Lo and behold, way back when. I was young and whole, innocence complete. I wondered what I looked like and a birth created another aspect and that aspect called it's self "God". God began to extol my virtues and I wondered what that was which he was seeing. "Innocent? What does innocence mean?" And so God began to show me. He showed me a warrior and a maiden in distress. He showed me This warrior and I saw magnificence and strength and glory. He showed me the maiden and I saw soft and gentle, elegant, gracious, sweet and having a place of belonging. I began to have responses and the responses grew into reaction and the reactions into enchantments...all varying degrees of exaggeration of innocence. Only in the presence of the exaggerated and the opposition to it did I become disenchanted with disenchantment came the desire to cease the exaggeration with that desire came the awareness of the beginning of a reaction and thus the catching of a beginning of a response and then an awareness of that which was in me that was the source of the response and then, only then did I truly know what was contained within me and "what I look like". Now there is depth to my qualities because they and I are aware of the fullness of our existence.
Whilst I would love to peer upon the warrior in it's glory and magnificence for an eternity, there can be no peace in his presence or her presence for to have a warrior one must have war and in this module of time and space, peace is wanted. The only way to achieve peace is to lay down the warrior within me and release reactions that stir him/her into manifesting. It is time to lay down the sword and allow the "cards to fall where they may" in deep faith that no matter the outcome, every outcome is O.K. I shall not even use peace as a weapon to draw war to me for to vanquish.
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