Coming out of wintering; reliving the rise

     I actually sat and watched a movie with my children last night. I mean, I actually watched the movie instead of sitting in front of it re-rooting. There were no inner reflections, integrations, insightments. (yeah, I'm still making up words; new consciousness, new expressions and I continue to write in the same style I speak; a new age thing) There was only the movie, my children and me. I'm rolling into my springtime blossoming. With the freed up focus and having memory of a book I had read triggered, I went looking for any review or reflections I might have written about it. I found one in my old author's blog. That excited me into reopening my other blogs and Facebook pages. Oh, what a wealth of expression!
     The thought comes to mind that Abraham (of Esther Hicks) recommends we don't write books. The principle is that our now is a result of yesterday's thinking and if we don't want be stuck in the past, we want to be writing our future stories instead of today's stories. It IS a valid perspective. For most; it is truly best. I will even recommend it. In seeing the wealth of expression in reopening those pages, it answered the question I had; "What would I be offering for material if I did this for a living?". Phhhhhpt! Years worth of stages, of living example of what the future story of those ready to rise could look like! I have no need to fear writing about my present which is my thoughts of yesterday manifested. I've gone from unconscious to waking in muck to empowered woman leaving to power player. I've been given the vision of my wings being unbound and with them unbound, I can no longer go back into the darkness of being unconscious The wings make me too big for the hole! So, just as Tara can raise her children with contrast, I can write about this moment's past. The only thing I'll relive is the rise! Who doesn't love the rise?! (rhetorical, I don't want to know because that'll tap me into the why and I'm not interested in your rabbit hole at the moment, I just came out of all mine). So basically, I can let my past do my work for me while I sit on ass in my effortless presence *heehee*. Having a blast and the time of my life!