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Friday, October 30, 2015
Thursday, October 29, 2015
Today's keys
So I woke being presented with the idea of a bible illustration of the one who asked for validation of a promise to be at his threshold and involved rain. I believe it was something about a fleece being wet while the ground was dry and then the fleece being dry while the ground was wet. It is fall, it has been cold and rainy, frost on everything. Today it was as warm and sunny as any summer day. All I can come up with from that is that I'm at a threshold and receiving validation that "god" is with me.
Conversations and reflections upon them have brought out a few things for me. When it comes to sovereignty, as with all other states of being we wish to achieve, first we feel what that means. It may be for just a quick, fleeting moment we cannot even begin to recreate. Then the changes in the body begin. This happens automatically when we have restored our relationship with our body. When we are undergoing this process of burning away old energies we were embodying that involve lack and victim hood, etc, one may feel alot of etheric screaming happening. I get alot of nausea with it. I don't "suck it up", I suck it in: burn me. I consent to a full effect of the process.
This process is my complete focus. I have no desire to create anything according to this system of things and so there is nothing to distract me from this process. I'll write a book but am not attached to it's success or going through the whole publication process, it's too burdensome and nothing I want to be a part of as I have already released that state of being which the book would assist in, so I leave it behind me along with the energies that created it. I will even be aware of the people who are going to "take possession" of the energy I have just left, kinda like an etheric form left as a gift for them to embody. And yes, it has been stolen from those I have bequeathed it to by those who have assumed authority over them, but they can only embody a corruption of it and it makes it's way to it's intent.
Another key to healing I was given to share with my body-and anyone open to it-is that during things like surgery where our discomfort is given the name of a disease and had projected upon the parameters of it's existence (medical professional's beliefs about it)...the body has received those "instructions" and follows them. So, we know we can release those. But specifically, in the case of surgeries, the imprints/instructions go beyond beliefs about a "disease"...the medical professionals have also imprinted our bodies with their projected expectations about the healing process, how scars develop, how hair will or will not grow back......the expected function of organs, etc. Recovering complete health and well-being from all that is to reclaim many, many thought "modules". The first thing we have to do is love those that were projected into them. They define perimeters so they can come to understand and believe in understanding they gain control over it and the belief they can control it gives them a sense of security. So, it can be easy to love the thought for the intent that created it. We can relate to it. The love brings the security originally desired and it is brought into alignment with health and well-being again.
This is different from a sudden increase in vibration that "blows it out" of our experience all together and suddenly. It then still exists in it's lower vibrational manifestation and will try to find it's way home or to it's intended target. Basically, don't tell anyone about your discomforts if they do not think beyond the mundane level. keep your children's sudden outbreaks of rashes to yourself instead of presenting them to someone who is going to define them as chicken pox or something. Evolution is an irritating process and manifestations of that irritation will manifest but they are temporary and in children, usually gone overnight.
So far, that's my mishmash for today!
Oh, except for the addition to the whole sovereign being thing. It is taught that one must ask the angels, etc for help. A sovereign being will not do that, the requirement being an infringement upon one's sovereignty and many who are intuitively sovereign will rebel strongly against it, they'll take outright offense to it or even take it as an attack or assault against them. The solution is for the sovereign to request room be made for the sovereign in the collective experience. To explain why to a non-physically embodied entity is useless. They are not wired to "get it" via a simple exchange of intellectual information. But they do "get" the effects as they witness them and that is the work I have been doing. So now it is understood and "they" know how to handle these requests. There is now room for the sovereign in the collective experience. You're welcome! ;) Yes, the more resistant sovereigns will have to be "coddled in". Thank you for accommodating. Amen!
Conversations and reflections upon them have brought out a few things for me. When it comes to sovereignty, as with all other states of being we wish to achieve, first we feel what that means. It may be for just a quick, fleeting moment we cannot even begin to recreate. Then the changes in the body begin. This happens automatically when we have restored our relationship with our body. When we are undergoing this process of burning away old energies we were embodying that involve lack and victim hood, etc, one may feel alot of etheric screaming happening. I get alot of nausea with it. I don't "suck it up", I suck it in: burn me. I consent to a full effect of the process.
This process is my complete focus. I have no desire to create anything according to this system of things and so there is nothing to distract me from this process. I'll write a book but am not attached to it's success or going through the whole publication process, it's too burdensome and nothing I want to be a part of as I have already released that state of being which the book would assist in, so I leave it behind me along with the energies that created it. I will even be aware of the people who are going to "take possession" of the energy I have just left, kinda like an etheric form left as a gift for them to embody. And yes, it has been stolen from those I have bequeathed it to by those who have assumed authority over them, but they can only embody a corruption of it and it makes it's way to it's intent.
Another key to healing I was given to share with my body-and anyone open to it-is that during things like surgery where our discomfort is given the name of a disease and had projected upon the parameters of it's existence (medical professional's beliefs about it)...the body has received those "instructions" and follows them. So, we know we can release those. But specifically, in the case of surgeries, the imprints/instructions go beyond beliefs about a "disease"...the medical professionals have also imprinted our bodies with their projected expectations about the healing process, how scars develop, how hair will or will not grow back......the expected function of organs, etc. Recovering complete health and well-being from all that is to reclaim many, many thought "modules". The first thing we have to do is love those that were projected into them. They define perimeters so they can come to understand and believe in understanding they gain control over it and the belief they can control it gives them a sense of security. So, it can be easy to love the thought for the intent that created it. We can relate to it. The love brings the security originally desired and it is brought into alignment with health and well-being again.
This is different from a sudden increase in vibration that "blows it out" of our experience all together and suddenly. It then still exists in it's lower vibrational manifestation and will try to find it's way home or to it's intended target. Basically, don't tell anyone about your discomforts if they do not think beyond the mundane level. keep your children's sudden outbreaks of rashes to yourself instead of presenting them to someone who is going to define them as chicken pox or something. Evolution is an irritating process and manifestations of that irritation will manifest but they are temporary and in children, usually gone overnight.
So far, that's my mishmash for today!
Oh, except for the addition to the whole sovereign being thing. It is taught that one must ask the angels, etc for help. A sovereign being will not do that, the requirement being an infringement upon one's sovereignty and many who are intuitively sovereign will rebel strongly against it, they'll take outright offense to it or even take it as an attack or assault against them. The solution is for the sovereign to request room be made for the sovereign in the collective experience. To explain why to a non-physically embodied entity is useless. They are not wired to "get it" via a simple exchange of intellectual information. But they do "get" the effects as they witness them and that is the work I have been doing. So now it is understood and "they" know how to handle these requests. There is now room for the sovereign in the collective experience. You're welcome! ;) Yes, the more resistant sovereigns will have to be "coddled in". Thank you for accommodating. Amen!
Wednesday, October 28, 2015
Inter-racial apologies and reparations, sovereignty and jubilee-power of the rainbow children
Recently a post came across Facebook where the Native Americans said they would deport all illegal immigrants, accept payment from white who wanted to stay and were willing to make apologies on behalf of their ancestors, etc. Immediately popping into my head as a "mixed breed" was "and what shall I apologize for; sorry my great-grandparent fell in love with and married your relative?".
Then today I was listening to talk by Marianne Williamson at Harvard Divinity School: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Gu_som0ZPmU
She speaks of the importance of apologies and reparations being made by subsequent generations if the previous hadn't. Then I remembered how Scott Lapp did a video apologizing to his mother and how it felt like every man who had ever abused me had apologized. It healed me. There IS something to this! https://www.facebook.com/scott.lapp.1?ref=br_rs
Being "mixed breed" or as we like to say of the "Rainbow Tribe", what is our role to play? Do we need to apologize as whites, as Native Americans, as Black, etc? YES. and THAT is our power. So, I sat and had an international apology break down within me all day. My white ancestors obviously had reason to apologize to everybody and then we got down to the nitty gritty as childhood experiences of "reverse racism" popped up. When I was a child and ran to play with a group a children and they all screamed and ran away. I didn't get it,not until I was a teenager, anyways. A guy was hitting on me until I touched and inquired about a necklace hanging around his neck "What does it mean?", I asked. He slapped my hand away and yelled"That ain't for a white person like you!". Then I got it: blacks hate me. I have have black ancestors, too. So, my inner black ancestors apologized to my inner white children today. The same for my Native American ancestors who called my white child dirty, stupid and less than human/"one of THE PEOPLE". For the Natives and African Americans who speak racism in front of their inter-racial children, for the white people who do the same. There is not a single drop of my blood who couldn't find something to apologize to every other drop for. And YES, every single one of those apologies is important. And who knows? if my energy field influences those around me, maybe, just maybe I have started a wave of apologies as each race in me resonates toward the those in the person living next to me. As for reparations to go with those apologies, I can only strive to do well, be well, treat well every aspect of myself. Including the part of myself that believes such could never make a real difference for anybody.
As a quick blurb: recently posts coming across my facebook page have been about just loving everybody because love heals everything. Well, if that was true, every family would have been healed with the birth of their first child. Children love unconditionally. A bit more is needed. It's a good start and appropriate for every approach, but don't expect it to be perceived by the one we are approaching. To those only accustomed to being whole-heartedly agreed with or completely argued with, option three does not exist in their reality or potential reality. You have to guide them to it by first explaining to them what you do NOT mean by what you are saying.
On to this whole Swissindo offer to liberate humanity from debt and poverty. The talking heads say we need leaders who can arrange and organize a system. That kinda puts someone like me who does not want to give authority over to waiting for such people to step forward over the edge. And then it hit me: we don't need people who know how to work a system, we need people who know what sovereignty is and how to conduct themselves as sovereigns. People like me who know the right to life includes the unconditionally right to everything needed to sustain it. Period. Very simple. Let them draw the picture, the lines and let everyone else strive to meet them. As Marianne Williamson said in her talk above linked; watering down so it is more close to what is already in practice is NOT effective. You cannot water down sovereignty. This is what it means! The right to life includes the unconditional right to everything needed to sustain it.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Bd8QB8QyTjA&index=21&list=WL
This year was supposed to be the super-duper mother of all jubilees. That means we should be expecting release from debt and enslavement. We have been programmed to distrust. "If it's too good to be true, it probably is". We have movies like "The Island" drilling the message into our heads that paradise is only a false carrot to lead us to our deaths. The female empowered must become a martyr in "Lucy", the "Divergent"series, etc. Fuck that! I'm a Mocking Jay, I can live through it all! And Jubilee does exist right on universal/heavenly time!
The Keshe foundation is giving away the means to free power:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7oIKgvZYFkI&index=20&list=WL
I woke this morning with a scripture chapter hitting my right brain. That means to me it came from that which is already physically manifested. Isaiah 27. Depending on which bible version you read (I have three and checked in each one), the general message is this: the release of "Israel" without resistance from her captors. No war is needed. Simply have to allow ourselves to believe it HAS already happened. We ARE free.
Then today I was listening to talk by Marianne Williamson at Harvard Divinity School: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Gu_som0ZPmU
She speaks of the importance of apologies and reparations being made by subsequent generations if the previous hadn't. Then I remembered how Scott Lapp did a video apologizing to his mother and how it felt like every man who had ever abused me had apologized. It healed me. There IS something to this! https://www.facebook.com/scott.lapp.1?ref=br_rs
Being "mixed breed" or as we like to say of the "Rainbow Tribe", what is our role to play? Do we need to apologize as whites, as Native Americans, as Black, etc? YES. and THAT is our power. So, I sat and had an international apology break down within me all day. My white ancestors obviously had reason to apologize to everybody and then we got down to the nitty gritty as childhood experiences of "reverse racism" popped up. When I was a child and ran to play with a group a children and they all screamed and ran away. I didn't get it,not until I was a teenager, anyways. A guy was hitting on me until I touched and inquired about a necklace hanging around his neck "What does it mean?", I asked. He slapped my hand away and yelled"That ain't for a white person like you!". Then I got it: blacks hate me. I have have black ancestors, too. So, my inner black ancestors apologized to my inner white children today. The same for my Native American ancestors who called my white child dirty, stupid and less than human/"one of THE PEOPLE". For the Natives and African Americans who speak racism in front of their inter-racial children, for the white people who do the same. There is not a single drop of my blood who couldn't find something to apologize to every other drop for. And YES, every single one of those apologies is important. And who knows? if my energy field influences those around me, maybe, just maybe I have started a wave of apologies as each race in me resonates toward the those in the person living next to me. As for reparations to go with those apologies, I can only strive to do well, be well, treat well every aspect of myself. Including the part of myself that believes such could never make a real difference for anybody.
As a quick blurb: recently posts coming across my facebook page have been about just loving everybody because love heals everything. Well, if that was true, every family would have been healed with the birth of their first child. Children love unconditionally. A bit more is needed. It's a good start and appropriate for every approach, but don't expect it to be perceived by the one we are approaching. To those only accustomed to being whole-heartedly agreed with or completely argued with, option three does not exist in their reality or potential reality. You have to guide them to it by first explaining to them what you do NOT mean by what you are saying.
On to this whole Swissindo offer to liberate humanity from debt and poverty. The talking heads say we need leaders who can arrange and organize a system. That kinda puts someone like me who does not want to give authority over to waiting for such people to step forward over the edge. And then it hit me: we don't need people who know how to work a system, we need people who know what sovereignty is and how to conduct themselves as sovereigns. People like me who know the right to life includes the unconditionally right to everything needed to sustain it. Period. Very simple. Let them draw the picture, the lines and let everyone else strive to meet them. As Marianne Williamson said in her talk above linked; watering down so it is more close to what is already in practice is NOT effective. You cannot water down sovereignty. This is what it means! The right to life includes the unconditional right to everything needed to sustain it.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Bd8QB8QyTjA&index=21&list=WL
This year was supposed to be the super-duper mother of all jubilees. That means we should be expecting release from debt and enslavement. We have been programmed to distrust. "If it's too good to be true, it probably is". We have movies like "The Island" drilling the message into our heads that paradise is only a false carrot to lead us to our deaths. The female empowered must become a martyr in "Lucy", the "Divergent"series, etc. Fuck that! I'm a Mocking Jay, I can live through it all! And Jubilee does exist right on universal/heavenly time!
The Keshe foundation is giving away the means to free power:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7oIKgvZYFkI&index=20&list=WL
I woke this morning with a scripture chapter hitting my right brain. That means to me it came from that which is already physically manifested. Isaiah 27. Depending on which bible version you read (I have three and checked in each one), the general message is this: the release of "Israel" without resistance from her captors. No war is needed. Simply have to allow ourselves to believe it HAS already happened. We ARE free.
Tuesday, October 27, 2015
Human the karmic result of plants?
I do not idealize nature like many others in the "love and light" movement. Adore it, yes. Recognize it as the source of my physical being/Mother, yes. But I also see how much like nature humanity actually is. It began with people protesting the building of dams. Beavers do it. They create marshes where there was just a stream, drowning out plants and neighbors, destroying an ecosystem and creating another. In watching "Earthlings" the narrator idealizes plants. No. There are plenty of "invasive" plant species and yes, plants DO compete for sunlight: is it not why they grow quickly and crooked and spread their branches wide, depriving lower growing plants of light?
So what if history of our planet went something like this: certain plants grew out of their place, threatening others. Plant eaters came as a "karmic" response to those. Predators came as a "karmic" response to plant eaters and humans as "karmic" response to predators.
Research has shown that reproduction decreases when a species does not feel threatened. That means "overpopulation" is a problem of a species not feeling safe. Hunger is also a fear-based response. It is surprising how few vegetables it takes to sustain a human body who chooses to live without "consuming fear". Breathairians are becoming more common as human beings become more "enlightened".
Carnivorous animals can be raised and live on a vegan diet. Who is to say they also cannot become "breathairians"?.
The one thing I DO know: human beings are capable of rising above "karma" and "Law of Attraction". We do it with love, acceptance and allowance. That includes the allowance of the perishing from our experience of that which chooses not to follow. At some point one has to make a "clinical" choice, separating one's self at any apparent cost from that which simply will not follow.
So what if history of our planet went something like this: certain plants grew out of their place, threatening others. Plant eaters came as a "karmic" response to those. Predators came as a "karmic" response to plant eaters and humans as "karmic" response to predators.
Research has shown that reproduction decreases when a species does not feel threatened. That means "overpopulation" is a problem of a species not feeling safe. Hunger is also a fear-based response. It is surprising how few vegetables it takes to sustain a human body who chooses to live without "consuming fear". Breathairians are becoming more common as human beings become more "enlightened".
Carnivorous animals can be raised and live on a vegan diet. Who is to say they also cannot become "breathairians"?.
The one thing I DO know: human beings are capable of rising above "karma" and "Law of Attraction". We do it with love, acceptance and allowance. That includes the allowance of the perishing from our experience of that which chooses not to follow. At some point one has to make a "clinical" choice, separating one's self at any apparent cost from that which simply will not follow.
The divine child's gift
So what does one do when the divine child who has been content playing with her play dough and dolls, crayons and paper, getting everything she wants reaches the cognitive moment of "none of these things I have been pretending to interact with can really interact with me on their own?". I have been making play dough presents for dummies/mannequins who do not need nor want or are even capable of liking or not liking them?
If you create a world for her where everything is capable of receiving and feeling joy at receiving her gifts, she will still be stuck in her last thought that the responses are not real, they're her imagination imagining and she will feel her imagination if deceiving her because it has 'taken over' and won't let her see "the truth"-that they are all just dummies/mannequins that never move.
But if first you put her in a world where nothing agrees with her, nothing that used to work-like her imagination-doesn't work for her where she can feel real pain and real healing..well, then she can believe something outside of her is real, alive and acting of it's own accord THEN you can give her a world that gives her all she is wanting and she will be able to recognize that the something outside of her CAN be as 'real' as she is, play with real appreciation or just enough disagreement to remind her of the reality of her present circumstances.
So, yes, she does have to travel through the world of "the whole world is against me" before she is able to grasp the reality of a world that DOES lover her and is giving her everything she is wanting.
That is what we are doing here in this moment on this day: dumping the hurt, confusion, disbelief of the divine child's discovery her world was mannequins decorated by her imagination. We are realizing the world we are experiencing was created to shock us out of THAT realization, dumping the self-recrimination for an imagination we believe created it, and grasping the understanding that what comes next is a world where we get what we want for real combined with a working imagination and authentically real "other beings" to interact with---other divine children who also underwent this process. Because that is what the divine child wanted. NOW the divine child is ready to receive it.
The collective consciousness became mother and father for the sake of the child and this process, they are the child's creation in that it agreed to be an answer to her desire for guidance, but always remaining it's self:the collective consciousness.
In summation, at this pint of experience, this world was created to awaken the divine child from the belief that it is all an illusion so it can beyond the realization that it was all an illusion until the desire for it not to be "just" an illusion was born while at the same time waking the collective consciousness that makes up this world to the fact that what it believes it is IS just an illusion.
If you create a world for her where everything is capable of receiving and feeling joy at receiving her gifts, she will still be stuck in her last thought that the responses are not real, they're her imagination imagining and she will feel her imagination if deceiving her because it has 'taken over' and won't let her see "the truth"-that they are all just dummies/mannequins that never move.
But if first you put her in a world where nothing agrees with her, nothing that used to work-like her imagination-doesn't work for her where she can feel real pain and real healing..well, then she can believe something outside of her is real, alive and acting of it's own accord THEN you can give her a world that gives her all she is wanting and she will be able to recognize that the something outside of her CAN be as 'real' as she is, play with real appreciation or just enough disagreement to remind her of the reality of her present circumstances.
So, yes, she does have to travel through the world of "the whole world is against me" before she is able to grasp the reality of a world that DOES lover her and is giving her everything she is wanting.
That is what we are doing here in this moment on this day: dumping the hurt, confusion, disbelief of the divine child's discovery her world was mannequins decorated by her imagination. We are realizing the world we are experiencing was created to shock us out of THAT realization, dumping the self-recrimination for an imagination we believe created it, and grasping the understanding that what comes next is a world where we get what we want for real combined with a working imagination and authentically real "other beings" to interact with---other divine children who also underwent this process. Because that is what the divine child wanted. NOW the divine child is ready to receive it.
The collective consciousness became mother and father for the sake of the child and this process, they are the child's creation in that it agreed to be an answer to her desire for guidance, but always remaining it's self:the collective consciousness.
In summation, at this pint of experience, this world was created to awaken the divine child from the belief that it is all an illusion so it can beyond the realization that it was all an illusion until the desire for it not to be "just" an illusion was born while at the same time waking the collective consciousness that makes up this world to the fact that what it believes it is IS just an illusion.
Saturday, October 24, 2015
Over coming death
The urge to kill, the desire to kill, the imagining of someone else's death requires the belief in death it's self. If one believes in death, their own death is inevitable.
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