The motel/hotel imagining, lemons into lemonade

  Aside from the detailed dream of two pieces of property embodying a gifting culture of consent, I have another idea of motel/hotel. The front rooms would all be five star rooms with all the amenities costing top dollar. Champagne brunch instead of continental breakfast and whatever special touches we come up with. Those rooms would pay for the rooms out back that have an elegantly gated entrance and a few extra privacy features for the longer term residents needing the shelter due to trauma. Ornate gates for their entrance to their parking. A shared doggie park and children's playscape. A meditation garden where residents can plant edibles if they so wish. The motel/hotel would be run as a non-profit and it could work in this town where a casino is going to be put in. The casino didn't pass approval this year, but seriously: It's a dry county with gambling machines in every convenience store. The bible belt LOVES it's gambling and it will only be another minute before it gets here.

   I realize I spend way too much time making lemonade from lemons. It was an awesome skill set to learn when my inner state of being drew criticism and I needed something other than finding the silver lining in every cloud. I went from creating clouds to find silver linings in to recreating those clouds/lemons into lemonade while finally being able to imagine only good things. So, I've been creating lemons with transmutation potentials and just plain delightful things. Fear, expectation of resistance from others come as past creations surrounding similar events. Now I want to stop even focusing on the clouds/lemons/critics long enough to create more of them. I want what I don't want that I experience to be but a blip on the radar while I only spend any length of focus only on good feeling stuff. That means trusting that I will have the right response if those lemons show up in person, "do not worry what you will say......it will be given you in that moment". I CAN believe that. I've had it happen. Blew my own mind as the answers came out of my mouth even before they  became thoughts and hit the nail dead on the head. I'll have what I need when I need it, I don't need to be storing it up for later. I can do this!  
    A dream that followed this shows me an instance where I get support and all over relationship paradigm change as the lemonade from a lemon. So, I'm revising this post to add this bit here. Also, Abraham of Esther Hicks fame, mentioned in a piece I listened to recently that the vortex thrusts us out every now and then. Why? It comes to me that it is 1) so we have those experiences we need to do exactly this with-make lemonade of-so we reach the vibe we need on matters that used to just make us pucker up and thus out of sync with what is in our vortex and 2) we are experiencing the contrast we need for further creation or details of what we've already created with a broad brush. voila! Not done making lemonade yet!