I felt a sharp pain across my abdomen today and so I lay down to rest. I did what I always do to relax myself and let sleep in: I opened my "third eye" and watched the faces scroll by. That's usually all it is, faces..unless I'm someplace like Louisiana, then there are other things moving among the people's projections and spirits, then it's like "wow! They really do exist!".
Instead I found myself looking through a pair of eyes as the person cherishngly kissed an infant's head and tightened the blanket around him(?). Then the panic kicked in. I was propelled out of her to see a woman in a blue and white patterned dress, cinched at the waist with a blue belt (maybe?). She had dark hair.The panic was still so great, my body was squirming in my bed and I began to try to look away before I decided to allow the experience in.
She was on the roof of a building. She was panicked over how to climb down the metal ladder wiht only one hand, in skirt and heels while holding the baby safely. I remembered the warm feeling of what it is like to have a tall, strong man whom I love wrap his arms around me from behind. I sent that feeling to encompass her. I remembered what I do to silence my mind to keep it from feeding my fears with thoughts about what could happen...I tapped into my core and brought up sounds for my mind to interpret. It usually begins with "Hey", followed by whatever my brain interprets the feeling of, usually mono syllables....ya, ey, ah, oh,ee....After a moment I myself did not have to hold the calm. I continued to sing to her until she reached people who would look to her safety and well-being. I promptly and easily feel asleep.
Somewhere in this world, on this day, a woman sent out a prayer, felt an angel at her back and a song in her head, miraculously keeping her safe.
Today, I allowed my oneness to use me in this way and face the bad experiences I've had allowing this in the past. It reinforces the reason one should NOT pray for/to anything outside of themselves. If one prays to God, anything perceiving it's self as god can be drawn in and answer. I have rescued people from demon harassment in the in-betweens...caught between dreaming and full waking. I have seen through the eyes of a canine as it came to two women's rescue. I have seen through the eyes of eagles, birds soaring along cliffs. I've also seen through the eyes of an under ground rodent just before a snake swallowed it head first. I've been caught up in a suicide intent and placed a gun to my own head as they had to theirs, seen through the eyes of people having sex when one of them wished it was with me. Then I've seen through the eyes of an animal that remembered me while my daughter who was alienated from me asked her father about me and he answered her with lies as he caressed her hair. I have been one with entities chasing things off other people. I have seen another planet as an entity that was one with me returned her consciousness to her body. I have looked through the eyes of a woman in a shallow grave as her boyfriend shoveled dirt on her...the land sharing with me it's memories. While someone was teaching me how to find and harvest wild ginseng, I saw through the eyes of a rodent as it looked up at some...damn it! it suddenly strikes me that it might be the same rodent whose eyes I was looking through when it was swallowed by the snake and I Know that snake! The bugger of it! lol
So it is that I always stay within during distress and if I am reaching telepathically (prayerfully) outside of me, I direct it VERY specifically.
In this case, the woman's desire caught me answering the psychic/telepathic energy hotline instead of a parasite that would have been interested in increasing her fear to feed off it. Might have even saved her life.
I guess I'm on the job again..........
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