Wednesday, April 10, 2013

Lifting a banner,a war cry came today

God willing, heads are going to roll!
That is figuratively speaking, of course. Our war is with "the spirits of the air", not with people. First to roll are the "spirits" or ideologies in me that took up residence when the inborn sense of true justice born in each of us was assaulted by the reasonings of dysfunctional adults and beaten into self-doubt and powerlessness when deprivation, threats and physical assault were used to enforce them. Next are the "spirits" in the people who will be moved to stand in the way of true justice being sought for myself and my children. Your spirits are safe from me so long as they leave me alone. but be weary who would take up voice for those spirits to discourage, ridicule and in any way try to intimidate me from my mission: mine and my children's well being. I have nothing left to lose and am used to standing alone.

And in my soul came the realization, acknowledgement and acceptance of all I am, and declaration: I am easy on the soul, by nature inherently feminine, nurturing and loving, tender and sweet, generous and empowering, no grudge against the human I keep. I am a sucker for "I'm sorry" and acceptance is instantaneous. I will hug you the moment you soften and let me. But those 'evil' spirits I will crush without mercy, the sword of truth and justice is mine to use. Take my voice and I will spit on your shoes. Take my tongue and I'll piss on them. My finger will point at you. Take my fingers and I will point my toes. Take my limbs and I will emanate condemnation. Take my head and my blood will cry out from the very stones. The earth will quake and the wind will blow. And as you hold your children in your arms, crying over their injured and dead bodies, my name will come to you, the faces of my children. And you will know: God came to visit you. You took his voice, you took his tongue, you took his limbs, you took his head, and you destroyed his children with your abuses. Do you do it in you?

Well, I did, too. So take the grace, take up the sword and start cutting!
And that is the kingdom's message: there is grace,there is mercy, there is forgiveness and there is a sword of truth in you-use it!

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