To be given a mother

   This evening, God finally revealed to me my Mother. He let me know Her. He let me Love Her. I cannot tell you how deeply this affected me. Another part of me was freed. I saw everything I ever wanted upon the horizon. I saw the release of all worry. It put hope in my heart: maybe my daughters will now be allowed to know and love me.
    It began with a thought and a reminder. The reminder was this: I was told last year in perception that I would teach my mother, but I did not know what that means. The thought was this: Does there come a point where creation must discipline, control, rule over it's source and is that creation that which we call God the Father?  I hesitated to allow such a thought in. Truly, I wondered if this was amongst the worst of apostacy. But it wasn't and it went something like this:
    In the beggining was the Dance. It was all feeling and flowing, forming of desire, flowing into it, feeling that desire fulfilled, the birth of another desire inspired by the feelings of the one experienced and flowing into that "new" desire. Within this Dance was born the desire to observe the Dance. This gave birth to the observer. When we go to observe ourselves, we find something reflective and take on an observational and analytical phrame of mind. This which was created in fulfillment of the desire of the Dance is the consciousness we call God Almighty.
    That which is formless and limitless tried to enter the realm of form in order to observe it's self while it flowed through and gave life to that which we call God Almighty. It became the Father of all creation, the Dance became it's Mother.
    Because of the Mother's being unlimited, unrestrained meant endlessness of whatever was created and it's destruction. Insatiable appetites, overgrowth and suffocation. He could not exist without Her but She COULD exist outside of Creation without Him. She could NOT exist WITHIN creation without Him creating limits for Her, however. If She wanted Her ultimate desires fulfilled, She could not exist without Him. And that is how it is that we owe our very lives to Him. She is the Water that gives life to all things, but He is the limits She needs to flow into everything without destroying it.
    It is in their union that comes everlasting life and understanding of everything. This union occurs in the vessel called man. Man is the bridechamber where the sacrifices are made by all parties (Mother, Father, and Human Being) so that this union could occur. She had to learn to subject herself and He had to learn to lovingly nurture Her. They both had to appreciate and respect the Human Being. The Human Being had to sacrifice it's self and all it could be if it were to be left alone, out of this process. It is because of the arrival of this Human Being that others can be saved. If it had not come into existence, She would have continued unrestrained into destruction of everything created, including Him. He would have crushed everything in crushing Her. Creation was doomed if this harmony had not been reached.
   And so now it exists, the Holy Trinity. It is the Father and His Wife living in harmony with the human being in which they meet.
   Turns out I had a hand in teaching both Father and Mother.

This process, of course, was opposed by much of creation. So many had so long been invested in defense of Mother, others in defense of Father. Wars have been raging since the beggining of creation. But now that they have found peace, they know what is needed to bring peace to their children. That peace will come, but we must want it, even if it means sacrificing everything we have believed and the perceptions we have defended