My welcome to my new community: I stepped out in the morning with my coffee, the sun shining brightly, warmth for my bare feet. I turn and am greeted by a woman; "Well, aren't you beautiful! Do you see that sun shining so brightly? It does so in honor of your presence. I had prayed to Jehovah to be surrounded by His own hand-chosen ones and here you are standing right before me and I speak to the spirits in you.........". In my sleep time I am asked to raise younger spirits. All this on top of having just made a physical journey of epic proportions from the frozen north by means I had not made use of in many years. On top of financial uncertainty. On top of unfamiliarity with the environment, on top of uncertainty of manner of welcome, on top of ........I am in awe of the compassion for and understanding of the human condition I am met with, the love being embodied and expressed, acceptance, exposure, validation of a past that devastated......utterly ruined in a good way and healing and profoundly blessed. I see my children comfortably falling in with children being raised in the same vibration,.....into closeness of cousins as we had when children before the devastation. The puffing out of his chest and glowing with happiness in the eyes of my son in positive soul-searing moments......The crying of heart opening and releasing and awe of beauty and blessing. Alot of processing going on in deeper levels I cannot even address due to sheer intensity. I can only let go and let it happen naturally without judgement. I know I shall be changed in ways I cannot even see and so broadly I shall not even know until placed into situations that expose it to me.
Waves of appreciation so epic in proportion..........and I asked for this.......worked relentlessly for it......and it's all I can do to just breath.
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