Saturday, June 24, 2023

An End To All Suffering and a New Earth?

 Yes and no. 

     We can bring an end to our own suffering in our own little world. We can turn unwanted feelings into background noise by not attaching thought to them which would increase the intensity of the feelings, creating stronger emotions, drawing more thoughts associated with those feelings and then experiences to create more thoughts associated with the feelings. By relegating unwanted feelings to the background, unwanted physical life experiences recede into background scenery being experienced by other perspectives. 

    We draw others with similar focus and intensity, creating a shared world of perception, and  thus a shared reality/world. It is shared beliefs about the shared reality/world that we call the matrix, collective consciousness, god, mass consciousness, etc. It's these shared beliefs/matrix/god that determines what can penetrate and affect that world as a whole. 

     This perception writing this can only testify in the actual existence of a New Earth if it, which it refers to as "I" experienced it. I have only had an energetic experience of my joining another and flying in purely energetic form to a purely energetic "new earth". 

     This perception, I, does sense that the density of proximity of common states of consciousness with agreed beliefs about their shared energetic experiences being mutually perceived determines the solidity of the shared energy and thus an actual separate planet. 

   If we can imagine it, it can exist we are told. It's the transferring of a perceptually physical vessel moving with a separating New Earth from an old Earth, it's being transported to a New Earth, or it's teleporting it's self to a New Earth. They are all really just a refocusing and embodiment of a single  perspective onto so-called New Earth shared illusion/interpretation of energy limited by beliefs about how that refocusing can occur.  

       We are told that everything to ever exist is still in existence because there is only one present moment in existence. Those feelings we do not want in our perceptual experience do always exist. The accompanying experiences do always exist. The perceptions that focus on them with do always exist. Therefore, Earth always exists, "old" and "new". Which we experience is determined by what we are embodying for consciousness and our beliefs about it. We can even have an Earth subject to a single perception and it's beliefs about it's self. 

Thursday, June 22, 2023

Demystifying "Supernatural Powers" and Ego Info

    Yup; I'm the bitch that's going to do it for/to ya 😉 (If you allow it) I'm response to a YouTube video I just watched. ( https://youtu.be/sWC8QGps-TI )

      I will address the topic of ego at the end*

The simple answer is: there is no such thing as a higher mind. We have access to these powers and more at all times. 

The difference between those who can and those who can't is belief that they can or can't. 

The inability to manifest those powers stems from feeling powerless ( a core wound of separation for the purpose of experiencing physicality). As long as we feel, perceive, believe ourselves powerless in reference to physical manifestation, we unconsciously deny ourselves permission to manifest "super powers". In becoming accustomed to/familiar with feeling powerless compounded by the commonality of the core wound, fear of releasing powerlessness is introduced because it would create another experience of separation which caused the core wound to begin with. This fear of separation is thus perpetuating the experience of separation and fear of such inherent abilities. They are not actually uncommon powers. We understand power as a separator, thus an instigator/influencer by fear and force because we were not consciously aware when we experienced the initial separation. The initial separation deprived us of the experience of consent that the initiating desire for separation unconsciously gave. In other words, desire is consent and because we were not self conscious, we did not have memory, therefore we did not remember having the desire. 

Because of all that fear surrounding these innate abilities we forgot we have in our feeling powerless, we group consciousness consented to giving permission to manifest these abilities in limited circumstances when they came back into our awareness via "spontaneous" manifestation. Spontaneous manifestation often came when fear of not having the abilities overruled the fear of having them. Thus only those who "proved" they had overcome fear were given permission or gave themselves permission to express these innate abilities. Other manifestations became exposed when meeting groups or individuals who did not have such limitations. These would have been called witches, etc. Perceiving fear in response to one's unexpected demonstration these abilities would have inspired the desire to use such abilities to govern by fear(power) in those who felt powerless in other aspects, etc. 

    So, you already have the abilities. It's your disbelief that any and everyone already has access to them that prevents use of them. You already gave consent to me playing this role when your desire to read it came into being😉

Soundtrack: https://youtu.be/EoA6HqLai-Q

     *In reference to the parable about the ego: we know one insecure about their own abilities, or lack thereof, to express "super human powers" would dismiss them as parlor tricks. We also know that one insecure about their, believed to be acceptable, human abilities would magnify those as a form of overcompensation. Imbalanced consciousness states of being are known to engage in "cock-waving", even at the expense of other states of consciousness. Job of the Bible Book of the same name is one example of such "cock-waving". Has anyone come up with the word "beaver bashing" as the female equivalent? I know "beaver blocking" is the feminine form of "cock blocking". Do we have a non-binary form of those?🐿️ 

     If we can imagine finding our limitless selves waking up with a whole bunch of the limitations produced by fear-based states of being, we can understand why the ego (physical form) would be associated with fear and aggression. The ego, sensing this fear and aggression is going to feel the same towards the consciousness the fear and aggression originate from. Both perspectives; which we personify so we can relate and thus understand, project fear and aggression towards "one-another". Thus the struggle with ego is born. The ego is required in order to fulfill the initiating desire. This is unknown by the consciousness in which the desire was initiated. It knew desire and it knew limitation based fear in association with the feeling of desire. Desire then becomes undesirable. Initiating desire thus struggles against the form required for fulfillment and the desire for it it not to be fulfilled. The attempts to kill the ego stem from that conflict. It graduates to "necessary evil" in some belief systems. It exists as all that is in other belief systems such as atheism and in universal Oneness (same phrasing, different meaning😁). In still others, it is merely an unconscious tool. In some it is offspring of god. It is perceived as extension of Source to some. It is referred to as an aspect of God in some belief systems. It's limitations and lack thereof are determined by the perceptions and beliefs of the consciousness aware of the ego. It is thus subjective and will manifest qualities/be and/or become the beliefs it is subjected to. The stronger the self-awareness of the consciousness in and of the ego, the less subject it is to other states of consciousness. It's highest potential is subject to the thus contemplating consciousness. 

    I'm not just smart, I'm a smartass and sometimes, that just smarts😉 🤣 - Stacey Marie Bourdeau 

Embodying Authority, Not Bothering With Corrections, Why We Create Religions, Why Most Humans are Mortal/Die and Atlantis

      I'm expanding at such a rapid pace that I am on to the next thing the moment I recognize something as a belief and thus bullshit. In doing so, I teach understanding of why we do that. 

       Yes, we bullshit ourselves with incorrect or incomplete beliefs because we aren't yet where we want to believe we are. We want it to be true, we know it's not true, so we create a religion around it. We desire it so greatly that we are keenly aware of our lack of it in the state of being that created the desire to begin with. The ultimate "fake it 'til you make it"🤣 O.K.; I make time to laugh about it/myself in reference to it. 

    Yup, we can now praise the existence of religious cults. They're so determined to get their desire for truth-self perception that they're faking it until they make it.....which causes the self aware aspect to know they're faking it, reinforcing the feeling of being fake and bringing self condemnation which leads to persecution..... that is a mouth/concept-full🤣 Tongue twisting IS funny. In pops; "Bullshit and horseshit are the same.....if we're calling ourselves on it"😉

      O.K.,  🐿️ ing done. Back to topic of the day: embodying Authority. I'm feeling it! It changes "We shouldn't need to be punished for making dignified choices!" to "We don't need to suffer indignity in order to embody dignity." We are dignified beings. This is known, understood and accepted when we fully embody our authority as sovereign beings. 

      This came to me after a morning of dancing that became a dancing in joyous oneness with everything and everyone that popped into my head, releasing a feeling of separation from them I wasn't even consciously aware I felt. I became aware of bringing Atlantis into oneness with the ocean within me as I became one with the fauna of the seas. This is significant for me because I became aware of a lot of trauma that occurred in Atlantis that was carried in the consciousness of this body's soul. 

     My body's joints cracked, muscles stretched and strengthened....and I realized; I no longer have to fall asleep for me to reset my physical reality. Physical changes CAN be immediate in me. That means they can also change immediately in the manifestation of people and environment I perceive. I HAVE been "smelling"/sensing the whisper of it being so with all my senses sporadically. It's a matter of.......belief. More specifically; a matter of how much of me believes. For example; my body didn't believe it could keep up with my "enlightenment" because the bodies around it don't believe it. This morning, that changed while dancing as I repeated to myself/my body; "You were born for this!" and I felt the truth of that....and got horny and someone else popped into my head and I chose to rectify that relationship upon fulfillment of the standard I set (in my newly embodied authority) of public apology for the abuses done me that became public knowledge and thus contested. Dignity. They took advantage of my state of being in which I believed I had to choose to tolerate indignity because I was dedicated as a child to the god of the bible, the god of Abraham, Issac and Jacob......I have come full circle. 

     Just because we can, doesn't mean we will. True authority does not have the word "should" in it's vocabulary. I suspect there are plenty of other commonly used words that can apply to that as well. 

     This reminds me of The Most Inspiring Betty's podcast I listened to yesterday and the discussion therein about the use of words ( https://youtu.be/HYonN_kGzGQ ). That reminded me of what I read in the book "Braiding Sweatgrass" by Robin Kimmerer and where it took me. The author mentions how in her Native American language, nothing has names that are nouns. Names are action words in her Native American tongue. For example; it's not a tree, it's "being a tree". That prompted me to wonder what, exactly, was being a tree, which led to "everything is made of Source energy', thus it's Source being a tree which reinforces the belief that God is all and God is in all. I would say The Dance (Source) is in all and all is god unto it's self. I began to address people in my community out loud; "Hello Source being (name)" and when I looked at anything such as a tree, I greeted it out loud as "Source Being Tree". I could feel a huge change my own energy and I liked it!

     This reminds me that yesterday, it occurred to me that something within me is "The Eternal Limitlessness"and that would be "The Dance". In saying and feeling, thus experiencing oneness with"The Eternal Limitlessness", I become eternally limitless myself. 

    As I rested deeply after all that dancing in oneness, releasing and embodiment, why humans are even mortal to begin with came to me. 💡Duh! Of course it did🤣 I became eternally limitless yesterday! Human mortality is a result of the separation from Source and the rest of physical manifestation to become "one" separate from other "one" in order to view self. This separation created fear and all sorts of core wounds. We didn't like that feeling and so resisted the idea of eternal separation and thus an inability to realize the inherent eternal potential for immortality. Some just have no interest in being human for very long, some not at all, some "chicken out", some fail to see the point after a bit of experiencing their reason for it, quickly become disenchanted. Some just like the commonality with their ancestors, friends and family. I'm sure the circumstances and reasons are as limitless as Source. They'd have to be 😉

     We are chosen because we choose it for ourselves....of our own free will. And that's not just a belief.

     Oh, I did not take the time to proofread or edit through this rapid harvest, either. I usually don't like to go back to where I came from; there's a reason I left it! 🤣 That's why I believe I need a scribe to follow me around. 

Upgraded Experience of Multidimensionality and What is Spiritual Community?

      It used to be that it would take something like meditation to tune into Source, dream time to tune into Soul and human level aloneness. Now, the human perspective can initiate and just have to focus on which I want to tune into at any time, fluidly going from one to another. I can also receive experience fluidly initiated from other perspectives. Sometimes, the human perspective is tuned into multiple "other dimensions"/perspectives interacting at various levels and still maintaining a grounded human perspective. 

     One example of this was my experience of comforting a male consciousness as he released pain from childhood trauma while I danced in joy summoning oneness.

      It also occurred to me in reference to the desire to be surrounded by spiritual community; all community is made up of spirits and so is spiritual community. Even atheists are spirits determined to focus faithfully and steadfastly on a purely physical experience of themselves and the world around them. That's dedication to a spiritual path! 😉

Wednesday, June 21, 2023

What life is showing me about me; owning my own energy instead of someone else owning me with their energy

       Yeah; the old man again. I'm not allowing him to own my energy! As a being highly aware of the empathic connection, I used to own it/embody/believe anyone else's insecurities and judgement projected at me. I absorbed the low self esteem. I took on their disgust with me, their embarrassment, the degrading. Not so anymore.               

This was the last one I am going to have to deal with. We forget in the moment that we get that one last "gatekeeper" experience after we expand out of a state of being. 

     I was wondering why TF, after months of drawing nothing but feel good people in my experience, I get saddled with this shit again. It's so I could see, acknowledge, fully realize how I have changed. I no longer get that gut clenching self doubt and temptation to feel guilty when men react to things like me not returning their "Good morning" or feel I might be doing something I should be disgusted with myself for. 

    Time to celebrate 🥂 I not only put self esteem boosts into practice, I embodied them, began experiencing the fruit of it, see the difference in myself, fully realize it, cry release of all self doubt at the realization and pass through the portal I created. Freedom🎉

Affirmation; "Only I own my emotions and self perceptions".

     No one can make me feel embarrassed. No one can make me feel disgust. No one can make me feel ashamed. No one can make me feel stupid. No one can make me feel self-conscious. No one can make me feel hurt.

     Bad feeling emotions are as much an inside job as good feeling emotions. 

     I choose to stay in my self realization energy.


Tuesday, June 20, 2023

Science and Spirituality

       It occurs to me that the process to determine scientific fact is energetically the same as the American, so-called, democratic process to determine their President. 

      (I say so-called because originally we pledged allegiance to the flag and Republic (government) for which it stood)

      Candidates are presented due to hypothesis/ belief in viability, chosen according to polls/tests and experimentation resulting in anonymous voting results/ objective facts of who is, in fact the President.

      That's why they're just as contested as religions, which are established by beliefs and theories based on a limited number of experiences/test subjects determined to be fact by "educated/objective" experts/clergy/scientists/electoral representatives.

     See? All the terms are interchangeable and thus equally true....... it's all subjective, whether we agree it is or not 😉

The other common factor? Law of Attraction responding to the result that generates the most excitement; whether that excitement is positive or negative but especially if it's both(controversial). That created a new reality. Consciousness loves nothing more than the creating of a new reality to expand into and explore.

Feeling on fire with this rapid fire of insights coming in lately. My life's soundtrack pipes in:

https://youtu.be/5Nrv5teMc9Y

And...why not? (Rhetorical, obviously)

https://youtu.be/J91ti_MpdHA

Portioning Land

      As I rode to Calipatria reflecting upon sporadically introduced concepts about leadership, I felt into the various fields of farmland we were passing. One canal drop was left clogged with sticks because it was being unused during reconstruction. Large, green rectangular bales lay freshly baled in one field. One field was being left farrow, etc. 

      I felt the story of these fields. They had all been governed by one consciousness and thus had one personality. Then, as the land was portioned off and placed under the control of a differing consciousness, the land would respond either favorably or with resistance to the imposing consciousness. 

    It had always struck me how the god of Abraham, Issac and Jacob had instructed Moses on why and how the Israelites were to enter the "Promised Land". They were to kill the people of certain religions (spiritual consciousness) because they were polluting the land with their religious practices. Obviously, that god was not talking about the kind of pollution that we talk about today. The land was "flowing with milk and honey". It was a fertile, thriving land full of abundance. The land was responding well to the energy the consciousness these religions produced. The religions honored "nature spirits", the consciousness of the land. The genital mutilating god was obviously offended by such wild, "uncontrolled" manifestation of reproduction/fertility. He did say he was a jealous god. With him came famines and floods: complete imbalance. A physical manifestation of imbalanced/toxic masculine and feminine energy being embodied by that imbalanced god. 

      So now that masculine and feminine are in alignment again, land will be fertile and overflowing with "milk and honey". 

     As I let what is going on within me regarding the masculine and feminine, mother and father energies be expressed in my imagination, coupled with the image from earlier of the maze, the following song runs through my head:

https://youtu.be/cH4E_t3m3xM