Super big shit Friday

 Woke in the midst of vision where "I" was conferring on a battle plan and the female holding back attackers suddenly went silent. I woke and realizations/applications began coming in...laughing, crying, realizing implications........
    When I was in first grade I was tested for genius program. One exercise was to put pictures in order. One was an empty wagon, another a toy being placed in the wagon and another a child pulling a filled wagon. I placed the picture of the child pulling the full wagon first. The other pictures, to me, were irrelevant, so I just placed them in whatever order. I failed the test and continued to attend regular classes. It did not make sense to me why I had failed it. You desire, imagine and it happens. That is my experience. Everything else in how it is brought about is up to the angels, they've got this. It does not matter HOW they manage it. It is only in a time limited, dualistic "reasoning" system that steps are required: get the wagon, fill it and then pull it down the road. No, that is not how it works. You want to pull a wagon full of toys down the road, the next thing you know you're pulling a wagon full of toys down the road. The story we experience in slow-motion, time constrained physical logical system is parents buy you a wagon and toys, you fill it and then you pull it down the road. the child does not always go to the store with the parents so they do not know all about working a job, getting a paycheck, cashing the check, going shopping and bringing home a wagon.
   So much of my life I have spent crying inside at the world's responses saying "that is NOT how this works! This is not RIGHT!". When I was subjected to the rules of our time laden, structured dualistic system I felt abandoned by the angels, attacked by those who explained differently.
   This morning I realize why a simple action or response would draw accusations of being "unworthy, weak, pathetic" or "arrogant, selfish, self-righteous, egotistic". In duality, simply being does not register in people's brains. All perceived events must go down one of two channels: good or evil, unworthy or right by birth or right by virtue (of work, achievement, status, etc.). The idea most natural to me: "All deserve the best of what they believe they want and/or need" had no place to register in the human brains around me. And even when they did, I would see the knowing glean in the eye of angelic presence STILL denying me. So my perception was that they were consciously oppressing me. This was not true. Conscious, yes, but enforcing me to "play by the rules" for my own good at my own original request. Now, some, yes, rejoice over doing this to me and are going to push it upon me every chance they get until the end of the final hour. But they can't because now I am aware that they can't. they'll resist to the end and they can have those breadcrumbs because the loaves of gourmet I have in storage are more than enough for several lifetimes. Plenty to spare and it makes them happy.
    They are even relieved at our awakening because it brings relief from our constant attempts to prick their consciences. We are SOOOO annoying.
   So gone are the days when to get anything we had to assert a "right" to it "above others", which (never felt right,a lie, filthy and dirty) or plead from "unworthy"(which felt like a lie, filthy, dirty)...we get to just be and ask please and yes, thank you.
   The waters are still right now as the flow through duality ceases and the flow into wholeness and abundance begins. Expect changes. Where darkness existed within surrounded by light, darkness is going to be the grid around light. "The dogs in the outer darkness" Upside down will be turned right side up: from bad is good to what is good IS good. Instead of a choppy up and down roller coaster it will be smooth continual flow. From slow to speedy.
    Mother of all Jubilees has part in this as we all return to our "original possessions": states of being and spirits inhabiting beings of only certain regions. Love and joy of experience will be present in every being and every state of being is wanted by "God"/The Dance so it can flow into it's desires in vehicles already prepared and engaged in it's desired experiences. "Evil" is an aspect of The Dance, anger, sorrow, etc.....and so it years for those experiences and some people really are happy feeling desperate, angry, in need of rescuing, etc. States of being are like a game of dress-up we play as a child....it's just a fun movie and The Dance as well as we, get to act out any charector we please. Some of us are programmed/given to be pleased to embody love and peace and joy and romance, those breathless first kisses.......everything just is what it is and it is happy being what it is, love flowing regardless of conditions.
  So, I get it.
The human oppressors truly were not capable of knowing what they were doing...."know not what they do." They physical capacity did not exist in their brains.
  This also means those who are still stuck in being light fighting a darkness are a part of the "outer darkness". Let's face it: some people get off on make -up sex. I do not. The concept of having sex with someone I have passionately argued with just does not resonate with me. BUT I can rejoice with those rejoicing, cry with those who are crying and that makes me a part of the "inner light". Those who foresee new money systems and governments, laws and restrictions will be a part of the "outer darkness" for in the inner kingdom/the inner light, everything is freely available and abundant. Such constructs are seemingly ridiculous. BUT I can allow for them without judgement, reward for hard work CAN feel rewarding. So, I can rejoice with those rejoicing over their achievements. But, within the inner sanctuary competition is just succeeding in producing the failure of another. "Winners and losers", "conquerors and conquered", "achievers and non-achievers"......won't exist in the inner light, they shall exist in the peripheries and on the other side of them will be the darkest forms of those extremes. At the core, there is no evil/good, just peace, love, joy and they are recognized in even the greatest darkness.
  if there is conflict with MY perception, that is O.K., you are not SUPPOSED to believe it....your place is not with me. I will even reinforce it by actions YOU can interpret as wrong/evil for your own satisfaction. THAT is the magnitude of my non-judgement towards you. And in your disgust, you will keep yourself away from me-the inner light kingdom of creation. You won't WANT to be near me and that guarantees my safety. For the love and truth of it cannot be denied but the conflict it creates in your reasoning is too great to handle...it cannot be resolved and so is denied/refuses to be addressed. The love flowing within both vessels is incapable of conflict for it is ONE love. That love will not allow for resistance or outright attack.
  Innocence in it's purest form is immortal, incorruptible, unconquerable, and effortless. THAT is what I have been given to embody.