Treasures in heaven

   I felt something growing within me and as I did, in vision I saw it was a wall. From the top of that wall grew a tree. I sensed it being taken from me. I railed at that. I thought that which took it from me must be evil. That wall was a protection, I sensed. Not for keeping things in or out, it would let anything through. And yet it was capable of protecting me in some way, making me immune.
   Recently I realized it was something being held for when I was ready to receive it. I realized why I was not ready, would not accept it/it's affects. It had to do with attachment to people, my relationships with them. It had to do with my lack of self worth and things like that.
   Then I realized things like this are the treasures we were admonished to store up in heaven. Like most other people I know, I believed the treasures referred to were things like good deeds, faith, a good reputation, etc. Nope. They are literal goodies we create/give birth to within us when we show trust in God. Or more appropriately, they are the things He creates/ quickens within us. Can't say I know for sure, here. But it is clear that there are true treasures, goodies, in heaven being stored up for us.