Condom or no condom?

    I fell asleep for a nap feeling cherished and sexy. I took that feeling with me into a dream.....
"What if he asks me if I want him to wear a condom?" My ex was excited to be with me and off he went to get a condom. "What if I refuse to have sex with him if he wears the condom?". His brother expresses interest in me. My ex comes excitedly back into the room.....
   I woke still feeling cherished and sexy, pondering what if's and what the dream could mean when the question came; "What if I said yes to money?".
  Spirit speaks in metaphors when it comes to visions and dreams. The condom was a metaphor for poverty. People generally see me as so free. They see me as brave. I have, however, not seen it in myself because I've known I haven't been truly living. If I had money I would no longer have the excuse to not be out there exploring, spending, creating, loving......living.
  As I release the limitations to my vibrancy such as insecurity, shame, self-judgement, fear, and such; I feel more free. That embodiment of freedom, my generosity in sharing it more openly as I step through fear of not being accepted for my most authentic self expression will, will draw money into my experience. As I unleash the abundance that is me, abundance shall return to bless and reflect it.
  So, what if I say no to the condom of poverty?  What if this time I say yes to money?
  For those who do not know, wondering gets an answer and sets manifestation into motion immediately. It's the most potent creative force I'm aware of. When the Divine wonders, creation begins.....
How appropro?! A condom with 'toad' on it! (yes, I know it's a tree frog---rolling eyes at the technalists- and yeah, I just made that word up...creative licence, baby, creative license!)
  Still feeling cherished and sexy.