ewwwww, a revisit

Events in order;
BOL! New Age "dickpics". He asks if I'm a healer, then:
😂 He says; "Thats .me
You can feel"
Blocked obviously. If English were his first language, it'd read "Can you feel my energy?"

Then my FB timeline shows me posts about what a true facilitator/master/ guru/divine feminine reincarnation here to save the earth would and would not do.........
I must needs examine what I need to empower in me with this sudden re-drawing those damn new age freaks with their lists and qualifications of what a true teacher would and would not do, what a Divine Feminine embodied woman would do or not do. As if there's some ideal set-in-stone, like online dating shopping lists., lol Be prepared to be disappointed! lol That is the gift of expectations. Just another something to measure up to and measure ourselves against. I let go of it. If we didn't have a vital role to play, we would not exist in this physical ecosystem that is so intricately, delicately, interconnected. Frankly, we're all going to be assholes to each other until we fully realize WE are each and every one our own Masters, Gurus, Healers, Saviors. Subconsciously the guru resents their dependents because the only energy they get from them is insecurity, not too tastey a feeding but they are dependent upon their self perception in the role of guru because of their own insecurities so that they end up being sexual deviants and cult leaders. There's a line between facilitating and "helping" that is doing the work for someone else, being mediator between them and someone or something else, even their own 'enlightenment'. All the prophets from Toth to Jesus tell us: all we need is within us. Period. End of sentence. And so I believe them. I see it. I REALIZE and embody it and now, it is the end of the need of this revisit. Amen. Sleep for reset.