There is a new Jerusalem and she IS a woman. Scripture said that once a year the kings of the earth would bring in the wealth of their nations. What that means is that once a year, Feast of Tabernacles, the entities, "sons of God", His children, would visit her, becoming one with her and thus depositing all their "riches". Any power, intelligence, talents, tricks......everything becomes hers. And in return she heals them. So, one little human woman is thus made THE most powerful entity in the entire universe, all of creation.
Now all the "spirits of the air" around her who had charge of looking after her as she came to understand what it all meant uttered a good humored "oh shit!", we could be doing better. No one knew what it meant. We were all supposed to react naturally. No false pretenses, all in the honesty of their natures. They made mistakes. They will correct them. Some will pay for them. She is righteous, with and without mercy as appropriate. She is in her strength and weakness. She knows her limitations and is unlimited. She is embodying her authority, not exercising it. She has no worries to consider, everything is taken care of for her. Problems are everyone else's concern. She decides, they make it happen...how, when, where.
So, there it is: the grand secret of the ages. In the end, it really is a woman. And now when you look, the scriptures will reveal it. For some, that will be to their detriment, but to many it will be a relief. They will have a mother to worship, one who loves them and acknowledges God as King.
It will be incorporating it's self throughout this summer and this fall should be spectacular!
There are a whole lot of entities going "oh shit" at the moment. For when it was announced that she is their mother, they responded with, oh, wow, what crap, look, we can piss on her. And they did. GOD let it happen. Now HE humbles them.
They rejected their answer. The answer to all their problems.
The answer to all their questions.
An etymology of me. Yes, I'm still open to accepting your gifts! paypal.me/bourdeaustacey
Thursday, May 2, 2013
Wednesday, May 1, 2013
Further understanding-a new thread of enlightenment?
So, the story is, when a bunch of pieces are put together from various sources and "intuition" coupled with guidance......The book of Genesis is a new beginning, not THE beginning. Elohim (gods) re-created an earth that was formless and void (destroyed, had experienced destruction) and decided to make man(the workers, angels) in their image(more like them), so they messed with the DNA of animals, also "men"-living souls. An unstable combination, this messing with DNA, spread death and sin to men/angels. The Father had warned Adam and Eve, his personal angelic representatives who may have been like "bigfoot" before this happened that death would come to them if they ate of the tree of knowledge of good and evil-if they took the bait-tried to become like Him by letting their DNA be messed with. The creation of Adam is a different and separate account from the rest of creation. Adam was not made in "our image", but rather by the Father exclusively. It is only in the second chapter of Genesis that the commonly used name for the Almighty Father begins to be seen. So, the sons of god/sons and daughters remade mankind in their image(male and female). THEN we read an account of the Father creating Adam and the eventual seduction and fall of Adam.
The gods are regenerative, creative, creators of life. For angels to become like them, they would have to become procreative, which would explain why reproduction did not happen before "the fall" of Adam. It would have explained the jealousy of the other men/angels who were all dying. It would supply the motive for the seduction. "Oh, look, we can all bear children and we all have a higher intelligence", "we're not dead yet, so it won't kill you". Even the Father confessed in his lamentation "now he will be like us, knowing good and evil"........why would he not have wanted that to happen if it would have been good for Adam? The Father just wanted one thing, pure and innocent, to call His own. That was taken from him. Now, they were all like the sons of god, full of strife and hearts full of contention. They would be destructive.
Factor in that the gods showed up every so many thousand years-coinciding with the appearance of this reported Nabiru or Planet X and you see a pattern develop. Every so many thousands of year cycle the Father appears on the scene personally to check on Earth and humanity, his angelic creation. He tries to purify them as they evolve and create a bloodline that would survive the evolution into godship. A "savior" is chosen. Upon one visit, he punishes the angels/men/creatures reproducing with Adamic offspring, wiping most of those results off the earth and saving one that remained pure. Again, he comes and chooses Abraham, making promises and giving guidance on how to become that pure people. Upon another return he chooses Moses. Eventually he creates the one called Jesus. Upon each visit, that is when miraculous events occur on scales at no other time experienced.
"Satan" and all his angels is the son of god with his creations, the shepherd who does not care for men allowed the thresh them, test them, discipline them, whip them into shape for the ascension/evolution. etc. But he is not the only one interfering. Left behind and bound in the Earth are the "watchers", the angels who interbred with women. Telepathically, they influence all of Earth's inhabitants in rebellion. There were other rebellious sons and daughters with their angelic servants. There are those helpful but destructive due to their ignorance and own imbalances not bound to the Earth, but out in the heavens.
So, it is about the end of that thousands of years or so year cycle. Humanity is wound up and confused by a countless number of belief systems. One motive is very clear: not just hatred of humanity, but the inferiority and subjection of women. For what reason? Could it be so that when it is revealed that the bride of Revelation really is a woman who will be given dominion over the Earth after this next visit, it would be the last thing anyone would be expecting and thus be believing? Is that how Satan weeds out the men? By tempting them away from the truth that will be right in front of their face?
Either way, the world is worked up into a frenzy. War is happening all around us, Jerusalem is surrounded. A new Nation, supposedly founded as one under god, is on the verge of collapsing, being completely overrun/sold off to creditors. Is it time for the thousand year reign or is it the end of it?
Maybe this is all way off or just in need of refining. Interesting to say the least. But scripture warns us to not get suckered into believing the savior never came in the flesh and that we would be told all things were progressing as they always have, without God's presence. We were told the kingdom was like a landowner who went on a journey and returned.
And contrary to what is said we would become: genderless, we do maintain our genders. We just stop reproducing like "the angels in heaven"...those that had not "fallen" were elevated to immortality already.
The gods are regenerative, creative, creators of life. For angels to become like them, they would have to become procreative, which would explain why reproduction did not happen before "the fall" of Adam. It would have explained the jealousy of the other men/angels who were all dying. It would supply the motive for the seduction. "Oh, look, we can all bear children and we all have a higher intelligence", "we're not dead yet, so it won't kill you". Even the Father confessed in his lamentation "now he will be like us, knowing good and evil"........why would he not have wanted that to happen if it would have been good for Adam? The Father just wanted one thing, pure and innocent, to call His own. That was taken from him. Now, they were all like the sons of god, full of strife and hearts full of contention. They would be destructive.
Factor in that the gods showed up every so many thousand years-coinciding with the appearance of this reported Nabiru or Planet X and you see a pattern develop. Every so many thousands of year cycle the Father appears on the scene personally to check on Earth and humanity, his angelic creation. He tries to purify them as they evolve and create a bloodline that would survive the evolution into godship. A "savior" is chosen. Upon one visit, he punishes the angels/men/creatures reproducing with Adamic offspring, wiping most of those results off the earth and saving one that remained pure. Again, he comes and chooses Abraham, making promises and giving guidance on how to become that pure people. Upon another return he chooses Moses. Eventually he creates the one called Jesus. Upon each visit, that is when miraculous events occur on scales at no other time experienced.
"Satan" and all his angels is the son of god with his creations, the shepherd who does not care for men allowed the thresh them, test them, discipline them, whip them into shape for the ascension/evolution. etc. But he is not the only one interfering. Left behind and bound in the Earth are the "watchers", the angels who interbred with women. Telepathically, they influence all of Earth's inhabitants in rebellion. There were other rebellious sons and daughters with their angelic servants. There are those helpful but destructive due to their ignorance and own imbalances not bound to the Earth, but out in the heavens.
So, it is about the end of that thousands of years or so year cycle. Humanity is wound up and confused by a countless number of belief systems. One motive is very clear: not just hatred of humanity, but the inferiority and subjection of women. For what reason? Could it be so that when it is revealed that the bride of Revelation really is a woman who will be given dominion over the Earth after this next visit, it would be the last thing anyone would be expecting and thus be believing? Is that how Satan weeds out the men? By tempting them away from the truth that will be right in front of their face?
Either way, the world is worked up into a frenzy. War is happening all around us, Jerusalem is surrounded. A new Nation, supposedly founded as one under god, is on the verge of collapsing, being completely overrun/sold off to creditors. Is it time for the thousand year reign or is it the end of it?
Maybe this is all way off or just in need of refining. Interesting to say the least. But scripture warns us to not get suckered into believing the savior never came in the flesh and that we would be told all things were progressing as they always have, without God's presence. We were told the kingdom was like a landowner who went on a journey and returned.
And contrary to what is said we would become: genderless, we do maintain our genders. We just stop reproducing like "the angels in heaven"...those that had not "fallen" were elevated to immortality already.
Tuesday, April 30, 2013
Planting and pruning
While wondering what I would do with the money for May, I sensed my old camping shovel that had a pick on the other end and I sensed an ax, nice and shiny. I wondered about a tent, would we go camping? No was the answer. OK, so will I be moving onto some land and be gardening and chopping firewood? Then I got it. No, it's spiritual. I'll be planting seeds and lopping off branches. No tent was needed because I would not be establishing residence. Whether location or simply energy, both being a possibility, we would be moving eventually.
Already the expected resistance I spoke of in my last posting is coming, but it is accompanied by encouragement and people suddenly backing me. For example, I received expressions of concern about my income being stopped but those whose approval I need to stop that from happening are enthusiastically backing me and seeking out ways to prevent it from happening. This would be an up and down cycle for me, if it weren't for one thing: I have learned to temper my reactions and channel them with dancing and singing, moving them within and from the body. My body is really exhausted, though I don't feel tired. It is simply doesn't want to tolerate taking on any more violations. We are acutely aware of tones of voice, threatening expressions even in the form of "warning" something is going to happen if we don't do something. My mind is becoming incapable of considering tomorrow, never mind worrying about it or yesterday. Planning, appointments, etc., while I am capable of making them simply have no resonance in me. "Are they serious?" it lingers. "Who needs those things?". But we tolerate them at the moment because that is how we eat in this system until a more free flowing income begins to be generated.
And the earth it's self is unfriendly, having taken on the energies of the people dwelling upon it, or could it be the reverse; people are reflecting the earth's attitudes in response to them? No generosity, it seems. So, we cannot really look to her for provisions, she only responds to those of the same vibration and my vibration is a bit higher than hers is, so to her I do not exist. Observers of wild edibles had noticed something: certain edibles always grew where people frequented. Things like clover, etc. grow abundantly along footpaths and roadsides. Whilst if one wanders off to where people rarely visit, less edible growing things are available for harvesting. The earth responds to people so she can provide for them whatever they need. Which also means if they need discipline, she'll shake it out of them as well, unfortunately.
So, we shall be planting and pruning this month of May, sprinkling seeds along our way.
And as I look around me, I see the dandelion, clover, burdock and plantain growing around me. The earth reaches out to enlightened beings as the plants reach for sunlight and we reach up for enlightenment.
Already the expected resistance I spoke of in my last posting is coming, but it is accompanied by encouragement and people suddenly backing me. For example, I received expressions of concern about my income being stopped but those whose approval I need to stop that from happening are enthusiastically backing me and seeking out ways to prevent it from happening. This would be an up and down cycle for me, if it weren't for one thing: I have learned to temper my reactions and channel them with dancing and singing, moving them within and from the body. My body is really exhausted, though I don't feel tired. It is simply doesn't want to tolerate taking on any more violations. We are acutely aware of tones of voice, threatening expressions even in the form of "warning" something is going to happen if we don't do something. My mind is becoming incapable of considering tomorrow, never mind worrying about it or yesterday. Planning, appointments, etc., while I am capable of making them simply have no resonance in me. "Are they serious?" it lingers. "Who needs those things?". But we tolerate them at the moment because that is how we eat in this system until a more free flowing income begins to be generated.
And the earth it's self is unfriendly, having taken on the energies of the people dwelling upon it, or could it be the reverse; people are reflecting the earth's attitudes in response to them? No generosity, it seems. So, we cannot really look to her for provisions, she only responds to those of the same vibration and my vibration is a bit higher than hers is, so to her I do not exist. Observers of wild edibles had noticed something: certain edibles always grew where people frequented. Things like clover, etc. grow abundantly along footpaths and roadsides. Whilst if one wanders off to where people rarely visit, less edible growing things are available for harvesting. The earth responds to people so she can provide for them whatever they need. Which also means if they need discipline, she'll shake it out of them as well, unfortunately.
So, we shall be planting and pruning this month of May, sprinkling seeds along our way.
And as I look around me, I see the dandelion, clover, burdock and plantain growing around me. The earth reaches out to enlightened beings as the plants reach for sunlight and we reach up for enlightenment.
Monday, April 29, 2013
Proof the lion could really lie down with the lamb?
It says in the scriptures that all of creation groans (suffers) awaiting the revelation (enlightenment) of god's children. It is foretold that a time will come when predators would dwell in peace with what would normally have been their prey. I always took that for a spiritual interpretation. But could it also be literal: as above, so below?
We are told sin and death spread to all "men", that is to say angels over God's creation. As the spirit beings over all of creation, including animals, ruled over by the God reflection Adam, did the enmity and resulting predatory ways and mortality pass on to animals as it never existed before that?
Archeologists have found a huge deposit of fossils where once existed ocean. The problem they are having is finding any fossils of prey that the fossils, all believed to have been predators, would have eaten. Could this be proof that at one time even animals had immortality and did not need to eat each other for survival? Were all animals vegetation eaters and thus will be returned to such one day?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=player_detailpage&v=5frGFugTrH4
We are told sin and death spread to all "men", that is to say angels over God's creation. As the spirit beings over all of creation, including animals, ruled over by the God reflection Adam, did the enmity and resulting predatory ways and mortality pass on to animals as it never existed before that?
Archeologists have found a huge deposit of fossils where once existed ocean. The problem they are having is finding any fossils of prey that the fossils, all believed to have been predators, would have eaten. Could this be proof that at one time even animals had immortality and did not need to eat each other for survival? Were all animals vegetation eaters and thus will be returned to such one day?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=player_detailpage&v=5frGFugTrH4
Schizophrenic entities
Ever notice the people of the highest intelligence and spirituality are the most schizophrenic? Abortion (infanticide) is supported by the far left, "love and light" crowd. Yet, the mainstream Christians from organizations capable of the most horrid atrocities like the annihilation of indigenous peoples are the ones with the most charities. The one called Jesus himself would teach his apostles with all due patience and then turn and snap suddenly at one of them "get behind me Satan!". He preached non-violence and turn the other cheek yet in a fit of anger turned over tables and screamed at money changers. It has been purported that Jesus was Satan himself. And who else would entice men with the promise:" if you pass the test, you will rule with me in heaven"? And yet if that were true, he was speaking of himself as if of another person. How could that be possible?! Oh, but it is, isn't it?
Look at the cherubs that are the expression of God's will, that dwell closest to the throne and are most esteemed in heaven and by men: do they not have multiple faces? A man, a bear, a lion, a bird.....Would this not indicate multiple personalities? And what of men whose reflection he is? Do they not go through monthly cycles from loving personalities to abusive freaks? Isn't every one of them full of inconsistent behaviors?
And so I sit here waiting, on the precipice of my final Armageddon, the last day when those in opposition surround the mountain I am. They are the very same crowd that surrounded and struck me ten years ago, added in number by my own children. My spirit, the new Jerusalem hovers above me on the wings of a white eagle, ready and waiting to descend, be fully embodied. I live in dread, praying and singing until I am released and it hit me: this is the battle in which fire rains from heaven and devours them completely before they even get a chance at reaching me. Victory over the enemy. Complete. And so I wrote a letter to my daughter, their destruction in my honesty, my admissions, my humility: who is hated more than me among men? Truth. The sword. The fire within me.
We shall see.
As I wait to see, I am accompanied by other reflections as expressed in my other blog:
Generations
Look at the cherubs that are the expression of God's will, that dwell closest to the throne and are most esteemed in heaven and by men: do they not have multiple faces? A man, a bear, a lion, a bird.....Would this not indicate multiple personalities? And what of men whose reflection he is? Do they not go through monthly cycles from loving personalities to abusive freaks? Isn't every one of them full of inconsistent behaviors?
And so I sit here waiting, on the precipice of my final Armageddon, the last day when those in opposition surround the mountain I am. They are the very same crowd that surrounded and struck me ten years ago, added in number by my own children. My spirit, the new Jerusalem hovers above me on the wings of a white eagle, ready and waiting to descend, be fully embodied. I live in dread, praying and singing until I am released and it hit me: this is the battle in which fire rains from heaven and devours them completely before they even get a chance at reaching me. Victory over the enemy. Complete. And so I wrote a letter to my daughter, their destruction in my honesty, my admissions, my humility: who is hated more than me among men? Truth. The sword. The fire within me.
We shall see.
As I wait to see, I am accompanied by other reflections as expressed in my other blog:
Generations
What follows is my response to one who expressed being disheartened by their being subject to the "baby boomers" generation:
While there are always exceptions, for the most part, we who are children of the baby boomers were subjected to parents either self-absorbed with secular achievements and mainstream traditional religions or the hippies, self-absorbed with their own enlightenment and love-making, relationships. Disillusioned by the self-centeredness and resulting abuse and/or neglect, those children grew up directionless. We sought neither because we saw both as fruitless. We cling to our children but are clueless as to how to connect with them, many get attached rather than bonded. Many try to parent and befriend. Basically my peers are all on drugs, abuse alcohol or are absorbed by some form of addiction, constantly seeking numbness to the emptiness resulting from a perceived forced participation in society's basic requirements: school, employment, and social interactions. This leaves our children confused and without foundations. It's a mess. And of course, baby boomers are products of their own parents who experienced financial prosperity and materialistic excesses.
And as I think further on it, the generation from which the baby boomers were born (our grandparents, baby boomer's parents) were themselves rebellious as they broke the rules of the church concerning birth control and divorce, etc. They rebelled against servitude in employment. They became, in their view, more "enlightened" and strived to be free of limitations. The boomers learned rebelliousness from them. Then the boomers' children learned disdain as the secular half disdained the hippies and the hippies disdained the secular. So, my generation became disillusioned with what their parents idolized while carrying in them their parents' disdain for the other perspective. Thus our children are full of rebellion, disillusionment and disdain. Yup, it's a mess.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7OqwKfgLaeA&feature=player_detailpage#t=0s
"As above, so below, do we not sing this anthem to our god, too?
We all sleep in lonely beds of our own making" they tell me of their realization.
But, me, I am different. My bed has not always been lonely, nor is it now, nor ever been. It was only them expressing themselves within my possession. I am different. And that is "why me".
And I wondered what that meant "in my possession"...it did not mean when I was possessed but rather when they were possessed of me, of my inner peace, and why it was that they had never slept so peacefully until they fell asleep so close to me, a peaceful sleeping they had never before experienced. That is why they turned mean, they wanted to get it out of me, this peacefulness...the secrets to it, the keys. That is their interest in humanity: the simplicity and the ability to rest, to sleep, to sleep in death.
He made for them human bodies: "he gave them animal skins, made for them garments of animal skins". And so the human bodies were foreign, quiet, peaceful....especially the women, content in nursing their children at their breast. This they envied, of this they became possessed and had no understanding of it, it made no sense to them. "They would not enter into my rest" God had said. They would not be allowed to occupy human bodies again.
And it's not just humans, but other animals, too. Remember the pigs in whom the one called Jesus sent the demons. Those pigs wanted nothing to do with those entities and so ran right over a cliff. Those pigs (which, pigs are known for their intelligence and that is why they should not be eaten-stupid animals were "clean" to eat, fit for eating) were smarter than most men.
While there are always exceptions, for the most part, we who are children of the baby boomers were subjected to parents either self-absorbed with secular achievements and mainstream traditional religions or the hippies, self-absorbed with their own enlightenment and love-making, relationships. Disillusioned by the self-centeredness and resulting abuse and/or neglect, those children grew up directionless. We sought neither because we saw both as fruitless. We cling to our children but are clueless as to how to connect with them, many get attached rather than bonded. Many try to parent and befriend. Basically my peers are all on drugs, abuse alcohol or are absorbed by some form of addiction, constantly seeking numbness to the emptiness resulting from a perceived forced participation in society's basic requirements: school, employment, and social interactions. This leaves our children confused and without foundations. It's a mess. And of course, baby boomers are products of their own parents who experienced financial prosperity and materialistic excesses.
And as I think further on it, the generation from which the baby boomers were born (our grandparents, baby boomer's parents) were themselves rebellious as they broke the rules of the church concerning birth control and divorce, etc. They rebelled against servitude in employment. They became, in their view, more "enlightened" and strived to be free of limitations. The boomers learned rebelliousness from them. Then the boomers' children learned disdain as the secular half disdained the hippies and the hippies disdained the secular. So, my generation became disillusioned with what their parents idolized while carrying in them their parents' disdain for the other perspective. Thus our children are full of rebellion, disillusionment and disdain. Yup, it's a mess.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7OqwKfgLaeA&feature=player_detailpage#t=0s
"As above, so below, do we not sing this anthem to our god, too?
We all sleep in lonely beds of our own making" they tell me of their realization.
But, me, I am different. My bed has not always been lonely, nor is it now, nor ever been. It was only them expressing themselves within my possession. I am different. And that is "why me".
And I wondered what that meant "in my possession"...it did not mean when I was possessed but rather when they were possessed of me, of my inner peace, and why it was that they had never slept so peacefully until they fell asleep so close to me, a peaceful sleeping they had never before experienced. That is why they turned mean, they wanted to get it out of me, this peacefulness...the secrets to it, the keys. That is their interest in humanity: the simplicity and the ability to rest, to sleep, to sleep in death.
He made for them human bodies: "he gave them animal skins, made for them garments of animal skins". And so the human bodies were foreign, quiet, peaceful....especially the women, content in nursing their children at their breast. This they envied, of this they became possessed and had no understanding of it, it made no sense to them. "They would not enter into my rest" God had said. They would not be allowed to occupy human bodies again.
And it's not just humans, but other animals, too. Remember the pigs in whom the one called Jesus sent the demons. Those pigs wanted nothing to do with those entities and so ran right over a cliff. Those pigs (which, pigs are known for their intelligence and that is why they should not be eaten-stupid animals were "clean" to eat, fit for eating) were smarter than most men.
Human Sacrifices
Was watching a National Geographic show about the Mayans and their human sacrifices, their games in which the captain of the losing teams were beheaded. Sacrifices often went willingly in societies that practiced human sacrifices. They were also highly evolved in their astronomical, technological and spiritual knowledge. This made me wonder, did they know that "the end", ultimate enlightenment and life everlasting would not come in their lifetime, would not be available to them. Thus, to make their lives more meaningful and deaths more significant, they strove to be noticed, remembered by gods and men?
Whereas less developed societies, each life was or became precious because each had the potential to become enlightened and be a vessel of life everlasting? Especially now, so close to the "end" or believing ourselves to be, we strive for longevity, to be amongst those who can/will be saved?
Maybe those past cultures were not simply bloodthirsty and ignorant of life's sanctity. Maybe it was very sacred and holy to them and that is why they strove to be "seen", not just in being sacrifices, but in all they did. Could "soul paths" to the stars in monuments and burial places not be due to the belief that they would travel in death, but were instead pathways to the gods' attention in some cases? Did they attempt to align themselves with the eyes and sights of their makers?
Of course, now, everyone's path has been chosen, their fates are sealed and eventualities determined. The powers that be know where everyone is going, where each soul is headed. Nothing deemed useful to them is going to be unnecessary baggage, needed burden. Human life will be cheap except for the vessels that will be continuing on for a higher purpose. Those will be protected at all costs and deemed precious.
Whereas less developed societies, each life was or became precious because each had the potential to become enlightened and be a vessel of life everlasting? Especially now, so close to the "end" or believing ourselves to be, we strive for longevity, to be amongst those who can/will be saved?
Maybe those past cultures were not simply bloodthirsty and ignorant of life's sanctity. Maybe it was very sacred and holy to them and that is why they strove to be "seen", not just in being sacrifices, but in all they did. Could "soul paths" to the stars in monuments and burial places not be due to the belief that they would travel in death, but were instead pathways to the gods' attention in some cases? Did they attempt to align themselves with the eyes and sights of their makers?
Of course, now, everyone's path has been chosen, their fates are sealed and eventualities determined. The powers that be know where everyone is going, where each soul is headed. Nothing deemed useful to them is going to be unnecessary baggage, needed burden. Human life will be cheap except for the vessels that will be continuing on for a higher purpose. Those will be protected at all costs and deemed precious.
Something "evil"came, now what is up for May?
So, something came in and destroyed that in me which was holding me back in spiritual understanding, freedom and abundance. Now I am feeling great joy and excitement, expectation associated with the month of May.....which probably means something of a test is coming. I will experience some sort of loss or deprivation, I expect. My soul gets excited and I begin to dread, lol. Getting to be quite the routine! Already, my ride to an upcoming appointment has been cancelled and the one giving me the ride was elusive about it, signifying a reluctance in the matter, so I have lost a "friend". Was never really a friend, but just a neighbor and energy vamp. Been dumping such baggage lately of my own accord lately, anyways. No more dragging around "dead weight" with me, the spiritually dead who would use and abuse under the guise of familial, romantic or friendly relations. But it is how I feel about this that is changing. No resentment or reluctance due to a feeling of neediness and self-doubt in how I am "reading" them.
That is exciting.
Is "wormwood" coming? Wormwood is an herb used medicinally, misused it is poisonous, but in proper doses, it is medicinal and healing. Waters usually refer to spirituality or emotions and so some spiritual messages may be "poisoned", some may be bittersweet, tears might be cleansing, losses bittersweet.
That is exciting.
Is "wormwood" coming? Wormwood is an herb used medicinally, misused it is poisonous, but in proper doses, it is medicinal and healing. Waters usually refer to spirituality or emotions and so some spiritual messages may be "poisoned", some may be bittersweet, tears might be cleansing, losses bittersweet.
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