Sovereignty-further in

    This path is the turning of one's self "inside out": that which was governing consciousness becomes the "subconscious" and that which was "subconscious" becomes governing consciousness.  Because this shift is made during a single physical experience within time and space, that which is now subconscious has all the attention it needs from that which was once in it's place and now serves as governing consciousness. So, all is conscious and aware of all in every moment with the responsibility of the governing consciousness to make sure awareness, love, compassionate "I know" understanding be given in sincerity to every response and reaction. Loyalty and commitment and faithfulness to the "inner kingdom" of subconscious absorbs our focus more than anything outside us in order to see the success of a life-long harmonious relationship. It becomes our romantic relationship, in a sense, for the separation of the aspects in order to sustain physical experience is necessary....so far anyways.

    So, even after "the powers that be" grant you your sovereignty, they really don't think you want it because they don't want it. They believe it to be a quaint little request of something silly like a hair ornament, not really changing anything. So, you did in deep, claim your spine and stand in it. The psychic huffs and puffs and ominous warnings and feelings of urgency need reminding: "I'm on the path of greatest allowance and alignment, I have all the time in the world, this is my focus, no I'm not settling in order to something. no I'm not playing punching bag for someone else's issues in order to help them for you......" and on and on it goes. They'll bring the threat right to your door even and see how you do. "I have nothing to fear but can accept it if it works out for you". I remember the glow of radiance that dissolves all evil when a threat exists of which I am not aware. Not being PTSD, on high alert, it's like a dog whistle: we do not hear the screams of incoming evil, there is no resonance for "danger". Stand in it.They'll even try to take credit for your own liberation if you let them, which you cannot even allow as if giving them a token trinket.They receive it as they gave you your sovereignty....it only means something to them to gloat "over you"....and over means psychic overshadowing. It's a subtle dance of dis-allowance without resistance: a simple lack of permission.
    As this one goes through this process it's relief of realization "I'm in full alignment!" felt at the same moment aspects within scream like voices on a drowning ship off in the distance. There is ecstasy like after surgery and years of pain....pain is gone but discomfort and pain from the surgery that removed it is present and you don't mind it because this pain brought relief and won't be nearly as long lived. Woke knowing something preventing whole body alignment was removed but I can't remember what it was and don't want to look for it and call it back again. At this point I've gained enough insight to share to be OK with certain details not registering in the brain.
   I know deeper how we are seasonal beings and meant to exist like "ships passing in the night"....we observe one another with wide open appreciation until there isn't. One might be in a season of liking a cuddle bunny until their personal spring hits and they're rabid rabbits. The thing with sex is this: a woman takes in a man's DNA/his consciousness and it radiates back to him even after a thousand miles have placed them at a distance. She is contending with his consciousness, expanding hers or expanding his until the process is finished and the changes we make in one another might go unrecognized, though some are aware enough to mention a year later: "Now I know what you meant!".......not even aware of where the credit goes, to the one receiving or the "sperm donor". If a consciousness refuses to evolve within a woman it can be ejected from her system. If it has potential one parent is resisting, it will be born to embody the expansion where the parent can't or won't do it. That may take someone else's DNA to be contributed/another sperm or egg donor for it to reach it's highest potential of success in embodiment. So, it radiates it's self into the new donor from any cell holding the original DNA, across time and space, even to physically incarnate.
  Things to be conscious of: those who get a high out of healing will seek out sickness, see sickness in anything or draw it into you to embody so they can get their kick and feel good feeling of elation at accomplishment. Those who say they can take it when you know they're out of resonance.....they WILL resent you. And while it won't hurt you permanently, it doesn't feel good and is brings you out of alignment temporarily. If it's an expanse you accept, you'll get more of. So, an end to "whatever floats your boat, I'll get what I want out of regardless". Not worth the cost when your target doesn't require it. For those of us who tend to expand on everything we're presented with, expressing it may bring injury as the party upon whose beliefs, thought tracks, experiences you've expanded resent your ability, aren't ready to leave it, or feel their condemnation in not themselves getting it. Doesn't feel good so a gracious acceptance and change of focus (walking out/away without excuses or explanation) is appropriate. Especially if they identify themselves as healers or teachers, sent to save, heal, educate or inform. Were appreciating until we aren't becomes the golden rule. And remembering: only a practicing sovereign can bring sovereignty anywhere. It's presence is all that is needed for the briefest of moments for the energy to be shared.
   Was wondering why I couldn't summon a sense of the feeling of "companionable" within me.....it's because it is associated with a sense of security in numbers. Any chain is only as strong as it's weakest link......whomever you "connect with"  is going to have their weaknesses linked to yours and whomever's weaknesses are greatest will determine the strength of that relationship...as well as your own.
  As I witness others getting "sealed in" to their new circumstances for their new seasons I tend to feel left out and lacking until I realized: I go SO much further, SO much deeper, turning away from so many circumstances no longer resonant as my energy changes daily, even more often on certain days...I'm not yet sealed in completely so I cannot be sealed into circumstances, unless I choose to by giving up on the clarification and embodiment process, thinking I'll have to settle. Nope, I have a goal, a base I want to work from this moment on, we can count on synchronicity, even if we think it's late in coming. Standing in it, standing in it, eyes on the prize or pleasant distractions to be integrated into experiences of a later date. We've got this!