I think I've got it now...another new beggining
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Thursday, March 6, 2025
God carrying things through time
God is carrying things through time to be with us again; that child before it became demon possessed coming back into it's body healed. That ancestor portaled here from the moment of their death, healed and refreshed. Binky-boos, too. I never saw her death, her body, it was an experience the opposers had to feel like they accomplished something (that's why bodies look fake when a person dies; they are at that point. One hell of a cosmic joke, eh?
Once you get, you get it and it does not need explaining. The weeping and gnashing of teeth is beginning. It is emanating out from me. I am it's channel being/ vessel as we speak. The Earth is shaking with this revealing, beginning in the unseen, in the anomaly.
No human being ever touched a dead or dying body of any kind. The entries possessing them experienced the illusion of it by manipulation of sensational experience of it and this made the person believe they did, The entities are the ones in a matrix of illusion.
Sunday, March 2, 2025
Who cursed God?
t was odd how I could extend compassionate understanding to my father but not my mother. It was absolutely amazing that once the generational curse of the mother who wanted to be able to curse her child, preventing all my female relatives and myself from even blessing our own children coupled with the removal of captive souls from within my fractured self left no walls against my ability to extend compassionate understanding toward my mother.
They sacrificed their biological and blessing inheritance for perpetuity for a portion of their life to be more physically pleasing.
It astounds me that a god who supposedly purchased our souls at a high price would allow this.
Happy to be free to bless my family. Now, to be able to extend compassionate understanding toward such a god because I can for Satan already(not that I associate intentionally). Is there a general curse that causes us to not bless God? That prevents us from extending compassionate understanding toward such a one or did God curse himself?
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Thursday, February 27, 2025
My mind finally grasps it; gods, angels, aliens
As my mind wraps it's self around the idea that mundane sectioned off in our mind aliens are the same beings as gods and angels, terminology sectioned off to spirituality, intangible.....I add it to thread of words that are interchangeable.
Divination is called something different in the Isrealite temple when a woman suspected of being unfaithful is required by law to ingest a concoction and whether she dies or not God's judgement. Reading cards, bones, etc. are evil, unless it's Isrealite's priest's breastplate. Angels are sons of god, Man is a son of god, and so all are gods.
This video's section called Cargo Cults presents a modern example of this happening;
https://youtu.be/xJH7WMi5G88?si=aafV_zF11kBS62b3Cargo Cults
The movie; "Age of the Living Dead" will wake one up to political maneuvering of other countries surrounding a downfall of the U.S. as our president's actions and interactions alienate them. I picked up on how I was sucked into abusive relationships easily because I isolate. I see how this could happen to a country.
These are those things of which it was said must come first.
Then I notice the blonde women becoming prevalent around Trump and it feels off somehow until I remember...Pleiadians....again: ruse
Smells bad but there's a key in instinct
Opening the Presidential cabinet meeting with prayer makes the government a theocratic one. The Handmade's Tale popped into mind. God appointing all kings and principalities is a historical claim. Suddenly, the cracking down on the government agencies had the feeling of the rise of Hitler wafting through my experiential reality.
But then there's watching a video on cow hoof trimming wherein they explain that herd animals do not express pain. Weak prey animals in a herd are often picked off or put out of the herd. Any show of weakness would put them in danger. I experience the thought about humans with what we call a high pain tolerance. It would be the same; repressing, brushing off, dismissing, ignoring to the point of desensitizing if we grow up in survival mode, always alert to others, our surroundings and anything on the approach. We can't allow healing in if we've got walls around awareness of a problem and wards placed by ourselves to prevent awareness being drawn to them by our re-prioritized mind and others. In that case, it's not higher pain tolerance, it's a greater masking ability.
Tuesday, February 25, 2025
Why do I believe in God?
I was watching the beginning of a video in which a Christian begins to share experiences of speaking with atheists. I wondered what I would say in such a conversation. It came to me; "Why do I believe in God?" with the answer; "Because he believes in me." Sweet tears of long resisted joyously flowing.
Now I know.
Integrating. Back to the time I was told God loves me and I got angry. Allowing him back into me.
Wednesday, February 19, 2025
Rapture?
(developing)
1) as in days of Noah, going about their business, one taken and one left behind. Taken=swept away or taken=onto the ark
2) kept from the hour of temptation. Does this mean from having to choose to take the mark of the beast? In that case, the one taken (in 1) would mean taken to forced choosing.
3)delivers us from the wrath to come, which would be upon those taking the mark of the beast and delivering us (from evil for example) means releasing, rescuing. Deliverance has been through means to escape, miraculous intimidation (such as Israelis being delivered from Egypt), murder, military conquest, etc.
It's during the thousand year reign that 144,000 will rule in heaven then release of Satan then the final judgement, then the meek inherit the Earth and new Jerusalem comes down from heaven. They must wait until their brothers are martyred and resurrected, so still no rapture implied there. Then there are those who keep his word and never see death at all. This is where I go.......never mind. lol The big picture will come later with clarity.
An animist may ask; "Just because we want to know when ya'll finally be gone"