"I am the ressurrection" is what Yahushua told Martha and Mary when they expressed faith that their brother Lazurus would be raised in the last day. The understanding was just given to me this morning. yahushua was the ressurrection, of all that was good and evil in man, of all things. In him was to be rectified everything. But that was not everything for his Father had gone away to prepare a bride for him, ressurrected woman, Eve. The woman in whom all things feminine were rectified.
The new creation, new Adam would be a man who understood completely the vital role of woman, Eve.
Something happened with me the other day, as I was doing something it was as if I was outside myself observing, but it was my physical being observing my soul expressing it's self in it, with it, through it. My soul causing no harm in it's being. I felt "otherowrldly strength, courage, reality". I see how it is our soul that delivers us it's health, wealth and immortality when it is given to do so. The life is in the soul. The water, everflowing when healed and cleaned.
When asking about the ressurrection, Yahushua explained about marriage: for those destined for the ressurrection, it will be as it was in the beggining.
How was it in the beggining? one Adamic man and one Adamic woman yolked together in the psychic, empathic embrace that looks like two lungs breathing all feeling and sensation into oneanother, making them experience being one body.
In Revelation, we are given a glimpse of the city of New Jerusalem: God's tabernacle, it's servents. Nothing more.
The kings of the earth would bring their wealth into it once each year.
Yahushua is foretold to be a prince among princes, a king of kings, lord of lords. One amongst many. Serving her. He is first and foremost amongst those serving the Bride. His Bride, God's tabernacle in whom Mother and Father are rectified.
Saturday, March 9, 2013
a sabbath's clarifications
The Sabbath is for healing and release, freeing God's people. Haven't had any clear indication on what exactly I should be doing or not doing on sabbaths and now I know the reason. Liberation can be work in exchange for money, freeing me from financial limitation....giving me a sense of independence and accomplishment. sometimes the healing can come in the form of new understanding. Sometimes it is facing a darkness within me or a familiar spirit it turns out was never me. Eyes opening.
This year I see much of it will be clarification of understandings I received at the feast of trumpets/tabernacles, this past fall. The first people being the beings we call sasquatch, elder brother, big foot, etc. Adamic humanity a seperate thing, the one that had fallen first and foremost, over whom rebellion in the rest was born, thus taking all of mankind with him.
clarification about what a soul is, how it is different than a spirit. How when our bodies and minds, in which sin dwells, overtake, ignore and oppress our souls, our souls are thus delivered to hell..sheol. It dies within us, ceases expressing it's self. We must tend to our soul, invite it in, honor and respect it. But it is not just our individual soul. It is said when we hurt others, we violate our own soul. This is literal. Adamic mankind, offspring of Eve each share a single soul, fragmented and seeking expression. heal it in one and it is healed for all who let it in. That is why it only takes one man and one woman to heal the soul of man...even the other men, older brothers are healed because they have interbred if they so choose it.
There had to be a second Adam because the first is dead, that part of the human soul ceased to exist, but eve's part continued living. A new part was given, joined with it's counterpart in a human mother: Mary and became what we call Jesus. thus the one called Jesus...Yahushua, becomes mankind's father, inheriting a kingdom. His Father hands over the kingdom to return to His mother....source, Creator by desire rather than intention, leaving Yahushua King of King and Lord of Lords once his discipline is complete "I will discipline him as a man does his son", we are told in scripture. while Yahushua is disciplined, the Father 'puts all things under his feet', cleans up the mess and gives over to him a clean and perfected kingdom, a new heavens and new earth ruled over by a new king.
It all began this morning with the insight that the idea of any man having any sort of spirituality is utterly ridiculous. We are inhabited by spirits that take our attention from our soul's journey, killing it. We neglect the soul to feed our minds with entertainment and intellectualism, "higher thinking",we really don't need. all just distraction from what really matters....our soul's honest expression and healing. THEN we get a spirit and spiritual experience, expression. Until then we are simply expressing the will of foreign spirits who may have been in us so long, we identify with them as our own beingness.
Previously I wrote how in light of God, the Father coming from Creator, the Dance, an everflowing, feminine existence, Eve from Adam seems to be a backward creation.....but Yahushua from Mary, man from woman, makes it right again.
Eve/woman is the expression of self-awareness, self-reflection needed to be whole as Creator, that is why it was no good for man to be alone...he needed the reflection, which he became for God, who in him saw He was incomplete, was but one aspect of Her, out of balance without Her feminine qualities.
All of this is also why disciples were sent to find lost sheep and chosen ones, not to make disciples of all or random humanity. We only need one healed soul in each, male and female to bring consciousness of that healing to all of humanity, who are the same soul speaking through it's various incarnations, if we let it.
I also see how the spirit body is physical,, just less dense and can travel interdimensionally, etc. that is why 'elder brother' exhists but is rarely seen....the same with certain animals, they only manifest to us when they want to be seen or we are expressing a higher consciousness and catch them off guard, startle them. A moment of inner peace can do that.
Sheol is hell and where our soul is when it is in pain and suffering, when we oppress and deny it wihtin ourselves. We hurt it watching movies, etc. so it retreats, back into denial and suffering. I had noticed how people in 'cults' and groups in isolation have a certain innocense and purity, but which is only allowed to exist in ultra-controlling envioronments, only allowed if oppressed by demons. And people remain, loving eachother mor eimportant than being oppressed, loving the feeling of that innocense, not realizing they are being used to oppress oneanother and are thus robbed of true, complete innocense. Trapped in a hell of their own making, they become.
might add more later, we'll see....but it is not important that anyone else know, the chosen ones are being given this knoweldge within themselves....maybe this is simply where we recognize and meet.
This year I see much of it will be clarification of understandings I received at the feast of trumpets/tabernacles, this past fall. The first people being the beings we call sasquatch, elder brother, big foot, etc. Adamic humanity a seperate thing, the one that had fallen first and foremost, over whom rebellion in the rest was born, thus taking all of mankind with him.
clarification about what a soul is, how it is different than a spirit. How when our bodies and minds, in which sin dwells, overtake, ignore and oppress our souls, our souls are thus delivered to hell..sheol. It dies within us, ceases expressing it's self. We must tend to our soul, invite it in, honor and respect it. But it is not just our individual soul. It is said when we hurt others, we violate our own soul. This is literal. Adamic mankind, offspring of Eve each share a single soul, fragmented and seeking expression. heal it in one and it is healed for all who let it in. That is why it only takes one man and one woman to heal the soul of man...even the other men, older brothers are healed because they have interbred if they so choose it.
There had to be a second Adam because the first is dead, that part of the human soul ceased to exist, but eve's part continued living. A new part was given, joined with it's counterpart in a human mother: Mary and became what we call Jesus. thus the one called Jesus...Yahushua, becomes mankind's father, inheriting a kingdom. His Father hands over the kingdom to return to His mother....source, Creator by desire rather than intention, leaving Yahushua King of King and Lord of Lords once his discipline is complete "I will discipline him as a man does his son", we are told in scripture. while Yahushua is disciplined, the Father 'puts all things under his feet', cleans up the mess and gives over to him a clean and perfected kingdom, a new heavens and new earth ruled over by a new king.
It all began this morning with the insight that the idea of any man having any sort of spirituality is utterly ridiculous. We are inhabited by spirits that take our attention from our soul's journey, killing it. We neglect the soul to feed our minds with entertainment and intellectualism, "higher thinking",we really don't need. all just distraction from what really matters....our soul's honest expression and healing. THEN we get a spirit and spiritual experience, expression. Until then we are simply expressing the will of foreign spirits who may have been in us so long, we identify with them as our own beingness.
Previously I wrote how in light of God, the Father coming from Creator, the Dance, an everflowing, feminine existence, Eve from Adam seems to be a backward creation.....but Yahushua from Mary, man from woman, makes it right again.
Eve/woman is the expression of self-awareness, self-reflection needed to be whole as Creator, that is why it was no good for man to be alone...he needed the reflection, which he became for God, who in him saw He was incomplete, was but one aspect of Her, out of balance without Her feminine qualities.
All of this is also why disciples were sent to find lost sheep and chosen ones, not to make disciples of all or random humanity. We only need one healed soul in each, male and female to bring consciousness of that healing to all of humanity, who are the same soul speaking through it's various incarnations, if we let it.
I also see how the spirit body is physical,, just less dense and can travel interdimensionally, etc. that is why 'elder brother' exhists but is rarely seen....the same with certain animals, they only manifest to us when they want to be seen or we are expressing a higher consciousness and catch them off guard, startle them. A moment of inner peace can do that.
Sheol is hell and where our soul is when it is in pain and suffering, when we oppress and deny it wihtin ourselves. We hurt it watching movies, etc. so it retreats, back into denial and suffering. I had noticed how people in 'cults' and groups in isolation have a certain innocense and purity, but which is only allowed to exist in ultra-controlling envioronments, only allowed if oppressed by demons. And people remain, loving eachother mor eimportant than being oppressed, loving the feeling of that innocense, not realizing they are being used to oppress oneanother and are thus robbed of true, complete innocense. Trapped in a hell of their own making, they become.
might add more later, we'll see....but it is not important that anyone else know, the chosen ones are being given this knoweldge within themselves....maybe this is simply where we recognize and meet.
Thursday, March 7, 2013
notes from the book of Enoch
Listened to it while I did my laundry (which I do by hand daily so it takes a little while) and wasn't totally focused, but here is what did catch my attention:
Entities called "Watchers" were involved in fall of mankind as well as their own. I assume they are different than the notable "Satan" because he was still allowed in heaven at the time of Job (may have provoked and manipulated others to actions, but never did an 'illegal' act himself and so was not immediately kicked out of heaven.....knew what he was doing that one). The Watchers, however were not. Man is given power to reprimand the Watchers but not to petition on their behalf. Man's spirits roam the heavens if righteous and that is why they have access to what the Watchers do not.
Reinforces and expands my understanding of mankind being somehow seperated from their spirits or not having one of their own to begin with. Very clear in the book of Enoch that while a man's soul rests in Sheol, his spirit can continue on in heaven. But spirits that sin are slain. Their soul will be ressurrected and judged in last day, but their spirit has already been killed. I experienced as a "quickening", the birth of a new spirit in me and what I just experienced this past fall as being reunited with an old spirit of mine (or one that was familiar to me?), the one that would have travelled throughout space and time bringing back to me experiences of exhisting in other lives, other universes. Our minds may not be able to travel, and it is not neccessarily reincarnation, but rather where our spirits go and what they do while not attached to us. Scripture speaks of spirits coming and going out of "houses", these houses would be the human bodies/souls our spirits enter and occupy and experience as their own even while we are sleeping. Will that old spirit be slain?Will it be trapped in a different body? Was it reborn within me, reattached/reconnected to me, or " a new spirit" spoken of in the new testament that literal. I do not know. Questions to be answered another day, I suppose. I only know for certain I experienced a "quickening", which I wondered was exactly until years later when I started reading the bible again and in the king james version saw many had prayed to be quickened. (stirred to life everlasting/given a spirit of their own?).
In the book of Enoch, we have it explained to us just what is happening in reference to knowledge, the sin the Watchers committed. God kicked Adam and Eve out of the garden so they could not access the tree of knowledge. The Watchers undermined Him by bringing that knowledge to fallen mankind anyways. That knowledge included information about the stars and planets, the powers behind/within them. The knowledge of plants and medicines was included to prolong lives God had intended to end more quickly. The knowledge included spiritual tricks; sorcery which used inappropriately is control and manipulation of eachother, seduction and enchantment as well as magic, the manipulating of the elements from their ordained order....basically making a mess of things, times, seasons, crops, etc. for everybody.
Which leads to the question: do we thus strive to keep ourselves ignorant and fear knowledge? The answer is no, we do not need to dumb ourselves down. Without the knowledge of how to read or use technology, I would not have been exposed to the book of Enoch, would I? It is a matter of not letting it corrupt us, knowledge is unavoidable, really. But only the most basic knowledge that God exists and will have an accounting is enough. Instead of using the knowledge we may receive due to such things as legal requirements, we can instead turn to the inner guidence of God speaking from within us. Put the diploma on the wall then defy it. You'll be smarter and more successful with simplicity.
Also, the specific name of the Watcher who misled Eve as well as the specific names and multiple sins of each of the Watchers, heads over the tens, etc.
It explains the two different judgements, that of man which is death and that of the watchers which is eternal suffering. This reinforces the understanding I was given that God's messeges come through man to mock the "sons" who mock Him and not every messege or prophesy is in reference to humanity. It definately clarifies the confusion with what I saw was two different eventualities...yay! Father, I thank you!
Woa to those who drink from every fountain for you forsake the fountain of life: woa! I was definately guilty of that for a while, Christendom frustrated me with it's lack of clarity, I gave up and vowed to find out the truth of everything claimed. But, I guess that fall was in the right direction until I reached the point where I stated within myself "I definately do not want to be where no human being has business going".....guess even there it was given me to make the right decision. But it does kinda freak me out, while explaining a few things about the distancing of entities from me when it became apparent I was being set aside for a special purpose......these entities were dispensing knowledge humans had no business knowing because it would only be misused by us in our naive interfering with the natural order of things, harming us in the end. scary. So, seek knowledge from God directly, do not seek out another person or entity's explaination, stop playing with astral projection and taking universal, entity guided, meditational"fieldtrips" people. I was given the right gut feeling on that one...yay! He does save me! Keep our explainations to ourselves and only extend the knowledge and understanding He gives us. woohoo! Just the facts, people! That actually lightens the burden alot! Emphasizes Yahushua's command to call no one, including him, Rabbi/Teacher.
The foreknowledge that we could expect a righteous generation to be born on earth is interesting. Is it this generation, born since 1970 being misled as indigo, vampire, magical children it refers to? I think. Everyone is claiming knowledge and understanding of our qualities and just what knowledge we need to be safe, healthy, make the most of them......stearing us in every direction to do evil in the eyes of God. "in the last days all your sons and daughters will prophesy" it was foretold. That is what we were meant to do with all these extra senses, not to interfere with natural processes or change the nature of mankind or anything, and definately not to be drinking the blood of people or animals. sheesh. And definately not to bring new technology....that is another point in the book of Enoch: the sins of the watchers included writing and technologies mankind was never intended to have/need..... groups like the Amish might have it more right than we think! They don't see things like technology as inherently evil, but abstain from it to prevent themselves from getting puffed up: "I am man, look what I can make!"
I learned women didn't start covering heads because men commanded them to in order to oppress them. Women began covering their heads so their hair would not draw unwanted attention from the fallen ones who lusted after beautiful women. shoot, they'd impregnate them with babies that would kill them during delivery. How's that for lovin'? I'd be hiding myself, too. evil, selfish B*st*rds.
I knew drinking of blood is mentioned a few times in the bible and before any other law was given, but wow! How it is emphasized as evil in the book of Enoch! Pour that stuff on the ground! Always!
So, that is what stuck out for me upon my first listening, will have more coming no doubt as I continue to explore it and the other forbidden books not kept in the bible!
Entities called "Watchers" were involved in fall of mankind as well as their own. I assume they are different than the notable "Satan" because he was still allowed in heaven at the time of Job (may have provoked and manipulated others to actions, but never did an 'illegal' act himself and so was not immediately kicked out of heaven.....knew what he was doing that one). The Watchers, however were not. Man is given power to reprimand the Watchers but not to petition on their behalf. Man's spirits roam the heavens if righteous and that is why they have access to what the Watchers do not.
Reinforces and expands my understanding of mankind being somehow seperated from their spirits or not having one of their own to begin with. Very clear in the book of Enoch that while a man's soul rests in Sheol, his spirit can continue on in heaven. But spirits that sin are slain. Their soul will be ressurrected and judged in last day, but their spirit has already been killed. I experienced as a "quickening", the birth of a new spirit in me and what I just experienced this past fall as being reunited with an old spirit of mine (or one that was familiar to me?), the one that would have travelled throughout space and time bringing back to me experiences of exhisting in other lives, other universes. Our minds may not be able to travel, and it is not neccessarily reincarnation, but rather where our spirits go and what they do while not attached to us. Scripture speaks of spirits coming and going out of "houses", these houses would be the human bodies/souls our spirits enter and occupy and experience as their own even while we are sleeping. Will that old spirit be slain?Will it be trapped in a different body? Was it reborn within me, reattached/reconnected to me, or " a new spirit" spoken of in the new testament that literal. I do not know. Questions to be answered another day, I suppose. I only know for certain I experienced a "quickening", which I wondered was exactly until years later when I started reading the bible again and in the king james version saw many had prayed to be quickened. (stirred to life everlasting/given a spirit of their own?).
In the book of Enoch, we have it explained to us just what is happening in reference to knowledge, the sin the Watchers committed. God kicked Adam and Eve out of the garden so they could not access the tree of knowledge. The Watchers undermined Him by bringing that knowledge to fallen mankind anyways. That knowledge included information about the stars and planets, the powers behind/within them. The knowledge of plants and medicines was included to prolong lives God had intended to end more quickly. The knowledge included spiritual tricks; sorcery which used inappropriately is control and manipulation of eachother, seduction and enchantment as well as magic, the manipulating of the elements from their ordained order....basically making a mess of things, times, seasons, crops, etc. for everybody.
Which leads to the question: do we thus strive to keep ourselves ignorant and fear knowledge? The answer is no, we do not need to dumb ourselves down. Without the knowledge of how to read or use technology, I would not have been exposed to the book of Enoch, would I? It is a matter of not letting it corrupt us, knowledge is unavoidable, really. But only the most basic knowledge that God exists and will have an accounting is enough. Instead of using the knowledge we may receive due to such things as legal requirements, we can instead turn to the inner guidence of God speaking from within us. Put the diploma on the wall then defy it. You'll be smarter and more successful with simplicity.
Also, the specific name of the Watcher who misled Eve as well as the specific names and multiple sins of each of the Watchers, heads over the tens, etc.
It explains the two different judgements, that of man which is death and that of the watchers which is eternal suffering. This reinforces the understanding I was given that God's messeges come through man to mock the "sons" who mock Him and not every messege or prophesy is in reference to humanity. It definately clarifies the confusion with what I saw was two different eventualities...yay! Father, I thank you!
Woa to those who drink from every fountain for you forsake the fountain of life: woa! I was definately guilty of that for a while, Christendom frustrated me with it's lack of clarity, I gave up and vowed to find out the truth of everything claimed. But, I guess that fall was in the right direction until I reached the point where I stated within myself "I definately do not want to be where no human being has business going".....guess even there it was given me to make the right decision. But it does kinda freak me out, while explaining a few things about the distancing of entities from me when it became apparent I was being set aside for a special purpose......these entities were dispensing knowledge humans had no business knowing because it would only be misused by us in our naive interfering with the natural order of things, harming us in the end. scary. So, seek knowledge from God directly, do not seek out another person or entity's explaination, stop playing with astral projection and taking universal, entity guided, meditational"fieldtrips" people. I was given the right gut feeling on that one...yay! He does save me! Keep our explainations to ourselves and only extend the knowledge and understanding He gives us. woohoo! Just the facts, people! That actually lightens the burden alot! Emphasizes Yahushua's command to call no one, including him, Rabbi/Teacher.
The foreknowledge that we could expect a righteous generation to be born on earth is interesting. Is it this generation, born since 1970 being misled as indigo, vampire, magical children it refers to? I think. Everyone is claiming knowledge and understanding of our qualities and just what knowledge we need to be safe, healthy, make the most of them......stearing us in every direction to do evil in the eyes of God. "in the last days all your sons and daughters will prophesy" it was foretold. That is what we were meant to do with all these extra senses, not to interfere with natural processes or change the nature of mankind or anything, and definately not to be drinking the blood of people or animals. sheesh. And definately not to bring new technology....that is another point in the book of Enoch: the sins of the watchers included writing and technologies mankind was never intended to have/need..... groups like the Amish might have it more right than we think! They don't see things like technology as inherently evil, but abstain from it to prevent themselves from getting puffed up: "I am man, look what I can make!"
I learned women didn't start covering heads because men commanded them to in order to oppress them. Women began covering their heads so their hair would not draw unwanted attention from the fallen ones who lusted after beautiful women. shoot, they'd impregnate them with babies that would kill them during delivery. How's that for lovin'? I'd be hiding myself, too. evil, selfish B*st*rds.
I knew drinking of blood is mentioned a few times in the bible and before any other law was given, but wow! How it is emphasized as evil in the book of Enoch! Pour that stuff on the ground! Always!
So, that is what stuck out for me upon my first listening, will have more coming no doubt as I continue to explore it and the other forbidden books not kept in the bible!
Wednesday, March 6, 2013
writings as Suttholio: clarifying the divine femine
Clarifying the Divine Feminine
There is true power in receiving. With what we receive we create new. If we receive nothing, we have nothing to create with to give back, yes? We receive support and are thus empowered to support. We receive love and thus can give more love. We can receive anger, identify its source (usually fear or frustration) and create whatever is truly needed and/or wanted by the one 'giving' and then give that back from a place of strength/no fear (Warrior). The ability to receive is necessary for continued personal growth, empowerment and change in the world around us. This receiving is not only from a man; it can be from other women, children, Earth and all upon Her. The most powerful receiving comes from within, pure Source/Spirit. If we are not receptive of others, it is very likely we are not being fully receptive of Source/Spirit/God/Goddess. A balance of masculine (giving) and feminine (receiving) in human form is a great creative force whether one is a man or woman, transgendered, heterosexual, gay, bisexual. This discussion is not to say, either, that a woman can never open doors for herself or others, pay for dinner, etc. A woman fully in touch with and expressing her inner Goddess has enough to give and receive. So it also goes for a man in touch with and expressing his inner God - he is able to freely give and receive, reflective and active.
Often men in the Pagan movement or drawn to Warrior Goddess energies misperceive their dislike of being male or their perception of being a victim as being in touch with their feminine side. They are unable to receive love, support and honor themselves; therefore can they really say they are in touch with their Divine Feminine/Goddess? Or do they just share a victim mentality with the women in the Pagan or Goddess energy movements who are there for the same reason? Men who view opening doors as being `@#%$-whipped' or somehow weak also fall into this category. They are not receptive of love, honor, and respect, therefore they are not able to give it. One could reason "I only stopped doing it because women weren't receptive of it". You repressed your true Soul/Divine ex-pression because of another; you gave them your power.
Another thing I often see as perceived by men and women alike as being in touch with one's feminine side is experiencing over-sensitive emotional reactions. They believe that because they feel offense for others, take up other's battles, they are in touch with their feminine side. Being in touch with one's emotions is being in touch with one's self, one's soul; it is neither masculine nor feminine, as much as society labels such as being a womanly trait. Our emotions are our gauge, our inner guidance responding to external or internal experiences. The more extreme the emotional reaction, the more out of balance we are with our Soul and God/Goddess in the matter we are focusing on. Extreme emotional reaction is our hint to change something, usually our perception of the matter first, action second.
This in no way implies that everyone involved in Paganism or Goddess energies has these issues. The world is changing; the roles of men and women are being explored in every culture and religious tradition. There is much enlightenment coming through the Pagan and Goddess energies movements and the growth of it causes others to question, thereby opening and expanding minds. The Goddess is brought into the spotlight and this initiates exploration of the Divine Feminine. The clearer we as individuals are on what the Divine Feminine encompasses, the more clarity we have to offer the world as it turns its attention to the Goddess.
A WitchVox Article
Author: Suttholio
I have a dear male friend who loves women and treats them very much as a traditional 'gentleman' would while out in public. He opens doors, lights cigarettes, buys dinner and drinks, carries bags, listens, and offers compliments freely. I relish that sort of treatment. We all deserve honor, love, support, respect and all that good stuff. This is especially so since getting in touch with my inner Goddess. I described him as above for a friend on a private forum. He then asked, "Is that me?" I never responded. He treats all women as described above, but is especially drawn to Pagan and what he perceives as 'Magical' and/or 'Powerful' women for more intimate interactions. Yes, it's him in general. But when it comes to women he's more intimate with, it is only on the surface and only what he believes he is. What lies underneath when it comes to the `powerful' women he's drawn to, however, is a different story all together and for him to figure out himself. A little help from an insightful friend doesn't hurt, but one must be open to it. In this area he does not want the insight. But, it could be of use to many in any tradition/belief system, and especially to Goddess-inclined, so I present it here.
I do notice that many women do not allow themselves to receive such `gentlemanly' treatment. Such treatment from a man is perceived as dishonoring. "Does he think I can't do that myself?" "How condescending!" Or it is met with insecurity: "This feels awkward, how do I take it?" "I don't deserve this" (which is also interpreted as lack of appreciation by and therefore discouraging to the man being `gentlemanly'). It is very ironic that most of the women I've noticed who have such a negative view of receiving are very drawn to Goddess worship. They are mostly drawn to the Warrior Goddesses. Strength is a gift in the Warrior Goddess. I honor and acknowledge this. I've used it on my path as well. I see a service in taking this to an extreme for many, so I do not dismiss it completely. However, the Divine Feminine energy is also that of receiving: a woman receives a man's seed and creates life. Earth (Gaia, Goddess) receives Spirit (Male, God) and creates physical. So, while the Warrior Goddess energy was important in what we perceive as taking back, being in touch with, feminine power, if we stay there in aggression mode/do mode, we stagnate, become sour, and fail to take on the balancing energy of receiving.
I've noticed many stuck in the warrioress energies and they are prickly. I even acknowledge I was once one of them for a time. There are few interactions one stuck in these energies have or observe on any topic that are not perceived as an attack, reason to launch an attack or at least some form of action. Any conversation they have becomes a discussion of wrongs committed and why action needs to be taken. They'll degrade men, even though they have husbands or significant others. Obviously the man involved
I have a dear male friend who loves women and treats them very much as a traditional 'gentleman' would while out in public. He opens doors, lights cigarettes, buys dinner and drinks, carries bags, listens, and offers compliments freely. I relish that sort of treatment. We all deserve honor, love, support, respect and all that good stuff. This is especially so since getting in touch with my inner Goddess. I described him as above for a friend on a private forum. He then asked, "Is that me?" I never responded. He treats all women as described above, but is especially drawn to Pagan and what he perceives as 'Magical' and/or 'Powerful' women for more intimate interactions. Yes, it's him in general. But when it comes to women he's more intimate with, it is only on the surface and only what he believes he is. What lies underneath when it comes to the `powerful' women he's drawn to, however, is a different story all together and for him to figure out himself. A little help from an insightful friend doesn't hurt, but one must be open to it. In this area he does not want the insight. But, it could be of use to many in any tradition/belief system, and especially to Goddess-inclined, so I present it here.
I do notice that many women do not allow themselves to receive such `gentlemanly' treatment. Such treatment from a man is perceived as dishonoring. "Does he think I can't do that myself?" "How condescending!" Or it is met with insecurity: "This feels awkward, how do I take it?" "I don't deserve this" (which is also interpreted as lack of appreciation by and therefore discouraging to the man being `gentlemanly'). It is very ironic that most of the women I've noticed who have such a negative view of receiving are very drawn to Goddess worship. They are mostly drawn to the Warrior Goddesses. Strength is a gift in the Warrior Goddess. I honor and acknowledge this. I've used it on my path as well. I see a service in taking this to an extreme for many, so I do not dismiss it completely. However, the Divine Feminine energy is also that of receiving: a woman receives a man's seed and creates life. Earth (Gaia, Goddess) receives Spirit (Male, God) and creates physical. So, while the Warrior Goddess energy was important in what we perceive as taking back, being in touch with, feminine power, if we stay there in aggression mode/do mode, we stagnate, become sour, and fail to take on the balancing energy of receiving.
I've noticed many stuck in the warrioress energies and they are prickly. I even acknowledge I was once one of them for a time. There are few interactions one stuck in these energies have or observe on any topic that are not perceived as an attack, reason to launch an attack or at least some form of action. Any conversation they have becomes a discussion of wrongs committed and why action needs to be taken. They'll degrade men, even though they have husbands or significant others. Obviously the man involved
has
his own self-worth issues, but so many Pagan or Goddess-inclined women complain about lack of good men. When men have been proverbially slapped for giving, is it any wonder many stop? One could view, rather than the taking of power in opening a door, the honoring of a woman's power in such an action. Men in a masculine energy like to give and do for others. They therefore will be drawn to others who are able to receive. They are out there, so if we haven't found any ourselves, we could ask: do I push them away? A man drawn to purely Warrior energies often has low self worth, in which case they are drawn to women who refuse their giving or criticize it and thus support their self perception. So many twists and turns. There is true power in receiving. With what we receive we create new. If we receive nothing, we have nothing to create with to give back, yes? We receive support and are thus empowered to support. We receive love and thus can give more love. We can receive anger, identify its source (usually fear or frustration) and create whatever is truly needed and/or wanted by the one 'giving' and then give that back from a place of strength/no fear (Warrior). The ability to receive is necessary for continued personal growth, empowerment and change in the world around us. This receiving is not only from a man; it can be from other women, children, Earth and all upon Her. The most powerful receiving comes from within, pure Source/Spirit. If we are not receptive of others, it is very likely we are not being fully receptive of Source/Spirit/God/Goddess. A balance of masculine (giving) and feminine (receiving) in human form is a great creative force whether one is a man or woman, transgendered, heterosexual, gay, bisexual. This discussion is not to say, either, that a woman can never open doors for herself or others, pay for dinner, etc. A woman fully in touch with and expressing her inner Goddess has enough to give and receive. So it also goes for a man in touch with and expressing his inner God - he is able to freely give and receive, reflective and active.
Often men in the Pagan movement or drawn to Warrior Goddess energies misperceive their dislike of being male or their perception of being a victim as being in touch with their feminine side. They are unable to receive love, support and honor themselves; therefore can they really say they are in touch with their Divine Feminine/Goddess? Or do they just share a victim mentality with the women in the Pagan or Goddess energy movements who are there for the same reason? Men who view opening doors as being `@#%$-whipped' or somehow weak also fall into this category. They are not receptive of love, honor, and respect, therefore they are not able to give it. One could reason "I only stopped doing it because women weren't receptive of it". You repressed your true Soul/Divine ex-pression because of another; you gave them your power.
Another thing I often see as perceived by men and women alike as being in touch with one's feminine side is experiencing over-sensitive emotional reactions. They believe that because they feel offense for others, take up other's battles, they are in touch with their feminine side. Being in touch with one's emotions is being in touch with one's self, one's soul; it is neither masculine nor feminine, as much as society labels such as being a womanly trait. Our emotions are our gauge, our inner guidance responding to external or internal experiences. The more extreme the emotional reaction, the more out of balance we are with our Soul and God/Goddess in the matter we are focusing on. Extreme emotional reaction is our hint to change something, usually our perception of the matter first, action second.
This in no way implies that everyone involved in Paganism or Goddess energies has these issues. The world is changing; the roles of men and women are being explored in every culture and religious tradition. There is much enlightenment coming through the Pagan and Goddess energies movements and the growth of it causes others to question, thereby opening and expanding minds. The Goddess is brought into the spotlight and this initiates exploration of the Divine Feminine. The clearer we as individuals are on what the Divine Feminine encompasses, the more clarity we have to offer the world as it turns its attention to the Goddess.
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Tuesday, March 5, 2013
tithing, arrangement of a kingdom, more on Eden
"All my shepards have failed, so I, I myself shall teach them"
There is no church or organization. There is no one people who can teach. You learn to be taught by God Himself. He took the temple down, didn't he? he takes churches down with arson, natural disasters, and scandal.
"Whatever you do to one of those little ones, you do to me". How you treat those being taught by God and not by "one of us", as the apostles referred to themselves when speaking to the one called Jesus about a man preaching in His name apart from them, is how you are treating God Himself. They are one with Him as the one called Jesus was. He, God, knows their every thought and feels their every feeling. How will we know whom it is God is teaching? Love for oneanother. but also.....those who see them thirsting, hungry, naked, in prison:they are getting the proverbial whipping, they are the poor, oppressed, those paying high prices for every little crime. If you give them a drink, food, clothing, a home, a visit..."you do to Me", we are told. You give to the poor who are sincerely loving and you are giving to God directly. He is in them, "and they in Me".
So, lacking a temple with priests and "shepards" faithful in His service, tithing should be done to the poor directly. And what tenth shall that be? Your hand-me-downs and outdated food? Used toys for their children? No, one tenth of the firstfruits of your harvest. The very best of everything. What you give to the poor in need shows what you think of what God. You reveal yourself in your every gesture to those in need.
The kings of the Earth, the nations, give directly to the Bride of Revelation. The finest of their firstfruits, the wealth of their nations.
At the top is the Bride in whom God dwells, the mouthpiece of Divine Revelation, a woman. Under her are the twelve, mated pairs of 24 elders. They are served by the 144,000 who also serve the women and children who rule over man.
That's what I've got so far.
And now this:
He will adorn her with a people.
She is the reflection of the woman/wife described in ancient scripture; He returns with His saviors to cleanse her of unholy inhabitants.
The other day a thought was given: Eve from Adam was sort of a backwards creation considering male is an aspect of what has predominantly female qualities: that which exists outside of time and space.
It is suggested that the reason the forbidden fruit is depicted to be an apple is because the apple is a way of saying breast. The fruit(actions, choices, consequences) of the tree(a spirit or person) being not having procreative sex as my understanding explained elsewhere in this blog goes unchanged. It merely adds that the refusal was not simply "they refused to have sex", but that they did not have procreative sex. Eve chose to taste an apple(breast)/engage in homosexuality. She brought the fruit to Adam and he did eat/she brought the idea of 'unnatural' sex acts to Adam and he engaged in them. (So many men's wet dream: threesomes, two women with one man). Interesting indeed. And homosexuality is consistently condemned by GOD throughout the bible, just affection for same gender taken to an unnatural extreme.
The tendency of men to focus on homosexuality where it isn't even implied just proves how close to his heart it is: one of the "forbidden" books of the bible is said to be forbidden because a young man ressurrected by the one called Jesus spends the night with him "after putting a loincloth on". Scholars read "with nothing but a loincloth on". They wonder if it is the same young man in the garden when the one called Jesus is taken captive, who had his loincloth torn off so that he ran away naked. Where I read many people walked around naked because they were too poor for outer clothing and the young man had the decency to put a loincloth on when in company, perverts read that he showed up in nothing but a loincloth and was in the garden naked. sheesh.
Speaking of "secret" gospels, I read a bit about Thecla. Definately has the feel of the old testament mixed with the rash acts of spiritual youth. In our spiritual youth, we commit acts of bravery in the face of persecution (or causing it) until we begin the deeper inner battle that brings spiritual maturity:physical acts with surface washing, inner acts of inaction with deeper cleansing, so to speak.
The serpent seems to consistantly represent interference with intention and Divine acts/commandments whereever it is represented not just biblicaly but historically, for good or evil. (example would be the snake representing medicine, man interfering medically with what has been ordained for an individual physically. aside from the garden, an dexample would be the one lifted up in the wilderness to interfere with the venom killing men)
Many wonder about the location of the garden of Eden. It was God's favored land. Adam was it's king. It was made for him by God (using the other people created by the gods, His children). Adam and Eve were evicted from it, but the rest of men who might have occupied it as their servents were not. Cherubs were posted to keep Adam and Eve out so they might not eat of the fruit of the tree of life/knowledge. So, Eden would have been God's favored land in the middle east, possibly continuously occupied by people and a center for Divine knowledge and understanding.
Isreal was God's chosen land, given to His chosen people. His attempt to take back the garden? On the mountain was created the temple:center of worship and Divine Knowledge. Second Adam/ the man called Jesus brought there as it's king, crucified and buried in the same place as Adam was reportedly buried. Like the landowner who sent his son only to be killed outside the garden walls by the husbandmen. What would that king do when He returned Himself?
So, yes, the garden of Eden could very well have originally been located in Isreal, in Jerusalem.
There is no church or organization. There is no one people who can teach. You learn to be taught by God Himself. He took the temple down, didn't he? he takes churches down with arson, natural disasters, and scandal.
"Whatever you do to one of those little ones, you do to me". How you treat those being taught by God and not by "one of us", as the apostles referred to themselves when speaking to the one called Jesus about a man preaching in His name apart from them, is how you are treating God Himself. They are one with Him as the one called Jesus was. He, God, knows their every thought and feels their every feeling. How will we know whom it is God is teaching? Love for oneanother. but also.....those who see them thirsting, hungry, naked, in prison:they are getting the proverbial whipping, they are the poor, oppressed, those paying high prices for every little crime. If you give them a drink, food, clothing, a home, a visit..."you do to Me", we are told. You give to the poor who are sincerely loving and you are giving to God directly. He is in them, "and they in Me".
So, lacking a temple with priests and "shepards" faithful in His service, tithing should be done to the poor directly. And what tenth shall that be? Your hand-me-downs and outdated food? Used toys for their children? No, one tenth of the firstfruits of your harvest. The very best of everything. What you give to the poor in need shows what you think of what God. You reveal yourself in your every gesture to those in need.
The kings of the Earth, the nations, give directly to the Bride of Revelation. The finest of their firstfruits, the wealth of their nations.
At the top is the Bride in whom God dwells, the mouthpiece of Divine Revelation, a woman. Under her are the twelve, mated pairs of 24 elders. They are served by the 144,000 who also serve the women and children who rule over man.
That's what I've got so far.
And now this:
He will adorn her with a people.
She is the reflection of the woman/wife described in ancient scripture; He returns with His saviors to cleanse her of unholy inhabitants.
The other day a thought was given: Eve from Adam was sort of a backwards creation considering male is an aspect of what has predominantly female qualities: that which exists outside of time and space.
It is suggested that the reason the forbidden fruit is depicted to be an apple is because the apple is a way of saying breast. The fruit(actions, choices, consequences) of the tree(a spirit or person) being not having procreative sex as my understanding explained elsewhere in this blog goes unchanged. It merely adds that the refusal was not simply "they refused to have sex", but that they did not have procreative sex. Eve chose to taste an apple(breast)/engage in homosexuality. She brought the fruit to Adam and he did eat/she brought the idea of 'unnatural' sex acts to Adam and he engaged in them. (So many men's wet dream: threesomes, two women with one man). Interesting indeed. And homosexuality is consistently condemned by GOD throughout the bible, just affection for same gender taken to an unnatural extreme.
The tendency of men to focus on homosexuality where it isn't even implied just proves how close to his heart it is: one of the "forbidden" books of the bible is said to be forbidden because a young man ressurrected by the one called Jesus spends the night with him "after putting a loincloth on". Scholars read "with nothing but a loincloth on". They wonder if it is the same young man in the garden when the one called Jesus is taken captive, who had his loincloth torn off so that he ran away naked. Where I read many people walked around naked because they were too poor for outer clothing and the young man had the decency to put a loincloth on when in company, perverts read that he showed up in nothing but a loincloth and was in the garden naked. sheesh.
Speaking of "secret" gospels, I read a bit about Thecla. Definately has the feel of the old testament mixed with the rash acts of spiritual youth. In our spiritual youth, we commit acts of bravery in the face of persecution (or causing it) until we begin the deeper inner battle that brings spiritual maturity:physical acts with surface washing, inner acts of inaction with deeper cleansing, so to speak.
The serpent seems to consistantly represent interference with intention and Divine acts/commandments whereever it is represented not just biblicaly but historically, for good or evil. (example would be the snake representing medicine, man interfering medically with what has been ordained for an individual physically. aside from the garden, an dexample would be the one lifted up in the wilderness to interfere with the venom killing men)
Many wonder about the location of the garden of Eden. It was God's favored land. Adam was it's king. It was made for him by God (using the other people created by the gods, His children). Adam and Eve were evicted from it, but the rest of men who might have occupied it as their servents were not. Cherubs were posted to keep Adam and Eve out so they might not eat of the fruit of the tree of life/knowledge. So, Eden would have been God's favored land in the middle east, possibly continuously occupied by people and a center for Divine knowledge and understanding.
Isreal was God's chosen land, given to His chosen people. His attempt to take back the garden? On the mountain was created the temple:center of worship and Divine Knowledge. Second Adam/ the man called Jesus brought there as it's king, crucified and buried in the same place as Adam was reportedly buried. Like the landowner who sent his son only to be killed outside the garden walls by the husbandmen. What would that king do when He returned Himself?
So, yes, the garden of Eden could very well have originally been located in Isreal, in Jerusalem.
Monday, March 4, 2013
We are just vessels
The more I explore consciousness and gain understanding, the more I know we humans are in charge of nothing. We receive our instructions while we are sleeping. I would say for most, that would be around 3 in the morning because that is when I get a burst of energy. My energy is freed up as the denser/lower consciousness of human beings is furthest from Earth and thus me. I am no longer trying to hold my space energetically.
Our emotions are chosen for us, our reactions, our physical health, everything. most especially if we are called and chosen. Some of us, ultimately, if trained correctly, will be granted independence, everlasting life and godship......while still being vessels. However, even humans who "have" the highest consciousness, are simply vessels expressing entities who actually have that higher consciousness.....thus the belief in reincarnation. The entity remembers being human or even something else, but the human never was anything else.
This year, the theme of vampirism has been prevelent. The awakening, evolved human being has all the qualities of what is referred to as a "real" vampire, but all the physical symptoms have to do with a spiritual state of being compatible with their physical evolution (an evolved brain properly trained with experiences can manage to grasp deeper understandings). The retrovirus they claim is nothing more than "the god gene", the days of our lives written before we are even born, and passed from generation to generation. But if an entity wants to "reward" it's vessel for breaking God's command to abstain from eating/drinking blood, it will mislead it to believe it needs to......that it is a vampire.....who else would it want to mislead but those called to be God's chosen vessels due to their higher evolutions?
Our emotions are chosen for us, our reactions, our physical health, everything. most especially if we are called and chosen. Some of us, ultimately, if trained correctly, will be granted independence, everlasting life and godship......while still being vessels. However, even humans who "have" the highest consciousness, are simply vessels expressing entities who actually have that higher consciousness.....thus the belief in reincarnation. The entity remembers being human or even something else, but the human never was anything else.
This year, the theme of vampirism has been prevelent. The awakening, evolved human being has all the qualities of what is referred to as a "real" vampire, but all the physical symptoms have to do with a spiritual state of being compatible with their physical evolution (an evolved brain properly trained with experiences can manage to grasp deeper understandings). The retrovirus they claim is nothing more than "the god gene", the days of our lives written before we are even born, and passed from generation to generation. But if an entity wants to "reward" it's vessel for breaking God's command to abstain from eating/drinking blood, it will mislead it to believe it needs to......that it is a vampire.....who else would it want to mislead but those called to be God's chosen vessels due to their higher evolutions?
Friday, March 1, 2013
The return!
It is beggining to amaze me how we could be so confused at something stated plainly. What kind of fog we have on our brains! lol
Plainly speaking we were told the apostles saw the man called Jesus "ascend up to Heaven" in vision. They experienced a group vision. Some would call it a group hallucination.
Then we are are plainly told we would see him return in the same manner. So, his return would witnessed by us as experiencing a vision of something that apears to be a man who is as one with our Creator.
Yet, we constantly toss that aside for the more literal belief that a real human being will be returning. That could have something to do with the matter of his missing body, but bodies have disapeared before so they would not be worshipped.
Being "raptured" or caught up in the clouds to meet him means we will be caught up in rapturous vision. We would not be merely observing a vision as observing an event, we would be caught up in it, interacting with whatever it was we were seeing a vision wifh. It is as one gets caught up in a TV show, feeling emotional reactions to it and yelling at the TV. Or as one gets caught up in drama, jumping into an arguement that is not their own.
So, New Jerusalem will come down from heaven in the manner of being seen in vision, vision would reveal her.
Any event that is foretold would be seen by every eye is something that would be experienced through mass vision, aka mass hallucination. So, one day the entire world will go buggy and how we take it will be based upon our understanding of what just happened. Someone like me, who is becoming accostomed to being caught up in vision will take it far more peacefully than one who has never had even the experience of a remarkable dream. They may fall apart at the seems. Some would think it just literally, physically happened and react based upon that. Will be interesting to see such a thing as a world-wide mass vision.
Plainly speaking we were told the apostles saw the man called Jesus "ascend up to Heaven" in vision. They experienced a group vision. Some would call it a group hallucination.
Then we are are plainly told we would see him return in the same manner. So, his return would witnessed by us as experiencing a vision of something that apears to be a man who is as one with our Creator.
Yet, we constantly toss that aside for the more literal belief that a real human being will be returning. That could have something to do with the matter of his missing body, but bodies have disapeared before so they would not be worshipped.
Being "raptured" or caught up in the clouds to meet him means we will be caught up in rapturous vision. We would not be merely observing a vision as observing an event, we would be caught up in it, interacting with whatever it was we were seeing a vision wifh. It is as one gets caught up in a TV show, feeling emotional reactions to it and yelling at the TV. Or as one gets caught up in drama, jumping into an arguement that is not their own.
So, New Jerusalem will come down from heaven in the manner of being seen in vision, vision would reveal her.
Any event that is foretold would be seen by every eye is something that would be experienced through mass vision, aka mass hallucination. So, one day the entire world will go buggy and how we take it will be based upon our understanding of what just happened. Someone like me, who is becoming accostomed to being caught up in vision will take it far more peacefully than one who has never had even the experience of a remarkable dream. They may fall apart at the seems. Some would think it just literally, physically happened and react based upon that. Will be interesting to see such a thing as a world-wide mass vision.
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