They have been told to let us know the perfect human would think with the heart and feel with the mind. We can actually go one better on 'em: think with the body. And let them do the figuring. They like that kind of thing.
They already know it will be the "mind of a man" (a masculine mind) "in the feminine body", it just hasn't clicked yet, they're still looking for and expecting it to be a man. All the "wonders" and "dramatic events" will be their reactions when they discover it is a woman. Who will be serving them, be in their midst full of discretion, as it is revealed to them.
God is planning his surprise party. But there are more surprises in store than we think. Thankfully, we don't have to do the "super ego" thing(they always end badly). Plenty of others who know, have the experience of being God Aware of it's being human, I think. A committee with a representative for yet to become evolved humanity. Been volunteered for it. Not enough ego to get caught up and distorted in super but strong enough to maintain independence, it's identity. That was the goal of the whole thing.
So, I am nobody's savior, but my own. Cool beans. But others believe they need saving, so a savior type vessel is needed to bring them closer to the reality of the situation.
Now I am getting that earth's inhabitants never needing evolving, they were perfect as they were. It was those who were first that needed evolving. Earth's inhabitants were misled to believe that because they were younger, "last", that they needed "maturing".
The clarification:
"Throw them for a loop" was the message for me, because it was what I was already doing. When it is said God consciousness is in everything, it means everything in His presence. Separate beings, independent, but "in His presence", seen by Him, having access to Him, to HIs consciousness. "Their angels are always before His face" scripture says. The "light beings" messing with humanity, are trying to ride human consciousness into "heaven", into God's presence because they lost access to it, were kicked out of heaven, out of His presence. In lieu of that, they seek extinction, escape into euphoric "oneness", bliss, a place of no feeling, no expression, a form of numbness where there is only intellectualism because they forget what it feels to be one with Creator and cannot bear the pain of separation. The weeping and gnashing of teeth is constant for them.
And there are more humans besides me who have access to this knowledge. "I will write my law on their hearts and minds".
The Lamb of God is ANYONE who sacrifices their egotistic goals and preferences in exchange for the Kingdom.
So, the next day, the body is once again the focus of my meditations as I go through my day. The thought was brought to mind how the pituitary gland is what binds our right and left brain or separates them. It is also the source of God's language; visions and dreams. It is also the language of the body. The body, just as the soul/heart and mind/spirit, can think and have feelings. The union of them all is a trinity. The pituitary gland is where we all meet: spirit, soul, body and God.
In thinking of dreams, I was inspired to remember one of mine from when I was a teenager. I was running through the woods from something. I thought to myself "I wouldn't be running, I would be horseback riding." And so in my dream I was then riding a horse, fleeing whatever it was I was fleeing. But I did not feel frightened. Today I realized I was being told in that dream that it was time to take control of my destiny. I had had a dream about a horse recently. I realize I had chosen an earthly destiny. Today as I danced, I realized the message: God is pleased with my decisions.
The reason I was told to go ahead and think with the body, or to let the body do the thinking is because for some reason outside spirits cannot "read" it. It was one of the tricks I had been using without realizing it. It has been only throughout this year that it has been made known to me how it is that God has been disguising me, how I have been hiding and escaping, disappearing, all the methods I had been using, all the places I had created, all done for my own safety during my development.
So, I am in the process of choosing my own earthly destiny and becoming master of my own body. I realize I withhold influence over it until I have complete understanding of it's significance, the role it is playing, how to interact with it,..... give it instruction, it says. It's potential is limitless. Just as mine is. That was another understanding I was given: I was learning how to drive my earthly vehicle, which would be the body in motion. I just have to will it, I guess, it tells me. "god's will became flesh. If we have become like God, our will manifests similarly. I have myself limited presently, until my will can be trusted by me. I'm not the type to take the reigns and just start driving something. Though I was when I was little, when I was young and impenetrable. I had no understanding but did not need it. Then I experienced the accident and everything came into question. I sought understanding about everything I was presented with.
Now it is my body and I. It does not need special attention, just appreciation and delight in it. It's definitely not what you put into it, it's all energy and it knows what to do with it. The excess just comes out the other end. In my temple,
I am priestess. I am sacred and I am holy. Respect my inner kingdom. I have been given it. It has to me been given. I do reign in it. I do reign supreme.
God just wants to visit. He doesn't want to own it or live perpetually in it. He doesn't want us clinging to Him indefinitely, completely dependent. He wants us free and independent. He only usurps authority and disciplines for our own well-being. We come to know evil, like Him. We learn subjection and what that means.
Beauty, beauty, beauty.
Oh, I also was reminded how when a woman asked me why she saw an alien on a bus that passed by when no one else did, I told her maybe it was because they could trigger her third eye, her pituitary gland. Turns out I was correct. God can trigger our bodies to do things, our minds, and our mind's eye. It is the same with other entities under whose influence we may be. They can cause us to see things, experience addictions, trigger symptoms of illness, even if we do not have an unhealthy condition. They can govern sexual attraction, loving feelings, feelings of dependency, attachment and pregnancy. Much of life can be just environmental programming. Then God comes to visit, to see how we are doing.
Tuesday, May 7, 2013
Just exercising
That is what we have been doing, just exercising the brain, getting it into condition for what is about to happen. So much of what surrounds me would have come to destruction long ago, but it was put in preservation for this day, this moment, a little something upon which I could sharpen my teeth, so to speak. Like, going to the movies, in the dark before a huge screen that takes up the entire vision, it becomes our entire reality, we "get into it", and then at the end the lights come on in the theater and we step out the doors to a bright and sunny day or maybe a nice quiet evening, another reality in full swing.
It was a practice run, a rehearsal for the "big bang!". No one was given to believe, given evidence, allowed to not take me seriously, to take offense. It was their test. And it was for me, "no big thing" so I could experience relief and gracefully walk into it. A chance to dump the baggage.
The leaders are still under delusion, self-delusion, completely oblivious to their fates, insisting the truth does not exist. And they don't have to be convinced, they can dwell like that for an eternity. An eternity in expectation of greatness. A futility. I was only here for recognition, so I could learn to recognize things and trust my intuition. I won't always need words to explain it. My word will not be questioned. I have to be sure of it, no one else was ever unsure of it, none of my guides and attendants. The challenged me on it just so I could regain my confidence in my correctness. We're just cleaning me up and brushing me off at the moment from my long trip, journey through the "ethers". Through hell and a hellish existence.
A woman! We all laugh out loud, not derisively. To some it does not matter, it does not offend in the least. They're fine with it, delighted in fact. They like surprises, the unexpected. They are happy to see me. They are relieved; "It is finally happening", they have been waiting, faithfully, patiently, finally excitedly.
There is nothing marring these. They are complete. No foul energies, no taints. They were just never recognized. acknowledged in history, no one told their stories for they were detested and hated and rejected, just like me. I always came across what seemed like the real thing, but wasn't. It was just allowed to look like it for a moment for my own enlightenment. Take the one piece of the puzzle, the one seed, the one piece of jewelry and flee for they were evil. And I just stole the seed they were given to hold for that one brief moment just for me. Like Hansel and Gretel, following a bird crumb trail through history, we picked up the pieces and fled.
Now the real thing will be left in the open, lying bare on the stone for any passerby who travels and take s a brief glimpse at, to them, insignificance. Because it is unpretentious. But in it they can swim, easily, fluidly and so the words aren't important, they'll just like the energy. It's easy, soothing, free, relaxing. It's like the shower we take for granted. We don't give it honor, we hate to clean and maintain it, but we are an absolute mess without it! So, we have to occasionally get shaken up a bit over it so we don't take it for granted. That is why I leave on occasion. But when I come back, they want a guarantee they can take me for granted again, beat me into believing I am insignifigant so they can take me for granted or eject me so they don't get comfortable with me around, so they don't get comfortable again and then experience upheaval. So why don't they just treat me with appreciation, then? Why does it not occur to them to maintain me? They're too busy and I am too easy, so I have to maintain myself if I want to be present with them. But from me do they truly truly benefit? Do I really change anything? Do they change, are they bigger people because of me? Yes, I inspire them and take the credit. They are too afraid to give me credit because then I might think less of them, it's their insecurity, it eats at them. They aren't all humble like me, able to accept it. Because I accept my limitations when they can't theirs, that irritates them further because that is just another reason to be insecure. I am so flexible it is amazing, hard to accept, to appreciate when on hasn't yet observed it. Not everyone can be like me, but some can appreciate it. That's what makes me queen. I AM different. Queen of Creation.
That's funny from this perspective, though it makes perfect sense and there is nothing funny about it. And no, there is no one I will ever be able to "be myself with". I will always have ot be something to somebody, mother, director, etc. roles to be fulfilled. Even lovers will have their expectations of what greatness is, is supposed to be about. Only GOD of Creation will know about and can appreciate the true essence of me. Only with Him can I be myself.
Sometimes we have to put on pretenses so we will be properly respected.
Embodying my maturity. Which has been waiting for me I wanted it to wait until I was in the right energy. I have been in control of my destiny, to a degree? or completely. Completely. I had those capabilities. They couldn't understand why I didn't just embrace it. They were observing and then seeing the sense the sense in the things I was choosing.
It was a practice run, a rehearsal for the "big bang!". No one was given to believe, given evidence, allowed to not take me seriously, to take offense. It was their test. And it was for me, "no big thing" so I could experience relief and gracefully walk into it. A chance to dump the baggage.
The leaders are still under delusion, self-delusion, completely oblivious to their fates, insisting the truth does not exist. And they don't have to be convinced, they can dwell like that for an eternity. An eternity in expectation of greatness. A futility. I was only here for recognition, so I could learn to recognize things and trust my intuition. I won't always need words to explain it. My word will not be questioned. I have to be sure of it, no one else was ever unsure of it, none of my guides and attendants. The challenged me on it just so I could regain my confidence in my correctness. We're just cleaning me up and brushing me off at the moment from my long trip, journey through the "ethers". Through hell and a hellish existence.
A woman! We all laugh out loud, not derisively. To some it does not matter, it does not offend in the least. They're fine with it, delighted in fact. They like surprises, the unexpected. They are happy to see me. They are relieved; "It is finally happening", they have been waiting, faithfully, patiently, finally excitedly.
There is nothing marring these. They are complete. No foul energies, no taints. They were just never recognized. acknowledged in history, no one told their stories for they were detested and hated and rejected, just like me. I always came across what seemed like the real thing, but wasn't. It was just allowed to look like it for a moment for my own enlightenment. Take the one piece of the puzzle, the one seed, the one piece of jewelry and flee for they were evil. And I just stole the seed they were given to hold for that one brief moment just for me. Like Hansel and Gretel, following a bird crumb trail through history, we picked up the pieces and fled.
Now the real thing will be left in the open, lying bare on the stone for any passerby who travels and take s a brief glimpse at, to them, insignificance. Because it is unpretentious. But in it they can swim, easily, fluidly and so the words aren't important, they'll just like the energy. It's easy, soothing, free, relaxing. It's like the shower we take for granted. We don't give it honor, we hate to clean and maintain it, but we are an absolute mess without it! So, we have to occasionally get shaken up a bit over it so we don't take it for granted. That is why I leave on occasion. But when I come back, they want a guarantee they can take me for granted again, beat me into believing I am insignifigant so they can take me for granted or eject me so they don't get comfortable with me around, so they don't get comfortable again and then experience upheaval. So why don't they just treat me with appreciation, then? Why does it not occur to them to maintain me? They're too busy and I am too easy, so I have to maintain myself if I want to be present with them. But from me do they truly truly benefit? Do I really change anything? Do they change, are they bigger people because of me? Yes, I inspire them and take the credit. They are too afraid to give me credit because then I might think less of them, it's their insecurity, it eats at them. They aren't all humble like me, able to accept it. Because I accept my limitations when they can't theirs, that irritates them further because that is just another reason to be insecure. I am so flexible it is amazing, hard to accept, to appreciate when on hasn't yet observed it. Not everyone can be like me, but some can appreciate it. That's what makes me queen. I AM different. Queen of Creation.
That's funny from this perspective, though it makes perfect sense and there is nothing funny about it. And no, there is no one I will ever be able to "be myself with". I will always have ot be something to somebody, mother, director, etc. roles to be fulfilled. Even lovers will have their expectations of what greatness is, is supposed to be about. Only GOD of Creation will know about and can appreciate the true essence of me. Only with Him can I be myself.
Sometimes we have to put on pretenses so we will be properly respected.
Embodying my maturity. Which has been waiting for me I wanted it to wait until I was in the right energy. I have been in control of my destiny, to a degree? or completely. Completely. I had those capabilities. They couldn't understand why I didn't just embrace it. They were observing and then seeing the sense the sense in the things I was choosing.
Monday, May 6, 2013
The RH Factor and Bloodlines
I had picked up on the soul being in the blood idea making it a natural law of sorts that lineage would be matriarchal and not patriarchal. One biblical writer understood this and wrote of Mary's heritage while another wrote of her husband's, which would be completely irrelevant not just due to natural law of blood transference, but due to the virgin birth. Joseph was not Jesus's biological father.
Anyways, they say genetic disorders are passed from generation to generation naturally and can be traced and yet occasionally something appears suddenly. One example would be my neighbors. Never did anyone on either side of the family suffer any genetic disfigurement/disability. Then suddenly, one grandmother to the present generation begins to give birth to children with leg problems that are reportedly genetic. Her grandchildren are born with it as well. It is now a genetic trait of the family. Similarly, it is reported that the RH negative blood condition suddenly appeared. The RH negative blood is "alien" to the average human blood which is common to Rhesus monkeys and thus the child is rejected by a mother who is not also RH negative. Mixing bloodlines becomes naturally impossible except in the case of medical science which steps in to aid in preserving the life of the "alien" child growing within the average human mother.
There are features unique to RH negative people: they are generally seekers of knowledge and understanding. They are more likely to report psychic and spiritual experiences. They are almost uniquely the ones to report UFO abduction. The tend to have brown or red hair, hazel, green, or blue eyes. I am RH negative and fit these descriptions except for the UFO abduction thing. Never was really interested in that whole idea until recently and I am still a skeptic I think. RH negative people tend to have thinner blood, experience low blood pressure, and a few other physical conditions such as rapid healing, immunity to certain illnesses, etc. One unique biological feature is an extra vertebrae in the tailbone, so it is more of tail. They are also more likely to be misled to believe they are vampires, experience traits and conditions reportedly common to them.
One of my spiritual experiences leads me to believe I am a descendent of a bloodline of importance somehow, that I am descendent of the Russian Princess Anastasia whose family was preyed upon by one mystic Rasputin who was especially interested in Anastasia and did experiment with her blood under the guise of treating her for illness (blood letting was common in those days). One of my "ascension" symptoms is a sore tailbone with no medical explanation for it; I have had x-rays and arthritis testing done. I have never drank blood so I would not know if it would be restorative for me to do so. I just won't go there, thank you. Vampirism doe snot sound appealing.
So, there you have it, some more reported evidence of potential human genetic interference people attribute to alien interference. However, in my recent reading of Dr. Gabor Mate's "In the Realm of Hungry Ghosts", I learned there is a scientific explanation that does not involve aliens for sudden appearance of genetic changes: trauma. Violence, whether shock from natural disasters, sudden loss, abuse, neglect, etc. can caused the brain to stop suddenly, interrupting chemical balances and affecting genes within a person.
Anyways, they say genetic disorders are passed from generation to generation naturally and can be traced and yet occasionally something appears suddenly. One example would be my neighbors. Never did anyone on either side of the family suffer any genetic disfigurement/disability. Then suddenly, one grandmother to the present generation begins to give birth to children with leg problems that are reportedly genetic. Her grandchildren are born with it as well. It is now a genetic trait of the family. Similarly, it is reported that the RH negative blood condition suddenly appeared. The RH negative blood is "alien" to the average human blood which is common to Rhesus monkeys and thus the child is rejected by a mother who is not also RH negative. Mixing bloodlines becomes naturally impossible except in the case of medical science which steps in to aid in preserving the life of the "alien" child growing within the average human mother.
There are features unique to RH negative people: they are generally seekers of knowledge and understanding. They are more likely to report psychic and spiritual experiences. They are almost uniquely the ones to report UFO abduction. The tend to have brown or red hair, hazel, green, or blue eyes. I am RH negative and fit these descriptions except for the UFO abduction thing. Never was really interested in that whole idea until recently and I am still a skeptic I think. RH negative people tend to have thinner blood, experience low blood pressure, and a few other physical conditions such as rapid healing, immunity to certain illnesses, etc. One unique biological feature is an extra vertebrae in the tailbone, so it is more of tail. They are also more likely to be misled to believe they are vampires, experience traits and conditions reportedly common to them.
One of my spiritual experiences leads me to believe I am a descendent of a bloodline of importance somehow, that I am descendent of the Russian Princess Anastasia whose family was preyed upon by one mystic Rasputin who was especially interested in Anastasia and did experiment with her blood under the guise of treating her for illness (blood letting was common in those days). One of my "ascension" symptoms is a sore tailbone with no medical explanation for it; I have had x-rays and arthritis testing done. I have never drank blood so I would not know if it would be restorative for me to do so. I just won't go there, thank you. Vampirism doe snot sound appealing.
So, there you have it, some more reported evidence of potential human genetic interference people attribute to alien interference. However, in my recent reading of Dr. Gabor Mate's "In the Realm of Hungry Ghosts", I learned there is a scientific explanation that does not involve aliens for sudden appearance of genetic changes: trauma. Violence, whether shock from natural disasters, sudden loss, abuse, neglect, etc. can caused the brain to stop suddenly, interrupting chemical balances and affecting genes within a person.
Sunday, May 5, 2013
Why Gold?
It's soft and really can't be used for much other than decoration. So why does gold have such great value? So why is it the standard by which the value of things is measured? Why is it hoarded and guarded, paper used to represent it rather than coins made of it? Supposedly that is the stuff the aliens, "Annunaki", were after. So now it is taken out of the hands of common man to own it. Out west where people used to be able to pan for it, it is pretty much illegal. The U.S. government wants authority over every speck of it. So what are they doing, hoarding in hope of buying their own salvation from the aliens when they come? Heh, sure, they'll be buying a one-way ticket to slavery. The common man who can't afford it will be left behind, maybe enslaved to procure more, but those who don't huddle in the herds won't be caught in the mass roundups. They will be left free and unfettered.
Interesting theory anyways. Cattle. Following the herd, into the cities, dependent upon society for thinking and feeding and sheltering. Slavery. Paranoid Freaks, right?
They will tell you that the gold belongs to the gods. It does not. It belongs to the earth. "I will bring to ruin those ruining the earth". Enough said on that.
Their consciousness's are entrapped in the minds of mankind unless released, their bodies asleep and tended. God Almighty just has to enter the minds of those servants to kill them while they are sleeping. Then they are permanently trapped in the human mind, within their tribes. That is why they attempt to kill entire tribes, genocide. That is how they kill one another, their consciousness.
And some say that because our DNA has been tampered with and maybe that we were just something that began in a test tube, we are nothing more than a genetic experiment. That would be a lie designed to make us hopeless and feel worthless. We were here before the gods ever came. We are products of the earth and it is our inheritance, we are it's inheritance. Just because we have been tampered with does not change anything. We belong. We belong to and on the earth. We belong here, in the universe, within creation. We belong to life and living. We may have been manipulated, but we are not powerless.
As far as the tower of Babylon incident; God Almighty may have said "let us confuse their language" but it was not to discourage people from building. He was acknowledging our evolution into a higher consciousness. We did not have to be so isolated. It was a sort of graduation and the only ones He intended to confuse were His children, the gods. By separating people he was giving them more of a chance ot gain their freedom. It would preserve them. Otherwise, being all huddled together, they could have been wiped out in one fell swoop. By spreading them out and alienating them from one another, he was preserving them.
And what if this Planet X, Nibiru, is the body of God Almighty? His children, the beings that dwell upon it and his other wives the other planets in our solar system? Is the earth Israel? Imagine the implications. It would explain why all the other children are so left-brained and unemotional in their thinking, not passionate about anything but their intelligence. So, we, the emotional and intuitive children were overcome and manipulated by the left-brained children......the innocent and naïve introduced to deceit, deception.......and thus the Father and Mother become mated.
The Mother never needed interfering with. Ever notice how animals know when trouble is coming and move to higher ground in the case of something like a tidal wave? She knows how to look after her children. The Father's interference only complicated things. His children, his offspring needed a garden made for them to exist in. Mother is accommodating and will allow his evolved children to exist. That is what she has been doing, accommodating Him.
Interesting theory anyways. Cattle. Following the herd, into the cities, dependent upon society for thinking and feeding and sheltering. Slavery. Paranoid Freaks, right?
They will tell you that the gold belongs to the gods. It does not. It belongs to the earth. "I will bring to ruin those ruining the earth". Enough said on that.
Their consciousness's are entrapped in the minds of mankind unless released, their bodies asleep and tended. God Almighty just has to enter the minds of those servants to kill them while they are sleeping. Then they are permanently trapped in the human mind, within their tribes. That is why they attempt to kill entire tribes, genocide. That is how they kill one another, their consciousness.
And some say that because our DNA has been tampered with and maybe that we were just something that began in a test tube, we are nothing more than a genetic experiment. That would be a lie designed to make us hopeless and feel worthless. We were here before the gods ever came. We are products of the earth and it is our inheritance, we are it's inheritance. Just because we have been tampered with does not change anything. We belong. We belong to and on the earth. We belong here, in the universe, within creation. We belong to life and living. We may have been manipulated, but we are not powerless.
As far as the tower of Babylon incident; God Almighty may have said "let us confuse their language" but it was not to discourage people from building. He was acknowledging our evolution into a higher consciousness. We did not have to be so isolated. It was a sort of graduation and the only ones He intended to confuse were His children, the gods. By separating people he was giving them more of a chance ot gain their freedom. It would preserve them. Otherwise, being all huddled together, they could have been wiped out in one fell swoop. By spreading them out and alienating them from one another, he was preserving them.
And what if this Planet X, Nibiru, is the body of God Almighty? His children, the beings that dwell upon it and his other wives the other planets in our solar system? Is the earth Israel? Imagine the implications. It would explain why all the other children are so left-brained and unemotional in their thinking, not passionate about anything but their intelligence. So, we, the emotional and intuitive children were overcome and manipulated by the left-brained children......the innocent and naïve introduced to deceit, deception.......and thus the Father and Mother become mated.
The Mother never needed interfering with. Ever notice how animals know when trouble is coming and move to higher ground in the case of something like a tidal wave? She knows how to look after her children. The Father's interference only complicated things. His children, his offspring needed a garden made for them to exist in. Mother is accommodating and will allow his evolved children to exist. That is what she has been doing, accommodating Him.
Saturday, May 4, 2013
It Happened Again: Moving
So, the legalistic energy was in me again. So, empowering and energetic, boy one can get anything accomplished in it. And of course it is no-nonsense. So, it caught wind we were due to be moving and in it's arrogance we packed a suitcase with only the bare necessities without regret or worry. That's what I get when in that energy; sense of self-assuredness (when it's not being arrogant and over-confident-pride comes before the fall is not joking), empowerment, a sense of correctness, rightness about things and decisions (if it is not self-righteous, relying on the letter of the law for justification, etc.). Such an energy is always going to take things literally. But I had learned better: movement isn't always literal.
Last night came a deeper grappling with that spirit in me and resolution. Hopefully it will be the last time it comes to visit. The reason that energy was allowed to visit me is because I was in the opposite extreme from it: insecure, in a victim mentality, completely disempowered. So, it lorded it over me when I wouldn't obey it nor transform it. That was why I was "chased" all over this country. I refused ot subject myself to it, having reaped pain and suffering by embodying it fully. So, I remained neutral in the face of it, learning, allowing myself to be taught by it while teaching it.
So, that energy is indeed moving, but it is doing it without me. No need for the suitcase. God lets that happen: let's the spirits be deceived by their own beliefs and perceptions. This weekend's example of that was the angels who had come to deliver a message of impending doom for me to pass on to someone else. Turns out they will be sharing the fate of the spirits in that person they were happily condemning. They got that through me as they delight in the idea of GOD Almighty using humanity to deliver messages to fallen men(spirits) to humiliate them. Not going to happen, we aren't cannon fodder in this war anymore. We have won our ascension.
And a couple of thoughts, completely unrelated hit me: if animals are also "men"/living souls, could it be that many we believe went "extinct" instead "ascended"? And alos: if the earth is hollow or has inner layers, Tolkien's "Middle Earth" of "Lord of the Rings" could quite possibly be a reality. Otherwise, how could they leave it on boats? unless the word used was ships and the movie interpreters thought it meant sea-faring ships, lol. Could happen. With GOD Almighty, all things are possible.
Last night came a deeper grappling with that spirit in me and resolution. Hopefully it will be the last time it comes to visit. The reason that energy was allowed to visit me is because I was in the opposite extreme from it: insecure, in a victim mentality, completely disempowered. So, it lorded it over me when I wouldn't obey it nor transform it. That was why I was "chased" all over this country. I refused ot subject myself to it, having reaped pain and suffering by embodying it fully. So, I remained neutral in the face of it, learning, allowing myself to be taught by it while teaching it.
So, that energy is indeed moving, but it is doing it without me. No need for the suitcase. God lets that happen: let's the spirits be deceived by their own beliefs and perceptions. This weekend's example of that was the angels who had come to deliver a message of impending doom for me to pass on to someone else. Turns out they will be sharing the fate of the spirits in that person they were happily condemning. They got that through me as they delight in the idea of GOD Almighty using humanity to deliver messages to fallen men(spirits) to humiliate them. Not going to happen, we aren't cannon fodder in this war anymore. We have won our ascension.
And a couple of thoughts, completely unrelated hit me: if animals are also "men"/living souls, could it be that many we believe went "extinct" instead "ascended"? And alos: if the earth is hollow or has inner layers, Tolkien's "Middle Earth" of "Lord of the Rings" could quite possibly be a reality. Otherwise, how could they leave it on boats? unless the word used was ships and the movie interpreters thought it meant sea-faring ships, lol. Could happen. With GOD Almighty, all things are possible.
Legalistic; another sabbath, a bit more freedom
This week's focus was understanding and fully accepting the difference between a neighbor and a friend. People like me, we are supposed to be examples by which God teaches. We aren't supposed ot be pleasing everybody, taking on their energies ot imitate them, become more like them exactly. We're supposed to be transmuting their energies, transforming them, integrating them in a way that is useful to us and them. When we are young and free thinking, we think we are in a position to judge everybody. We become legalistic in our freedom. We abuse those around us with criticism for not following the rules of the inner kingdom we are experiencing. Not until we experience their fears and what motivates them into fearful behavior, do we understand them and begin to have compassion, cease being legalistic about things.
Then there are times when we cannot trust our inner kingdom completely, not because there is anything wrong with it, but because there is stuff wrong in our environment. "All things are clean to those who are clean" is not kidding. All is well in our inner kingdom, we feel good about everything and so everything presented is met with good feelings. Until we learn to trust inner guidance that says it's not appropriate for us.......if we question it's presentation.....we need to rely on God's word to guide us from within the scriptures. And only that will guide us reliably if they had been interpreted correctly for us from the beginning. One example was for me, marriage. The one called Jesus had said those destined for the resurrection would be like the angels in heaven, not to be married nor given in marriage. They would know when sex was appropriate, when both parties were in an appropriate energy. However, we have all been taught that sex outside of marriage is evil. So, marriage is a good thing, legitimizes sex and children. My marriage went downhill quickly and I had no understanding as to why this was happening. Well, if I had been given the knowledge, I might have understood the problem and never have gotten married in the first place. A part of me never saw marriage as an option for me but I had nothing against it. Inner kingdom was clean, so I went along with it, it brought up no bad feelings because I wasn't feeling bad about anything.
I have been oppressed in life because people wanted me to serve them, as an example, but I didn't give them that example because I had been beaten down for expressing the inner kingdom legalistically. This led me to doubt it completely, to question it and so people questioned me. Because I had no knowledge, I could not understand it. In scripture we read "My people are perishing due to lack of knowledge" and blame is placed upon the shepherds. So now I am learning the balance. I must honor the inner kingdom, as much as I can understand it. I must let GOD Almighty teach me. I must have compassion and consideration for those who do not have it within them. If they do not have it them, they are just neighbors, not friends and no one who would be served by my example. Until I learn this, I am subject to them.
And I might have a bit more liberation coming.........I asked a question: am I sick with digestive problems because I did not consent to having my son circumcised? This led to a chain of thought, explanations and resolution to the problem. I think. I will know if I am bale to again freely.
Now back to this week's lessons...all about legality. When it comes to man's laws, there are many who believe because they follow the letter of them that they are righteous. We follow the letter of them because God ordained that we should. Obeying them to the letter, however, makes us far from righteous. When we hide behind them to commit acts of unrighteousness, to use them as an excuse for unrighteous behavior, we are being cowardly. When we use them as an act of vengeance, we are being unrighteous and will be punished for it. When we are scared and/or confused we rely on them to brace ourselves and this is acceptable unless we know different, know we shouldn't, in which case they will fail and we end up undermining ourselves.
When it comes to the question of friends: affection comes naturally when there is appreciation. Where there is sincere appreciation, there is friendship.
Above I mentioned those destined for the resurrection. The resurrection is the ascension, the evolution, the enlightenment, the transition of humanity/mankind back into immortality. Those destined for immortality are of the final generation to be born and "risen" from the dead and dying state of being that humanity/mankind is experiencing. The firstborn from the dead was within the one called Jesus speaking when it was said by the one called Jesus. Jesus was not, however, the firstborn from the dead. Throughout the ages, others had ascended on occasion, like the prophet who did not experience death but went to heaven in a chariot. Scriptures record others that had been taken up before him.
In this last day we are all "ascending", evolving, being "taken up" by the earth's rising vibrations, however not everyone is going to make it through the process. They resist it and do not do the inner cleansing. Many know what is happening but rebel against it, don't want to do the inner processing. They do not concern me. Another point made to me, a new and relieving development: we are not responsible for prophesying the fate of other people. It IS none of our business. And it is not our responsibility. We are each responsible for our own enlightenment, for asking our own questions, to seek and listen for answers, be open to them. We each must seek out our own salvation "with fear and trembling" as it says in the scriptures. Though it doesn't have to be scary. The warning is not that we should be intimidated by it or do it fearfully, but to take the warnings seriously. To be obedient: seek first the kingdom. And then to trust: and all other things will be added to you. As for our fates, our destinies: it is up to each of us to self-examine and ask the question. "What will become of me?". "Where is this road I am on leading?". If we don't it will come upon us suddenly and unexpectedly. We will have nobody but ourselves to blame for it.
For now, I think that is it exactly. And we have until tomorrow sundown, weeeee! I AM SO GRATEFUL.
Then there are times when we cannot trust our inner kingdom completely, not because there is anything wrong with it, but because there is stuff wrong in our environment. "All things are clean to those who are clean" is not kidding. All is well in our inner kingdom, we feel good about everything and so everything presented is met with good feelings. Until we learn to trust inner guidance that says it's not appropriate for us.......if we question it's presentation.....we need to rely on God's word to guide us from within the scriptures. And only that will guide us reliably if they had been interpreted correctly for us from the beginning. One example was for me, marriage. The one called Jesus had said those destined for the resurrection would be like the angels in heaven, not to be married nor given in marriage. They would know when sex was appropriate, when both parties were in an appropriate energy. However, we have all been taught that sex outside of marriage is evil. So, marriage is a good thing, legitimizes sex and children. My marriage went downhill quickly and I had no understanding as to why this was happening. Well, if I had been given the knowledge, I might have understood the problem and never have gotten married in the first place. A part of me never saw marriage as an option for me but I had nothing against it. Inner kingdom was clean, so I went along with it, it brought up no bad feelings because I wasn't feeling bad about anything.
I have been oppressed in life because people wanted me to serve them, as an example, but I didn't give them that example because I had been beaten down for expressing the inner kingdom legalistically. This led me to doubt it completely, to question it and so people questioned me. Because I had no knowledge, I could not understand it. In scripture we read "My people are perishing due to lack of knowledge" and blame is placed upon the shepherds. So now I am learning the balance. I must honor the inner kingdom, as much as I can understand it. I must let GOD Almighty teach me. I must have compassion and consideration for those who do not have it within them. If they do not have it them, they are just neighbors, not friends and no one who would be served by my example. Until I learn this, I am subject to them.
And I might have a bit more liberation coming.........I asked a question: am I sick with digestive problems because I did not consent to having my son circumcised? This led to a chain of thought, explanations and resolution to the problem. I think. I will know if I am bale to again freely.
Now back to this week's lessons...all about legality. When it comes to man's laws, there are many who believe because they follow the letter of them that they are righteous. We follow the letter of them because God ordained that we should. Obeying them to the letter, however, makes us far from righteous. When we hide behind them to commit acts of unrighteousness, to use them as an excuse for unrighteous behavior, we are being cowardly. When we use them as an act of vengeance, we are being unrighteous and will be punished for it. When we are scared and/or confused we rely on them to brace ourselves and this is acceptable unless we know different, know we shouldn't, in which case they will fail and we end up undermining ourselves.
When it comes to the question of friends: affection comes naturally when there is appreciation. Where there is sincere appreciation, there is friendship.
Above I mentioned those destined for the resurrection. The resurrection is the ascension, the evolution, the enlightenment, the transition of humanity/mankind back into immortality. Those destined for immortality are of the final generation to be born and "risen" from the dead and dying state of being that humanity/mankind is experiencing. The firstborn from the dead was within the one called Jesus speaking when it was said by the one called Jesus. Jesus was not, however, the firstborn from the dead. Throughout the ages, others had ascended on occasion, like the prophet who did not experience death but went to heaven in a chariot. Scriptures record others that had been taken up before him.
In this last day we are all "ascending", evolving, being "taken up" by the earth's rising vibrations, however not everyone is going to make it through the process. They resist it and do not do the inner cleansing. Many know what is happening but rebel against it, don't want to do the inner processing. They do not concern me. Another point made to me, a new and relieving development: we are not responsible for prophesying the fate of other people. It IS none of our business. And it is not our responsibility. We are each responsible for our own enlightenment, for asking our own questions, to seek and listen for answers, be open to them. We each must seek out our own salvation "with fear and trembling" as it says in the scriptures. Though it doesn't have to be scary. The warning is not that we should be intimidated by it or do it fearfully, but to take the warnings seriously. To be obedient: seek first the kingdom. And then to trust: and all other things will be added to you. As for our fates, our destinies: it is up to each of us to self-examine and ask the question. "What will become of me?". "Where is this road I am on leading?". If we don't it will come upon us suddenly and unexpectedly. We will have nobody but ourselves to blame for it.
For now, I think that is it exactly. And we have until tomorrow sundown, weeeee! I AM SO GRATEFUL.
Thursday, May 2, 2013
What eats the dust of the earth?
Seriously. It's an earth worm. That big ol' serpent sending telepathic messages of being an intimidating serpent, vicious dragon....is an earthworm. Step on it and it impotently flaps at your ankle trying to bite it. That lil' ol' thing that tills the soil for us, drowns in the rain and is food for the birds. It telepathically is making you think it has you over a barrel and can kill you at any moment. Haven't we been silly.
And all those other angels and demons of which we are so fearful? Animals. 'All that flies in the air, walks upon land, and swims in the oceans became living souls' just like Adam. Then the gods made them in their image: tinkered with them, their DNA, their intelligence, their spirituality, etc. Made them telepathic. Adam just happened to be the chief "man" made by GOD Almighty, the Father, not to be tinkered with. Resented for their "perfection", the worm seduced them. They let their DNA be tinkered with.
When their DNA was mixed with that of the gods, they began to die because their forms had to evolve to accommodate it, the change would take many generations before becoming complete, before we actually became god-like. That which was immortal had to put on mortality and that which became mortal would have to put on immortality before it became great/to be in gods' image. And so we evolved to begin to look like them, like the gods who created us/tinkered with our DNA. And they're still doing it, to those who allow it to happen to them to the animals that are also "men". They can do what they want with their men, but the Almighty's are off limits to them. They will be subject to them. "They will do no harm on my Holy Mountain". And soon, even all that DNA messing around will come to an end as they beat their swords into plowshares and learn the art of war no more, never again.
What is greater than angels/men/animals are the gods' children. The gods have been dealt with. The gods' children are next on the list, but they aren't very much like them. They're different. Human angels more loving than their parents, more self-reflective than self-centered, an evolutionary process-gods becoming men.
And all those other angels and demons of which we are so fearful? Animals. 'All that flies in the air, walks upon land, and swims in the oceans became living souls' just like Adam. Then the gods made them in their image: tinkered with them, their DNA, their intelligence, their spirituality, etc. Made them telepathic. Adam just happened to be the chief "man" made by GOD Almighty, the Father, not to be tinkered with. Resented for their "perfection", the worm seduced them. They let their DNA be tinkered with.
When their DNA was mixed with that of the gods, they began to die because their forms had to evolve to accommodate it, the change would take many generations before becoming complete, before we actually became god-like. That which was immortal had to put on mortality and that which became mortal would have to put on immortality before it became great/to be in gods' image. And so we evolved to begin to look like them, like the gods who created us/tinkered with our DNA. And they're still doing it, to those who allow it to happen to them to the animals that are also "men". They can do what they want with their men, but the Almighty's are off limits to them. They will be subject to them. "They will do no harm on my Holy Mountain". And soon, even all that DNA messing around will come to an end as they beat their swords into plowshares and learn the art of war no more, never again.
What is greater than angels/men/animals are the gods' children. The gods have been dealt with. The gods' children are next on the list, but they aren't very much like them. They're different. Human angels more loving than their parents, more self-reflective than self-centered, an evolutionary process-gods becoming men.
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