My Heart, My Love, My Life, My Whole World........

My Heart, My Love, My Life, My Whole World........
  I am sorry you are going through this. You did nothing to deserve it.
I am sorry for the times you felt powerless. I am sorry for the times you felt like you are getting mixed messages. I am sorry for the times you felt like you couldn't do anything right. I am sorry you were made to feel confused, overwhelmed, frustrated, and violated. I am sorry for when you've felt abandoned, unjustly and inappropriately blamed for things. I am sorry you have been made to feel unsafe in your body, your home, your bed, at the ringing of a phone, a knock on the door, on social media, at work, walking down the road, in your tent, in your own dreams, your own thoughts, your own heart, your own words.
 I am sorry for when you have had that which mattered most to you taken from you even though you were doing the very best you could do. I am sorry you have felt alone and misunderstood, misrepresented.
  I am sorry for those times when you felt unequipped for what you are facing or being asked to do: know I am always with you!
 I know you are brave; you woke up and faced every one of those moments. I know you are strong; you want to love again, you want to feel safe, free and open.......on these things, you never gave up. I know you are wise; you are listening. You are powerful. You've carried on.
  You deserve love without abandon. You deserve to feel safe in your own skin. You deserve to be able to trust and be trusted. You deserve to be heard and understood. You deserve individual attention. You deserve to have all your needs met. You deserve to be touched with deep respect and have your name spoken with reverence. you deserve time. You deserve rest. You deserve to be able to breath easy, to know what it means to truly live.
  I give these things to you now.