Let the church bells ring, the trumpets sound in heaven and the Earth hummm with warm satisfaction....
Woke from a dream this morning where I was crying. Feeling sad for me with thoughts of "So sorry for me" with a woman lambasting me it, suddenly fluidly transitioned to feeling the same sad with thoughts towards her; "So sorry for you" I said as I turned to her. Her attitude changed to warm and welcoming simultaneously in response to my energy change. Total all gears shifting. The past few days I've experienced a level of confidence in self with no lows out of it. Hang on. Wait. Are you saying this is my from now on baseline? Somebody pinch me. People actually walk through life feeling this level of grounded high vibe every day?! I could never have imagined this feeling could ever exist, never mind as a perpetual experiential reality. It's true, though. I've been experiencing it for days now. Then I wondered; hold the phones! Do you mean I'm not waiting for the other shoe to drop? Do the inner feely feely and woooaaaa It's true! There's no expecting it! There IS NO OTHER SHOE! Crying relief now. Releasing any expectation that I needed expectation of the damn shoe. Fuck the shoe! Happy dance "Fuck the shoe!". It's a" fuck the shoe party"! Throwing shoes around the house like wedding dancers smashing plates. I am no longer that which I called me. Such a curiosity. I have a whole new person to get to know. It takes a lifetime to do that sort of thing. A new lover. Such a delicious thing, wink, wink. Yup, feeling pretty. Someone sarcastically told me today that I was twisted. "No, I've become UNtwisted!" as of today!
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