The picture is complete!

The gaps that would support my story are complete, indeed the Goddess was involved and shut out.....kept from humanity. The missing pieces were delivered to me via a video on YouTube entitled: The Bible's Buried Secrets Did God Have a Wife.
     Moses was told, paraphrasing, "I am the god of Abrahamd, Isaac, and Jacob, El of the wilderness. By the name YWHW I was not known previously...". El is the God of Canaan, the Father God in a pantheon. His wife is Asherah, also associated with the Tree of Life, often represented on her belly.
     When God, El, shut Adam and Eve out of the garden to prevent them from eating of the Tree of Life, He in effect, was cutting them off from their Mother. All of creation rebelled/went to war in one way or another over it.
       Asherah present as His wife was made known Deut 33:3 "at His right, his own Asherah", depending on which text you use.

And so MY story is complete:
   In the beggining was the Dance. It was all formless feeling and flowing, desire, dancing into that desire's fulfillment, feeling that desire fulfilled which gave birth to more desire. From the Dance was born the desire to observe self.
    BANG! began creation.
    Endless and formless, no beggining or end, there was no where outside of self to observe from. And so space was created from within. When we observe ourselves in a mirror we become "left-brained", critical, observent, unemotional, analytical, unreasonable in extreme reasoning...patriarchal aspects. This was the first aspect to enter the space. It began to observe the aspects that were left, "right-brained" matriarchal aspects. Struggles began then. "She" felt interfered with, raped, forced, molested, manipulated. She was Goddess, he was God. Of them was born the pantheon and eventually man.
   El became jealous of the attention Mother had, felt he deserved it all and like a jealous husband  wanted alone to honor Her. He wanted His authority acknowledged. He tried to squash the rebellion. It was not fully possible, but the Goddess ruled other realms and there, incomplete, she waned as did her people and planets.
    They have learned their lessons and become completete in eachother, they needed. Old and tired, but content and complete, they will retire when the new heavens and earth are complete. That is where Yahushua comes in, Father of the new generation and His Bride, a new Wife for a new God King, a new Goddess for a new generation, a Queen.
    And so it will be, the end of a journey, the end of a story, creation brought to perfection in me.


Also, rectifies the aspects of prophesy concerning everything being brought back into oneness: everything of old will disapear, returning to from which it came, the Dance of the Beggining. The source of all Creation, a Mother/Father being with no beggining or end, the Alpha and Omega, the third voice heard in prophesy.

And now I am back to Crystal Epona

so sweet! my restoration is beggining...