Outer reality manifesting "falling apart"

     My outer reality is showing me "falling apart". I went out for a smoke and someone drove by on a motorized bicycle. A long thing came out from off it. He turned off the motor and rode off, looking around baffled. The belt had broken and fallen off.
     Next smoke break, a car going by suddenly slowed. I heard bang, clank, scrape, clank. Something obviously fell off and got dragged a bit. When I walked down the drive to see what it was; they had hit a long log that was lying across the road and that had dragged off their engine's under shield thingy (Not sure what a mechanic would call it). Hey, if my outer reality is falling apart, that means it's making room for the new one to come in. 
     It didn't worry or scare me. There is the "sheesh, I can't go back to living in a broke down van again" thought that wafts in. I'm hoping that just means I'll be getting that section 8 voucher instead, if my present residence isn't working out for them energetically. The vibes it would take for them to be embodying the motivation for taking such action would elude the state I am presently embodying. That's why it so often used to feel like I was being blindsided and deceived. Not so great, that feeling. Feels better to imagine I'm going somewhere bigger and better. I'm not really chafing at my present circumstances.
     Changing realities......