So now the testing begins

  I have been cleaned out, given new perceptions, a new foundation, and the waiting game begins. Ah, and there it is, the tone that is so condescending: "you sound like you need a friend". Heh heh, no I don't. You're just wanting to suck on my emotional energy because you don't recognize empowerment when you see it, you don't believe in it, do not know it exists and that there is no emotionally energy to siphon. But in the past this would have worked on me. I would have crumbled because I did need a friend and/or questioned myself. "Do they perceive something I don't?", I would have asked myself. One hurdle over with. This is how it goes every time we go up a level, we are tried and tested so the new takes root and holds. This is how we truly integrate within ourselves. We defend, protect and express it: the Kingdom of God within. I notice I also do it by writing, addressing "ghosts" and "spirits" I sense I can be confronted with.