Dreamscape: earthworm implant, 'green card' marriage, vehicles maintaining

  I spent some time on the edge of sleep experiencing this scenario......
The masculine energies looking after me had taken a part of a worm from the arm of the one coming to our country and implanted it in me. It was so he would be drawn to me, know where to find me, like a tracking method. It would also prove to authorities he had a right to be here, an authentication thing. At first it was unobtrusive, it began to grow and wiggle becoming uncomfortable and now is big, lively and hurting. Now I'm asking.
  During this time I'm given to take care of two vehicles and the masculine entities are proud and complimentary about my handling of them, the choices I'm making for them.
  In the physical my fortitude and surety in my perspective is being tested and challenged. The spirits coming to inhabit those around me, uncomfortable for me to be around. One example is a family in crisis. A man comes and is instigating toward a sick little girl: "smile for me, I love your smile, so pretty".....it's not all about you, dude and we females were not put on this earth to smile for you on demand I observe, so used to such men I no longer get offended or angry about their selfishness......then a hawk appears overhead, circling. Hawks have become a sign for me and so I allow my spirit to match the soaring, graceful serenity of the hawk's soaring. The man says to hawk "Oh, you see something you are wanting". Suddenly this man is all "Mr. Healer", laying his hand on the babe's head, looking all reflective. My presence is perceived as threatening to entities inhabiting those around me and when that happens, life feels treacherous. I get angry looks for casual conversation, being understanding, compassionate, etc. The advancement is this: I no longer doubt me, fear the spark of energy of anger they get, no longer think I am crazy or misreading those around me! Yay! No more shame, self doubt or insecurity!
     I've no longer been looking at men as potential romantic interests. I simply wait until what I am given to say sends them off into 'thinking deeply', awakening or to 'wrestle with their angels/demons'. Just the routine of one choosing embodiment, no personal attachment or investment looked for or expected.
   This is the second time earthworms have figured into my spirit language to my conscious mind (dreamscape). In between, I've been absentmindedly 'rescuing' earthworms that have wandered out of the grass after the rains, now that I think of it.
   From the dream I simply get that yes, some aspects of life are uncomfortable for me, everyone around me is mixing up in each other's emotional energy, experiencing crisis, etc and I feel every bit of it empathically. They're highly conscious (thankfully!), thoughtful, loving, attentive but untrained in what to do with all of it.Then there are the challenges of power and certainty. I choose my intuition, to stand in the perspective I am given; an unmoveable mountain simultaneously a flowing river of energy and emotion, compassion and understanding. Multi-faceted embodiment! The highest potential of humanity!
  At the same time, I am complimented, appreciated and have that expressed to me. I am nurtured and flowing in loving feelings. I feel good about me!
   I'm also expecting to be the training ground vessel of an 'alien' masculine spirit whose arrival is imminent.