POW!-now I KNOW I've got it!

I was sitting there wondering how it is that I am perfectly matched to my environment if the Law of Attraction is entirely correct. INTERPRETATION! My response/interpretation to free flowing 'kundalini' is excitement about and delight in everything. I am a perfect match to the two year old who lives below and the two year old that lives above me. They come out and can barely contain their own excitement with clenched fists while they screech in pure ecstasy. The one below pounds the floors all day and the one upstairs pounds the floor all night. Never fazes me because it is a match to my interpretation and therefore not disruptive.It's the adults I was stumped by: all the arguing of one couple, obnoxiously loud next doors down, the raging illnesses below....RAGING, RAMPAGING! I got it! lol Yup, I am in a perfectly matched environment. We're all rampaging in one way, shape or form. Of course I like my interpretation best, as I am sure so does everyone else! lol I have a feeling I will go forth unblinking from here on out. Another OMG! I just realized the irony of it: miserable people are easily irritated by truly happy people so they are getting more of what they are responding to by my "irritating' presence. I rejoice over understanding all this and so I get more of what makes me happy. It's a perfectly matched energetic exchange! What appears to be opposite is not opposite at all! Brilliant! Another OMG! moment: this explains EVERYTHING! Just when I used to get on a roll of doing well and being me I would be knocked straight out of alignment due to what appeared to me to be conflict. Instead, I was attracting those with the greatest momentum (rampage) in my environment which usually happened to be control freaks, the most covetous, etc. I happen to be allergic to control and the worldly version of responsibility (usually see the responsibility in any situation to be placed differently than anyone around me), I happen to be extremely generous in opinions as well as possessions, allergic to materialism which is a direct contrast to the majority. I therefore DRIVE THEM CRAZY, making them even more determined to control, abuse, take, shake me in any way they can, at which point I loose momentum thereby disappointing, frustrating them: not giving them what they need to be fulfilled by the relationship. Holy shit! My mistake was not seeing the correctness of this 'colliding', thus fearing it and in my fear of it (resistance to it), I drew more of it! Mind blown. I'm free. heeeeeeeeeeee I also happen to be the last person to pick up a cause/mission, etc and thus draw those intensely focused upon them. Their predisposition toward momentum about causes makes me their cause: the need to convince me to have a cause! or to "teach" me. Wild sadness, which means releasing of fear surrounding all this...ecstasy soon to be back again. I see the signs! moments later down the road of increasing momentum: And we do not stop at ecstasy, hell no! I was reflecting at how if I keep that vibration going my life experience is about to get "FULL ON!", oooo full on means lots of pheromones, I LOVE sex! (oops, sidetrack, heehee) Excitement increased in momentum becomes passion, passion grows into intensity and my focus-my 'eye on the prize' is ultimate goodness=a high speed locomotive with no breaks heading straight for unlimited goodness focused on everything in my environment, intensifying it, hand choosing in each moment what to continue to focus on and thus bring into the world in abundance......talk about influence! 

Now I KNOW I've got it!