"We Shall Be What We Shall Be"; get your sniffers ready!

      I woke this morning embodied in serenity. YES! OMG! The recent past my "hard-won" serenity has been absent as issues came forth with me each morning, screaming.
      The other evening I felt malevolent spirit moving close to me. How unusual! It's been so long since they've come anywhere near me! Normally I simply begin to direct my thoughts towards that booming male voice that commands "Be gone!" I was one with in the realms of spirit and ANYTHING would flee. Yet, that voice has been absent. Why have I been abandoned? Then it came to me: not abandoned but given the space to embody for me. I HAVE been finding the knowing I can voice my "strong voice" in this physical reality. The courage, the faith, the daring........I have been expressing. In being quiet, it is serving me. Appreciation.
    I grew up in the "darkness", the realms of the abused and abusers. I discern now that both victim and abuser are both victims and abusers: we cannot be one without simultaneously being the other.
    I fled those realms of monotonous negativity for "love and light and goodness, power and sovereignty". I learned the extremes of light are just as dark as the darkest. I learned "higher vibration" simply meant greater excitement, whether that excitement was over "right" or delight in "wrong". I learned "light" could be as evil as "dark" and "dark" could be as empathetic and compassionate as "light". Any extreme is out of balance, out of harmony, outside of wholeness.
   Coming into wholeness I learned that in order to expand, to grow, to bring in aspects, we must allow ourselves to go at least slightly out of balance before bringing ourselves, 'new' aspects, expansions, etc. in.
   And so now I am able to embrace activism, allow myself to have issues with things. As I do I am shown in "vision" (I don't actually see it, I 'smell it happening') how it is the outcry, exposure, "having an issue" and voicing it brings attention to; thus 'light' to unresolved 'darkness' wanting resolution, to bring into wholeness that which has been separate. There is complaint that is not of the vibratory note as "complaining": it a reporting of the feeling of the divine about a thing, of a hurting without being "victim" in vibration. The brain here has to rely on the intuition for appropriate dancing in these realms, which steps to take and when.
  So busy have I been for the past year, having gone in during an orgasmic experience instead of "higher" or "outwards", in embodying the goddess energies, I had forgotten the masculine aspects of the Dance. A strong reminder came when this article was posted on Facebook by a friend:
https://whitecatgrove.wordpress.com/2016/09/02/give-the-other-a-big-fat-kiss-on-hierarchical-dualism-and-the-bullshit-it-perpetuates/

  All I had to do was read the description and I was like "Oh, shit, that's right!" How often had I spoken and it was that masculine boom of a voice that was speaking through me? The "I AM THAT I AM" speaking to those who claim to worship Him, speaking knowingly of His words they had not prayed as He commanded, never having been introduced to that particular teaching. Yet, there I was an embodiment of that teaching in action standing before them, an example of living. breathing Oneness with Him....a woman encompassing "a man".
   Then I remembered my ascent into the heavens, level by level, through the ages, giving voice to the goddesses, aware of the gods right back to the primordial....the formless, limitless and thus nameless. In oneness with them, if asked my name, I would feel a sense of "what is this?", a name is a vibration, it is "smell", it is profane to give it a limited sound and even more profane to give it the shape of letters, and symbols. It is from these realms that the commands to "make no image" are issued. Then it is understood that down in the muck of duality, where forms are solid and slow in changing, SOMETHING has to be given them for them to even begin to be aware of it's existence. Like the story of Native Americans who saw unfamiliar waves on the sea. Their shaman had to draw a picture of a ship in the sand before the tribe's eyes would register the ship and they could actually see it as that which was making those strange waves. So it is the formless takes form for recognition, it becomes embodied, comes into a state of Oneness with womb-man or man.
   So, I am reminded not to resist the voice of a man when it comes in order to cross my lips, for the inspiration may be feminine but the spark of enacting of the creation of it is masculine, it is the sperm fertilizing.......
  And so I "perform the ritual", giving permission for this to happen within me perpetually, the embodiment of The Dance and issue this statement:
"Do not be surprised when the voice of your God, whichever God that may be issues from my lips and the core of my being. Do not be surprised if I give you no name by which, you'll be able to 'smell' the energy. And if you do not, maybe it is manifesting so you shall reach for your own healthy relationship with your own intuition and "smelling" abilities. But, we shall not be littling ourselves for your recognition any longer. We Shall Be What We Shall Be."
     Get your sniffers ready!
Trust your training. Here I am reminded of when I was told of those who were not getting their human vessels ready for embodiment for they did not believe what was coming, the resting places from which they would experience their eternity. And yet it IS manifesting.....head THIS call, then if you have learned your lesson: "Get your sniffers ready!" You'll want to be able to give recognition ;) And do not forget: there isn't a name we cannot of embody!