Scripture tells us that the Son=the Word and in the old testament, the Word=the Will of God. So, God's Will= God's Son. If will=son then the "son of man"= man's will. The one called Jesus called himself the "Son of Man" as was one of the prophets in the old testament called "Son of Man". "Son of Man", man's will must be sacrificed to be resurrected as "Son of God", God's Will for everlasting life and immortality to be bestowed upon it. "All of creation groans waiting for the revelation of God's children" scripture tells us. It waits for mankind as whole to sacrifice their own will to become the will of God.
I was watching a documentary the other day in four parts on YouTube. It was all about how mankind was destroying our environment and causing climate change. I did not believe it fully because the earth's climate is always changing. Animal species are always going extinct and new species evolving to fill in the gaps left by those that did go extinct. Mankind has always been a global traveler, spreading "alien" plant life and insects and animals onto new continents and islands. Yes, we might be speeding up climate change as we speed up travel, it's frequency and add so much to greenhouse gases, but it would have happened eventually. The only difference between now and "then" is man's discomfort with climate changes. Tribal man accepts and adapts. Modern man does everything within his power to resist changes. Tribal man sees it's self as just another animal. Modern "civilized" man sees it's self as above animals, different.
Then the documentary came to a part on Yellowstone. Killing off the wolves led to the dying off of the trees. Man killed predators it was in competition with, stopped being an animal predator himself and this is what destroyed the earth. Every intense climate change is marked with the demise of an advanced civilization such as the Mayans, the Atlantians, etc. History is simply repeating it's self. Again. It is only after the end of the civilizations that the men who survive it go back to being hunter-gatherers, animals. Those close to those civilizations with folklore and legends surrounding them thus keeping a memory of them, are the most resistant to "civilization" of themselves. And for good reason; "civilization" leads to our destruction.
Building farms in Australia kills the Eskimos in Alaska when it kills the whales they live off of. So the Eskimos have no choice but to become "civilized", creating their own disruptions to the environment which returns the favor somewhere else in the world. California is suffocating on pollution that blows in from China.
Tribal man is usually nomadic, hunter gatherers. God's chosen people have always become by His will nomadic and the one called Jesus was nomadic. He told his disciples to be like him. Civilized people living according to their will are sedentary in their lifestyles. People busy with getting out to hunt and gather, move their dwellings, etc are too busy and expending energy on other things than reproduction and oppression/dysfunction. Population control is naturally occurring and individual freedom a natural result.
God was happy in a tent. "Did I ask for a temple?" God asked David. No, He didn't. He didn't want man to have laws, sacrifices or a human king. He wanted them to have a few laws written on stone tablets and individual freedom with designated territories. It was man's will to have statues and sacrifices and a king. So, God sacrificed His own Will= His Son, for that of man's. And look where it led. So, it is now up to man to sacrifice his own will=his own son which brings death and destruction for God's Son= Will, that mankind can continue to live.
Those who survive great climatic changes and downfalls of civilizations a.k.a. societal or cultural "Armageddon" are always those who are adaptable, resourceful and most willing to suddenly resort to becoming hunter gatherers....those most willing and able to live like animals......those most able to give up their own will for God's Will, His Son.
Oh, the YouTube video:
"National Geographic-Strange Days on Earth-Part 3 of 4-Predator"
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SIXAytRvDQ0&list=WLSRMh7_b8QVxwRo8f9PLHLtTBTZoII0GQ
Monday, May 13, 2013
1st century christians not for imitating and more core beliefs
Someone told me the other day that they were just grateful knowing someone like me is out there. I was put off by that, offended even. Isn't that just plain old selfish of him? He gets the gratification of knowing I exist, can daydream about me, but he feels no responsibility for nourishing and sustaining me, showing that love and appreciation for me. Then I remembered once pleading with God that he let human misery end, not to worry about me. If I go to hell it does not matter to me, please, oh please, just stop human suffering. Was that the same thing? Was that martyr type thinking and inherently selfish of me? I was getting by pure grit and by God's good graces. Should I not live off appreciation? How was I guilty of not showing appreciation?
I thought myself justified for being inattentive. No one ever worried about me, why would it occur to me to worry about anyone else in the daily scheme of things? People would get nervous if I went on a long trip and didn't call every few minutes. I would think they were crazy and clingy, maybe a little bit flattering, but really not important and imposing. Then most people when you do take an interest do nothing but complain about things yet are unwilling to do anything about them. They are resistant to change. I found that annoying and time wasting. As for my children, of course I loved them, but I was inattentive mostly, just like any other parent. I never worried about them, their well-being. I had no idea that maybe they were lonely, just like me when I was a child and no one showed any interest in me. And yet the attention I did receive was unwanted because it was void of understanding, compassion and abusive. Was I capable of doing differently? I checked on them frequently just so other people wouldn't question my parenting. Now I do it differently. I sincerely check on how they are REALLY doing. I have been spending the past year seriously working on being attentive to be people and their needs for attention. It was not easy to get going, but got easier and easier, more naturally flowing, more rewarding.
And to think, God allowed human suffering to continue just so I (and those like me) could reach maturity. No, we weren't worth appreciating, but worth appreciating we became. And He knew that would happen, He appreciated the potential and so "sacrificed nations" and generations of human suffering. For me (and people like me). Quite humbling really.
Now on to those first century Christians. The one called Jesus told his disciples "those who deny me before men, I will deny before my father in heaven". Three times Peter denied him. Peter was thus denied before the father in heaven. He is not worthy of imitation and his guidance not worth seeking. His whole ministry the one called Jesus warned them not to lord it over one another, to be servants, etc. Yet what was the first thing they did? They established a hierarchy in Jerusalem. And you can tell they did not have God's blessing because when asked how they should guide the gentiles in reference to the laws, they could offer nothing except to abstain from a couple of things.
And what of Paul, the great apostle to the gentiles? His service to God was his prison sentence. He was worthy of death because he had been killing the disciples of the one called Jesus. He was under a death sentence. God used him like a servant then killed him. Jews have no problem accepting that the wizard who blessed Israel three times when hired to curse them was killed as part of divine justice for his intentions. That man did not intend to curse Israel and even expressed his refusal. He was not worthy of issuing a blessing due to his life style. Under a death sentence anyways, God used him as a servant then punished him for the life he had been living. So Paul being used in the same manner should not be surprising.
One misguidance is that we should "confess our sins to one another". We should not be self-abasing. However we should be "preaching the inner kingdom", sharing our self-reflections in a manner that is not judgmental. We thus set an example and by accepting things within and about ourselves, by being so honest, we liberate people from their own inner prisons. I think an example of this might work is from an experience I had the other day. I have a friend who is just so over-obsessed with honoring the dead and being hurt by all the deaths in the family, constantly reminding everyone of dates and their associations with other events and names of the deceased being used for children, etc. It's a huge issue! I was honest. I told her I was there for her. I care sincerely, but I cannot relate, so if I behave awkwardly it is not because I don't care or am condemning her or am uncomfortable, it's just because I cannot relate. I have never been so emotionally attached to people. I saw in her a release. I was relieved thinking she was accepting my "coldness" and inability to relate or seeing that I was truly caring or something of that nature. When in fact, I realized later, all her fuss about death was her overcompensating for the fact that she felt nothing. She never got attached either! We had similar upbringings, neglectful and abusive parents. My self-acceptance allowed her accept herself. She was not alone in the universe, in her experience and her experience was O.K. She was released from an inner prison she had created; an enslavement to honoring the dead obsessively.
And so now a balance can come in: attention but not obsession, not based on fear for another's well-being but sincere appreciation and until all are brought into a state of healing, the attention they need to nourish and sustain their development.
More on the first century Christians; the one called Jesus was sustained by women. They were the true servants and yet they never received acknowledgement. Who was brave enough to be seen in public? To go to the grave to witness that maybe he had been resurrected? Who was at the crucifixion? Sure, one apostle but all the women. Let us reflect as well, upon advice about the behavior or women: they were to cover their heads and be in subjection. Few people realize this was NOT advice given to make women more godly or God fearing. It was advice given based on fear of the fallen angels and tempting angels to become fallen. As recorded in the book of Enoch, the angels fell because they were enchanted by the hair of women, thus if women covered their heads, they would be less tempting to angels that tend the congregation when it gathers. The subjection to husbands was an admonition to go into hiding "beneath" their husbands so their husbands could be protective barriers between the women and angels who might be tempted by them. NONE of this is loving: in love, no fear exists. Woman was originally formed to be a man's helper, not to be in subjection to him, yet even that no longer applies because we have become a new creation and "as the angels in heaven". That is why we are not to be married nor given in marriage. God is our maker, not man.
And now we have the new-agers and their "indigo" children, obsessed with making people more like them and performing parlor tricks. Shape-shifting and mind-bending spoons is easy. Try changing your own consciousness! Their parents believe we should cater to them, be guided by them, when we should instead be disciplining and grounding them. Reportedly there are people who can disappear and manifest elsewhere, going from one part of the world to another in a single moment. Oh, wow, isn't that special? (sarcastic) They can escape their environment but it does nothing in the way of making themselves nor their environment more bearable. It changes nothing and only builds a distrust for those who are gaining a higher consciousness. Security systems will start including force fields, lol. No, we really shouldn't be focused on trying to escape our reality by any means but by changing that which is within creating it. Besides which, all that "you create your own reality", though true in a sense is belittling to our intelligence. It makes us feel guilty and stupid because we "just aren't getting it" when nothing goes "right". It can lead to paranoia as we question our own motives because we are drawing unwanted experiences, we think. Or we accept WAY too much nonsense and abuse because we believe we are drawing it and so we are guilty and deserve it. The beliefs make us irresponsible as well as they teach everything is a figment of our imagination. "It's all an illusion", when in fact, it IS a creation full of "illusions" to stimulate an environment so we can experience independence as consiousnesses. Our bodies become our own planets, in a sense, on the earth as a universe or solar system in it's self. We are having very real experiences of ourselves as individual consiousnesses, which we were meant to be. This how we become God's children, in a sense that is more than metaphorical. We become little gods ourselves. Our universe which we rule is our minds and bodies. we become kings and queens within "god's kingdom", the kingdom within. We shower him with praise and appreciation because He gave us this. And this is awesome, awe inspiring.
Then the news came to me: it was time with God, to create boundaries. He can come in day or evening and I do not even notice until I recognize He is with me. Then I am apologetic because I hadn't noticed, He sounds so much like me because I have become so much like Him. And my thoughts were turned to relationships, the importance of healthy boundaries as a demonstration of respect. We knock before we enter, even if we know we will be welcome. We do not cross lines, even if invited. Would our creator not also be this way with respect? And then I am reminded of the garden of Eden, how it was said that in the cool of the evening they heard his footsteps. It is not unreasonable or unseemly to ask that God manifest, reveal Himself in the form of body and announce His arrival, once He turns over our inner kingdom. We can ask Him to be direct instead of us having to guess. "What part of the Earth ARE you giving to me?". We can assume He is also giving us the means to sustain it, in this system and the next. We are ASSURED of a kingdom within a kingdom.
I thought myself justified for being inattentive. No one ever worried about me, why would it occur to me to worry about anyone else in the daily scheme of things? People would get nervous if I went on a long trip and didn't call every few minutes. I would think they were crazy and clingy, maybe a little bit flattering, but really not important and imposing. Then most people when you do take an interest do nothing but complain about things yet are unwilling to do anything about them. They are resistant to change. I found that annoying and time wasting. As for my children, of course I loved them, but I was inattentive mostly, just like any other parent. I never worried about them, their well-being. I had no idea that maybe they were lonely, just like me when I was a child and no one showed any interest in me. And yet the attention I did receive was unwanted because it was void of understanding, compassion and abusive. Was I capable of doing differently? I checked on them frequently just so other people wouldn't question my parenting. Now I do it differently. I sincerely check on how they are REALLY doing. I have been spending the past year seriously working on being attentive to be people and their needs for attention. It was not easy to get going, but got easier and easier, more naturally flowing, more rewarding.
And to think, God allowed human suffering to continue just so I (and those like me) could reach maturity. No, we weren't worth appreciating, but worth appreciating we became. And He knew that would happen, He appreciated the potential and so "sacrificed nations" and generations of human suffering. For me (and people like me). Quite humbling really.
Now on to those first century Christians. The one called Jesus told his disciples "those who deny me before men, I will deny before my father in heaven". Three times Peter denied him. Peter was thus denied before the father in heaven. He is not worthy of imitation and his guidance not worth seeking. His whole ministry the one called Jesus warned them not to lord it over one another, to be servants, etc. Yet what was the first thing they did? They established a hierarchy in Jerusalem. And you can tell they did not have God's blessing because when asked how they should guide the gentiles in reference to the laws, they could offer nothing except to abstain from a couple of things.
And what of Paul, the great apostle to the gentiles? His service to God was his prison sentence. He was worthy of death because he had been killing the disciples of the one called Jesus. He was under a death sentence. God used him like a servant then killed him. Jews have no problem accepting that the wizard who blessed Israel three times when hired to curse them was killed as part of divine justice for his intentions. That man did not intend to curse Israel and even expressed his refusal. He was not worthy of issuing a blessing due to his life style. Under a death sentence anyways, God used him as a servant then punished him for the life he had been living. So Paul being used in the same manner should not be surprising.
One misguidance is that we should "confess our sins to one another". We should not be self-abasing. However we should be "preaching the inner kingdom", sharing our self-reflections in a manner that is not judgmental. We thus set an example and by accepting things within and about ourselves, by being so honest, we liberate people from their own inner prisons. I think an example of this might work is from an experience I had the other day. I have a friend who is just so over-obsessed with honoring the dead and being hurt by all the deaths in the family, constantly reminding everyone of dates and their associations with other events and names of the deceased being used for children, etc. It's a huge issue! I was honest. I told her I was there for her. I care sincerely, but I cannot relate, so if I behave awkwardly it is not because I don't care or am condemning her or am uncomfortable, it's just because I cannot relate. I have never been so emotionally attached to people. I saw in her a release. I was relieved thinking she was accepting my "coldness" and inability to relate or seeing that I was truly caring or something of that nature. When in fact, I realized later, all her fuss about death was her overcompensating for the fact that she felt nothing. She never got attached either! We had similar upbringings, neglectful and abusive parents. My self-acceptance allowed her accept herself. She was not alone in the universe, in her experience and her experience was O.K. She was released from an inner prison she had created; an enslavement to honoring the dead obsessively.
And so now a balance can come in: attention but not obsession, not based on fear for another's well-being but sincere appreciation and until all are brought into a state of healing, the attention they need to nourish and sustain their development.
More on the first century Christians; the one called Jesus was sustained by women. They were the true servants and yet they never received acknowledgement. Who was brave enough to be seen in public? To go to the grave to witness that maybe he had been resurrected? Who was at the crucifixion? Sure, one apostle but all the women. Let us reflect as well, upon advice about the behavior or women: they were to cover their heads and be in subjection. Few people realize this was NOT advice given to make women more godly or God fearing. It was advice given based on fear of the fallen angels and tempting angels to become fallen. As recorded in the book of Enoch, the angels fell because they were enchanted by the hair of women, thus if women covered their heads, they would be less tempting to angels that tend the congregation when it gathers. The subjection to husbands was an admonition to go into hiding "beneath" their husbands so their husbands could be protective barriers between the women and angels who might be tempted by them. NONE of this is loving: in love, no fear exists. Woman was originally formed to be a man's helper, not to be in subjection to him, yet even that no longer applies because we have become a new creation and "as the angels in heaven". That is why we are not to be married nor given in marriage. God is our maker, not man.
And now we have the new-agers and their "indigo" children, obsessed with making people more like them and performing parlor tricks. Shape-shifting and mind-bending spoons is easy. Try changing your own consciousness! Their parents believe we should cater to them, be guided by them, when we should instead be disciplining and grounding them. Reportedly there are people who can disappear and manifest elsewhere, going from one part of the world to another in a single moment. Oh, wow, isn't that special? (sarcastic) They can escape their environment but it does nothing in the way of making themselves nor their environment more bearable. It changes nothing and only builds a distrust for those who are gaining a higher consciousness. Security systems will start including force fields, lol. No, we really shouldn't be focused on trying to escape our reality by any means but by changing that which is within creating it. Besides which, all that "you create your own reality", though true in a sense is belittling to our intelligence. It makes us feel guilty and stupid because we "just aren't getting it" when nothing goes "right". It can lead to paranoia as we question our own motives because we are drawing unwanted experiences, we think. Or we accept WAY too much nonsense and abuse because we believe we are drawing it and so we are guilty and deserve it. The beliefs make us irresponsible as well as they teach everything is a figment of our imagination. "It's all an illusion", when in fact, it IS a creation full of "illusions" to stimulate an environment so we can experience independence as consiousnesses. Our bodies become our own planets, in a sense, on the earth as a universe or solar system in it's self. We are having very real experiences of ourselves as individual consiousnesses, which we were meant to be. This how we become God's children, in a sense that is more than metaphorical. We become little gods ourselves. Our universe which we rule is our minds and bodies. we become kings and queens within "god's kingdom", the kingdom within. We shower him with praise and appreciation because He gave us this. And this is awesome, awe inspiring.
Then the news came to me: it was time with God, to create boundaries. He can come in day or evening and I do not even notice until I recognize He is with me. Then I am apologetic because I hadn't noticed, He sounds so much like me because I have become so much like Him. And my thoughts were turned to relationships, the importance of healthy boundaries as a demonstration of respect. We knock before we enter, even if we know we will be welcome. We do not cross lines, even if invited. Would our creator not also be this way with respect? And then I am reminded of the garden of Eden, how it was said that in the cool of the evening they heard his footsteps. It is not unreasonable or unseemly to ask that God manifest, reveal Himself in the form of body and announce His arrival, once He turns over our inner kingdom. We can ask Him to be direct instead of us having to guess. "What part of the Earth ARE you giving to me?". We can assume He is also giving us the means to sustain it, in this system and the next. We are ASSURED of a kingdom within a kingdom.
Sunday, May 12, 2013
The reason for the season, anti matter and all knowing
In anti matter is where God exists. To create separation, something with as few qualities as possible in common with our creator had to be created that we may then exist within it. It is the space between us and God consciousness, but it does have a quality of our Creator in it and it is through it that God travels to us and we to it. Send negative consciousness into it, back to God, Creator and it will cease to exist, manifest within creation. It is complete darkness and ignorance. It's opposite is complete knowingness. In complete knowingness we become separate from it and an expression of God within it. Yet, because it IS God, God can exist within it and through it. The degrees of consciousness between the two are the buffers between God and it so that we may exist separately, as a separate thing/being.
So, to create us, that which we call God created anti-matter/complete darkness and funneled through it complete knowingness surrounded by varying degrees of darkness, extreme good and evil, polarities, like positive and negative neutrons spinning around a nucleus, sometimes colliding, creating movement. That is why the deeper within we travel, the brighter and brighter our consciousness. We must learn to do this, if we wish to continue to exist. That knowledge is already within us, we just need to channel it. Death does not to live within, but Paradise exists, surrounded by the varying degrees of darkness. We do not have to experience death, we need but allow it to exist around us. We live with a bit of conflict, rather than hatred, a distaste for it; that which we wish to be near, appreciate yet wish to remain separate that we can see it as separate, enjoy and appreciate it. So, we lack something in common with those we love, something about them is distasteful to us. We must allow this to exist and embrace it because it is what keeps us separate enough to experience oneness as separate beings with separate qualities such as masculine and feminine, mother and children, mother and lover, and so on. The will to live is the will to engage in conflict, the will to assert ourselves against something different. We can do so in playfulness instead of animosity, playfulness. Banter can be good natured yet serious. A loving form of sarcasm. A strong assertion without judgment. Neutrality in it's energy yet forceful in it's nature. Maybe a little over-excitement, even. Many methods to the *madness* of it. Just keep laughing about it. That is why "sadness"/death comes with understandings being given, so it can travel through the anti-matter safely, in tact, to be delivered to you. So, you get the understanding and then be rid of the sadness, the understanding can then be incorporated. That is the reason for the seasons of enlightenment: fall delivery of intense light, followed by the depression-ridding ourselves of the sadness surrounding it, and then springtime/rebirth/integration and a summer of incorporating it. That is why perfect health comes with a bit of illness. That is why there might be a period of forgetfulness between periods of extreme enlightenment/knowingness. This is why breakthroughs will come with/immediately following slight irritations. And death before life everlasting. Before extreme wealth, will come extreme poverty. Healthy, wealthy, enlightened people are thus a bit ornery.
That is why we are doing this slowly. That we may die, little by little, piece by piece dying and being resurrected that we do not need to die completely. Instead we transition. The deepest love comes surrounded by the deepest hatred. Plant life is the insulating layer between animal and man and the earth's crust, it is the cycle of life and death in the environment to sustain an everlasting population.
An example of the process would be the "rant" that came up out of me immediately preceding this pocket of understanding. Interesting enough, the assertion was in it's self an understanding riding in on negative energy, but still an assertion that needed to be made. It just felt like a rant and being bitchy about something.
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So, to create us, that which we call God created anti-matter/complete darkness and funneled through it complete knowingness surrounded by varying degrees of darkness, extreme good and evil, polarities, like positive and negative neutrons spinning around a nucleus, sometimes colliding, creating movement. That is why the deeper within we travel, the brighter and brighter our consciousness. We must learn to do this, if we wish to continue to exist. That knowledge is already within us, we just need to channel it. Death does not to live within, but Paradise exists, surrounded by the varying degrees of darkness. We do not have to experience death, we need but allow it to exist around us. We live with a bit of conflict, rather than hatred, a distaste for it; that which we wish to be near, appreciate yet wish to remain separate that we can see it as separate, enjoy and appreciate it. So, we lack something in common with those we love, something about them is distasteful to us. We must allow this to exist and embrace it because it is what keeps us separate enough to experience oneness as separate beings with separate qualities such as masculine and feminine, mother and children, mother and lover, and so on. The will to live is the will to engage in conflict, the will to assert ourselves against something different. We can do so in playfulness instead of animosity, playfulness. Banter can be good natured yet serious. A loving form of sarcasm. A strong assertion without judgment. Neutrality in it's energy yet forceful in it's nature. Maybe a little over-excitement, even. Many methods to the *madness* of it. Just keep laughing about it. That is why "sadness"/death comes with understandings being given, so it can travel through the anti-matter safely, in tact, to be delivered to you. So, you get the understanding and then be rid of the sadness, the understanding can then be incorporated. That is the reason for the seasons of enlightenment: fall delivery of intense light, followed by the depression-ridding ourselves of the sadness surrounding it, and then springtime/rebirth/integration and a summer of incorporating it. That is why perfect health comes with a bit of illness. That is why there might be a period of forgetfulness between periods of extreme enlightenment/knowingness. This is why breakthroughs will come with/immediately following slight irritations. And death before life everlasting. Before extreme wealth, will come extreme poverty. Healthy, wealthy, enlightened people are thus a bit ornery.
That is why we are doing this slowly. That we may die, little by little, piece by piece dying and being resurrected that we do not need to die completely. Instead we transition. The deepest love comes surrounded by the deepest hatred. Plant life is the insulating layer between animal and man and the earth's crust, it is the cycle of life and death in the environment to sustain an everlasting population.
An example of the process would be the "rant" that came up out of me immediately preceding this pocket of understanding. Interesting enough, the assertion was in it's self an understanding riding in on negative energy, but still an assertion that needed to be made. It just felt like a rant and being bitchy about something.
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My Mother's Day gift to myself. some may call it ranting, I call it asserting my God given opinion.
I don't care what YOUR reasons, you DO NOT take a child from it's mother. Does a man's blood mix with that of his children? NO IT DOESN'T.
You believe children need help being "saved" from a "bad" mother? You the dad? Too bad, you're the one who f&cked her. That was your opinion, that's as far as it... counts and it no longer matters. You made her the mother of your children. Running to courts and public opinion is "running to mommy" because you're whiny children incapable of taking responsibility for yourselves and your opinions.
Not the mother or father? Then help the mother with what SHE believes she needs help with THEN maybe she'll be open to your opinion of what YOU believe she needs help doing, accomplishing, changing, help with.
Is your opinion different and you're a woman? That only proves it's a reflection of your poor self perception, get some self-respect. Only a woman who hates herself judges another woman as "unfit". God decides who is or isn't unfit.
Man with a different opinion: get some self respect, there are plenty of men who recognize the responsibility they had in choosing who would be the mother of their children and yet still refuse to take her children from her despite their opinion she might be unfit. They still support and back her, help her when they can. Acknowledgement of mistakes, taking of responsibility, is a form of self respect in action. Get some of it, then you might have a God given opinion.
You a teacher, daycare provider, foster parent, etc: what the h&ll are you doing raising other people's children?! Taking their responsibility from them! You're a thief and a liar no matter which way you put it, the only service you're providing is self-serving.
Now, the brains are struggling, looking for excuses, reasons, examples they might use to argue this. Forget it. You won't be able to handle the ugly truth of it. Don't DO anything with this. Just allow it to happen."
Another example would be in the book of Revelation: in the beginning of the thousand year reign, the battle of Armageddon is a violent confrontation. At the end, New Jerusalem is surrounded. Before any violent battle can be engaged, the 'enemy' is consumed by fire from God- we have learned how to transmute the energy rather than project negative energy back and forth between us. Once this is accomplished, the scrolls come out and judgment happens. We become accurate judges of matters: we have good, fair, balanced judgment about what is appropriate.
I don't care what YOUR reasons, you DO NOT take a child from it's mother. Does a man's blood mix with that of his children? NO IT DOESN'T.
You believe children need help being "saved" from a "bad" mother? You the dad? Too bad, you're the one who f&cked her. That was your opinion, that's as far as it... counts and it no longer matters. You made her the mother of your children. Running to courts and public opinion is "running to mommy" because you're whiny children incapable of taking responsibility for yourselves and your opinions.
Not the mother or father? Then help the mother with what SHE believes she needs help with THEN maybe she'll be open to your opinion of what YOU believe she needs help doing, accomplishing, changing, help with.
Is your opinion different and you're a woman? That only proves it's a reflection of your poor self perception, get some self-respect. Only a woman who hates herself judges another woman as "unfit". God decides who is or isn't unfit.
Man with a different opinion: get some self respect, there are plenty of men who recognize the responsibility they had in choosing who would be the mother of their children and yet still refuse to take her children from her despite their opinion she might be unfit. They still support and back her, help her when they can. Acknowledgement of mistakes, taking of responsibility, is a form of self respect in action. Get some of it, then you might have a God given opinion.
You a teacher, daycare provider, foster parent, etc: what the h&ll are you doing raising other people's children?! Taking their responsibility from them! You're a thief and a liar no matter which way you put it, the only service you're providing is self-serving.
Now, the brains are struggling, looking for excuses, reasons, examples they might use to argue this. Forget it. You won't be able to handle the ugly truth of it. Don't DO anything with this. Just allow it to happen."
Another example would be in the book of Revelation: in the beginning of the thousand year reign, the battle of Armageddon is a violent confrontation. At the end, New Jerusalem is surrounded. Before any violent battle can be engaged, the 'enemy' is consumed by fire from God- we have learned how to transmute the energy rather than project negative energy back and forth between us. Once this is accomplished, the scrolls come out and judgment happens. We become accurate judges of matters: we have good, fair, balanced judgment about what is appropriate.
Saturday, May 11, 2013
The Core Belief System-Another Liberating Sabbath
First we had to tackle our perceptions, for they determine how we view our thinking. If we believe/perceive our thinking is appropriate, we won't change anything. Once we perceive there may be flaws in our thinking, we begin to observe our thinking and this observation will cause changes. The left brain has feelings and the right brain has feeling about it's own as well as the left brain's feelings and thinking. We had to get those two mutually respectful and working in harmony. Thinking all taken care of we then went into the body. The body has a memory, thinks and has feelings. Every cell is a microcosm of our entire being. In the body is where we hold our core belief system. This core belief system is ultimately what shapes our body, our reality and our experiences of that reality. It is the mastermind of all things. Being in conflict with our core belief systems, any thought patterns we achieve would be nothing more than self-hypnotism and self administered brain washing.
Our pituitary gland is the communication center for both halves of our brain as well as our body. They communicate with each other via dreams and visions. The left brain may manifest as a male entity, female would be right brain, and our body may be our own personality/ego speaking, it may also be a God manifestation. If we want to know what we are thinking, feeling and believing, we but need to follow those "conversations", our interactions within and between our various aspects.
In exploring our core belief system, as in our thinkings, we begin with the perceptions of these beliefs. We may think we are a positive thinker, but in reality our positive thinking is resistance to our core beliefs. Or maybe we are a negative thinker in contrast to a lot of positive core beliefs. That which you resist persists and only worsens the matter completely. Our beliefs can also be conflicting. For example, as infants, we believe we are the only thing relevant in all of creation. As we get older and maybe rendered powerless, perceiving ourselves completely irrelevant because our wants, needs, desires, opinions are ignored and disregarded by our parents, we go off into the opposite extreme. Without a balanced perspective we fluctuate between a super ego that makes us the center of the universe and then completely undesired, unwanted and irrelevant on the other hand. So, we have a roller-coaster ride of life experiences. We could come to the conclusion that we are relevant, but to various degrees to various things.
If we believe ourselves irrelevant, we believe life is not worth living and if life is not worth living, the planet is not worth saving. If we believe life is nothing more than a temporary journey, then our environment will reflect that belief and way of thinking. The environment includes our body. If life isn't worth living and/or is only temporary, we begin dying. Because beliefs are energy and transferred from body to body, our children are born with our inner core beliefs. They begin dying as soon as they are conceived. But we CAN change our core belief system. We can drag out hose beliefs and hold them up the light of day, examine them.
Some of the core beliefs I have struggled with include that anyone intellectual or having material wealth is better than me. I believed my heart and mind (left and right brain) were not capable of making good, healthy, appropriate decisions. They were not trustworthy. I did not believe I was capable of living a life of complete ease limitlessly. I did not believe life was worth living and I struggled with relevancy. I didn't believe I belonged. I didn't believe I had the right to anything special or good or life-sustaining. But I believed I could be happy and at peace. I believed I was right about a lot of things. I believed I was wealthy. I believed I was healthy. I believed I did what was appropriate. As we can see, some beliefs I had were conflicting, some were mutually sustaining. Some aspects of my life, my experience have been consistent, others haven't.
But most important to me is now that I understand these things, I can now truly help my children. I used to think and thus believe: Why should my children believe me? I never believed my parents. This manifested as the belief that parents were not trustworthy, anything to be believed in and completely irrelevant. But I notice my youngest children believe in me deeply. As a matter of fact, they believe in me exclusively. They do not take instruction or correction from anyone else in our experience. I know, to them, I am relevant. Thus I know my core beliefs are changing. The future is already changed and secured for them in the work that I am doing.
As evening closes I realize there is a whole lot of core belief baggage sending out negative messages: Was told I take things too seriously, so I stopped taking myself and others stopped taking me seriously. I never gave myself any credit, so nobody else gave me credit, either. I believed I was offensive, too intimidating, ridiculous, clueless, stupid, foolish, timid, incapable, untouchable and it seems the list is never ending. I am worth something. Every message ever sent to anyone in my family history is bound up within my core belief system ultimately. And that is for each of us the same. It's clean up time and the vacuum cleaner is coming ;)
A little brown frog appearing in my kitchen triggered even further awareness if ingrained beliefs such as : I believed I should be afraid if I did not worry about things, that I should fear the unexpected, things will always turn out poorly, sudden movements could only be fear inspiring. Surprises don't have to be scary or come with strings. And as I experience being full of delight, I realize I am, can be, delightful and people can be delighted to see me coming.
And sometimes, a bit of forgetfulness is a good thing: it allows old experiences to be new again. be at peace. You're not stupid.
Our pituitary gland is the communication center for both halves of our brain as well as our body. They communicate with each other via dreams and visions. The left brain may manifest as a male entity, female would be right brain, and our body may be our own personality/ego speaking, it may also be a God manifestation. If we want to know what we are thinking, feeling and believing, we but need to follow those "conversations", our interactions within and between our various aspects.
In exploring our core belief system, as in our thinkings, we begin with the perceptions of these beliefs. We may think we are a positive thinker, but in reality our positive thinking is resistance to our core beliefs. Or maybe we are a negative thinker in contrast to a lot of positive core beliefs. That which you resist persists and only worsens the matter completely. Our beliefs can also be conflicting. For example, as infants, we believe we are the only thing relevant in all of creation. As we get older and maybe rendered powerless, perceiving ourselves completely irrelevant because our wants, needs, desires, opinions are ignored and disregarded by our parents, we go off into the opposite extreme. Without a balanced perspective we fluctuate between a super ego that makes us the center of the universe and then completely undesired, unwanted and irrelevant on the other hand. So, we have a roller-coaster ride of life experiences. We could come to the conclusion that we are relevant, but to various degrees to various things.
If we believe ourselves irrelevant, we believe life is not worth living and if life is not worth living, the planet is not worth saving. If we believe life is nothing more than a temporary journey, then our environment will reflect that belief and way of thinking. The environment includes our body. If life isn't worth living and/or is only temporary, we begin dying. Because beliefs are energy and transferred from body to body, our children are born with our inner core beliefs. They begin dying as soon as they are conceived. But we CAN change our core belief system. We can drag out hose beliefs and hold them up the light of day, examine them.
Some of the core beliefs I have struggled with include that anyone intellectual or having material wealth is better than me. I believed my heart and mind (left and right brain) were not capable of making good, healthy, appropriate decisions. They were not trustworthy. I did not believe I was capable of living a life of complete ease limitlessly. I did not believe life was worth living and I struggled with relevancy. I didn't believe I belonged. I didn't believe I had the right to anything special or good or life-sustaining. But I believed I could be happy and at peace. I believed I was right about a lot of things. I believed I was wealthy. I believed I was healthy. I believed I did what was appropriate. As we can see, some beliefs I had were conflicting, some were mutually sustaining. Some aspects of my life, my experience have been consistent, others haven't.
But most important to me is now that I understand these things, I can now truly help my children. I used to think and thus believe: Why should my children believe me? I never believed my parents. This manifested as the belief that parents were not trustworthy, anything to be believed in and completely irrelevant. But I notice my youngest children believe in me deeply. As a matter of fact, they believe in me exclusively. They do not take instruction or correction from anyone else in our experience. I know, to them, I am relevant. Thus I know my core beliefs are changing. The future is already changed and secured for them in the work that I am doing.
As evening closes I realize there is a whole lot of core belief baggage sending out negative messages: Was told I take things too seriously, so I stopped taking myself and others stopped taking me seriously. I never gave myself any credit, so nobody else gave me credit, either. I believed I was offensive, too intimidating, ridiculous, clueless, stupid, foolish, timid, incapable, untouchable and it seems the list is never ending. I am worth something. Every message ever sent to anyone in my family history is bound up within my core belief system ultimately. And that is for each of us the same. It's clean up time and the vacuum cleaner is coming ;)
A little brown frog appearing in my kitchen triggered even further awareness if ingrained beliefs such as : I believed I should be afraid if I did not worry about things, that I should fear the unexpected, things will always turn out poorly, sudden movements could only be fear inspiring. Surprises don't have to be scary or come with strings. And as I experience being full of delight, I realize I am, can be, delightful and people can be delighted to see me coming.
And sometimes, a bit of forgetfulness is a good thing: it allows old experiences to be new again. be at peace. You're not stupid.
Friday, May 10, 2013
Why a probalem with being an animal?
Animals are born knowing what they need for survival. Parents constantly lament that their children don't come with manuals. Don't they? Being an animal is uncomplicated and not stressful. Animals are perfectly suited to their environments.
Tuesday, May 7, 2013
Did they really worship the sun as a god?
Years ago, I think I was out lying in the sun when the thought hit me, I wondered if maybe the sun was a sort of portal God's Spirit came through. I have recently discovered many believe the sun is a stargate. So, when tribal and ancient societies spoke of sun gods, did they mean the gods who came through/from the sun? And if the earth is hollow with a sun in it's center, would it also be a stargate which "alien" crafts travel through? Could this be why your average person with a telescope would never see them coming from outer space? And if the center of every planet has a sun in it's center, would that be why tribal peoples speak of those who come from other planets yet we never see life ON other planets? Could there be life within the planets and those life forms travel to and fro throughout the universe/creation including other universes through their own sun centers/stargates/portals? Is this why we never see any of this happening?
God's inner sanctum
The God I experienced today was different than what I had ever before experienced. Joyful and refreshing, lighthearted. Light being. It is as if I had passed through His own outer gates, His own outer defenses in all our past dealings to finally have reached an inner sanctum of His being. I will know Him as no one else has known Him before me, or so it would seem. Others must have, for they were with me. His close attendants, attendants to/of those who have gone before me. Thus they are my attendants and attend to me. For it was within me and within others like me that God was "hiding". We were revelations of His true personality experiencing with us our limitations, our anxieties. Interesting to say the least.
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