Source's Empty Nest Syndrome

       I have been experiencing an almost deafening quiet; inside as well as outside. Except for natural sounds, like birds; they're more clear. 

      At one point I felt anxiety try to come into existence in that quiet void within. Nope. Nothing in there to latch onto. 

     Then I felt it; there's nothing left for me to do in here. The kids have all grown and left. The Divine Mother aspect in me was experiencing empty nest syndrome.

 I DID pick up on energies of personalities coming in recently that I haven't worked with yet in present memory. From the "smell" of some, I may need future help there, mom.....look; I just created it😉

     I did realize I had turned to pushing myself to focus on what I did want to see in my reality and that is also a form of pushing. I realized that darkness is where I always associated darkness, god, oppression coming from. Now, I sense light on the other side of what I now realize is; the veil. 

   Now I am aware of the nature of the quiet before the void and I know I have been focusing on what is wanted in my experience, so I can trust the quiet and seek it out at any time. I can even protect it with how sensitive I am to any emotional movement at all, especially in that quiet.