Blue sun rising over the mountain 1:1:1

    I woke this morning a couple times. The second time I woke with the mere whisper of a glimpse of something and very clear statement "blue sun rising over the mountain 1:1:1". Went back to sleep and woke to a knock at the door so my processing was happening during an appointment...coffee morning cigarette and someone who does not acknowledge belief of their own awareness. But my processing takes priority...I choose it.... and she is my witness as I am hers as I see her skimming the surfaces, not ready for the depths, but she lets me speak and express, acknowledges were it is going. She sees it.
   I know exactly why people don't want to go through this process. It is the finest, deepest, most piercing cuts of pain too intense to really even feel it.....almost. It is perceived. It is nauseous. The topic is an appointment to keep, arranging rides, babysitter, etc. My inner being wails at the wrongness of it, a violation to my sovereignty, a raping of the needs. Oh, and how people hate the use of the word rape and abuse to the inner child. "You take it too far!"  "Too graphic!". No, it is I who failed to take it far enough, it is I who resisted the graphic nature of it. In spirit it is depicted accurately: dead, sliced up bodies everywhere, impailments upon trees, missing limbs, blood everywhere, men, women and children suffering graphically and completely denied even when it comes to be seen with their physical eyes right in front of their faces in the "real world" activities of wars, murderers, rapists and child molesters. It is all but a mirror, a graphic representation of what the most upright, loving individuals are doing to one another with their smiles and support systems to help the "needy" navigate their system of rape, abuse and intolerance.
  I have said it before but I will say it again just so that it is clear: food, shelter, clothing, sustenance, the excesses are ALL a natural right. Never mind the asinine idea that one must work to eat.....one should not even have to make an appointment in some welfare system! Such a requirement of time and raping of personal information to prove adequate suffering has been accomplished in order to 'deserve' the means to sustain a life which such a process in it's self is destroying! Only when everything is free will humanity be. And yes, at first the "needy" will binge, yes they will horde until they can trust it but then something strange happens......they feel peace and need even less than what we consider the most barest of basics, Their excesses are our normal allowance. The body begins to relax and heal, the mind releases it's tension and the ability to think clearly and reason comes in. Everyone wants to create and the desire becomes natural and inborn when this happens, flowing freely so that contributing to oneanother's well-being is an awesome opportunity, an exciting privilege to serve self's desire to nurture into completeness anything.
    It is achieved and so it must come to be in physical realty.
     The very thing I have admired of men is the very thing that in some cases might cause them to put up more resistance. Men tend to put something in a certain place in their mind and there it is protected forever. There's a security and stability in that ability. It makes them appear to be a source of strength in any storm....unconditional lovers of anything they put in there. So, they carry pictures of their wives when their wives were young and fairy like. That is how they see her and that is how they treat her and that is how they present her regardless of her own behavior, the ravages of time upon her body and a completely changed appearance. But the locked boxes must be opened if the truth is to be acknowledged within them. Their inner child is locked away in a box along with the inner feminine, screaming at the violations being committed against him. He slams the lid down harder believing they are just unruly and uncooperative, lacking understanding, oh so foolish. The good news is: once the new paradigm gets locked in, it will not be moved and they will be the rocks the old will break it's self upon. They will be our staunchest defenders and protectors and justifiers.
    Over the past few years, I have seen a sun rising over a mountain "in vision", but it immediately began to sink again...just on the edge I have been, but now it has pushed it's self over that mountain and is shining brightly and clearly from within. A blue sun. Perfect alignment, masculine, feminine and child.......creator, creation and it's physical expression, all chakras lined up and flowing fluidly, working perfectly.
    We have been here before and for good reason fear it. So, here we are again.....will it be outwardly manifested? Breathlessly waiting for the consequences, stepping forward tentatively, wanting to go running and leaping into it, excitement rising with each step taken....expectation....manifestation is near.....