We don't have to die so another can take a turn

  I looked into my own eyes in a mirror as I cried the cry of a life, only deeply inwardly knowing why. I thought of a moment when all that was wanted was realized: loved, embraced, worshiped.....something for which we have waited for our whole lives. And then death comes. A thought entered to explain "that another could take a turn at incarnating", my reply was knowing: lie! We create our own realities, self sustaining and generating. Earth is but a meeting place of which we need not drain or be dependent. We honor her just fine. And then I knew.........so many of us deny love, push it away, put it off to get all the understanding we can get in this life, leaving the best for last because a subliminal message has been ruling over us: when we are fulfilled we must forfeit our lives. Doesn't matter from where it comes, it's here now, the understanding: we don't need to die. No one else "needs a turn", we live in abundance, bubbles of realities self generated and self sustained.....room for all "on the earth"-meeting at that place,a common ground, a common space, a common aspect of each reality..... without doing her any damage what so ever. We CAN live our happily ever after forever in our physical form. Just like children who watch movies over and over, laughing at every turn as if it's the first time they've seen it, so can we. First love and first kiss, over and over again without end because that's just fine.
  My womb is freed up of something as is space on the right side of my body.....I am even more free!