Sovereignty-further in

    This path is the turning of one's self "inside out": that which was governing consciousness becomes the "subconscious" and that which was "subconscious" becomes governing consciousness.  Because this shift is made during a single physical experience within time and space, that which is now subconscious has all the attention it needs from that which was once in it's place and now serves as governing consciousness. So, all is conscious and aware of all in every moment with the responsibility of the governing consciousness to make sure awareness, love, compassionate "I know" understanding be given in sincerity to every response and reaction. Loyalty and commitment and faithfulness to the "inner kingdom" of subconscious absorbs our focus more than anything outside us in order to see the success of a life-long harmonious relationship. It becomes our romantic relationship, in a sense, for the separation of the aspects in order to sustain physical experience is necessary....so far anyways.

    So, even after "the powers that be" grant you your sovereignty, they really don't think you want it because they don't want it. They believe it to be a quaint little request of something silly like a hair ornament, not really changing anything. So, you did in deep, claim your spine and stand in it. The psychic huffs and puffs and ominous warnings and feelings of urgency need reminding: "I'm on the path of greatest allowance and alignment, I have all the time in the world, this is my focus, no I'm not settling in order to something. no I'm not playing punching bag for someone else's issues in order to help them for you......" and on and on it goes. They'll bring the threat right to your door even and see how you do. "I have nothing to fear but can accept it if it works out for you". I remember the glow of radiance that dissolves all evil when a threat exists of which I am not aware. Not being PTSD, on high alert, it's like a dog whistle: we do not hear the screams of incoming evil, there is no resonance for "danger". Stand in it.They'll even try to take credit for your own liberation if you let them, which you cannot even allow as if giving them a token trinket.They receive it as they gave you your sovereignty....it only means something to them to gloat "over you"....and over means psychic overshadowing. It's a subtle dance of dis-allowance without resistance: a simple lack of permission.
    As this one goes through this process it's relief of realization "I'm in full alignment!" felt at the same moment aspects within scream like voices on a drowning ship off in the distance. There is ecstasy like after surgery and years of pain....pain is gone but discomfort and pain from the surgery that removed it is present and you don't mind it because this pain brought relief and won't be nearly as long lived. Woke knowing something preventing whole body alignment was removed but I can't remember what it was and don't want to look for it and call it back again. At this point I've gained enough insight to share to be OK with certain details not registering in the brain.
   I know deeper how we are seasonal beings and meant to exist like "ships passing in the night"....we observe one another with wide open appreciation until there isn't. One might be in a season of liking a cuddle bunny until their personal spring hits and they're rabid rabbits. The thing with sex is this: a woman takes in a man's DNA/his consciousness and it radiates back to him even after a thousand miles have placed them at a distance. She is contending with his consciousness, expanding hers or expanding his until the process is finished and the changes we make in one another might go unrecognized, though some are aware enough to mention a year later: "Now I know what you meant!".......not even aware of where the credit goes, to the one receiving or the "sperm donor". If a consciousness refuses to evolve within a woman it can be ejected from her system. If it has potential one parent is resisting, it will be born to embody the expansion where the parent can't or won't do it. That may take someone else's DNA to be contributed/another sperm or egg donor for it to reach it's highest potential of success in embodiment. So, it radiates it's self into the new donor from any cell holding the original DNA, across time and space, even to physically incarnate.
  Things to be conscious of: those who get a high out of healing will seek out sickness, see sickness in anything or draw it into you to embody so they can get their kick and feel good feeling of elation at accomplishment. Those who say they can take it when you know they're out of resonance.....they WILL resent you. And while it won't hurt you permanently, it doesn't feel good and is brings you out of alignment temporarily. If it's an expanse you accept, you'll get more of. So, an end to "whatever floats your boat, I'll get what I want out of regardless". Not worth the cost when your target doesn't require it. For those of us who tend to expand on everything we're presented with, expressing it may bring injury as the party upon whose beliefs, thought tracks, experiences you've expanded resent your ability, aren't ready to leave it, or feel their condemnation in not themselves getting it. Doesn't feel good so a gracious acceptance and change of focus (walking out/away without excuses or explanation) is appropriate. Especially if they identify themselves as healers or teachers, sent to save, heal, educate or inform. Were appreciating until we aren't becomes the golden rule. And remembering: only a practicing sovereign can bring sovereignty anywhere. It's presence is all that is needed for the briefest of moments for the energy to be shared.
   Was wondering why I couldn't summon a sense of the feeling of "companionable" within me.....it's because it is associated with a sense of security in numbers. Any chain is only as strong as it's weakest link......whomever you "connect with"  is going to have their weaknesses linked to yours and whomever's weaknesses are greatest will determine the strength of that relationship...as well as your own.
  As I witness others getting "sealed in" to their new circumstances for their new seasons I tend to feel left out and lacking until I realized: I go SO much further, SO much deeper, turning away from so many circumstances no longer resonant as my energy changes daily, even more often on certain days...I'm not yet sealed in completely so I cannot be sealed into circumstances, unless I choose to by giving up on the clarification and embodiment process, thinking I'll have to settle. Nope, I have a goal, a base I want to work from this moment on, we can count on synchronicity, even if we think it's late in coming. Standing in it, standing in it, eyes on the prize or pleasant distractions to be integrated into experiences of a later date. We've got this!

Cashing in your chips to follow the road home

    To become aware of your "extra-sensory" perceptions (aka "psychic senses", "intuition". "paranormal experience") is to become mentally, emotionally, and physically enabled to bring ourselves into full alignment. One wants to take the path of greatest allowance to the embodiment of their "There's Only Me" presence at the core of our being, (felt just below and behind the stomach area and rising from the tailbone up the spine into the brain).
    We choose this when our greatest and only real enchantment is with health and well-being, peace, love, joy, excitement and delight. We learn acceptance and allowance and to choose our focus. We're ready to "cash in our chips" from the sense of gambling on our environment to bring us joy and intelligence in the absence of awareness. It is the road home to complete well-being and perfect capabilities, to our immortal innocence and all the 'magic' that goes with it....the ability to create a world perfectly in tune with our eternal bliss and richness of experience.

Inhale or exhale? How do we speak?

   When the average human speaks, they make noise as they exhale. If they are trying to touch a heart, they "speak from the heart" literally. As they breath out, they add heart space energy and project it into the sounds they are making. If they are trying to be intellectually "authoritative" they project head and shoulder space energy into the sounds they are making. This way of speaking "hits" the receiver, leaving no choice but to receive. To an energetically sensitive person, this feels invasive, like an attack even.
   Energetically sensitive beings will vocalize on the inhale. Thus their soundings and language are different and self contained....non-invasive. One has a choice whether or not to receive. When an "inhale" speaker tries to project their voice, they are overcoming trained habits in the speaking mechanisms, putting conscious effort into it and thus it will sound more uncontrolled and a big burst, thus sounding and felt as more forceful. They ARE using more force to vocalize in such a manner.
  People accustomed to projection speech (exhaling) listening to another used to inhaling speech trying to mimic projection may mistakenly perceive a very mature, highly evolved being as sounding "child like" in their efforts. This leads them to not taking the inhaling speaker seriously and expecting less intelligence. Expectation seeking less intelligence will miss higher intelligence in conveyance. It's be like looking at the ground for footprints when what they are looking for is actually flying above their heads. They may miss the point of the interaction entirely following shadows as if the real thing.
  Those who are not energetically sensitive have no idea how abrasive we can be. The average human is accustomed to constant electrical static. We live with the noises of refrigerators running, light fixtures humming, heaters and air conditions running and the thrum of electric existing in wiring surrounding or entire dwellings virtually. A being not conditioned to such an environment can sense the vibration of small electrical currant flowing through things we don't get a single sense of: a camera left on, a microphone listening. Motion and sound detectors all have to remain on to some degree in order to respond to the triggers. An energetically sensitive being living in a natural environment WOULD feel even such small electrical currants.
  Add to that a telepathic nature and they know your intentions. They don't have to poke in your head and read them. The average human being thinks like they speak: they think loudly outwards (exhaling thoughts), sending their thoughts out for anything to receive. We broadcast constantly. We broadcast our intentions. animals can "hear us coming". Energetically aware people have learned to think inwards (inhale our thinking), to pray inwards to feel for the response within to our own thoughts to check for alignment with our inner being, our inner truth, before we speak. Someone like that is going to be far more comfortable to get close to for other energetically sensitive beings.
  Eye contact to the average human being denotes truth in speaking. They associate it's avoidance with hiding something. Thus, to them, avoidance of eye contact denotes deceit. In energetically sensitive beings it's the opposite. Eye contact is intimate looking into another's soul and very invasive if unwelcome. They avoid eye contact when they speak so as to be non-invasive: it's a show of respect for your inner kingdom, your right to privacy, and avoids projecting their own self into the other's sacred space/environment. To them, eye contact feels like an attempt to influence or even control them.
  It's the same with picture taking: those who are not energetically sensitive think the idea of stealing another's soul by taking photos is ridiculous. They do not know how it is a psychically sensitive person can look at a picture, follow the energy back to the person of whom it was taken. They get the "smell" of the person and follow the "scent trail", so to speak. Of course those of us who ARE aware of these things know the feelings a person is feeling and what the photographer is projecting of themselves during the taking create an energetic snapshot unique to that moment that can be misleading. It takes a more adept psychic to "sniff out" a more accurate "picture" to follow. If the picture is of the predominant "stance", expression, mood of the person photographed, then a psychic connection is incredibly easy. Most "primitive" cultures don't even have a word for "lie" or "deceit" and so they cannot fathom putting on a false "energy" for a photograph being taken. Thus, being consistent in charector would make them more vulnerable to "soul stealing" which is more like "soul trapping".
  In summation, the average human being has been so violated, so consistently, they are entirely unfamiliar with an accurate idea of personal space and non-invasive self expression. We hold so much fear in our being, we feel uncomfortable to loving, energetically sensitive beings. Our discomfort becomes theirs, in essence. There's alot of inner clean up a human being could be doing to facilitate relationship with entities of a more expanded experience of the senses than we.

Why would there be a "Bigfoot" cover-up?

  I see it serving and benefiting the governments on two fronts:
1) The government is created to govern. This means people must perceive a need to be governed. If there is something out there the government cannot protect us from, we throw it off as useless. Better for them for us to believe in enemies we perceive them able to protect us from: terrorists, other human beings they can control and kill as easily as they do us.

2)The government has figured out it needs pristine environments to preserve and maintain our "standard of living", theirs specifically. So, how do they keep their control of the pristine wilderness they need to continue to live without the rank and file wandering onto it and growing healthy food so they can live? Allow fear of them to exist in the general population to a "reasonable" extent. Inexpensive fencing, that fear is. They know fear brought into wilderness draws violence, thus they can foster the perception that only "trained professionals" should be in those environments. So then you get self-proclaimed "trained professionals" bringing their guns out into the wilderness. The problem for them is: they're only trained to be more intimidating than the average human being, which means they're trained in how to wield fear in an excited manner. Excitement is out of balance and thus draws violence. So, even "trained professionals" succumb to disappearance. Thus, it is, only "specialized" trained professionals can access it............those who wield powerful presence without excitement or emotion, "cold blooded killers". With emotional intelligence absent, they are "programmable", have no natural resistance to thought patterns introduced to them which bypass emotion. They grew up witnessing that "good" is acceptable and "bad" is not. They thus are told "for the good of all" something must be done. that feels good, and they'll have to overlook the "unreasonable, emotional" masses who they cannot empathize with anyways. They have no clue why one would resist the idea of good they are enacting. It's "reasonable" and "logical". It is easy for them to turn away requests for information because they are not susceptible to the emotional value of them and the concept of a "right" as we would understand does not exist. they only know that keeping the information silent is "right" as in the "good" they have been programmed to defend. Thus they enforce the government's "right" to govern/control over any "natural right" someone else might understand.

So, the average human being, ridden with fear and insecurity has no chance amongst nature's "cold blooded killers" and man made "cold blooded killers". To flee one is to run into the arms of the other and to flee the other is to run into the arms of the one. The only way out is to fear neither and very few have the guts to make the journey that would take. Nature's "cold blooded killers" are capable of pure empathic states of being, which appear chaotic, illogical, unpredictable, and "impossible" thus surprising man made "cold blooded killers" which rely on programmed "logic". Nature knows how to become distracted, which is interpreted as patient, whereas man made warriors become susceptible in the absence of a mission, a target and action upon them. They become restless, insecure and thus begin to wreak of fear in uncertainty.

Our cyclical nature and our magic

  Just like the earth beneath our feet, we are cyclical in nature. As I come into the adult aspect of me, I pull out "observer mode" while still allowing emotions and feelings to flow.......fresh out of the teen I am given to reflect upon two things: playing dress up and a study done in reference to the North Woods of Maine. Both refer to a sort of magic we work daily as human beings. As we accept our cyclical nature and allow for each "season's" expression in an accepting manner, the transition is gentler and the season's "weather" less extreme. Also, as we become more temperate, the less of a "storm" we present to nature and the more comfortable it's creatures are with us. Animals that used to bite us because we were disturbing the environment, being "out of sync" with the season become harmless. (I know, I used to always get stung by wasps even if I didn't notice them on me and now they land on me, sniff around and leave. Same with spiders, they used to always bite me, now nothing).
  I began working when I was 14 so I had some money for my own clothing. Being always picked on regardless of how I might have tried to fit in, I gave up. For me, the teen years were full of playing dress-up. One day I would come into school in mini skirt, high heels. The next day I would be in a prairie skirt, ruffled shirt and ribbons in my hair. Hats! Oh, how I loved them! My big red felt one with wide brim matching my 5" high spiked heal boots. I had my white sailor's cap, soft lay-like sun bonnet,,,,,,,,along with dress-up in clothing, we can "dress-up" our energy. Put on camo and a belt with anything hanging from it and imagine we're explorers or soldiers and boom! We FEEL like it. Then we get older and we're told to dress for success, wear what makes us look like one is doing the job we would be applying for. It's magic, it works! We affect our physical form in other ways as well: we whiten our teeth and we smile brighter. We make up our faces and look vibrant. When our livelihood is dependent upon it,however, the magic game becomes a trap. We sold "a bill of goods" to a mate when we were in a romantic energy, in painted faces and we feel threatened when we cycle out of it and want out of costume. We sold a "bill of goods" to an employer but cannot be true to it every day during working hours, we NEED out of costume.
  "Enlightened" circles are trying to create a world where cycles are respected and we still get all the benefits of being able to play "dress up": to keep the clothing and vehicles and technology without forced rules and hours. In the meantime we use holidays and vacations and "extra-curricular" hours for such things. It doesn't go so well when we are forcing and controlling cycles, which is why we need sturdy housing, big fences and animal repellents. An awareness of being out-of-sync being a threat to our well-being got transferred to other human beings (having to fit in with the crowd) rather than having to fit in with nature when the walls got strong enough, fences high enough and deterrents poisonous enough. We adapted to being in sync with a different nature.
  A side note here, not sure it has to do with anything. It's funny how our physical attributes brought into native cultures are cause to be seen as "ugly", deformed women and grotesquely big men. We have evolved to fit a different environment where our magic is useless and unimpressive. Quite laughable until we kill them or enslave them with our big machines and grotesquely effective weapons. Then laughable again when our grotesqueness undermines our environment because ultimately it is still dependent upon the Earth's environment.
  Now for the other magic we wield on a daily basis: words! Also one of my favorites. I enjoy them immensely as they are able to take me into a grand variety of worlds of perception and the ability to express them as well as my own. In exploring the various worlds of perception I came across an article published online exploring people's attachment to the land, their perceptions of what should happen to it. I was excited to explore this "magical" connection until I realized who the researchers and authors were as well as their intentions. They worked for the companies that wanted to buy up the North Woods of Maine. They were researching an understanding of the local's extremely ingrained sense of what should be happening with the land so they present their proposal and intentions in a way that would meet no resistance. They were seeking the word magic that would convince the locals to approve their plan for the land without violent opposition. They wanted to know how to make locals believe the plan would be good for their lifestyles and the land. virtuous if true, nefarious if false.
  Then I think on what I do and come to some realizations I may have previously overlooked. I gain praise and appreciation from those who feel the Earth's rising consciousness and change with it but do not have the words to facilitate it. The outward validation of being able to express it in words "justifies" it's existence in them, giving them "permission" to release resistance to it. The there are those (and this was my realization today) who, if they wanted the words, they would have found them themselves. They do not want release their resistance....are resistant to releasing resistance, lol and to them, my words are a threat at worst, an irritant at least. There are those who don't want others to release their resistance for they capitalize upon it. Occasionally I come across those who are surprised as they didn't even know they were looking for the words! Then they fall back into being those who would have found them if they really wanted them to begin with. They shut down and resent that now they have "informed consent" added to their resistance and all the guilt that goes with it. That makes me an insidious evil in their eyes. I have "corrupted" them "against their will" (which they know is a lie but can get away with perpetuating because they stumbled upon my writings instead of actually consciously seeking them). We thus work magic upon our minds with the words we're given.
  We do it all the time, especially as parents. We know how we say something to child determines greatly how much resistance we'll be met with and can even get them to enthusiastically go to something if said effectively. Highly aware children pick up on this and become masters at manipulating their parents if they perceive the need. They're fresh in coming to the game and far more on the ball than overwhelmed parents
  That is also the difference between those with nefarious intent and those with sincere intent. For example: the constitution of the United States is a body of words that have governed Americans for more than 200 years. The formless is given form: ideas into words, words onto paper. those with power see it as a challenge, a puzzle, a game to overcome and the prize is more stuff and more power. And if they fail, they lose nothing because the document protects what they have already. Those who view the constitution as a protection are not as fresh coming into the game. They lose more power from the spare reservoirs they already believe they have. They perceive how much they have by the magic of words on a piece of paper, are dependent upon it and full of resistance to ANY messing with it. Resistance exhausts us and makes us less sharp in our thinking, so just like overwhelmed parents, we are no match for the freshness brought to the game by the other. Without the paper neither party has what they claim they have and those with less power and material things have less grotesque weapons, more fragile walls and smaller fences.....more vulnerable in both environments.......stripped of the Earth's and dependent upon society's.......so they believe..... and belief it's self is a from of magic, a magic of perception, purveyed by the magic of words and "dress up".
   We are such intricate things....we are all magicians. And as we embrace our cyclical nature, the magic of each "season" is noticed, appreciated, and finds it's proper uses.

"Bigfoot"; expanding the parameters

     Becoming acquainted with the most well known, mainstream, "Bigfoot" researchers, I note the parameters they set on qualifying it's existence. Three of the main parameters is 1)primate diet (seeking evidence of/validating proof of existence on 'scat') , 2) mating, 3) corpses. Knowing what I know about them and working 'backwards' to offer valid reason to expand those parameters, I offer the following:
   If that which most call "Bigfoot", Sasquatch, etc is a subspecies primate, similar to humans, and thus comparable to humans, I am aware of some comparisons that may be being overlooked or simply less commonly known.

    1) It is purported that "Bigfoot" is older than humans; called "Elder brother" by Natives. Some are reputed to be peaceful and guardians in nature, others aggressive. In the human species, the most peaceful are "breatharians". They do not eat or drink anything. They, therefore, do not eliminate (produce feces/scat). They leave no "evidence" of their existence in that way.  What would cause members of a normally peaceful species to become aggressive? In certain animal species "rabies" exists without causing illness, being contagious or being infectious. However, sudden disruptions in their environment like blasting trigger an imbalance in the body's chemistry causing a normally passive aspect to become a disease which causes aggression. It works the same way in human beings: certain bacteria are normal in the body, but out of balance something like candida becomes a "yeast infection". "Bigfoot", as "guardians" would be in areas with plentiful food and water because that is where those they are looking after are: the greatest number of animals......and humans. If "out of balance", aggressive and meat-eating, they very well could have been affected by a sudden strong disruption to their individual environment.
   2) It has been found scientifically that animals that are not experiencing threats to their existence reproduce less frequently. Fear triggers a change in the focus of the body's energy to reproduction rather than evolution. If "Bigfoot" experiences far less fear than the average human being, it's urge to reproduce would not be comparable and thus mating not a priority occurring nearly as frequently as one might otherwise believe.
   3) Scientists have discovered that human beings have the capacity to live much longer than they do. They have found that the question is why human beings die at all. They associate death with an addition of "junk" to the DNA of human beings, that if could be removed, would allow the more natural state of "immortality" to exist for humans. "Breatharians" and many very peaceful human beings in less threatening environments live much longer lives than the average human."Bigfoot", being another species of primate, could very well be "immortal" or at the very least, much longer living. If this is so, there wouldn't really be many corpses TO find.

      If these comparisons be valid, then more expanded parameters for proof of "Bigfoot's" existence would be more appropriate. With a more open parameter of expectation, one could get a more clear grasp on the "vibe"/picture of "Bigfoot" to zoom in on, increasing the chances of drawing them in closer. Furthermore, if they are highly sensitive creatures, an aversion to humans and the ability to sense their nearness (thus avoid them more easily) could be understood if compared to human beings who experience a greater sensitivity called "empathy" and are referred to as "empaths" or "empathic". A bit of research on the human version may give insight on the "Bigfoot" sensitivities to being close to human beings.

   It certainly syncs up greater with my experience of "Bigfoot" which I call "The Pure People".

Three faces of the human being

    The most simplistic explanation of the psychosis of the human being is this:
1) Primal (sage/crone)
2) Parent (father/mother aka king/queen)
3) Child (squire/maiden aka son/daughter)

The primal is first, existing before birth, knowing all things of the deepest "mysteries".
Parent is developed next because the primal is "forbidden" (deeply rooted in racial memory).
Child is born next as a facade of non-threatening innocence in search of the primal.

These are survival mechanisms, so NO JUDGEMENT. It is also sacred territory involving multiple "deaths"/sheddings of "realities".

It is the parent's job to deny the existence of the primal, deny it's own existence and assert the child as it's true self. The child can venture forth into relationships and exploration of things like religion with an air of "none of this is serious", Because it is being asserted as the "real" personality, however, it is protected by the parent who has access to primal awareness and abilities to assert the child's seriousness, sincerity. Parent and child have "back up" aspects. So, for example, when beliefs expressed "don't stick" and exposure of the inconsistency is imminent, the child wheedles in all sorts of excuses and psychological run-a-round. When those fail, the parent has an excuse for it and an attack against it. When those fail, it gets vicious. Due to the nature of it's existence it perceives it's self a saving angel but it has all the characteristics of a demon.
The child is the undermining of the parent by the primal reinforced by the parent because it "needs" the non-threatening/righteous mask. Thus, parent resents the primal as well as the child. The parent is basically a schizophrenic mess with the best of intentions and it is TENACIOUS.

The parent can't last, being the product of fear and with the purpose of deception, so as we age it comes into it's strength then diminishes as a sense of security in the world is achieved. It's sickness diminishes the body as well as the existence of the primal in it. That is why, unless shed in true "religious" experience such as training in shamanism, etc, all that is left in old age is the child without a parent and no awareness of the primal.........senility, Alzheimer's, etc. MOST who engage in spiritual training to access the primal only shed the child. The parent masquerades as the primal with child-like intentions and may even believe it IS the primal and as deep as it gets because it has access to it's "abilities": psychic senses, intuitiveness, energy manipulation (healing modalities), etc.

Through it all, the primal doesn't much care because it IS eternal, expanding it's understanding of it's own condition with focus and purpose in vessel after vessel, supporting the most viable with "quickenings" until most expanded is reached in each and comes to it's fullness in one at least, for only one is needed in each generation. These become the "god men/women", prophets, "saviors" and such things.........until ultimate fullness is reached in how to bring all human beings into the state of "god man/woman" and the only humans living are "god men/women".

The shedding of the child and parent are necessary to reach our "highest"/fullest potential. At this point in human evolution, it is necessary for survival. Understanding has been reached.