, you get the world on a silver platter. Everyone gets what they want at the highest levels. So, when we look around, ultimately everyone is happy about what they are doing until they aren't and then everything changes for them.
I have noticed, due to my body's level of exhaustion, it must have carried alot of resistance into this embodiment process (exhaustion is good, it means the letting go of resistance. If it was still full of resistance it would be hyped up on adrenaline and still fighting it). I cannot really blame it. When I first awakened to the fullness of my then present highest potential it went "POP! Perfection" to: "cat fight!" Oh, yes, the feminines not too happy to see one another. "I have to clean up her mess?!" "This is the bitch who got me into this mess?!". Not pretty. Downright petty. Pretty damn glorious. So back into dimness we went to learn to get along with one another as well as with respect to the brain and divine masculine. Men, couple's smack down. Body got the brunt of it with the deprivation, abuse, neglect, confusion about what was happening. The past ten years have been.....shall we say "intense"? A good laugh about it now. Some pretty impressive lessons. Plenty of demonstrations of bomb-proof. Now we are proving we can even be bomb-proof in a relaxed state, not just when we're so overwhelmed we don't want to muster the energy to resist or judge anything. "I'm over it" is the mantra of one who is thrown down. "It's all good", is the mantra of the one getting a sense of the well-being we live in. "mmmmmm, it IS good" is the response of the embodied, I would imagine. The Ultimate Goodness is a trickster, BTW. It sees all, lets you see a lower perspective then winks and says "they already know that", knowing you believe it is saying the human component knows when it means the highest aspect already knows. sheesh. "Just playing". Ultimate Goodness loves to play as long as it is a way one wants to be played with (that is if the one is the higher aspect of self....human component may not think it is so funny). c-crazy in a funky way.....like groovy.
As a side note: touch screen technology is kinda like preparation for telekinesis. Hand waving is not necessary, but we do so enjoy the flair of it. And games like Mine Craft are alot like doing what a god does. Our younger generation is definitely being prepped or at least being given an experience of limitlessness within limitation. The Trickster isn't saying at the moment. Which doesn't mean I am being tricked, the human mind is simply being trained to let go and get used to receiving before the request is even made. The Divine knows what we are wanting long before we do. It knows our charector and it's traits. It created it! It desired it and experienced the feeling of it before it ever became form. So passionate!
So, like, I'm gonna move onto other things now....unless the Divine has other plans.....
Which it usually does. Realize I have to renew my appreciation for "organic" smells. "Organic" reminds me of an unpleasant experience....which I could now develop an appreciation for (more realization in light of previous, they just keep building upon one another)...so that the smell of clean hay even had me repulsed. So, the fur babies (guinea pigs) are contributing to my re-training in preparation of embodiment. Feast of Trumpets 1015 should be a real hum-dinger!
picture for "cat fight" reminds me of a vision I had just before the "POP!"..a woman riding a black panther sporting whip declared "Now, I'M going to teach you!" I guess she did! lol Though I'm sure I taught her a thing or two as well....she didn't scare me, it was one of those lay back and say "O.K." moments when I had stopped being afraid of "dream things".
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