Parental Example and Wedding Invitation

      What I realized about parental example: When I allow that which is bad for us in our environment just to accommodate what I believe is right about aspects of it, I tell my children that which is bad for us is acceptable and even necessary in our environment. To children, our examples are as potent as and serve as commandments. It is the basis by which they will judge themselves and thus be judged. In light of this, we will only allow types of people to be to us what our parents allowed those types of people to be to them.
     In deleting contacts from Facebook on the basis that they constantly sent me game request messages, I realized "Gee, I never did state to them that I did not want such requests". Before I could fall deep into self-correction and abasement, I also realized, they did not need to ASSUME I would even want such requests. Duh. Then arrived in my mind the statement of a question: " Did they even want an invitation to the wedding?". The issue just became universal. True, why WOULD anyone want an invitation to something if refusal came with harsh penalties? It wasn't a choice born of their right to make a decision. And why would anyone "properly" dress for a wedding knowing that as second choice of invitation, God just "settling", they were perceived as unfit, otherwise unacceptable to Him and then only to fill some need for self-gratification obtained by having His Son's wedding attended? Did not the Father of the Bride thus in his own actions and perceptions cause His daughter's and His own embarrassment?
    I already feel the universe softening as permission to send an invitation is sent as a respectful question. The fire is quenched.
   If I read my environmental responses as reflections of what is going on within me, in God's Kingdom, I can "read" today's experiences and mail as one would read a set of Tarot. A phone call indicates a moving up of dates, a speeding up of time, and earlier than expected arrival of something. Letter from one state's agency tells me I only need to state my needs and they will be provided if I observe appropriate processes. Another state, another agency indicates there are certain glitches in the system. In the end these glitches may be used by God to serve His purposes in meeting my needs. Another agency: there will still be situations that need attending where I can state my needs, asserting myself and the what is in the best interests of my children's welfare. Can become quite easy, once we get the hang of it, I think. Though occasionally something WILL stump me.
   I see people around me embodying the energy I have now been leaving. I no longer need to burn bridges to set myself free. There is more flexibility in the higher levels of consciousness for traveling between.
  My stomach is telling me I need to give it a rest for a few moments after intake to aid in starting digestion/integration. I guess I need to start napping so the "reset button can be pushed" within myself and my environment. I just may sleep for the next week anyways. But I do not wish to miss a single event made available within God's Kingdom, keeping up with what is being made available for information from Heaven. Just keeping pace. If I couldn't, it wouldn't be given to me at this rate.
   Yesterday I "saw" a thumb ring that I was wearing and today I "see" a diamond as though an engagement ring.