The reason for the season, anti matter and all knowing

     In anti matter is where God exists. To create separation, something with as few qualities as possible in common with our creator had to be created that we may then exist within it. It is the space between us and God consciousness, but it does have a quality of our Creator in it and it is through it that God travels to us and we to it. Send negative consciousness into it, back to God, Creator and it will cease to exist, manifest within creation. It is complete darkness and ignorance. It's opposite is complete knowingness. In complete knowingness we become separate from it and an expression of God within it. Yet, because it IS God, God can exist within it and through it. The degrees of consciousness between the two are the buffers between God and it so that we may exist separately, as a separate thing/being.
   So, to create us, that which we call God created anti-matter/complete darkness and funneled through it complete knowingness surrounded by varying degrees of darkness, extreme good and evil, polarities, like positive and negative neutrons spinning around a nucleus, sometimes colliding, creating movement. That is why the deeper within we travel, the brighter and brighter our consciousness. We must learn to do this, if we wish to continue to exist. That knowledge is already within us, we just need to channel it. Death does not to live within, but Paradise exists, surrounded by the varying degrees of darkness. We do not have to experience death, we need but allow it to exist around us. We live with a bit of conflict, rather than hatred, a distaste for it; that which we wish to be near, appreciate yet wish to remain separate that we can see it as separate, enjoy and appreciate it. So, we lack something in common with those we love, something about them is distasteful to us. We must allow this to exist and embrace it because it is what keeps us separate enough to experience oneness as separate beings with separate qualities such as masculine and feminine, mother and children, mother and lover, and so on. The will to live is the will to engage in conflict, the will to assert ourselves against something different. We can do so in playfulness instead of animosity, playfulness. Banter can be good natured yet serious. A loving form of sarcasm. A strong assertion without judgment. Neutrality in it's energy yet forceful in it's nature. Maybe a little over-excitement, even. Many methods to the *madness* of it. Just keep laughing about it. That is why "sadness"/death comes with understandings being given, so it can travel through the anti-matter safely, in tact, to be delivered to you. So, you get the understanding and then be rid of the sadness, the understanding can then be incorporated. That is the reason for the seasons of enlightenment: fall delivery of intense light, followed by the depression-ridding ourselves of the sadness surrounding it, and then springtime/rebirth/integration and a summer of incorporating it. That is why perfect health comes with a bit of illness. That is why there might be a period of forgetfulness between periods of extreme enlightenment/knowingness. This is why breakthroughs will come with/immediately following slight irritations. And death before life everlasting. Before extreme wealth, will come extreme poverty. Healthy, wealthy, enlightened people are thus a bit ornery.
    That is why we are doing this slowly. That we may die, little by little, piece by piece dying and being resurrected that we do not need to die completely. Instead we transition. The deepest love comes surrounded by the deepest hatred. Plant life is the insulating layer between animal and man and the earth's crust, it is the cycle of life and death in the environment to sustain an everlasting population.

An example of the process would be the "rant" that came up out of me immediately preceding this pocket of understanding. Interesting enough, the assertion was in it's self an understanding riding in on negative energy, but still an assertion that needed to be made. It just felt like a rant and being bitchy about something.
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My Mother's Day gift to myself. some may call it ranting, I call it asserting my God given opinion.
I don't care what YOUR reasons, you DO NOT take a child from it's mother. Does a man's blood mix with that of his children? NO IT DOESN'T.
You believe children need help being "saved" from a "bad" mother? You the dad? Too bad, you're the one who f&cked her. That was your opinion, that's as far as it... counts and it no longer matters. You made her the mother of your children. Running to courts and public opinion is "running to mommy" because you're whiny children incapable of taking responsibility for yourselves and your opinions.
Not the mother or father? Then help the mother with what SHE believes she needs help with THEN maybe she'll be open to your opinion of what YOU believe she needs help doing, accomplishing, changing, help with.
Is your opinion different and you're a woman? That only proves it's a reflection of your poor self perception, get some self-respect. Only a woman who hates herself judges another woman as "unfit". God decides who is or isn't unfit.
Man with a different opinion: get some self respect, there are plenty of men who recognize the responsibility they had in choosing who would be the mother of their children and yet still refuse to take her children from her despite their opinion she might be unfit. They still support and back her, help her when they can. Acknowledgement of mistakes, taking of responsibility, is a form of self respect in action. Get some of it, then you might have a God given opinion.
You a teacher, daycare provider, foster parent, etc: what the h&ll are you doing raising other people's children?! Taking their responsibility from them! You're a thief and a liar no matter which way you put it, the only service you're providing is self-serving.
Now, the brains are struggling, looking for excuses, reasons, examples they might use to argue this. Forget it. You won't be able to handle the ugly truth of it. Don't DO anything with this. Just allow it to happen."

Another example would be in the book of Revelation: in the beginning of the thousand year reign, the battle of Armageddon is a violent confrontation. At the end, New Jerusalem is surrounded. Before any violent battle can be engaged, the 'enemy' is consumed by fire from God- we have learned how to transmute the energy rather than project negative energy back and forth between us. Once this is accomplished, the scrolls come out and judgment happens. We become accurate judges of matters: we have good, fair, balanced judgment about what is appropriate.