Dear sweet womb....

Dear sweet womb; dreams dreams of pure clean crystal clear water.
In the womb she was you and you were she; "Remember me".
Whether flesh, home, cave or burrow; the womb is sacred space.
Allowing every and any one access to you is just poor spiritual hygiene

After yesterday's incident, I am given to understand that we begin to choose differently. We choose who we want to be, we choose the expanded version, more fully embodied version. We surround ourselves with experiences of that new version. We believe we've healed. We've changed haven't we? Ah, but the deepest healing does not occur until we experience the same energetic trauma and then respond differently that we cease being a victim of it. The contrast between our new reality's experiences and the old is so strong, we finally let go because it is so much more obvious. So, we're given experiences that force us to write a different script of what happen when.......
    So, how can a man know what it is like to be a woman? How does it get through their heads? It came to me; they were all there when their mothers were belittled, assaulted, humiliated, violated, etc. They shared her blood, her pulse, her depression, her adrenaline, her hormone fluctuations and therefore her emotional responses to every bit of it. Shoot, part of them even experienced it all in their grandmother's womb even before their mother was born. They just have to tap into their 'primordial' experiences.
   I felt the angry man return to my womb when I finally let go and cried it all out.
   Ahhh to have a man sing to a woman's womb! What a lovely, perfectly divine experience that would be! What would it feel like to have the womb space so cherished, adored and appreciated? Ask and it is given. It is already arranged.
  I no longer have space to be answering questions for those resistant. I am too full of myself. Obviously, I mean energetically rather than falsely and vainly arrogant. It's the honest truth. I need my own room, my own space. That is the purpose for which it was created; for me to occupy it!
  I am given to understand harems were created to isolate women from fear and discomfort. As science now can prove and they already knew then; big babies are born of fear, with large bodies but PTSD that interferes with cognitive development and weakens immune systems. Children of happier, safer feeling women are born physically healthy with more developed intelligence. Fear-based wombing grows a body prepared to defend and die. Safe wombing births a body prepared to live a long and healthy life.
   And so therein lies the difference between isolating one's self due to trauma and isolating one's self from a pure awareness that it's time to grow.
   Why all these experiences? I wanted to know why people did what they do. I wanted to know why what everyone else said was good felt so wrong. Now I do.