Not going to feel guilty for letting God do his job

     "We broke rules for you", meaning; "you're not trying hard enough". "We didn't get to bring our dog". In other words; "Why are you allowed to have yours with you?". It's just coming to me in a deeper and new way, though I have already mentioned it recently. How the unexplainable doesn't need to be explained by me. I place no limits on how God can answer my desires of physical manifestation of my desires, so I don't need details.
      But what of the things I can explain? "You're not trying hard enough" is fairly obviously to me to be an insecurity trigger. Why SHOULD things come easier to me than to others? They always have all my life when I wasn't resisting it. It was I who decided that it wasn't fair. Of course it is fair. If I deprive people of the inner journey it takes to discover their own powers, I deprive them of the ability to own their own power. If I am not an example of how things really CAN come easily, they are that much further away from seeing that things coming easily does exist and is a real potential they may desire and learn how to create.
    The dog thing; "She's a therapy dog". There. An excuse for the exception made for me. The law says so, so I am justified and excused from deprivation. Sheesh. Cop out! That only inspires people to declare themselves disabled. I know, I wanted to do it for the steady "unconditional" income I witnessed. Which, of course comes with the condition of declaring one's self disabled and constant paperwork. Yes, I'm unique in this environment. No, you haven't seen anything like me. No, I'm not sorry. We read in the bible how God changes men's hearts and puts thoughts in their minds. I steal from the list of his skill set when I do not allow it to exist that he has put things into people's hearts and minds to do for me what they may not do for others normally. I am a blessed be. So then, the question that is thus provoked is; "How do I get God to do that for me?". Holy crap! I've been shorting people of that potential! ooopsie! I can honestly say; "It is true, they would never do that for you as they did for me and that's because that's what you believe and you do not believe God has the ability to change it. We didn't short change our mirror when it comes to power, did we? lol
   I apologize for being sorry. I apologize for declaring it unfair. The only true apology is a change of behavior, so, wish me luck with it! Gonna make things right with my mirror and answer; "Yup, he can do that! He can affect people's minds about and towards me".  I hope I remember and do so confidently. I am fit!