What I want you to do to me

        This blog post is for informational, educational and spiritual development purposes only.  Warning: sexually explicit descriptions necessary for complete, honest conveyance of the physical, emotional, psychological and spiritual mechanics of sex ARE included. Clicking on the link to this post is agreement to expose yourself to it, declares you over 18 years of age or having parental consent.
        We allow the inner mechanics of thought and feeling to be blasted on radio waves when it comes to murderers, rapists and women abusers under the label "RAP music", paying millions for it...I think we can handle allowing the following!
       My boyfriend asks what I want him to do to me. I freeze. I don't talk 'dirty'. "It's just not me", I think. My re-embodiment of my innocence wants that changed. I WANT to speak it as it immediately comes up what I want him to do to me. I'm a mature woman with plenty of sexual experience to have narrowed down my desires quite specifically. I know what I like to do and I know what I like done to me. The question and response come from a place of purity and honesty as "children of God" with physical bodies in the excited, eager stages of a new romantic relationship. This is me coming un-frozen. I do this for me with complete awareness that in sharing the doing so the potential exists for the liberation also of my sisters of the world who have been programmed to be afraid to allow themselves such a full pleasure of the physical experience as well as those who have allowed it within themselves but have been too afraid to speak it like me........
      "I want to wake slowly while I use my tongue and hands to make love to your scrotum, sucking them into my mouth tenderly, and penis until it is good and hard, leaking and slicked with my saliva. I want to climb atop you and slowly insert your penis into my vagina after I rub it's moistened tip around my vulva sensuously. I want to ride your penis, oh so slowly, until I begin to orgasm. I want to feel every inch of it and let the shape of it be imprinted in my body. I want my orgasm to cause my vaginal muscles to squeeze and draw your penis into me, as deep as it can bring it, so that your ejaculation strikes my cervix like a drum being beat with the rhythm of life. I want to feel the shudders and 'after shocks' that tickle and make their way through my entire body, bringing awakening, bringing to life and joy and ecstasy my entire being.  I want to collapse upon your chest as we catch our breath, our hearts pounding at each other through our skin. As our breath slows, I want to nuzzle your neck and breath in deeply of your scent. I want to exhale into your ear, blowing into your brain and body the ecstasy this scent draws from within me. I want to friskily bite and suck on your neck until your penis swells inside me again, raising within us a more primal passion. I want you to flip us over then and make love to me with this primal passion like the lion you are for me.
And then maybe I'll let you go to work ;)  I say playfully".