Body orgasm, mantle and cloak

  I am no stranger to the full-body orgasm that can come with natural child birth, orgasm during sex, nor the orgasm of an organ in the body (experienced it with the 'super natural' healing of my colon and lower intestines) so when a process of release began last night, I could relax into it. A "clot" of energy was released from my left hip bone area. As it traveled up the left side of my spine and out my side it was a combination of sensations of orgasm and extreme expansion of the channel it was taking, the body almost going into complete convulsions. I knew my left side was more rigid from when I began middle eastern dancing: that left hip did NOT want to move as fluidly as the right. Now I know it was due to alot of stuck energy. So, coming into full embodiment, alignment, wholeness....we can expect some rather peculiar events of body part orgasm and possible convulsions with them.
  Another phenomenon I have been noting is what I called a mantle and also a cloak. I had no idea what they were about. I only knew I thought they had left but when they arrived again during moments of potential stress, fear, worry I realized they had not left at all, they has simply withdrawn to the peripheries just far enough for me not to be aware of them. So, what are these dark cloud-like presences? The answer came to me. When ever someone wonders what we are thinking, trying to get into our mind for the purpose of understanding (to come into affectionate relationship OR nefarious purposes, which it even perceives as a 'right' due to perceived authority over us-by them or us) they establish a psychic presence. The same thing happens when we wonder what another is thinking, how they perceive things, what they might be expecting of us. We draw their psychic presence to us. All it takes is wondering and poof! psychic presence is established. They accumulate in a mantle that covers us and behind us as a cloak between us and our darkness. So if you wonder and want to know the mind of god..poof! 'he' is present. Your lover? poof! psychic presence. Landlord? Teacher? government? Children? Parents? Neighbor? Friend?....there's a whole lot of psychic presence clouding our experience and even drawing their "karma" to their psychic presence in, over, around us. It feels like the "weight of the world" upon our shoulders, causing them to sag and be harbingers of fear. And as it dissipates, it is like raindrops of worry and fear falling upon them, penetrating our neck like the bite of vampire, making our body rigid on the side affected most by it's presence. For me that has been the left side. As all in the cloud of the mantle and cloak comes in, know it has been your own fears, from misguided aspects during our time of separation, that tied us to it. You'll think the thoughts of them, smell the "smells" of their presence, triggering worries and fears in parts that were associated with it: love them to death, love the ever-living shit out of it, let the waves of love and compassion of "I know" flow over and around it......just misguided attempts at protection. And dance the dance of freedom with it!

I give your mantle, cloak and orgasms!