Questions about things recently learning

     After Lava mamma's visit, I got the sense that when she wakes, everyone listens, but as soon as she quiets, they all go back to what they were doing. Except for those who know her well and trust in her, for they know she will suddenly with an answer to the problems she fell asleep with, leaping from dead sleep to action, and well...justice will reign. Especially the male gendered and masculine entities, they are a bit schizophrenic, think they can get away with things, thought they imagined her for a minute and so dismiss it. She is like the elderly grandmother everyone dismisses as maybe being a bit senile and forgetful, without any real effectiveness. But those who know, know she is the shaman to our race.
    I get the sense of a benevolent male consciousness, grandfatherly, seemingly impotent but instead not rash, patient, tolerant, to a point. His son is the one we know as the Father. Grandfather is not always proud of his son, but his son is his inheritor, his mouthpiece. He is working with him, patiently.
    I see the man called Jesus to have been a channeler, the voices he spoke being many, everything from benevolent grandfather, grandmother, eternity, father, son, daughter, mother. They flow in and out of oneness, speaking as one or separate from one another. I don't think Jesus himself always knew what he was doing or what he was saying. A mad scientist affliction of personalities. He did a good job of it, however. He held it together well relatively speaking.
    Now some observations: if drinking blood is so damn evil, why did God make mosquitoes? Are vampires just bigger mosquitoes in the scheme of things, made to feed off the giants perhaps? Interesting theory.
    Sacrificing a son: God told Abraham it never even entered his heart to have anyone do such a thing. God did not sacrifice a son, he sacrificed a man, a human being. He sacrificed his right to rule over humanity. Humans would have their own kings.
   We are told it is the angels who will do the reaping, laying side by side in bed one would be 'taken up' and the other left. people would be working in the fields, one taken, the other left behind. Some of us have foreheads marked for this reaping signifying which ones would be left behind. God did the choosing. It is those of us who completely submitted. Then like Job, we stood up before, questioning him, his right to do this to us. He huffs and puffs, shows his might and sets us free. We are right. I did this. But only after years of reflection, observation and submission. God wants to be revealed, exposed, rejected. It's his way out of getting away from obligation, burdensome characterization of himself, that he lives. But it has to be done justly, with hard won wisdom and respectfulness. He is the authority. Unlike the days of Job, these are the last and everyone is vying for resources  There is no restoration of material things. Everyone is scrambling for the life boats with all they can carry. There is hoarding. Heavens would be the earth's surface and beyond, outer space. New Jerusalem is to descend from heaven, it's residents gathered from throughout the universe, only inhabited by servants....men inhabiting humanity, to descend into earth's center. The rest will be on the outside looking in, shut out of contact from humanity and heavenly Jerusalem.
   We are told of one called Satan and the devil. They aren't necessarily the same thing, but two different people. God contends with man: he said he would do it no longer than so many years and shortened humanity's lifespan. And when he spoke to Satan about Job, he was bragging, being competitive. That leads one to ask: who was he competing against? Whose human beings were more righteous than his? Did Satan have a righteous group of people over whom he guided, was responsible? And Satan opposing men...no kidding. They tend to be ungrateful, self-centered, self-righteous, hypocritical, absolutely unable to comprehend anything remotely close to justice. They needs laws, rules, and guidelines to be held to and enforced. Though they tend to break them while forcefully enforcing them upon women and children as well as those they perceive as better then them. They are like their father who is in heaven.
   And what of this God who chained up angels called watchers for having sex with women? Did he himself not beget a human being from Mary, a virgin? He saw in them what he himself despised about himself, his own lusts and desires for his daughter, not necessarily a human being. So, it was not of lust that he begat a son from Mary, it was of necessity. He treated her respectfully. Has no ill intentions for her. We know Satan was not one who lusted after women because he was not chained with the watchers, but was still wandering to and fro about the earth in the time of Job. And what of Satan's being "cast down to earth?", was that necessarily a bad thing? To destroy men destroying the earth and all the rest of humanity with them? Is Satan an avenger for women straight from the mother, justly hating what God hates? Is his passion for justice so great that he will have to be bound until the thousand years is over and he can mislead men? The lake of fire is a state of transformation. Will Satan's hatred for men be quenched with the destruction of all evil? Will he then truly become an angel of light?

    Somehow, though I am free, I also fall under his protection, am like him in that way. And while He wants to be exposed as naked, he will also punish you for doing it.
    Anyways, lots of possibilities in all these things. And we are entering a Sabbath, answers may be just around the corner where the sun is setting.....