The only thing I have remotely to an immediate need concern at the moment, would be dog food. That got me to thinking why I wouldn't already have some for them? What's energetically entangling my material manifestation skills? In regards to food?
Just when I think I'm done......l am looking at how easy this was meant to be. Stumble from bed, grab something growing and eat. Yup, that's how "complicated" the food distribution system was designed to be. Granted, you might have had to winter in a tropical location and meander to spend summer in more forested areas, but travel was designed to be as uncomplicated as food. The ultimate in convenience! So environmentally friendly! No measuring! Prepacked servings and sizes!
Nope, instead we roll over, remind ourselves where it's approved that we get our food, who it's alright to obtain it from, a good reason to offer the correct person in exchange for the food while we trade something they would value along with the applicable story as to why we need the food. Will we be able to store it, prepare it, etc (diseases ya know; or do we loose sleep over those as well?).
Most don't experience the thinking process because it's so ingrained that we don't bother following it word for word. It's just ingrained into our skin so we don't have to think about it. It's as natural as....just because we've graduated from drilling ourselves, bothering with the details, doesn't mean it's become natural. We've simply chosen mental disability, impaired our own thinking abilities with fear because it's too much work to argue and the food expires before it's over with, making no good to anybody to begin with. (Or at least some magnanimous soul will declare it so, save the good bits for themselves and accept a medal for saving the children from being poisoned by the argumentative adults- unfit! Child support! Jail! Right there with the filthy birds, we'll get to them in a moment).
Ease and grace, food and money, casting spell.
We have people who spend their entire days consumed with "I know so-and-so has food but I can only ask if they're receptive and I have my story and this thing I believe they need but is it the right time of day? What would their mother think about me asking?" Paralyzed and starving to death from social graces but looking busy while doing it because, well, we have to.
Ease and grace, food and money; casting the spell.
Then we're told to get off our lazy asses and "just do it", it's easy. "Anybody can do it, look at me!"; but it isn't and that's why they get drunk on weekends and there are pills for the stress of doing it, and it is much more socially acceptable to do it when thin, and you really do need a phone number and address which costs money and maintenance. Then there are other times people say "no, it's too complicated, don't even ask".
I WASN'T SUPPOSED TO HAVE TO ASK! I'm supposed to wake up and discover it right in front of my face. I don't want to have to ask! Gaslighting freak! Narcissist of the machine! (Did we go too far with that one?)
That's the whole point of the story! Entitled? The nerve of that bird that swoops in and steals the seeds from my tree! Entitled little beasties!
The ultimate Karens support reform systems for birds to save the children from starvation because the birds steal the seeds before they can even become fruit bearing trees.
Then birds could spend their days starving to death but not where we can see them, or where they'll deficate, bringing their infections and worms and diseases with them. Damn homeless, er birds! Fuck the birds! They tempt our cats to kill them when they roost so close to our home to steal seeds from our trees! They turn my son into a rapist! Er, the cat into a murderer! How dare they demonize my baby! Narccassistic freak of the machine! They go around demonizing everything, religious freaks!
We turned birds into filthy criminals-success!
Put them with those beautiful children over there. Oh, true; they're nothing but infected, infested, filthy thieves, but they were beautiful children with so much potential back in the day when fruit grew on trees everywhere we looked and it's existence became the worst nightmare for landscapers (gasp at memories of turds on cars, fruit flies, stinging bees, etc)..those inhuman, savage, dangerous times! Aren't you glad we "civilized" the world! We sleep so much better in our beds at night......hey! Puff it's puff PASS, not puff, puff, preach.
Now, to allow energy, re: material things, to flow as easy and naturally as rolling over and grabbing berries from bushes...as if it's the most natural thing for me to do, a kitten with unopened eyes squirming for the teet.
Bipity bopidity boo!
I cast that spell, too!
Can a body actually do this; go from vibrating and moving in one direction, pausing and gaining momentum in the opposite just from dropping the old fight with thoughts? I had no idea I was heading for these quiet moments when I can feel the most subtle energy changes in direction as if a pendulum paused in midflight and the momentum from it dropping is what got the momentum going in the already flowing in the opposite direction of well-being, carried away forever down river. So, yeah, focusing my senses downriver, appreciating the moment, never wanting to go back and wondering wtf this new experience of reality is going to look like for me👋😁
