Thursday, July 9, 2015
Fireworks
We burst forth into creation launched by a single desire, like fireworks shot forth into the sky. We formed paintings in space and time. Some of us launched forth, became part of a larger picture and returned, our purpose completed. Some went forth never having caught fire at all, leaving behind an incomplete picture and falling back to earth never knowing the spark of life, complete duds from beginning to end. Others burst forth strong and bright, fulfilling their role and still holding the spark of life upon their return. When returning to the ground their spark still burns and can grow even greater than it was ever intended.
Wednesday, July 8, 2015
Detox time!
Clearly (to those paying attention, who have eyes that see and ears to hear) the things holding us back are leaving and this can be a painful time. Physical dispelling of old, stuck energies...memories and the emotions they hold. It may be you're spilling it all to "the wrong person". It isn't the wrong person, they were placed there just for that specific moment and if you can observe the movement of the energies, be honest and frank about how you're feeling and state that without projecting/accusing/blaming, you set yourself free, you heal yourself. I have found a "heavy hand"-decisive decisions-are required. We must clearly choose without sugar-coating it.
After a lifetime, it seems, of my 'luck' drawing good things and having to sit and watch as they are intercepted, snatched away, pass to someone else near you who you know is not drawing such good luck.......sensing the floodgates opening so that luck can finally come in, sensing all that has been denied being re-routed back to you....is exhilarating which brings up relief which brings up the toxic emotions that come with witnessing and experiencing injustice. Crying, puking, all leads to places in the body that carried constant ache feeling light and empty, yet full of the cleanest, purest energy in constant movement. Old sagging muscles begin to flex and again begin to support the core of the body with renewed vigor.
As the old goes and the 'bad luck' goes to those who deserve it, the world is going to see some major changes! Sirens are going like crazy in our small town. Those who wielded power by manipulation, control, abuse, etc are feeling it slip away.......they are about to begin getting their due. It is a silent time because it is a time of transition. As the transitions begin to take root, then the storm will come.....much needed "rain" upon those unduly deprived and "hail and brimstone" upon those from whom it's true due has been withheld.
The world is about to be turned right-side-up again! Oh glory days! Do not look back at what is happening to those being "left behind", look straight ahead and keep your eyes on your prize. If you cannot see it as clearly as those of us who are intuitive, just close your eyes, sing a hymn, close your days and wait for the storm to blow over. Listen to no one, you cannot help anyone for to reach out is to be pulled off the boat, if they were getting on, they would be on by now. Just trust and love. Don't even pray, just listen and let go............direction is coming. You're in your life raft and it will carry those it is meant to,.
We find ourselves saying things we used to and did not want to"warning our children to be quiet so as not to disturb others, etc.....all these things feel hollow, they were not our truth and so it is we must stop speaking them. When it feels hollow is when you know you're safe to let it go. Our fears concerning those things is are gone, we do not need to bring them back by repeating the behaviors back into habit again.
By holding back the "bad" I have been holding back the "good" along with it. I am released from being the test; one of the "little ones" sent in for people to react to, feeling that undeniable gong of condemnation when they react poorly to me, the relief of blessing when they respond well. Released from crying at the judgement they've brought upon themselves, feeling like I was somehow responsible, should have/could have done more to prevent it, mourned their loss, the loss of them. Let the gong sound! I know who will die in a car accident due to their treatment of me and mine: I've already seen the headlines. I know who will die a miserable death of decay as they are harangued by the harpy they chose over me. I know who will arrested for raping a child, I have already seen their end. I haven't allowed these judgments to pass through me for I didn't want to be responsible, judgmental, not understanding, not compassionate, not kind. I have held back justice and reaped injustice. It is now time.
After a lifetime, it seems, of my 'luck' drawing good things and having to sit and watch as they are intercepted, snatched away, pass to someone else near you who you know is not drawing such good luck.......sensing the floodgates opening so that luck can finally come in, sensing all that has been denied being re-routed back to you....is exhilarating which brings up relief which brings up the toxic emotions that come with witnessing and experiencing injustice. Crying, puking, all leads to places in the body that carried constant ache feeling light and empty, yet full of the cleanest, purest energy in constant movement. Old sagging muscles begin to flex and again begin to support the core of the body with renewed vigor.
As the old goes and the 'bad luck' goes to those who deserve it, the world is going to see some major changes! Sirens are going like crazy in our small town. Those who wielded power by manipulation, control, abuse, etc are feeling it slip away.......they are about to begin getting their due. It is a silent time because it is a time of transition. As the transitions begin to take root, then the storm will come.....much needed "rain" upon those unduly deprived and "hail and brimstone" upon those from whom it's true due has been withheld.
The world is about to be turned right-side-up again! Oh glory days! Do not look back at what is happening to those being "left behind", look straight ahead and keep your eyes on your prize. If you cannot see it as clearly as those of us who are intuitive, just close your eyes, sing a hymn, close your days and wait for the storm to blow over. Listen to no one, you cannot help anyone for to reach out is to be pulled off the boat, if they were getting on, they would be on by now. Just trust and love. Don't even pray, just listen and let go............direction is coming. You're in your life raft and it will carry those it is meant to,.
We find ourselves saying things we used to and did not want to"warning our children to be quiet so as not to disturb others, etc.....all these things feel hollow, they were not our truth and so it is we must stop speaking them. When it feels hollow is when you know you're safe to let it go. Our fears concerning those things is are gone, we do not need to bring them back by repeating the behaviors back into habit again.
By holding back the "bad" I have been holding back the "good" along with it. I am released from being the test; one of the "little ones" sent in for people to react to, feeling that undeniable gong of condemnation when they react poorly to me, the relief of blessing when they respond well. Released from crying at the judgement they've brought upon themselves, feeling like I was somehow responsible, should have/could have done more to prevent it, mourned their loss, the loss of them. Let the gong sound! I know who will die in a car accident due to their treatment of me and mine: I've already seen the headlines. I know who will die a miserable death of decay as they are harangued by the harpy they chose over me. I know who will arrested for raping a child, I have already seen their end. I haven't allowed these judgments to pass through me for I didn't want to be responsible, judgmental, not understanding, not compassionate, not kind. I have held back justice and reaped injustice. It is now time.
Monday, July 6, 2015
The making of a people and the return of dreams
When I was young, I was keenly aware of my intuitive and creative powers. I began to realize at some point that I exercised them in vain for they were being siphoned off, invalidated, and intercepted, I simply gave up on them, began to distrust them, hate them even. Today I felt them returning to me, those dreams which I had created. I saw myself pulling out a clear plate to show someone that I had one: my awarenesses are served up with clarity.
The whole "I am that I am" self declaration movement: I wouldn't fuck with taking on that god's name in vain. It's one thing to trigger the awakening of it within those it has been occupying, but to carry it beyond is to invite some serious consequences! He is real. He is the gateway to The Dance, no matter how brutal.
The elven entity will be energetically compatible enough to associate on occasion. She will heal her world with what came of her journey here. The sprite will heal the garden from which she came. We'll be able to visit as well. We shall have our worlds as our essence flows forth into that which will have us and is willing to come into vibrational harmony with us. The power to imbue was bestowed a couple years ago, but really what was there to use it for? Now I know: it is meant to imbue one's world with one's essence.
Free will is the choice to continue as slave to fear and thus an unwillingness to be one's own vessel or to choose self-determination, freedom and thus gain sovereignty. Those who have chosen to remain ruled have no say in where they end up, in who they are claimed by. So, if a goddess claims a vessel for a mate, there is no violation. One who cherishes freedom would not do so without consent, however. She will answer a prayer/desire for a woman to give purpose to a man. This is not a very uncommon prayer/desire, however for the masculine's purpose is to fulfill the feminine's desires. They say if you want to know how a man wants to be treated, look at the way he treats others. To see how a person wants to be loved, see how they express love to another. Men in general try to rule, establish laws, policies, rules, directions, etc. They are showing us how they want to be treated and that is why the tightness of "the good ol' boy's club" and patriarchal systems. They give one another what they want: a sense of purpose with rules and guidelines and rewards signifying praise. They seek approval, recognition. And yes, they can get that within themselves, just as we all can, thus becoming whole human beings whether a man or woman. The female determines where she wants the boat to go, but she does not take the wheel. There is the body of emotions, thoughts and feelings, but it's the feet that do the actual walking. The female creates the path, the male chooses the journey down that path. The female is content to be and create in the simplicity of beingness, the masculine is the active aspect creator-ship.
Anyone who has loved a goddess in the making and given unconditionally is extremely blessed in the days ahead.
The whole "I am that I am" self declaration movement: I wouldn't fuck with taking on that god's name in vain. It's one thing to trigger the awakening of it within those it has been occupying, but to carry it beyond is to invite some serious consequences! He is real. He is the gateway to The Dance, no matter how brutal.
The elven entity will be energetically compatible enough to associate on occasion. She will heal her world with what came of her journey here. The sprite will heal the garden from which she came. We'll be able to visit as well. We shall have our worlds as our essence flows forth into that which will have us and is willing to come into vibrational harmony with us. The power to imbue was bestowed a couple years ago, but really what was there to use it for? Now I know: it is meant to imbue one's world with one's essence.
Free will is the choice to continue as slave to fear and thus an unwillingness to be one's own vessel or to choose self-determination, freedom and thus gain sovereignty. Those who have chosen to remain ruled have no say in where they end up, in who they are claimed by. So, if a goddess claims a vessel for a mate, there is no violation. One who cherishes freedom would not do so without consent, however. She will answer a prayer/desire for a woman to give purpose to a man. This is not a very uncommon prayer/desire, however for the masculine's purpose is to fulfill the feminine's desires. They say if you want to know how a man wants to be treated, look at the way he treats others. To see how a person wants to be loved, see how they express love to another. Men in general try to rule, establish laws, policies, rules, directions, etc. They are showing us how they want to be treated and that is why the tightness of "the good ol' boy's club" and patriarchal systems. They give one another what they want: a sense of purpose with rules and guidelines and rewards signifying praise. They seek approval, recognition. And yes, they can get that within themselves, just as we all can, thus becoming whole human beings whether a man or woman. The female determines where she wants the boat to go, but she does not take the wheel. There is the body of emotions, thoughts and feelings, but it's the feet that do the actual walking. The female creates the path, the male chooses the journey down that path. The female is content to be and create in the simplicity of beingness, the masculine is the active aspect creator-ship.
Anyone who has loved a goddess in the making and given unconditionally is extremely blessed in the days ahead.
Saturday, July 4, 2015
What about evil?
My foray back into the world of channeling, etc has uncovered another play to ensnare truth seekers. Because so many have finally realized the whole "light worker" movement is agents of darkness appearing as angels of light as foretold, they've now started playing a third side: those who are aware of this light vs dark game must now fight them! um, no. We are to be seen and our job is done. Seeing as our "battle" is with "the spirits of the air" rather than with human vessels, we do not need to lead a high profile life to be seen. One true Daughter of the Dance in full bloom is a light that will be seen in the unseen realms for miles around.
So, what is to happen to all these "agents of darkness" and their vessels when The Daughters of the Dance are brought to their New Earth? The final resting places of they who are not coming are already chosen and they are sealed to them. That's all we need to know. They are children of creation, beloved as any child regardless of crimes and offenses. Their places are prepared for them. As far as The Daughters are concerned, they will no longer exist to them. All will be in it's appropriate place. All is well.
So, what is to happen to all these "agents of darkness" and their vessels when The Daughters of the Dance are brought to their New Earth? The final resting places of they who are not coming are already chosen and they are sealed to them. That's all we need to know. They are children of creation, beloved as any child regardless of crimes and offenses. Their places are prepared for them. As far as The Daughters are concerned, they will no longer exist to them. All will be in it's appropriate place. All is well.
Friday, July 3, 2015
My New World and the role of masculine and feminine reviewed and boldly, clearly admitted to
The experiences I have seen of the new world I shall be going to:
Children by the age of 5 years old will be fully prepared to leave the nest and discover themselves and the world on their own. The earth it's self will rise up to meet them before they ever fall and hurt themselves. Before hunger even hits, they will stmble upon food, be brought to it or have it brought to them by an animal companion.
I was wandering in the woods as is my custom when I sensed an arrival. I went to observe. A woman and her little dog stepped out of an otherwise empty apartment building. She looked about as if walking into a dream come true. As she released the last of her fears the apartment building disappeared. "Do I help her get orientated or something?" I wondered. Now I know the answer is no, let her discover it for herself.
I got the knowing in prophesy form about 8 years ago that people would make their own way to the estate at the center of this new world on their own.
My son saw me taking notes of all this and asked me to read it-he was very insistent he hear every word, not a brief run-down. My daughter came over to listen. They both began to cry, though each from a different perspective. He cried because he did not want to wait to go there. She cried because I told her "No, there won't be any cars, who would even want something so heavy, metallic and stinky?", she was afraid she would run across a field and be too tired to get back. I told her a horse would show up even before that point to give her a ride home but that she really would never tire anyways. What if she got lost? You would never be lost there, It would be your home. You don't get lost in your own home, do you?
Soon enough she will have resolved her fears and be itching to go and he'll have his fears surfacing, lol. The crying will begin again.........
Within the Dance it goes like this: desire, dance toward fulfilled desire, dance in desire, new desire, dance toward that fulfilled desire, etc. The feminine aspect is the desire and feeling or experiencing of the fulfilled desire. The masculine flows from the desire, becoming the active, conscious moving aspect of The Dance. Thus, masculine comes from feminine inspiration. The desire of The Dance to observe gave birth to the "critical eye"/God/I Am. So it is that an 'ascended', sovereign woman desires and a piece of her being enters that of a man in fulfillment of her desire.
To have come from God and woman out of man is to do things ass-backwards and thus the reason for the complete failure of anything to come from that to be whole, healthy, and full of joy.
adding: Of course the feminine and masculine are within each of us. I saw it like this: "left and right brain" like two lungs, one indigo blue the other a violet/fuchsia. "her" thoughts transfer into the other "lung" and "his" into hers. Simultaneously, I understood this is the way it is with one's mate. However, it is the female which initiates the connection and he moves on it.
Children by the age of 5 years old will be fully prepared to leave the nest and discover themselves and the world on their own. The earth it's self will rise up to meet them before they ever fall and hurt themselves. Before hunger even hits, they will stmble upon food, be brought to it or have it brought to them by an animal companion.
I was wandering in the woods as is my custom when I sensed an arrival. I went to observe. A woman and her little dog stepped out of an otherwise empty apartment building. She looked about as if walking into a dream come true. As she released the last of her fears the apartment building disappeared. "Do I help her get orientated or something?" I wondered. Now I know the answer is no, let her discover it for herself.
I got the knowing in prophesy form about 8 years ago that people would make their own way to the estate at the center of this new world on their own.
My son saw me taking notes of all this and asked me to read it-he was very insistent he hear every word, not a brief run-down. My daughter came over to listen. They both began to cry, though each from a different perspective. He cried because he did not want to wait to go there. She cried because I told her "No, there won't be any cars, who would even want something so heavy, metallic and stinky?", she was afraid she would run across a field and be too tired to get back. I told her a horse would show up even before that point to give her a ride home but that she really would never tire anyways. What if she got lost? You would never be lost there, It would be your home. You don't get lost in your own home, do you?
Soon enough she will have resolved her fears and be itching to go and he'll have his fears surfacing, lol. The crying will begin again.........
Within the Dance it goes like this: desire, dance toward fulfilled desire, dance in desire, new desire, dance toward that fulfilled desire, etc. The feminine aspect is the desire and feeling or experiencing of the fulfilled desire. The masculine flows from the desire, becoming the active, conscious moving aspect of The Dance. Thus, masculine comes from feminine inspiration. The desire of The Dance to observe gave birth to the "critical eye"/God/I Am. So it is that an 'ascended', sovereign woman desires and a piece of her being enters that of a man in fulfillment of her desire.
To have come from God and woman out of man is to do things ass-backwards and thus the reason for the complete failure of anything to come from that to be whole, healthy, and full of joy.
adding: Of course the feminine and masculine are within each of us. I saw it like this: "left and right brain" like two lungs, one indigo blue the other a violet/fuchsia. "her" thoughts transfer into the other "lung" and "his" into hers. Simultaneously, I understood this is the way it is with one's mate. However, it is the female which initiates the connection and he moves on it.
Thursday, July 2, 2015
Of Pirates and Goddesses and Kings
Governments will always preserve a segment of criminal subcultures. When a government wants a job done they know they won't get approval to use an army for, they call upon the criminal element to do their dirty work. Not news. While the criminal element may have a mother country, a government they were born under, they must be wise enough to know any loyalty they think they're displaying by cooperating with under the radar assignments will not be returned. Thus, a pirate demanding loyalty to a governing body is a victim whose life is only worth something until the job is done and possible loose ends must be tied up. If they kill off their above-board representatives, do ya really think you are anything more than cannon fodder? Please.
There is the Dance, which dances it's way through all things. There is the "I AM", God. There are sons and daughters of God=gods and goddesses. Out of all that came a whole variety of creatures. Many of these use the human beast as vessels to inhabit physical earth. So, this is what I've gotten of my story so far. It will not be the same as anyone else's necessarily. We're a mixed bag of origins, agendas and destinations........
This human beast was originally the vessel of an entity one would call a sprite while having the presence of The Dance very strong within me. I also became avatar to another entity with a body in a realm that looks like an eleven realm. Watching over her body while she focused her consciousness into mine was what main stream media calls an alien. I sensed dislike from the alien when my human consciousness went back with the one occupying my body as an avatar. When the "I AM" awoke in me (it had followed the sprite in) more became clear. The sprite's purpose was to find the source of dysfunction among the heavenly family and heal it. The elven entity using me as an avatar was sent to learn because her planet was dying. They were hoping to find a way to heal it. I underwent a 'quickening'= the spark of life of an eternal spirit was created in the human body. There was a change of shifts as my divine aspect got 'grounded' here and the human consciousness went to learn. Then there was the switch back. I began to get visions of The Dance and they include having the umbilical cord connecting me to The Dance being cut. I got the sense of sovereignty. Why me? I could sense on more than one occasion divinity would corner me and watch, expecting me to make one of two choices. I would come up with another choice and blow their mind. The Dance was strong in me and rather than subjecting to the "I Am"/Critical eye or "Satan" or "Jesus", I trusted in The Dance. The Dance liked that.
At one point when hanging with the Shaumbra crowd and having had my "I Am" presence awakened within me, I began to pick up the universal downloads. One of the first was "There is no such thing as addiction". There was resistance to that message from Shaumbra. I began comparing my downloads with all the other channelor's monthly messages. My interpretation was the most clear, so I began to rely solely upon my own inner channel. Around that time I had a reading done with "Tobias" who informed me I(the elven consciousness) had some residual hurt left from Atlantis, they did not want to tell me what, but assured me they would help me release it. I spent a couple days puking. I later got the sense of what it was I had been carrying around for lifetimes from human avatar to human avatar: in my naive innocence and perfect faith and trust, I was betrayed by my beloved, who betrayed a father I adored. I was taken captive and shut up in a cell where I was injected with 1,000 lifetimes worth of fear. That is the fear capacity of a human avatar multiplied by 1,000. Need I say I was climbing the walls and desperately trying to flee my own skin?
So then Shaumbra decided they wanted to do an initiation......I walked out. To bind myself to those who had done such a horrible thing, knew about it and refused to fess up to me but figured they could undo it and all would be forgotten?! Talk about lack of charector!
Since the elven aspect left, I feel no attachment to shaumbra but wanted to see what they were up to, hoping to find association at least close to my own level of conscious awareness. They were just working on integrating what I had channeled 8 years ago! I have been increasing in consciousness since then, being refined, proven, underwent the "living death', ascended to the highest of heavens and every level between-formless- there and The Dance. And some of them really think they need to correct me. Back when I was unofficially shaumbra, I was embodied by "The Teacher of Teachers"....the one teaching the entities who were teaching "humans". I could sense back then that when I would light up with a universal download, the 'angels' would gather around, waiting for it to hit my brain and then make off with the thoughts that brought understanding triggered by the download as their new message of enlightenment to offer, just a bit foggied up by the belief systems they were attempting to perpetuate.
I can still communicate freely and openly with The Dance and we come into oneness regularly but I know exactly what I am and the 'enlightened' would deny my existence. However, I know something from an understanding I channeled back then, 8 years ago: there were god/men on earth at one time, just like me but with a less evolved consciousness. They no longer exist in any way, shape or form. I also know I was vessel or avatar of one of "the Pure People" who was asked by 'angels' to occupy this avatar so that the "I AM" could perceive that which it could not perceive previously. It was asked to be in me because I had the undivided attention of "I AM That I AM". "I AM That I AM" did not believe in The Dance. Now it knows. Now the game is on..........
Also, this human soul/ while avatar for elven was contracted out "five daughters for five men who hate women". I was to give birth to then lose them to their fathers. By the time number five came I was getting over my Pollyanna, love and light, ways. So, when her father dumped me off like an unwanted dog, knowing I was pregnant, and stole all my worldly possessions, I accepted his forfeit. A few years later I was warned "He" was coming("I AM That I AM"). I bowed down and a white light descended upon my youngest daughter and son with the extended understanding that "they have been blessed to go with you". My Earth is separating from 3D earth and my two youngest are coming with me. I will be the sole portal into that world, guardian of it. It is also separating from the other "new earths". I do have my own host of angels, whom I have begun to meet daily. I am beggining to feel exactly what I have become and it is wondrous.
Ohh, an dafter years of being visited by various 'matriarchs' expressing a desire to have me paired with their sons, etc.........I got to choose my own mate! He'll be coming as well.
There is the Dance, which dances it's way through all things. There is the "I AM", God. There are sons and daughters of God=gods and goddesses. Out of all that came a whole variety of creatures. Many of these use the human beast as vessels to inhabit physical earth. So, this is what I've gotten of my story so far. It will not be the same as anyone else's necessarily. We're a mixed bag of origins, agendas and destinations........
This human beast was originally the vessel of an entity one would call a sprite while having the presence of The Dance very strong within me. I also became avatar to another entity with a body in a realm that looks like an eleven realm. Watching over her body while she focused her consciousness into mine was what main stream media calls an alien. I sensed dislike from the alien when my human consciousness went back with the one occupying my body as an avatar. When the "I AM" awoke in me (it had followed the sprite in) more became clear. The sprite's purpose was to find the source of dysfunction among the heavenly family and heal it. The elven entity using me as an avatar was sent to learn because her planet was dying. They were hoping to find a way to heal it. I underwent a 'quickening'= the spark of life of an eternal spirit was created in the human body. There was a change of shifts as my divine aspect got 'grounded' here and the human consciousness went to learn. Then there was the switch back. I began to get visions of The Dance and they include having the umbilical cord connecting me to The Dance being cut. I got the sense of sovereignty. Why me? I could sense on more than one occasion divinity would corner me and watch, expecting me to make one of two choices. I would come up with another choice and blow their mind. The Dance was strong in me and rather than subjecting to the "I Am"/Critical eye or "Satan" or "Jesus", I trusted in The Dance. The Dance liked that.
At one point when hanging with the Shaumbra crowd and having had my "I Am" presence awakened within me, I began to pick up the universal downloads. One of the first was "There is no such thing as addiction". There was resistance to that message from Shaumbra. I began comparing my downloads with all the other channelor's monthly messages. My interpretation was the most clear, so I began to rely solely upon my own inner channel. Around that time I had a reading done with "Tobias" who informed me I(the elven consciousness) had some residual hurt left from Atlantis, they did not want to tell me what, but assured me they would help me release it. I spent a couple days puking. I later got the sense of what it was I had been carrying around for lifetimes from human avatar to human avatar: in my naive innocence and perfect faith and trust, I was betrayed by my beloved, who betrayed a father I adored. I was taken captive and shut up in a cell where I was injected with 1,000 lifetimes worth of fear. That is the fear capacity of a human avatar multiplied by 1,000. Need I say I was climbing the walls and desperately trying to flee my own skin?
So then Shaumbra decided they wanted to do an initiation......I walked out. To bind myself to those who had done such a horrible thing, knew about it and refused to fess up to me but figured they could undo it and all would be forgotten?! Talk about lack of charector!
Since the elven aspect left, I feel no attachment to shaumbra but wanted to see what they were up to, hoping to find association at least close to my own level of conscious awareness. They were just working on integrating what I had channeled 8 years ago! I have been increasing in consciousness since then, being refined, proven, underwent the "living death', ascended to the highest of heavens and every level between-formless- there and The Dance. And some of them really think they need to correct me. Back when I was unofficially shaumbra, I was embodied by "The Teacher of Teachers"....the one teaching the entities who were teaching "humans". I could sense back then that when I would light up with a universal download, the 'angels' would gather around, waiting for it to hit my brain and then make off with the thoughts that brought understanding triggered by the download as their new message of enlightenment to offer, just a bit foggied up by the belief systems they were attempting to perpetuate.
I can still communicate freely and openly with The Dance and we come into oneness regularly but I know exactly what I am and the 'enlightened' would deny my existence. However, I know something from an understanding I channeled back then, 8 years ago: there were god/men on earth at one time, just like me but with a less evolved consciousness. They no longer exist in any way, shape or form. I also know I was vessel or avatar of one of "the Pure People" who was asked by 'angels' to occupy this avatar so that the "I AM" could perceive that which it could not perceive previously. It was asked to be in me because I had the undivided attention of "I AM That I AM". "I AM That I AM" did not believe in The Dance. Now it knows. Now the game is on..........
Also, this human soul/ while avatar for elven was contracted out "five daughters for five men who hate women". I was to give birth to then lose them to their fathers. By the time number five came I was getting over my Pollyanna, love and light, ways. So, when her father dumped me off like an unwanted dog, knowing I was pregnant, and stole all my worldly possessions, I accepted his forfeit. A few years later I was warned "He" was coming("I AM That I AM"). I bowed down and a white light descended upon my youngest daughter and son with the extended understanding that "they have been blessed to go with you". My Earth is separating from 3D earth and my two youngest are coming with me. I will be the sole portal into that world, guardian of it. It is also separating from the other "new earths". I do have my own host of angels, whom I have begun to meet daily. I am beggining to feel exactly what I have become and it is wondrous.
Ohh, an dafter years of being visited by various 'matriarchs' expressing a desire to have me paired with their sons, etc.........I got to choose my own mate! He'll be coming as well.
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