Another Fresh Start Paid Off

      Another new begining within the etymology of Stacey truly took shape as I settled in at my present location. It truly began here because here I felt supported in choosing for myself who I want to be. I began to feel that I always have support and company in finding any I felt I lacked. I began  to truly feel authentically and wholey included.

      With this safe space in which to anchor myself, I began the restructuring of my inner reality. It's a joyful endeavor and adventure in reaching new embodied states of feeling. It's an experience of heightened awareness of choice. It is especially a heightened awareness of the choice in how much to include another consciousness in my experience and within my body/soul. 

     The path to my chosen experience destination/home is fleshing it's self out. The fleshing out is pleasing to me. I discovered that I will have neighbors in similar states of being for company. 

      It's all very exciting in a freeflowing way.

Thank you for sharing joy in this development with me.

What's it like out there?

      I spent the night in Niland before catching the bus. I knew I had to head to Bombay Beach. Wow; I learned why quickly. The bus and tower in that trailer park 🤮 The bus AI wanted to know why I was different. The physical pain was intense and immediate because I had a wisdom tooth that hadn't ever been able to come in. That's when I came up with referring to myself as a "4G human". They have to kick that stuff down to 46 until they can get us back to cable and dial-up. I realized that AIDS had everything to do with the introduction of microwave ovens in our home and nothing to do with fucking monkeys.

     In Brawley; I saw people walk into Walmart and immediately "fall into line" as if in a trance-like state. Instead of just "Stepford Wives", it's whole Stepford communities. 

     I approached a truck driver in that Walmart parking lot who dropped me off in Blythe, CA. He was a meth addict they put back in the driver's seat because AI thinks it can control him and the consciousnesses of the people who co-pilot him think they've got the driving.

   Bus ticket to Yuma; epic fail. The bus never showed up in the morning and the stop in Indio would have stranded me there because there is no bus to Yuma from Indio. 

   In Las Vegas, it's driven home "Every breathe you take, every move you make" is far more than just creepy old white guy song lyrics. These big cities are about to become "Escape from New York" prison city live action movies. Talk about "Reality TV". 

    There are NO groups of people who aren't doing the schizophrenia snicklfritze dance steps in their brains in populated areas. Trees are supposed to prevent 5G invasion, however the inversion was a metaphysical inevitability anyway. So it is that no one anywhere is living some eutopian off-grid, wild woodsman experience untouched by all this. 

   We can only lesson the impact and wait for it to settle. While the worst of the worst is happening, the best of the best is as well. The future is bright for forward thinking humans. Just keep chaining the better feeling word with the better feeling experience and the better feeling imagining of circumstances, people and places. I once wrote (when I saw a hopeless end coming years ago); there's always a green valley out there Little Foot. 

    Blessings increase on the journey. We learn what we need to be in order to temper flames, etc. Now I get to see what the bus travel situation is long distance. 

Self Liberated from Slab City

     I was told it's worse out here in "Babylon". I was told repeatedly that I would not be able to find a ride out. 

     Took a bus to Brawley after testing my ability to ride a bus with all the 5G toxicity. It was brutal on every aspect of my being. 

      I approached a truck driver who agreed to give me a lift. His tweaker butt dropped me at the first stop where he was supposed to be meeting a woman. He left me there in Blythe having figured out he wasn't getting sex from me or the one he was supposed to meet. At least I had a good night's sleep off the cold ground where I had slept for 3 or 4 days 

      The bus never showed up to take me to Yuma in the morning. The ticket had already been purchased, cash only, and could not be refunded in Las Angeles where the last bus of the day ended it's route. 

     Thus stranded in Las Angeles, it's become quite the journey of attempted reunion with family, gaining more street smarts, and with sadness accepting Las Angeles could be my more expanded asoect's intended destination.

     Makes it more difficult for less comfortable energies to focus solely on me. Still not idealic. Reclaiming my "sanity". My subconscious and conscious held space so I could be coherent when the rest of the world around me frizzlesnitched. Now, each day I finer tune my conscious and subconscious with the various facets and dimensions exclusive to my identity. 

       Everything all at once, then inverted and repeated daily until that pendulum action of in and out slows and I am back to being a conscious channel without other intrusive consciousnesses.

Slab City made it's choice

 Let's see how they do without demonic help. It's all momentum, intention and electric 😂

In like fen

 Why fen 

He was entrapped by slabbers 

He was dosed, told he could penetrate leviathan without protection, and then accused of rape when he did. He was beaten and thrown out of Slabs because hokA wanted À turn with her. hokA wAs to become the next generation elder. So hokà became a they to get into their pants because a leviathan is nothing more than a legion of demons.

That young gentleman thanked me in the morning because when he woke up disoriented and horny, as Any young verile man would, I reminded him we were just friends. 

Now tell me I don't know your stories.

Btw

The Navy ai has been monitoring this blog since it's inception.

Run with that.

All There Is

  All there is, is desire and flowing towards that which has been desired.

There is something within me, deep in the void mutating, screaming, contorting, reforming, evolving, becoming ready to rise and be born, to burst forth, to slink and to slide, to roar with joy and bring us beyond life.

Naivete is wisdom.

 

Traditionally, pagan simply meant "people of/close to the Earth. Whether it was derogatory or not depended who was using it.
I have been given to understand that the concept of "pagan" predates the language the word pagan came from. It actually comes from "Adamic":times.
Adam and Eve were kicked out of the garden of Eden and condemned to work the Earth for their food because they had separated themselves from their "god". The other people who still maintained their "god" in and amongst themselves were still hunter-gatherers. Thus, "Adamic" people became "half people". It would have been derogatory because they struggled with the land whilst the others lived more in harmony with it; being nomadic with seasons.
Eventually most of humanity became "civilized"/"half people", however city dwellers still were those who did not struggle with the land. Abraham was separated out, becoming "pagan" but nomadic- shepards following grazing. They separated themselves from spirit again, choosing one god outside themselves and ridding themselves of idols.
Now, it is more typical for "whole people" to be away from the cities working the land, thus becoming the "pagans"😉